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Monday, September 29, 2008

OH MY !! there’s so MUCH to update in my BLOG !! hahas`
alright then .. just say that ii am freaking hell lazy okiie . hahas `
` [[ ii certainly am xD ]]

for the past week .. Rachel went to Taiwan hence ii am needed to attend school myself ..
ii have been attending school faithfully ii guessed !!
was absent and late for a day ..
at the least ii wont be worry about the letter box .. =)

Mahjong-ing was what ii have been doing too ..
during lesson was with my classmate – Wahjong on Viwawa
after lesson was with ViviannDarling and HUBBY at her house ..
COOL right .. well its consider to be my favorite PAST-TIME ..
as time pass REAL fast for me .. hahas ` xD

anyway .. my SATURDAY was spend at home doing house chores ..
like washing 3 rounds of clothes .. clearing up all the dishes .. packing up my room ..
peeling 2kgs of prawns .. preparing lunch for my family .. * gosh !! *
feel so AUNTIE after doing all those stuff ..
well .. my conscious has been acting on me ii guess ..
as KorKor is currently with a limping leg && mum has like so much stuff in her hands ..
so ii think its time for me to do some work .. LOL ..

after so much .. somethings occur between my family ..
well ii doubt so ii will want to say out .. but ii just hope things will be better ..
ii just know that ii must STOP being my dad’s expensive daughter ..

yaya .. ii hope ii can do that .. for now .. ii have some commitments to HUBBY ..
okiie .. better to say its our agreement ..
that is to go for swimming every week at least once .. hahas `
LOL .. and our first stop is Jurong swim .. xD
and its this Friday after school .. LOL .. and ii am going to leave earlier ..
ii don’t bother about that faci .. she sucks anyway .. LOOKIN FORWARD !! xD

okiie .. HUBBY and ii went ear piercing too .. hahas `
at first ii was afraid of the pain .. but ii am addicted NOW !!
and HUBBY is saying ii am crazy .. bcos he feel that its very pain !! ..
hahas ` okiie .. whatever ..

NO pictures today .. bcos ii am LAZY !!!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love. If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

After reading this .. ii kind of had lots of thoughts in my mind .. dunno whyy .. but maybe at times in life .. ii seems to be grumbling with whatever unfairness of being treated by my family .. whatever shit they gave .. ii may have the thought to leave them but ii doubt ii will ever have the courage .. ii guess so ..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

have been like 9 days since ii last blog .. LOL ..
wasn’t feeling well hence ii didn’t have the mood to on my lappy
sit down and do what ii am doing now .. hahas `

well .. had cough , flu , fever , stomach-ing and all those irritating stuff on me .. zZz ..
oh .. but then HUBBY was there along with me all this while taking care of me this sick pig !!
thanks my dearest !!

and he finally finish his days in Simei ITE !!
okok .. bcos he completed all his exams and finally FREE from my nagging to school TOO ..
so he’s SUPER glad && ii am SUPER excited that he finished his exams !! LOL ..
excited ?? .. maybe bcos he can spend more time with me .. hahas ` *evil grins*

anyway .. school was alright .. guess ii am able to know some of my classmates names ..
hahas ` cant blame me .. ii have STM for rmb-ing names !! LOL ..

thanks LOTS to ViviannDarling sister , Rachel
for sending me to school by car from now onwards ..
this make sure ii am PRESENT in school ..
and not being NIFM anymore .. hahas `
and NeeLam have been saying that my class will get used to my X’s !! zZz .. LOL ..

anyway .. have been playing Diablo II in class .. yarh !!
ii know it’s a old old game but .. SO WHAT ?? .. it keeps me entertained okiie .. LOL ..
but ii still MISS the expansion set instead .. cos ii can buy MANA POTION !!
* well .. ii used a lot alright !! casting spells etc ! LOL * ..
van is a DUMBass in this kind of game .. but she just enjoys playing it xD
HUBBY getting bored whenever he sees me play ..
bcos ii seems to be very engross whenever ii am on it .. LOL ..

HUBBY will be working in CompassPoint with his classmates for the whole of this week
for a HOME-DIY road show .. he is SUPER bored .. LOL .. hahas `
and ii have been taking 161 down to find him after school for breaks ..

when to K-boxing with HUBBY , Eden , YongXin and GouXiong 2 days ago ..
SUPER funny when Eden keep asking me and HUBBY to sing duet songs ..
ii was SUPER reluctant as ii do not want to sing .. LOL ..
and HUBBY was SUPER funny that he sang both the male and female part in the song ..
珊瑚海was the song .. its just SUPER hilarious ..
guess you will laugh your head off if you were there ..
after then ii finally sing with HUBBY tgt .. 梁山泊与祝英台..

then we were so tired .. GouXiong and Eden after that sang a duet too .. 男人女人
and Eden volunteer to sing the female part .. and it is damn funny LOL ..
these guys sound better when they imitate as a girl .. oOps !! hahas `

realize that every K-boxing .. a MUST song will be
五月天's 孙悟空 .. hahas ` and we get HIGH when sing-ing that song ..
Eden sang Cantonese song which ii don’t understand .. LOL .. super OLD !!
HUBBY sang 就是爱你 and 嫁给我 .. SUPER happy too !! xD xD
in short .. ii miss K-boxing .. long long time since ii had one ..

oh yarh !! last Thursday was our 7months anniversary ..
made a bouquet of 20 Ferrero Rocher for him .. with our little doggy on it xD
HUBBY have been taking pictures of our little doggy LOL ..
and its SUPER funny when he make the doggy with funny actions .. haiiyo ..

okiies .. whatever it is .. there is something ii need to do .. !!
hair trimming , shopping for clothes and most probably K-boxing with my peeps !!
ii miss Mahjon-ing with ViviannDarling !! well .. she is preparing for her O levels ..
hope that faster finish so that we can meet up !! jiayou DARLING !!

ii cant wait to be 18 yrs old !! although ii haven even reach 17 !! LOL ..
cant wait to get a car of my own !! have been blow-ing HUBBY to get his license !!
hahas ` faster go get one alright !! ii want you to drive me around !! xD

okiie .. STOPP-ing all my RATTL-ing .. some pictures !!
* ii am getting better day by day !! xD xD *

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Close up of them - JoannAshtonTeetyHelen

TheFoutainStaff -HubbyDigginAshtonNose zZz..

TryingToBeFunny - HubbyAshtonDennisLiana

TeetyDriftBy .. LOL

OurFavouriteShot xD

TestingForTimerShot .. oOps !!

NeverForgottenAshtonChow xD

Friday, August 22, 2008

realise ii have been quarreling with you more often then before ..
have we really drifted apart ?? .. or we have to be said not knowing each other better ?? ..

or should ii say .. ii am just freaking piece of shit to everyone ?? ..
ii dunno what else ii can do .. buried everything to myself or to just not think of it ?? ..
am ii considered matured or imatured ?? ..
when can ii ever have someone that understands me ?? ..
will there be anyone that lives on the same pace as me ?? ..

whyy arent anyone realising ii am not the one that ii really am ?? ..
do ii need to be a hypocrite which ii fucking hell hate to see so many around me !! ..
does anyone know ii am fucking UNHAPPY with my present life ??!!
does anyone knows how ii am feeling now ??!!

ii just hate the need for me to say out everything ..
because its damn freaking tired for the need to go LIVE through it and needed to say it again ..
my smiles are real when others treats me real ..
the evils of others are tolerated by me and ii dont wish to say it out ..
but please do know .. THERE ARE LIMITS !!

as far as ii know .. ii am really tired ..
no matter what ii do .. it never seems to please anyone in this freaking home ..
do you know that ii hate coming back ?? ..
so what if ii have all the fucking money in this world ?? ..
does money really makes the world goes round ?? ..
is either ii quarrel with you people .. if not it will be with him ..
do you know ii fucking hell wants to give everything up ?!

if ii am choosen to live back the hack care attitude of my in the past ..
will it be better ?? .. having friends is more important then home !! ..
ii really want to find someone that is willing to listen to me TALK and RATTLE !!
just sit down there and listen !!

I AM NOT BLESSED you fucking piece of shit !! *gurr!!*

Monday, August 11, 2008

经过了今天所发生的事以后
我真的了解从小和我居组在一起的你们
是用什么眼光来看待我
真的对这个家彻底的失望。。

我知道无自己论对大家再好再用新的讨好你们也没有用
因为我早已是你们的眼中钉。。
面对着你们的我从以前就是很困弱很反感。。

既然如此那就不要再让我和你们有任何的关系了吧
不要再给我任何你们需要我的爱和关怀的感觉了。。
不要再让我为你们感到不必要的内疚和委屈。。

做好人难，做好姐姐难， 做好妹妹也难
做你们的好女儿。。我想是最难的。。
可能在这一辈子没有任何人会认为我是个好东西。。
我也开始怀疑我自己了。。

真的感到很累很困了
再也不是以前的我。。

Thursday, August 7, 2008

had a heart to heart talk with ViviannDarling
yesterday afternoon on msn ..
we both are troubled with things around us ..
maybe we plainly need to talk to someone ..
vent out all our worries and problems ..

talked to JinLi on msn too ..
mainly is about the class ..
there is just some things that's bothering me ..
feeling rather upset / frustrated ..
simply don’t understand the logic of stuff ..
why am ii the one doing everything and
people are always just sitting down on it ..
as long as they present the PPT which ii am alone doing ..
they will have the almost the same grading as me ..

its like WTF ?!?! and comments given was ii didn’t contribute ..
COME ON ?! if ii am sick .. ii wont talk much ..
but that doesn’t mean that ii am not doing my part .. UNDERSTAND ??
what can ii say ?? the world is just simply this way ..

waking up every morning at 5.30am ..
thinking to myself ..
should ii attend school today ??
will ii be doing the work alone again ??
am ii able to once again accept the fact things are suppose to be this way ??

grandma mum dad brothers ..
do you know that ii dread to return home everyday ??
ii am just feeling totally hurt whenever ii am asked to do this and that ..
is it because since young ii am more depended on ?? ..
ii hate all those unnecessary stuff that ii was
blast into the ears every single minute ii am at home ..
regardless is it my doings ii will definitely be blame/linked to it ..
do you know the feeling is very unbearable ??

ii am born to be a stubborn girl ..
but all this doesn’t mean ii do not bother about the family ..
ii wanted to argue back many times ..
but ii just don’t wish to hurt the heart like what was did to me ..
ii really placed in second thoughts whenever ii wanted to speak to any of you now ..
because ii am really afraid of the unwanted/scarstic remarks ii get in return ..

on top of all this ..ii have been having sleepless nights
ever since the start of the HungryGhostFestival ..
does anyone knows that the feeling is very awful ..
when you are hearing sounds and things in the middle of the night ?
yar .. it is suppose to be a normal thing for me ..
but ii am just and still a normal girl ..

the only consolation ii get in is only ChengHao’s care ii guessed ..
ii know you care for me badly and
you wish that ii could enjoy every moment with you ..
and ii really do ..
ii am really sorry that ii caused you so much pain
for my attitude and all the things ii have done ..

looking at your care and concern you gave ..
ii feel deeply loved and at the same time hated you for that ..
you simply made me don’t understand why you could treat me so well
but not the people ii looking forward to .. like my family ..
ii hated you for making me felt that way ..
at the same time ii hated my parents for not being able to do this ..
am ii so unwanted by them ??

to others ii may look simply alright and perfect ..
deep in me … ii really want to be like anyone else
that needed love and care ..
wondering to myself ..
if one day ii am to leave everything aside and just fall dead ..
will ii be forgotten or blamed for ??

Monday, August 4, 2008

some peeps for the past week ..
should be say announcement bahs .. LOL ..

1 ) ii attended 2 first meeting !! *whaoo!!*
be glad alright ?! when is the last time ii attended first meeting ?? .. LOL .. okiies .. it is because of the UT lors .. zZz ..

2) its finally the END of all UTs !! *phew!!*
its like so FINALLY right ??!! .. but anyway .. ii have been skipping practically one UT out of 4 for every module lors ..

3) class tee has finally ARRIVE !! *finally!!*
wasn’t really pleased with the results .. made some mistake .. will be more careful in the future ..

hahas ` guessed that’s all ..
mum has agreed to let me start working le ..
but only for morning shifts .. zZz ..
guessed ii will have to make do with it for the meantime ..
anyway .. ii went to work on Saturday .. 12pm-11pm ..
well .. and so many things happen lors ..

was the morning host and everything seems to be alright at the meantime ..
then June came over to tell me that she always 对事不对人 ..
which ended up making me and HUBBY LOL LOL LOL ..
haiis .. anyway .. things seems to be better .. ii guess so .. hahas `
well .. work mahs .. 开心就好 !!! xD

and there was this table that has a baby girl ..
her name is Sarah .. and she’s damn CUTE !!

she seems to be always looking for me lors .. hahas `


well .. its like whenever ii pass-by her ..
she will turn her head and look at me ..
reaching out her little finger for me .. hahas `
and when ii am not around her area she will like keep looking around ..
although ii was the host .. ii went over to her table to take the order ..
while taking Sarah was like constantly reaching out for me =)
ii bent down and ask her what she want ..
then she stretch out both hands to me .. ii was like .. SO CUTE !!!
her dad says that she wants me to carry her .. so ii carried ..
she was like so HAPPY and clinch onto me .. ahh xD

HUBBY was at station 2 looking at me ..
and ii spotted him ahem chio lors .. *jealous right?? grins*
and also GouWei .. the new staff seems shock to see me this way ..
well .. work is suppose to be FUN !!
but she’s really too ADORABLE !! Teety played with her too .. hahas `
before she left she hug me and gave me a goodbye kiss .. *smile smile*

babies are really my energy booster during my hefty work ..
their smiles and laughter are the most innocent gift one could have xD

was with Station 2 with HUBBY and YongJian at night ..
well it seems like its a RARE chance for HUBBY and ii .. hahas `
XinYi and Sophia was like telling us that YongJian was a rather stubborn chap ..
needs to be pushed .. and he doesn’t likes to be told .. LOL ..

HUBBY and ii was like .. okiies .. we are mentally prepared ..
well .. when he come .. HUBBY was like keep suan-ing me lors ..
saying handsome guy .. LOL LOL LOL .. haiis …
then in between work .. ii was like asking YongJian to
do finish some stuff le then go have a drink ..
told HUBBY about it as he was the IC for the station ..
he was like .. 就这样lor .. 叫别人去lor ..

我都还没有喝lor .. 又不见得你叫我去lor ..
ii was like .. err err .. and Helen was there .. she was like keep laughing lors ..
then was at there 散风点火 .. zZz ..
then from then on HUBBY was like keep showing me the 酸酸 face .. LOL ..
ii got what he mean .. but its really not what he thought of ..

silly HUBBY .. no matter what ii know ueu know how to take care of yourself ..
he still new mahs .. LOL … don’t jealous le lars .. next time will always ask ueu to go drink .. xD

around 9pm++ .. fountain was jammed badly .. so HUBBY when in to clear order ..
he told YongJian .. but YongJian didn’t tell me ..
so ii thought HUBBY went to the toilet .. for like coming to half an hour LOL !!
then realize that he was in fountain .. zZz .. cursed that YongJian !!
after that ii told YongJian HUBBY will definitely be inside there for good lors ..
then ask him be more alert as left only the 2 of us ..
well .. and he did what he was told .. wasn’t that slack ..

when doing closing LeonardDaddy came over my station to help me ..
ii assign the job for the 3 of us ..
LeonardDaddy will focus on closing ..
YongJian will soda the table and at the same time look after the floor ..
as for me .. clear the table / close station and at the same time look after the floor ..
our station closed finish earlier than Station 1 ..
so ii asked YongJian to arrange all the tables ..
and he was like asking me alot of questions .. zZz ..

the last table left around 11.30pm++ .. haiis ..
far from our closing time lors ..
ii took the big tray out and start stacking ..
as ii was about to lift off .. HUBBY was staring at me from the peek hole ..
then ii was like .. okiies .. FINE !! then LeonardDaddy carried it in the end ..
hahas ` doubt HUBBY knows that ii carried 2 big trays before that .. *oOps!!*

after work .. the FIRST and BEST thing ii will do is to
HUG MY DEAREST HUBBY !!
that’s the best and warmest thing to end my work day with xDD
* and my dearest NEVER fails to give me one !! =) *

bus-ed back and it was HOMEsweetHOME xD

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我 一直都想对你说
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说你会永远陪着我
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就是爱你 爱着你 有悲有喜
有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你 爱着你 甜蜜又安心
那种感觉就是你

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐
像绿洲给了沙漠

说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀
让我飞也有回去的窝

我愿意 真的愿意
付出所有也要保护你 oh
在一起时间继续流逝
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就是爱你爱着你
不弃不离开不在意
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放在你手心
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放在你手心
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