Monday, April 25, 2011 @Monday, April 25, 2011
I don't know what to think, do or say. It's not because I need someone to tell me, I just need to sort this out on my own. People always say that when things get tough, to pull together and work through it, but I can't seem to find the strength to do so. I can't find the courage to own up to what I'm doing, what I've done. I don't want to have to disappoint so many people.
Going away in a few months...I don't know how I feel about that. I know I'm glad, but I don't know how it's going to affect my friendships with people here. I'm not one for phone calls and usually I don't text anyone besides Nette. I don't know....