whee.

whee!

its raining.. and im alone at home.. nice feeling.

peace.

yay!

yumin is fine. haha.. =)

God bless the people who died.

yay i found out who gave me the last flower.. it was actually the first flower i received that day.. heh.. thanks yasi!.. haha =) went to school and happened to take the same bus as her.. lol.. psgl.. hmm.. gonna slack through it la.. sec4 le.. nothing much to do also i think.. hahha!.. but i dun wan e flag raising dutyyy.. learnt a funny dance today.. but itz fun and interactive =) and i was abit mad today.. coz the session was simply too boring.

went to ps with quin.. stayed only for a while.. got some stuff.. haha.. its been long since we last went out.. took bus back.. and e weather was so damn nice that i fell asleep.. hmmmm

had a walk around bukit batok yesterday.. learnt so much.. and im so inspired by him. haha.. shant say who yet.. but ya.. he got so much things that one can really learn.. well guess everyone is just unique in their very way!..

earthquake happened on sunday morning 9am.. so many people died. and the number is increasing. is this retribution?.. human has been destroying nature.. changing everything.. and killing almost every other spices who share the same Earth as us.. water is polluted and natural resources are depleting.. hmmm..

okayy i started blogging one hour ago and shall end this now. haha. byes.

haha.xmas over. had fun at grandma's house!.. the exchanging of presents.. im really glad that im born into a close-knitted family where me and my cousins still can play and talk.. this is not a very common scene in singapore already i think.. so heh. thanks everyone!.. love ya guys!

merry christmas everyone!

life goes on!

mind is still full of concert. but its already over isnt it.

tired.

everything ended.

i got lotsa different feelings surging within me.. at a lost. but hmm..concert just over.. over all in a flash.. i hafnt really got the time to actually think of anything. maybe i did too much preparation work and thats why i didnt feel anything for the concert. its just like come and go. dont know how to describe it..

okay but im glad. lotas people said that trombone was good. haha.. mark said i was very loud.. actually its me and sunyang together.. sy was damn damn loud.. i only half her volume.. lol.. hmm.. but guessed we abit too loud cannot hear the rest.. some person from pasir ris sec told us trombone very good. so did many others. but after this concert. 4 people will be gone.. haha.. of which 2 are good players.. val n sunyang!.. i will miss em.. they came back for the section.. thanks.. really thank you guys lots..

hmmm now i wanna thank people.. else i will forget..

thanks
val and sy for e ball thingy
monica for flower which went missing
vivian for lily
jacinth for gerberra
sheryl for rose
sophia for rose
james for his present.
khai for flower + choc
mark for flower
nicholas for merci
jevin for choc
audrey for flower
joanne for flower
eunice for present + letter
siting for present
shawn for rose though i din see him
darren for keychain
xiangting for her LEMON?
john for flower
zz and kelvin for flower
gareth for flower which broke
karen shumin n charmaine for flower
the sec3 exchange flower
plus one last person i cant remember.. sorry! but still thank you too =)

hmm.. it just seemed like yesterday that appassionata VII was on.. and now appassionata VIII was over.. wonder what VIIII will be like.. hmmm.. im glad.. i've improved alot i think. in terms of tone and volume.. haha.. motivated by sunyang.. but gonna graduated soon le.. next year sec4.. i seriously dont dare to imagine.. haha.. syf.. arts fest.. everything!.. oh my.. but i will continue to like band.. as much as vanessa did.. her passion still lives on.. so ya.. thank her for everything also.. think i will need to come back and help out.. jus like what sy said.. its her responsibility to come back.. but i will add e passion part in as well ba..

nonetheless. trombone seniors, you rawks!.. i really really miss shinni and rochelle.. seeing them gives me the power to do many many things.. esp motiating me to work harder and love band more.. aiyaaa i dont know how to continue..

okay from tomorrow onwards, i serioustly need to get back to studies!.. this is madness but i neglected my studies this whole hols.. for im sick for a month.. and then the concert comes.. whee.. yes. all hw not done.. arr... sometimes i really wonder why life must be like this. everything is like so fixed and you cant do anything to it.. as much as you wanna change it.. booo.. haha.. im talking nonsense now.. brain abit not working already.. but wells..

nycb rawks forever.. thanks everyone who made this concert a success.. thanks for everything.. im really really drained out.. did lotsa stuff.. need go recharge my energy..

hmm farewell.. dunno wads gonna happpen. next year will be my farewell le.. dont wanna think anymore.. shall just let it be ba.. tired..

20 more hours to go!

ahaha!.. so much to say about the concert.. i really hope it wil turn out well =)

yes trombone rulez.

im going crazy but nvm =)

3 more days.

okay.

many thoughts flooded my brain.
suddenly uncertain about the future.
why must there be changes.
booo..
why izzit that there's nothing that can stay forever till the day we die.

why.

hmm.

quite speechless today.

too many stuff happening.

but im happy.

haha. school everyday!.. this is madness!.. did the banner and printed the bookelt halfway!.. cant wait for it to be done.. 6 more days.. wonder what the day is gonna be like.. boo.. think gonna have sore throat.. muz hurry get well!.. else i dieee.. hahaha...

Argghhhh....

today is a funny day.

nvm. im already brain dead.

may the cells rip.

8 more days.

8 more days and it will all be over.. and it will be a new beginning.
izzit good, or izzit bad?.. *shrugs*.. im tired. had a long day.. no time to rest. lotsa stuff to do. hmm.. everyone didnt really play that well.. i played only for about half an hour.. the band was. in a funny sitting arrangement.. ehh. i got so much to say. and yet nothing to say.. okayy this is e first sign of going crazy and insane. haha..

went west mall pass tix. whee. was rushing everywhere too.. neeeded to go home and finish all the stuff.. i cant wait for concert to come.. and for concert to be over.. hmmm.. the only thing in my mind now till 22 dec is band and concert. nothing else. for concert must be a good one...

...

and it will.

brought yuan to town!... haha.. fun fun fun.. legs aching though!.. hahaha! 9 more days to appassionata!

my comp hang twice. so both entries gone. haha.. yupp.. basically what i wanted to say is.. basketballers are very cool.. lazy retype everything.. so shall stop here. =)

whee..

sorry hafnt been updating it.. too busy.. and dont really think i will get to update often too.. yea! class chalet was over.. tues to thurs.. had lotsa fun!.. esp when cycling the double bike with bek!.. lol.. we bang her bang there.. damn funny.. and we found this eccentric looking marine animal.. its dead and its body is floating.. pity him.. well.. e BBQ was simple but nice i guess.. 2nd night played alot.. and managed to stay till near 5am before i stole some sleep.. the sky was damn lovely.. lotas stars.. and suddenly i got interested in astrology. again. lol.. we played sparkles at 4 am also.. heh..

thurs went to town for a while.. and den.. when i walked into paragon.. i recognised only a few faces.. hmm.. wei jun left.. soon chi left.. carmen, dawn, maggie.. everyone left!.. was kinda sad actually.. talked to juliet for a while.. den i went off.. went kino coz i had too much time.. and found lotsa nice books.. =) yes so shall either buy em when i got enough money.. or i read there.. or i search the net for it =)

boo band cluster today.. kinda screwed.. haha.. but nvm.. learnt only during the sectionals.. queensland youth orchestra!.. haha they are superb man.. tone damn nice.. tongue-ing damn clear.. esp trumpets.. yawns.. damn tired.. heh.. blog next time.. eyes tired..

okayy im bored.. haha so here im posting again.. hmm.. james left today.. haha.. will be back only on sat.. gonna miss him!.. haha.. no more sotong for one week.. hehe.. hope he wun be sotong overseas also.. haha..

to whoever who visits my blog.. kindly tag so i know who you are.. thankew =)

backk from shopping!

went out with my mother.. coz she pulled me out from my bed.. haha.. and insisted i go with her.. so yupp.. walked whole day!.. bought lotsa stuff =)

scared of ms chong.

haha.. never seen her so fierce before.. not any of us.. even the seniors.. juz came back not long ago from jc band fest.. had fun =)

band camp over. learnt alot. mentally challanged for me.. mental breakdown.. physically was still alright.. was e only 3rd for the few days.. yes. my playing improved i must continue to improve.

hmmm. thanks yumin and zhuojing. you girls are greatt!

deeply in love with mr lee. last week during open house on thurs sousa! was very messy. and yest when he conducted.. it sounded very nice.. he's just too good. he didnt make us prac alot. but somehow he made all of us go prac this song. alumni prac.. only a few people.. but e smile on mr lee's face when he sees his students coming back is always on his face. he really got passion for music. he conducts with feelings.

yea mr lee!

heh. damn pissed off with someone. dont think that you're correct in doing everything.. please learn to ask for help and not think that things will be done automatically. you've changed. yupp thats all i gotta say.

whee. the bass trombone came today. after so many years of waiting.. and glad sy came!.. haa.. she was so so so happy.. its a nice trombnone.. getzen series.. looks like the tenor one also.. and.. its light! the mouthpiece is also small.. haha.. eh. changing to bass trombone next year.. syf.. boo.. cos i cannot adapt if i were to change now.. concert sure cannot make it.. so ya. next year..

band camp tmr. haha.. seriously not idea wads its gonna be like.. okayy must go pack bag le..

hmmm. turning into a pig. =)

BOREDDDD...

okay.

had band and err all the thirds were sick. sore throat / flu / stomachache. hahaha . a funny trombone guy came and took us. hmmm.. he looked. weird. but nvm.. haha.. he took us.. and when we blasted, he said good. haha.. we were like. if roch was here, she would have scolded us and told us not to blast. booooo... almost died from playing and with my stupid block nose i cannot play properly.

must work hard on sousa! and tijuana . cannot let mr lee down.. he's too good a conductor for our band.. and thus when we could not follow him, he tot it was his fault. but its not.. its partly the band fault for we didnt follow his conducting and most of us hardly had time with him.. ms chong came most of the time..

well... i think im really mad.

camp camp camp camp! cant wait for it to come.. though my section quite pathetic.. lol..

boo.

suddenly very motivated. for no reason to go bia for concert. haha. hmm.. attended tchs band concert... i seriously felt that its a mere performance that a concert. no kick no nothing. but their band without sec4s so its kinda good standard.. got potential but not put to good use.. junior band sounded okay too!.. at least not very out of tune..

yes. this concert motivated me hell lot. i must work hard.. for appassionata will be better ! i promise =)

alive once again.

btw tchs got a damn zai first trombone player.. haha.. reminded me of rochelle.. their tone.. their trumpet sections' tone blended very well too.. but they were a little soft today.. hmm.. basses kinda soft too..

o crap. shant elaborate so much about their concert. haha.. their gotta work very hard for a better one though.. apart from playing..

................

yest.. hmmm.. wanna thank mark.. for talking to me.. and stayed up just to accompany though he was very tired and wanted to sleep badly... =)

love you!

hey man. i need a break. haha.. away from all these..

hmm.

tired.

stressed.

exhausted.

thanks james for doing nothing but managed to cheer me up.

bird flying in the rain. haha.. juz saw it outside my window.. hmmm.. went to nhps this morning.. boredd.. haha.. but i still can see the old nan hua building.. and also the time when i took my psle results.. the time where we were huggin each other.. the time when james told me he got 272 for psle. haha.. when i only got 263.. miss da days.. miss mdm fong.. coz i think the new principal isn't as good as mdm fong.. mdm fong rawks~.. hahaha.. whoops.

yuan told me about their band prac.. haha.. it was on.. so i went into the classroom and was like, erm can i sit in?... so mr shah said can.. haha.. i stood beside the trombone player.. think she got qutie freak out.. and i saw 2 guys.. horn and sax player they like almost want to fight.. i almost screamed lor!.. the instruments!!!.. haha.. they can like anyhow bang de... i will heartache one leh.. den they got scolded by the teacher.. *grin*.. i took the trombone player.. haha.. she like very scared lidat.. but wells.. their whole band the sitting posture is damn horrifying also. the flautist can lean against the table and play flute. com'on. what is this man.. haha.. den their bells all face down one.. dunno how they play.. haha.. after they kept their instru, mrs kwek asked me who i am.. lol.. and i told her my name.. and she remembered my surname!.. ahha.. p1 form teacher.. lol.. i will be back someday with other bandee-s, in fact any bandee who are willing to go back whether or not nhps band one to help them out.. haha.. 1 trombone 1 eupho 3 flutes 3 clar plus some pathetic few ppl.. jiayou for syf man!.. get back the silver.. and aim for the gold!~

whoops. too much crap.. but cant help it whenever there is band around me... lol.. haha.. yuan got his results. haha.. let him decide his own sec school ba.. =) i love him still!

tired. had a whole day band!.. hahaha.. but i had fun.. really.. missed the days.. the feeling is coming back =) hmm sectionals in the morning.. haha.. all of us in the field.. everyone is happily tanning out there.. haha.. the sun was kinda strong.. but heh. our section both viv and i are sick.. so... bleh.. cannot afford to miss any band pracs.. too many reasons to list.. went kap for lunch.. bought sushi.. whee!.. sunyang came back!.. i was quite shocked.. but we 3 to a stand... cos not enough scores.. lol.. suddenly feel the power~ but not sure whether sy playin for alumni or main band.. if both she and val dont play.. then our section will be 1.2.2.... sure cannot hold de... but well.. arghhh.. practise practise practise.. now my main focus is band band band and more band!.. im gonig crazy. but appassionata VIII muz be a success.. yes. haha so work hard bandee-s!.. smiles.. muz motivate myself and all others.. this concert is very very important..

unlucky + luncky = ?

haha.. weird equation right.. but it happened to me!~ .. been sick for so long.. and yest was at west coast community centre eating the lunch.. some crap senior citizen week and my table all kids.. haha.. my cousins.. and all around us all old people =x .. was really down and then know what.. i won a lucky draw.. haha so crap!.. itz a aries pendent.. 16th prize.. lalala~ ...

went sim lim square.. xiang got a digi cam.. and we bought a mp3 player!.. hahaha.. so fun.. 145 bucks.. quite cheap la.. ate dinner at rendevous... quite nice la but when you're sick everything is tasteless.. so ya.. haha.. got super appetite lately.. help me!.. cant help it.. sleep for like 10 hours a day also.. booHOo....

dun care le. need bia concert. yes concert.

biggest BAI CHI in the world..

i really think that im a big bai chi.. dunno why also.. but its just like i cannot concentrate on anything for more than half an hour?.. this sux big time.. 2 weeks ago i had fever.. after fever i had diarrhoea.. after that i had sore throat.. now i have flu plus cough.. wow.. haha.. so crap right.. arghh hate it..

wep ended yesterday.. made 3 big deals.. details shall not be elaborated.. hmm.. i will miss the people there.. wei jun, carmen, soon chi, francis, wei jie.. heh.. guess i will miss soon chi most.. coz.. coz.. hmm nvm.. haha. personal reasons.. will go back visit em i think..

band today!.. been really long since i last touched my instru.. beginning it was yucky. but later it got better but.. ms chong said our section was. falling apart.. realised that its a fact. as compared to other sections.. bleh.. how. i hate it... stressed out lately.. i need to recover.. lotsa stuff waiting for me to do.. boohoo~

so cool!..

haha.. 2 more days.. and i wont be working anymore!.. and i will be getting my pay~ =) found out today that lucky plaza actually got cheap and good food.. haha.. muz go eat tmr again.. hmm.. today was kinda slack.. no more tagging to do.. but i keep asking for the key and i think the people at the cashier got kinda pissed off with me le.. nvm heck them.. juliet and kun talked to us.. haha.. say we kinda slack.. and been chit chatting and not helping customers.. where got.. haha.. i very guai one lor... yupp.. towards the end of the day.. augustine and his friend came.. he didnt wanna say his name but i found out le.. qi en.. haha.. they came so i slack again!.. lol.. walk around the whole place.. talk rubbish.. then they pretend to be the customer.. hahaha..

ate dinner at cine food court.. and know what.. i saw mr lee!~ hahah. its like omg whats he doing here.. lol.. i went up to say hi.. hah.. he came with wife and 2 friends and they watched ladder 49.. heh.. seeing him on sat!.. band.. lol.. was buzzing on mouthpiece yest.. took me about half an hour before i got the correct one.. so crapp.. dun think sat can play that long.. haha.. its been real long since i last touched my instrument.. wells.. watched sharks tale with quin, yuan yi and xinyi.. haha.. first time cine starting movie on time.. and that i was late.. lol.. quite okay la the movie.. not very long so didnt stay there too long.. took a neo.. haha.. quite fun.. okies i wan go sleep soon le. tata~

she will be gone.

not many days left..

i will miss her.

already missing her..

bleh..

class outing was superb. enjoyed myself lots.. but there's one thing that irritated me..

this guy claimed that he knows alot of 6f members.. and he insisted on coming for our class gathering. i used a harsh tone and told him not to come but he didnt heed my advice. he came. the sight of him made me really irritated. and know what, the supposed " know many people " is actually only a few people. everyone was asking me who he is. frankly speaking, he has only 3 very good friends in our class and thus he concluded that he know us very well and insisted joining us for our calss outing. hey if that's the case you could have gone for a mini gathering among yourselves. not during 6F CLASS GATHERING. you sux. you really sux. if you were to appear for our next class gathering, you will be sorry. i swear.

yupp.

okay talk about something else.. hmm and so we had our class outing.. went to cine and decided to watch the forgotten.. bought 18 tix at one shot. haha thats so cool.. the tix was damn long.. heh.. ate bk and then we went to the arcade to play.. people who turned up today: ngai ying, peiwen, xiaojie, jielin, chermaine, janice, kenneth ng, dexian, zhiquan, eugene, ting wei, kang di, kenneth sin, leon, nigel, nicholas, wei yi, linus, shi jie. yupp!.. thats all i think.. 21 in all if you add me!.. hehe.. was glad cos many turned up.. hmmm the movie was kinda funnny. got one part where all of us were damn freaked out and we screamed. hahaha.. and after the movie, leon, nigel and kenneth sin just went off. i didnt even speak a single word to leon and nigel. what the hell. haha. nvm heck them.. so the 6 girls, excludin jielin cos she went back, dragged the guys to take neo.. haha.. it was disastrous!.. 12 people squeezing into the machine.. and poor zhiquan and ting wei cannot be seen!.. this is bad!.. hahaha.. den for the second one, it was better for we planned how to stand.. BUT. janice and i were kinda standing on stool cos the guys went to the front. hahaha!~ ... after that the girls decided to take once more so the guys went out to stone.. ^_^ .... and then... something happened inside the machine.. haha.. it was damn. hilarious. and we had a good laugh.. but heh. guys shall not know about it.. else xiaojie will. chop me up. hehez..

walked to taka went kino cos ttw wanted to buy book.. and zz happened to be in kino at the same time!.. hahah damn funny lorh.. so qiao.. ate dinner out with the remaining 7 people.. peiwen and chermaine left.. sat at the stairs at taka.. hmmm nice feeling.. went home after that.. all of us took train back in same direction and almost same stop.. its been a really really long time since someone took train back with me.. and this time.. its a whole big group of them.. was wondering if we could ever be in the same class again.. i just. miss them. haha.. hmm.. if only i had treasured you guys more last time.. but still.. thanks for the day.. i really enjoyed my day! 6f'2001 rawks~ ... xiaojie maybe planning for sentosa outing at dec.. haha.. *looking forward to it*

tata. thats about it. =)

happy day (:

seriously dont know how to start. tired. busy. slack. but most of all fun. heh. was like stuck at the store packing and tagging the items.. and grace and i finished 3 boxes!~ *claps* .. phone wasnt full batt and many people called and sms me today. haha and since i was inside the store almost the whole day.. i used my phone anytime i want.. hehehe..

first is mark.. 6G having class gathering today.. haha. so he called me down so i went down.. and there were 4 of em. james lam, mark, wq and yuengi. im too short. they cannot see me. haha. they stood very far from me and its hard talking to them.. the reason for standing far away was... "so that you (me) don't need to lift your head and talk to us.".. *arbishhh*.. they looked at me. haha. coz i seriously had a pair of funny looking shoes plus some weird pants. and it made me looked damn funny. and damn auntie. lol. arghh. nvm 5 more days to go!.. haha..

zz came. haha. was kinda shocked that he came.. but nvm la.. he helped me slack through my working hours.. haha.. den he pretended to be my customer... lol.. wanted to bring him up to 18th level. but james chan called. haha. there are 2 james do dun mix em up.. he reached already and so zz and i went back to chat with him.. *slacker*.
he ate dinner there with his family and i saw his little brother! aww.. so damn cuteee.. hahahaha... james chan then came and looked for us when his family went to the supermarket... zz and i were tempting james to eat ice-cream.. haha .. but we failed!. lol.. bored so i decided to go look for the brother.. he's. hmm damn chubby.. hahaha.. mayb james looked like this when he was younger too.. lol!.. we called him to a corner.. and i pinched him!.. whee!.. haha.. and james n zz scolded me childish. lidat also happy. ahaha.. but the little bro is really damn huggable that kinda lorrr.. =D

didnt managed to take train back with any of them. hahaha. went to find sis at west mall.. hahaha.. she was kinda pissed off already.. hehehe.. coz i said i will find her.. but ended up staying at paragon with james and zz.. whoops. but nvm la she's e most qian bian sis ever.. got keys dont want to open the door.. and made e press e door bell like mad. boohoo.

hahaha.. very long didnt use comp.. tmr 6F outing.. dunno wads itz gonna be like.. so .. hope for the best =)

rainy day again. watched princess diary 2 =) nice show.

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*..when can i get well and be like before..*
*..im sick of being sick.. its tiring..*

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here i am (:

already dead. haha fever down now i got diarrhoea.... eeeekks.. cant even sleep peacefully for a night.. hahahha..

metro. i seriously dont know what food i can eat there for lunch.. hahaha.. given my body conditions, no fried and oily food... ate cream of mushroom at DOME yesterday.. and it costed me 7 bucks.. lalala~.. haha damn ex i know but i juz feel like eating. =)

zz came and looked for me yest. heh. thanks!.. hahaha.. we damn comical..he on level four i on level one.. den at hmv.. i level one he level three.. den later i level three he level one.. hahahah.. dun think you guys understand wad i typing but nvm..

yawns. i go sleep le. wish me sweet dreams. heh.

im dying.

started work today at metro!.. haha.. kinda crap.. but nice experience.. early morning got irritated by a rgs girl on the bus.. lol.. think they need to re-learn their moral values.. whoops.

hmm so we started the day.. i was still in a daze. i dont know why.. think the fever burnt all my brain cells. i cannot concentrate.. and i dont know what im doing. haha!...

was at the trim store.. and im in charge of the traditional red xmas stuff.. heh.. got one part damn funny.. one lady she came and she pointed to lotsa e stuff and she said she wanted em so i placed em in a basket.. later another trainee guy came and took e basket from me.. they headed towards the cashier.. and then after a while he came back.. and he said : " eh, your customer very funny leh. she dont want all these anymore." hahah! and both of us like idiots like that. placing them back to the original place.. >.<

another story..

this guy customer came.. and he saw the small box. he liked it and was deciding to buy or not to buy for e girl. most prob his girlfriend lah. haha.. so i blabbered rubbish.. he asked if i like it and i said im too young for this kinda thing. haha hey!.. im serious k.. i wont need such things. waste money.. and waste space.. and the guy was erm. stare at me. den i stare back at him and he went off!.. lalala~ wow.. i was hmm what did i do?!..

hahahahha...

went home and told my parents about it.. and my mother was like haiyo!.. you do sales must know how to sweet talk.. and make customer buy things.. cannot tell them you dont like it or dont find it good.. lol. isnt it deceiving others? and yourself as well?!.. haha. hmmm crap.. nvm shall see tmr..

on the bus home .. was thinking about lotsa stuff.. haha.. having headache again.. hate it.. boohooO!.. now im home. so.. haha.. lazy to type anymore.. wish me luck tmr.. hope that i wont be so blur.. haha..!

i rawk. haha.. watched 10 hours of vcd from the moment i woke up till dinner time.. tiredd.. haha.. hmm.. was watching meteor garden.. was kinda sweet.. and then i realised 3 years passed so quickly.. that time i was still p6 when i watched it.. but wells.. >.<

my brother came home today!.. haha.. he stayed over at aunt's house.. and then.. he told me he had fever on friday?!.. and know what. i had fever on the same day as well.. haha.. dont know if you call this coincidence.. lalala~.. i love my brother!..

okay!

shall go finish the last 2 vcds.. haha.. and then.. i shall go sleep.. heh.. turning into pig again but nvm.. hmm thanks those who sent their best wishes for me to get well!.. i recovered already =)

thankew!

first time in my life that i almost fainted.

fever.. 38.6 degree?!

haha.. still having headache..

hate it..

>.<

boohoo. boredd..

whee.

6f class gathering 2004.

Date : 14th november 2004
Place : Orchard mrt
Time : 11am
What to do : movie + lunch
What to bring : money and yourself!

=)))

hahahaha..!

repaired my phone!.. yea!.. after sooo long.. went the building beside IMM.. realised that the customer service was closed >.< so went to jurong point!.. haha.. saw peiwen.. and.. i psycho my sis to buy me a new wallet!.. whee!.. haha.. i was like.. ehh my birthday present kkk... lol.. and tada!.. i got it! luv ya sis! =)

rainy day again.. stuck at the bus stop for quite some time.. haha..

okay. this post is specially for my darling cheryl!

haha.. yupp!..

thanks for your lovely smile and greeting everytime we see each other!..

lalala~

jiayou hor!

*muaks*

yawns..

tiredd..

good luck to those having their O's now.. jiayou!..

rainy day.

a promise made broken..

haha. hmm. should i or should i not. stupidx question.. booHoo~

anyway.. tomorrow.. this time.. chinese O over!.. haha.. then will be at yumin house.. did stupid stuff today.. another blur day.. dreamt last night that i was late for appointment and i forgot to bring my handphone.. and today... i woke up late!.. supposed to go bb mrt at 8.10 and i woke up at 7.40?!.. and then i realised that i forgot to bring my watch.. which is somewhat as important as my phone.. haha.. damnit!.. why like that again.. weird dream.. and it kinda became reality.. haha..

=) =)

thanks those who sent their best wishes to me for my O's.. haha..

Thank YOU.

kors..

thanks zhezhang : You've been a great kor! since 12th oct 2002 till now.. more then 2 years.. you are forever so optimistic. and. always doing stupid things that will make me laugh.. hah.

thanks cx : my very funny kor here. dont ask my why itz funny. second kor. haha. since 3th march 2003. someone who has a very different attitude. he's mad at times. things that he say sometimes very out of point one..

thanks wai keong : dont remember the exact date of when you became my kor.. around april 2003 i think. wk is a damn pro oboe player!.. heh.. though i always missed the chance to see him perform.. always helping me when i need help. especially irc stuff.. jiayou for O's!

thanks nicholas lim : hmm. this guy here. damn good para para dancer!.. haha... everything i will just look in amazement. too prooo le.. he is the happy go lucky person. haha.. jiayou for O's too!

thanks mark : lalala~ he dont understand why girls like to use lalala. haha. so here im using lalala. 20th april 2004 till now. haha. nice brother to have!.. grow grow grow!.. hehe.. always there to lend a listening ear.. so yupp.. thanks !


bandees..

thanks wy quin : closest mate in band. always go out with her.. this stupid girl here always ask me to do stupid stuff. haha.. but thanks for being there everytime!.. though seeing you everyy day very irritating.. haha.. jk!

thanks yu min : didnt know you that well until this year near elections time.. you're great girl! forever so hyper and cheerful.. and always cheering up and you sure have a good listening ear.. wheeee!.. our concert.. must do a good job k!.. plus.. i miss ur sister.. haha.. your little princess..

thanks monica : my section mate. haha. forever not growing up.. uses spongebob bottle!.. hmm i think without you around.. the section would have been in a mess to a certain extend cos of my fiery temper at times.. smile more. but pls be serious when you need to.

thanks yan zhen : you're a great player. haha. very dilligent also.. really nice to meet you.. please sleep more.. for you're forever having eye bags.. (x

thanks vivian : erm. actually i dont know what to say. but you've improved. in terms of attitude?. haha. pls pardon me. pull the section together.. then we can leave band next year with peace (:

thanks margaret, eleen, zhuo jing, yixi, elissa, yihuang, aiwen, chia ming, yasi, jacklyn : you bandees made my life!.. thanks for e wonderful music =)

thanks rochelle : you've taught me many things about life.. and you're a great sl.. someone i always look up too..

thanks shinni tan : i miss every single band prac with you.. your life is so fun and im really jealous!.. haha.. stay cheerful and do come back k.. miss ya lots..

thanks valerie : hmm. someone i dont understand. she's a chim person and got her own style of working.. a very dedicated sl.. though she pisses people off easily.. jiayou for O's!..

thanks sun yang : though you're not very enthu about band. but you're a nice senior after all.. haha.. very innocent and very guai.. jiayou for O's too..

thanks vanessa : someone who is close to me. but we drifted apart.. thanks for being my senior. angel too. may you pursue your dreams and go e jc of your choice.. jiayou for O's.. come back for concert k.. hope you passion stays forever!

thanks baby brass band aka bbb: each and every single of you rawks

thanks jacky : know you since i was sec1. haha. liked you lots last time.. forever cheering me up and being there when i needed someone to talk to.. well time flies. i hope we can still be friends forever!.. jiayou for O's too ya!.. i wan my treat one.. heh..

thanks james chan : 3rd james i know. he's the blur-est sotong i've seen. forever sleeping and forever playing with his phone 24 hours a day.. thanks for giving me morning call to make me study.. lol.. you jiayou for O's too!..

thanks john : the pink lover. always talking crap but hey you are getting old!.. haha.. stay alive!.. else i ask ur mei skin u alive..

friends..

thanks eunice : my closest friend i think. i can tell her everything under the sun. anything. and she will keep the secret for me.. she shares my joys.. reduces my sorrows.. though different class now. but heh i still treasure you lots!

thanks tong chong : my dearest tong chong. forever helping me in whatever i do. supportive of me and thanks for everything!.. without you i think my life in current class would have been very miserable?!.. hah. pls dont be so blur next time also le k?

thanks cho kwan : geog lesson beside you is fun!.. haha.. plus.. i miss your mother's food.. and ur noisy brothers also.. haha..

thanks yaqi : my jie!.. people say we look alike.. but do we?.. lol.. optimistic person also. hehe.. keep in touch!.. i wan go your house n pinch ur cutee little sister =)

thanks jun hua : hmm. always seeing you in the morning in GO. heh.. and asking you everything cos im a v blur monitress.. haha.. happy holidays!

thanks bek : you've brighten up my days girl!.. though sometimes i cannot stand your singing!.. out of tune de... haha..

thanks ek : thanks for clearing misunderstandings!.. haha.. smiles =)

thanks karen : YOU!.. always laughing and telling us about wen bin.. haha.. go marry him lah...

thanks shu min : your art is damn good. haha.. thanks for the card.. younger then me by 2 days.. but i really feel that you look like harry potter!.. hehe..

thanks kylie : you are a sensible girl. thinks very differently from the rest. got your own style and itz very cool!.. haha.. go sleep more.. =)

thanks yuengi , bin wern tchern, zhiquan, eugene, nicholas ng, james, spencer, xiaojie, 6f'01, 6G'01 and many many more that i cannot finish listing!.. great knowing you guys during primary school!.. haha..

teacher.

thanks cai : you really rawk. though we are kinda slack but you never gave up on us.. i love your spirit!.. thanks for endless effort.. stay healthy!

thanks mdm toh : haha sprry but my physics really sux.. thanks for spending so much time trying to clear my doubts.. dedicated teacher.. someone who will put family before career.. cya next year!

thanks everyone.. whether or not your name is there.. (:

hmm!.

wondering why im writing all these ? // i dont know. haha.. itz the last day of school today.. one year gone. woohoo~ last day of me being the monitress. yes! no more collection of key every morning.. no more stupid jobs for me to do.. no more meeting of teachers here and there.. so yupp. good luck to monitress next year.. haha.. but 3/10 is a class thats easy to manage la.. so yupp.. hmm..

in the audi today we were thanking people. haha.. stupidx session but it was really cool.. thanks everyone!.. haha. went band today.. whole section except yj n sheryl was there.. had a new junior.. i seriously dont wanna think about next year.. i dont know whats gonna happen.. im. lost. mayb things will work itz way out. hopefully. band standard didnt really drop. with exception of my my section which didnt really improve. haha.. but hey guys! work hard during this hols k.. let the seniors know we. can do it. sheryl. i will misss you. miss you lots.

going for choral night on mon and tues i suppose.. lotsa gep class performing.. haha so good. cos i missed my 1/11' 2003.. so maybe gonna get chocolates for em!.. hehe.. somemore tues all my juniors performing also.. so yupp.. but i need to get my chinese done first.. dieee.. just spent 1 hour writing this.. haha.. so gtg! miss lotsa people! whee! =)

If only you can stay......

spooky.

was in the living room studying and then, the light went off.. i've checked. the bulb was kinda fused..

when my dad came out, there's light again..>.<

left the place and came back after a while.

on the light and then suddenly the light went off again?!

while switching on the other light, the fused bulb lighted up itself.

sheesh.

hmm.

was on the same bus with zj.. talked about school and jc.. i seriously got no idea of which jc i wanna go.. bleh.. must depend on the results also!.. im so screwed in ny!.. damnit.. hmm i need to focus on studying my chinese.. haha.. cannot flunk.. but been having chinese for the whole of last week till now.. see cai everyday!.. haha..

got a feeling that im lacking something. though i do not know what that thing is. but wells.. shall just leave things as it is..

brain cells all dead.

SOTOng walking in the rain!

shit. im turning into a sotong.. after school rushed to bus stop. saw 151 and thought it goes to serene so i asked the driver. he said yes so i went up. it didnt turn into serene's direction so i got off. the moment i got off it was pouring like mad and i didnt bring umbrella! sheesh. hmmm stood there for a while wondering if I should run to serene. i ran. and know what? the moment i reached there, it stopped raining. ! ! ! damnit. i was already all wet. haha. but raining in the rain was kinda fun actually.. met jacky n james. lalala~ i was still very blur and tired at that time. after some time i regained my composure. haha. didnt really stay very long because i needed to go for tuition..

reached clementi. went interchange and waited for 285. saw julius! haha.. and he recognised me!.. lol.. hafnt seen him since p6 also.. and the bus came and i went up again. the moment it turn out of the interchange, i realised i got onto the wrong bus. AGAIN so damn arghhh!!

blur. what to do. so i walked to mr yeo's house.

haha!!

how?!! so blur!!

haha. been trying to study chinese. lol.

house was damn noisy with sis friends around..

met derrick to pass him his stuff!

haha finally met him after like three years?..

stupidx sister..

made cookies today..

nice but i hate to wash!

lalala~

i dont know what im thinking...

going damn crazy.

boOhoO..

lost my name tag.

so careless?!

juz came back from town.

went sajc open house earlier on.

hMm.. so much to say but i dont know how to put it..

blah blah blah..

x.........x.........x........x.........x

im turning into a pig!

yest i slept from six plus till this morning.. and hmm now i just woke up.. sleeping from six plus also!.. haha.. and i didnt want to wake up initially at all.. just that my hp keeps beeping.. so i decided to wake up n reply all the messages.. blah blah.. >.<

haha. hmm. dont know what to say cos we had chinese chinese and more chinese for the whole of today!.. everyone's going mad.. yesterday's cross country was kinda crap though.. almost all the sec3s were walking.. haha.. and they REALY walked.. classes by classes.. hmm i kinda jog.. den run.. den walk.. hah.. and i improved my placing.. last year i walked and got 189 or sth like that.. this year got 119?!.. crap also lah.. hah.. but no one really cares also.. went j8 and took neo with 3/10 peeps.. lol.. j8 changed alot.. everything looked so different..

lalala~ lazy to blog anymore.. byee!

haha.

he.

finally initiated a convo.

itz juz a misunderstanding.

so you're forgiven.

(:

went to school today.. fell asleep on bus.. and i overshot the ny bus stop =)

how fun.

school was kinda boring.

was practically falling asleep the whole day..

just had dinner.. and i spilt tomato sauce in the rice cooker..

argh!

damn pro.

haha.

(x

whee. itz hmm one plus now.. and i just reached home not long ago.. went to cdans to bowl with dad, brother and uncle.. haha.. and hafta admit.. my uncle n his friends are damn damn damn pro... anyhow can strike.. points all over hundred one.. haha.. made us feel so lousy >.< .. shall go train during the holidays!.. lalala~.. been almost a year since i last played already.. had fun tonight though.. but my scores were like kinda lousy!.. haha.. cos i was very tired and i seriously need to sleep..

hmm! congrats me!. haha.. i can promote to sec4 (i tink)!.. gotten back almost all the results le.. got e highest for geog paper in my class. haha! tyco one!.. but was kinda glad cos it helped me pull my overall combined humanities for the year to b4?b3? i dont know.. haha.. lalala dont care.. for physics... heard lotsa people did badly!.. i juz passed.. haha.. first time in ny this year that i passed phy!.. they gonna moderate. hmm.. lol.. and we kinda broke the record for phy this year.. hehehe..

hmm. band. haha. din wanna go.. but heard them playing so decided to join in for a while.. val n sy came later and heh.. i went off.. tired!.. okay.. so now i shall go back to my room and do cai's homework.. else tmr she will scream at us again.. no sleep again.. blahblahblah... i wanna sleep! woohoo~ sleep tmr in class den.. (:

Gosh. know what.. today my whole mind was thinking about him.. lalala~.. my blog got so many him so think people who are reading are kinda blur.. lol.. this him is e person that i met on saturday.. haha.. yupp.. i seriously do not know why also.. but you cant stop your mind from thinking right?!.. whee~

yesterday.. went town. haha im crazy la always go town one.. but i seriously got no where to go also!.. watched white chicks.. DAMN FUNNY.. so people go watch it.. heh.. you will laugh from the start till the end of the show.. lalala~.. jevin nick and i then went to ps to play bishi bashi again!.. haha cos the arcade at cine don't have.. they so pro man.. they won the stage that eunice, ck and i lost terribly so easily! -.-" nick then went dance para para.. and all the people especially girls were like staring in astonishment.. hehe.. and jevin n i were laughing all the way.. seeing the peoples' reactions.. okay . they soon left after my friend came..

we walked around.. from ps to town.. at cine i saw benjamin!.. lol.. and he was like hmm who's this guy.. haha~ went heeren and we took neo!.. yea neo rawks!.. haha.. hmm left for esplanade... not very crowded.. lalala~ it was damn fun.. and funny too.. hehe but shall not elaborate also..

back to today!.. today lotsa stuff happened also!.. morning went to school super early to play!.. hmm found that my tone kinda improved! yea!.. was quite enthu about playing and then i found out no national athem.. so went to class.. and yini didnt collect the key so i rushed to GO to collect.. lalala~ . hmm. got back papers. haha.. kinda flunk everything. whoops.. recess did nothing much.. during clit paper, i realised that my mouthpiece was gone?!.. i couldnt remember taking it.. panic.. yes.. i ran down everywhere n phew. it was in my bag.. seeing the rest playing, i ran up to band room and took my instru and played along~ haha.. nice feeling.. went to class and found my nyaa booklet! YEAAAAAA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after soooooo long and going through soo much trouble.. i got it back.. haha..

intensive chinese chinese and more chinese lesson to come.. haha.. tuition time all of them didnt turn up =x haha.. so i was the only one there.. bleh.. lol.. lalala~ okay this entry is long enough.. byee~

happy day.

had lotsa fun today!.. sms eunice last night at midnight and ask her out.. heh.. brought them to rendezvous and they enjoyed the curry!.. woohoo~ but haiya the man there dont recognise me.. haha.. else i can get discount.. lol.. walked to ps and we ended up in arcade since we don't really wanna watch movie.. and we spent 6 bucks on bishi bashi.. hit until hands pain! haha but had fun playing though!.. lalala~

hmm.. walked to town after that.. took neo! yea! hehe.. itz been a damn long time since i last took it.. hehe.. had fun and eunice was screaming her head off.. lol.. she dropped a dollar coin on e floor and it rolled underneath the machine.. she tried to retrieve it but it was a fruitless attempt coz there were just too many people crowding there.. nice neo!.. shall scan next time.. hehe.. bumped into yixi and her friend.. lol..

walked to taka mac.. and we met this guy who seemed to be mentally unstable.. damn scary.. he use his umbrella and blocked our way and then he used the umbrella to hit us -.-" so we hurried off.. hmm but shall forgive him coz don't think he did it on purpose...

okay here comes e exciting part.. heh. i've finally met him! itz been almost two and a half years le.. and itz kinda weird and funny meeting each other.. lol.. he came with his friends and both his friends and my friends were like so shy.. haha.. a very awkward situation.. but soon it became better.. lol.. lalala~.. walked for a while more before going home..

met sis at e mrt station!.. and we were actually on the same train throughout the whole journey?!.. lol.. and she pulled me to the food centre to buy her dinner.. lol.. yupp.. fun day.. =)

hmm. first thing i wanna do. kill zj. she last minute couldnt make it for movie. again. -.-"

slack in ps for damn long. hmm and ended up in times bookstore reading books. haha.. watched wimbledon.. quite nice though.. after that we went to sentosa.. haha.. damn stupidx.. we cycled.. and den.. i cycled into the bushes. haha. cos i lost control.. =x we cycled for one hour.. with my bike like banging into everywhere!.. ahha.. and itz not very balanced.. not like quin where her's was like perfectly straight. heh.

nice day out.but it reminded me of someone.

haha..

boo.

yea exams over. nice feeling. went marina square shopping centre n ate kenny roger.. $22.20.. broke.. haha.. but itz nice.. they had quite big servings though.. the shop was cool man.. i saw a trombone a horn a flugal horn a cornet and baritone!.. haha.. but a pity all condemn.. yupp and thats our breakfast cum lunch.. =)

walked ard and tried clothes. haha. hmm. my net friend im supposed to meet today didnt turn up.. haha.. and he told me only after 35 mins after the supposed meeting time. such people. i will never meet them again. irritating. so we ended up in the arcade.. and the stupid machine cheat our money. haha. we got 21 coupons! heh.. but itz too little so we gave it to some others there collecting it.. and we stood at e cd shop listening to cds for half an hour before finally deciding to go town. of all we ended up in town again.

haha. town. saw so many people. was kinda playing hide and seek with someone. heh. but shant elaborate. was kinda fun in some way. got some misunderstandings somewhere but cleared!.. haha.. was in town till about seven.. MY LEGS ARE ACHING.. haha. somemore phone battery dying.. didnt charge.. felt kinda insecure.. stood throughout the mrt ride home.. couldnt even walk properly. heh.. o wells.. dun care.. tomorrow gonna play again. yea!

lalalala~

last paper (:

last night i had a dream.. a very funny one.. i seriously do not know how to explain it.. the people who appeared are others in disguise..

hmm first part of dream i dreamt of him. i dont know why but im still pissed off with him for his ignorance.. maybe he dont mean it.. but itz been 3 times already. i dun wanna talk to him unless he initiate a convo. hmm. but i miss him. all of a sudden. haha. about half month more to knowing each other for a year. bet he dun remember anything as well. bleh. lalala~ shant care abt him den. lol.

second part of dream. james was teaching me work. and then i see someone else. izzit telling me sth?!..

third part. our house got broken into.. haha.. and the person made a mess in my house. sheesh. dumb.

conclusion: i shall not sleep so much.

=)

^^ today marks e 2nd anniversary. haha. thanks zz for being a nice kor. *muacks*. ^^

Yawns

today seemed to be a super long day..

went causeway point den west mall den clementi..

i need sth new to spice my life..

haha.

but i must bia for concert..

jiayou !

26th dec 2004

will be..

e time.

nycb sec3'04..

miss ya guys lots..

appassionata..

all e way..

happy birthday audrey!

stupidx day.

had diarrhoea.

ate too much chilli and drank too much water last night.

haha.

>.<

im tiredd..

sleep!

YEA..

my blog is more or less done.. haha.. =)

going out le..

byee!

2 more to go!

yea two more papers to go.. tmr phy n next week emaths.. that means after tmr.. i can play like mad!

woohoo~

and it will mark the end of another year..

again..

sheesh my entry was gone! GOne! GONE!

haha.. shall retype..

hmm last year this day we were having english paper.. the start of our exam.. now so fast sec3 le. cant imagine wads gonna happen in sec4.. whoops.

plan for post exam:
wed go suntec watch movie
thurs go sentosa / watch movie
fri going metro!
sat gonnna practice my bonez..
sun slack revise abit maths n prac bonez also!
monday slack.
tuesday go bowling!

wahhaa.. im excited.. lol.. looking forward to 12 october..

last year this day we were having out english paper..haha.. start of exam den.. hmm.. time realli flies... arghhh...

plan for post exam:
wed go suntec n watch movie?
thurs go sentosa?
friday going metro in town
sat practice my trombone
sun revise abit maths n prac my trombone
monday slack
tuesday go bowl with yuan..

haha!.. yea looking forward to 12 october!..

*i wanna sleep*

jiayou yuan!

lalala~ i juz cant study.. having chem paper today.. damn boreddd.. yuan's psle starts today.. jiayou wor! i will be behind you! *muacks*

=)

=)

no reason for putting e smiley..

one year passed so fast..

last year this day...

hmm..

english paper

formal letter formal..

Block 123 Dept Road
#12-379
Singapore 654287

3 October 2004

Mdm Mak Lai Ying
Principal of NanYang Girls' High school
21 Linden Drive
Singapore 532149

Dear Mdm Mak

RE: Suggestions to improve Student Actuvuty Centre

intro

Thank You.

Yours faithfully
(sign)
(name in full)

happy mugging.

sheesh been mugging the whole day.. my brain is going crazy!..

mind been thinking of end of year concert also.. looking forward to it.. haha.. also the work experience thingy and many many many stuff!.. hehe.. the number of people that i need to meet.. lol..

hmm.. trying to figure out a new self.. maybe it will come after the exams.. im seriously crazy lately.. so ya.. kkz.. go back to studying le!..

i wanna tell that person i love him lots.. haha.. but yea its a different type of love already so.. i love you! .. wahaha..

okay this shall be my new blog. haha..

will edit stuff at a later time..