just as shitty a human being, shy and guilty of reinforcing a class system which you know is morally wrong.

i've really come to see that my job is an essentially useless one. it does absolutely nothing, except to serve personal interest and another person's corporation. the world does not need another designer, or another company as such, or another clothing item. there are more than enough clothes in this world, that even if you gave it all away, distribute, re-distribute, there would still be those 75000kg worth of clothes ready to be thrown away into the garbage on a regular basis. stop, i feel it in my bones, stop.