hi.what a surprise! GASP! i'm back , but maybe only for a day((: haahah. i can't help it. i've been really busy.

Anyway, it's Ramadhan now. the LAST THIRD of Ramadhan. have you done enough over the last 22 days? The question is, what HAVE YOU done over the last 22 days of Ramadhan? wait, TIME CHECK! its less than the 10 DAYS of ramadhan. The night of power aka lailatul qadar will be on/in one of the last ten days. the reward is more than 1000 months=84 years. Just a few hours of ibadah to get 84 years of baraqah. subhanallah. wouldn't you want to chase and race to find this night of power?
friends, insya allah we'll wake up at night to do our qiyam prayers be it at the mosque or at home. if it's possible, do it in the mosque. the atmosphere is really different and it's a good experience for those 1st timers. and sahur at the mosque feels really different. you can feel the ukhuwwah between the fellow muslims. and while you're at it, make new friends be it young or old and you'll start realising the lives of other fellow muslims. some travel really far just to the qiyam prayers at the mosque, some have to sneak out etc. go, go make friends and stregthen the brotherhood of the fellow muslims.
and i hope, this year's Ramadhan is as meaningful for you as it is for me. and, never stop praying for forgiveness and do not ever forget your parents in your prayers regardless of your relationship with them. insya allah, they'll be forgiven too.

if i were able to pray for Ramadhan not to ever go, i would.

i want to blog.

last lappie day. oh man! good bye lappie, although you are so outdated.....i'm gonna miss you so much. the memories we shared, the movies together. oh lappie, if only i can have you forever or at least a little longer. i dread having to send you back.
who am i kidding? it's just a laptop! but yes, that means no lappie ANYMORE. roars. that's really sad dont you think?sighs.
















when you breathe, air fills up my lungs.

last day.
such a short notice.















when you close your eyes, I sleep.

I shall take this time to update cause I'm bored while waiting for 30 min to past. I'm done with keying in all the marks into the system.yayyy.Invigilation days are fun if there's free food! hehe((: yes, today I ate nasi lemak. yumyum! tomorrow will be the last day of free food cause tomorrow's the last paper and the next three days after tmr, lessons will resume as usual.OH NO! I have no idea what I'm gonna do with them cause they dont have any exam papers to check and the kitchen has been cleaned thoroughly so we don't really want them to mess the place up. It's alright. I'll go pick a movie or get some games. YAYY! any suggestions on various games or movies for home ec lessons for 2 hours? but it doesn't really have to be related to home econs((: I NEED IDEAS. maybe some teambuilding games or interactive games.

Last few days in school((: gonna make it a blast. Really enjoyed myself at Compassvale Sec, enjoyed teaching the students. So full of energy. It really was an eye opener.

Can I pray, hope, wish, that my next pay will be enough for me to get myself a laptop, netbook, notebook? PLEASE? I'll be computerless the whole of june. ROARS. this is the time I'll say I NEED IT. anyone have good bargains? my budget is really small actually. If you have lobang for any netbooks etc that are cheap, good and has a rather long warranty like 3 years.....PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL MEEEEEE!

I had a very disturbing dream last night. Make that 2 disturbing dreams last night. oh my. I woke up trembling and felt really disturbed by them. Where was PUMA when I needed someone to hug me and comfort me from my nightmares.

Do you have a certain or a few nightmares that you ALWAYS GET? For example, a nightmare that has been following you over the years? It may or may not be true or it may not even come true but you'll ALWAYS wake up finding your heart is beating really fast and loudly. Or somehow a normal dream can suddenly change its scene and there you are, YOUR NIGHTMARE. Yes, I have a couple of nightmares that has been following me over the months and years. I won't tell you just in case you end up laughing at me because i had a couple of people who started bursting out in laughter when I told them about it.

and doesn't mean I'm young, or look young, or am new, or look new, means that you have the right to talk to me or treat me that way. I have a name. And it's not THAT GIRL. Where's your professionalism? And don't get me to do something JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO eventhough I wouldn't mind doing it. Can't you ask me nicely? How much more rude can you get? My first impression of you has just been crushed within seconds. Good job. Not many can do that.

Oh God, please guide me from here. I pray to You, and only You. Please give me the strength to overcome the challenges that You give to me.




i'll end off todays's post with: I'M HUNGRY! if I knew I was gonna be THIS hungry, i would have munched and grab more free breakfast earlier in the canteen. Now, I'm surviving on seaweed. And their E Maths was FREAKING EASY. what's the ratio of oranges to apples (10 oranges and 10 apples). wth. and my pri 5 tutee's question on fraction came out. I mean, hello! it's sec 4 paper, not primary 5. But still, many had trouble doing them. When I was walking around looking at their answers, I could alr tell who got it right and who got it wrong. tsktsk

I WANT TO EAT!







sth hit me a min ago. TEACH......mix it around and you get CHEAT. rsandom.

i'm taking a break from training.
yes, i need a break.
but in the mean time, i shall try to get my hamstring back in shape. although it has recovered, it still feels weird when i sprint but not so when running.

the past few days has been pretty bad.don't ask me why. I didn't really do anything over the weekends but i'm really really really tired. But I'm not able to sleep although I'm exhausted. I'll go to bed as per normal but I wake up in the wee morning, like at 1am or 2am and then not being able to go back to sleep. Because of that I have trouble waking up the next morning.
Either that or I'll wake up to a cat snoring, pushing me off the bed. I NEED MY SLEEP. roars
















I'll send a thousand messages to you
if that wil make you forgive me.
Do I always have to be the uncooperative one?
Bugger off, hanis.

إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ وَعَمِلُواْ ٱلصَّـٰلِحَـٰتِ يَہۡدِيهِمۡ رَبُّہُم بِإِيمَـٰنِہِمۡ‌ۖ تَجۡرِى مِن تَحۡتِہِمُ ٱلۡأَنۡهَـٰرُ فِى جَنَّـٰتِ ٱلنَّعِيمِ (٩) دَعۡوَٮٰهُمۡ فِيہَا سُبۡحَـٰنَكَ ٱللَّهُمَّ وَتَحِيَّتُہُمۡ فِيہَا سَلَـٰمٌ۬‌ۚ وَءَاخِرُ دَعۡوَٮٰهُمۡ أَنِ ٱلۡحَمۡدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ ٱلۡعَـٰلَمِينَ (١٠

Lo! those who believe and do good works, their Lord guideth them by their faith. Rivers will flow beneath them in the Gardens of Delight, Their prayer therein will be: Glory be to Thee, O Allah! and their greeting therein will be: Peace. And the conclusion of their prayer will be: Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds!

-Chapter 10, surah yunus, verses 9-10












and i got a new BOOMZ bag thanks to the both of you((: alhamdulillah. just when my other bag's starting to snap. and yesterday was one my bestest days. Can wish for more yesterdays?