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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's" Your Personality Type?

Y7:22 AM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

i see there's this big changes in me.
i used to be too arrogant to have listened to what my own peers have to tell me, in terms of studying, and i was, majority an information provider.
and thanks to IMU, i am kinda thick-skinned now to open my mouth, and learn as much as from my peers.

when it comes down to spirituality and philosophy, i have always had my own set of thinking. whatever people tell me, i would listen but with a filter inside my brain. i still am adamant on to what i believe.
but there are people who could easily talk me into believing what they have believed.

this, mainly i guess they think more sensible than me.
and i am glad. they exist to let me know other [perspective] of life.

""太多人歌颂独立这回事了。却不知道，独立最美好的表现是你把自己照顾好的同时你也懂得照顾别人并让别人也来照顾你。

一种相互依存，疼惜和尊重的关系。把自己安顿好，让自己不依赖是一回事。能爱己，也能爱人，又是另一回事。""

quoted from jiahui66.blogspot.com

and newly added to the list, i think Jiahui the blogger.
and that's the reason why i like what she has written.
i guess. we have the same wavelength.
at least i find her practical=)

she doesnt particularly talk about what facial cream goes well with what type of skin, considering she is an artist.
she doesnt talk about clothes.. about shopping.

she talks about what she thinks. her wisdom. her glorious side. and the bad side too. reading hers.. sometimes make me nod in agreement.

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i love it best, when my group mates are out from where we work.
it's always the competition (good, and bad) which people compare who would shine out.

the stealing of glances. the look of arrogance/ disbelief when some failed to answer a standard question and stuffs. it's tense. but we certainly learn a lot.

i have always in the first group, considering my surname starts with an "A"
so i was in it in sem 6/7 but when i made the choice to change group so i could do my elective with a friend from another group, i had a total different taste of being with a whole lots of new people, the working experience and stuffs, are different. AND i love them all. i found my best moments in each of the semester.

and when i was shifed back to where i first started,
i had a sense of unfamiliarity but alas, a sense of belonging as well.
now here and then, i would think to myself " oh boy how i miss that"
this is this sense of familiarity which make me adjust to this group quite okay.

though there are times when i feel upset over small things. =)
but just the learning part, i still carry some gold in my mouth, most of the time.

so. today we went out to eat.
and being a concerned friend of mine, this friend said" not to worry, i am here, so i guess they would make choices of food that certainly include you"
and we had mcD, and stuffs. finally, guess what's the conclusion. Nasi ayam coz we had our malay friends this time for the eat-out (hehe!)

looking at all their faces, i think they kinda like the idea.
so it would be way too a dismay if i were to raise my hand and said" look i am a vegetarian" and this friend tried to look for other alternative.

then they realised that i am in the outing.

so they changed their plan.

but i insisted that i would love to go for the nasi ayam.
another friend of mine, asked if that's really okay that i just ate plain rice with some salad.

i told her, it's not particularly the food, i came because i loved the atmosphere of us being together.

it's fun-filled, excited, loud. yeah. we were loud.

and another another friend of mine, kinda talked under her own breath that" she wondered if we could have this reunion later in the future"

i think this sense of finally graduating from medical school has rooted in some of our heart.

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i just want to capture in here the best time we had.
and here we come, those postings!

Y2:27 AM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

it's funny how this friend of mine, has always thought she might not be the first among us to get married, to get pregnant to have her first baby,

did all what she never thought of. and just had her first baby. it was a really nice chat. i called her. cause my mother instinct kicks in, and wanna know what's the feeling of being a mother sound like. i still dont quite get it. though it means a lot of difference.

*******

talking about this guy whom i have been secretly admiring.

i think i have been analysing every single information i have to object getting myself too into it. sometimes, i just wanna take a shortcut. and cut the story short, and let's the story begin after the wedding then. no trailer and the movie begins.all this while, we may fall for someone on and off. and you think it's just a crush, coz you dont feel a motivation to get it even started.

but to get anyone to commit, it's like, you know how much courage he/she has to put in to commit to tell you that he/she likes you. this is somehow touching. and i think this another friend of mine, deeply in love, would understand.

and i just have to meet this kind of guy, who has the courage to tell me he likes me. or the guy which i would have the courage to

*******

and to talk about my housemates again. hehe.i think somehow yogurtdrinks bind us all.it's like when either one of them buy, they would have included 3 of us.so that would equal to 6 bottles home. and we would decide which flavours we want and stuffs.and. it's like when we call for each others, it's always the nickname that send us into exhilaration. we have dato. we have dewa and dewi. and that binds us too.

and there are times when everyone is in the room studying so outside is so quiet until one person goes out and yells. yes. we do that quite some times. to acknowledge the other 2 housemates.and. it's good that when i appear in front of them, i dont have to make sure i combed my hair or i am in my bestest self.

there were times when things didnt get so well. and i got so upset. but miraculously it didnt last long.

maybe it's only me noticing it. being more girlie among the guys.

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and talking about Bridal wars. yeah. i do agree that we dont need a MP3 when we have good friend around.and i am glad that i have always had someone which i can always share my secret with that i am not worried it is gonna leak out to wind.it's like. u know your friend's place has been one of your hide out. though you feel bad for always finding yourself at this friend of mine's doorstep, when gloomy days come.

it's not just one friend.

there are a lot out there.

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and. talking about guys in our batch.hehe. a bit cheeky. quoted from a friend of mine, that we have been noticing that which guys have got the bestest butts. just like how a guy loves to assess a girl's body, we would like to return the favour.

haha. it was hilarious.

and. yeah. and this friend of mine just commented that most of the guys in our batch still have this body frame of high school kid. LOL. and i somehow vaguedly agreeded.

wao. guys with great muscles. and height somehow give more protection? haha.

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okay.

Y9:46 AM