To build mrt station.

Well it's an old building with really not much shops left, small flat apartments from seventh floor onwards I guess. Our finance office is located on the 13th floor. Yes, we converted a housing apartment into office. So like next door stays someone who walks around in pyjamas, while we are working. Hahaha.

I used to complain about the building and its unethical activities (I shall leave you to imagine),
and well till today, I still disapprove of this. And perhaps the tearing down of this building shall just demolish away these dirty stuff too.

Still, memories 就是 memories.
等到失去了，才惊觉它的存在。
Yupp. My namho memories, part of it will be gone.
Soon namho will relocate, perhaps not far, still within chinatown area, but then again, the very historical (60over years?) travel agency had been there since then. 老老板会舍不得吗？老顾客会迷路吗？

Then I start to worry about my very beloved and trusted pearl centre toilet ah pek. He's so old le. And what will he do after the 2nd floor toilet is being teared down? Where will he be relocated to? Will his job be as easy? Is his pay higher?
Hai. These are really some of the very small sacrifices that many won't see, for development.
It's ok. Perhaps life will be better for him after this. :)

还是期待着新的 mrt line! :D


Ooh.
I realised the gifs that I get all excited about in the past, and posted in my blogposts,
ARE NOT MOVING ANYMORE!?!

Why? :(

Not the maths function.
It's my favourite kpop girl group.
And yes, 我专门喜欢没有什么特色的组合 / 人。
I mean they are not the prettiest, best singers nor best dancers.
In fact, they are quite downplayed in sm. :(

I like how luna and sulli are so close with each other like sisters and being very nice towards others.
And I like how victoria break the pair of chopsticks between her fingers, on running man. I know she's from China. So??!? She's a good Chinese then. :)
I like how amber looks like donghae and on good terms with henry.
:D

Hmm. I'm not very sure about krystal though. Because she's snsd jessica 的妹妹。
That's not a plus point. Because she's jessica 的妹妹，people are forming perceptions that she's a 坏女人 too. Well, I thought we shouldn't judge people like that. Siblings can be different. Just like how they are very different in terms of looks (we probably know why). So I was hoping that krystal is a nicer person. So I can love f(x) better. :)

Yes, f(x) has no 特色 and probably wouldn't go far in the future, they will just be stuck there even if they had a good song to start with.
Just like how suju is possibly going to disband or 走下坡 like how all the newspapers are writing, after one-by-one enters the army.
But so?
我坚持自己的喜欢。

Sidetrack: I suddenly thought of this very popular song, Gangnam style.
真的是 facepalm ttm. 为什么这首歌会红?? It's machiam like the 刘子谦's 念你。
Just that this Psy's gangnam style includes dirty dance steps. LOL
There's many people out there who simply love this song. Please enlighten me.
Hai, whatever. This is personal preference,
and 我就是不喜欢。

Ok back to f(x).
I felt that this is a really good song.



I'm glad my preference 得到认可。
Because the 洋人s from eatyourkimchi so much agree that this is a good song. Better than 2ne1's. They compare de ar, not me.
:D

YAY. Autumn's coming~! :)

And I'm getting more excited than a Super junior's album.
Than a 小鬼's album.
Probably even a 棒棒堂's album.
No. An album doesn't rank my love for anyone.
Just loving a KRY album. That's all.

I thought I'd better note down why I love KRY, before I forget why this wonderful group, in my 30s.
I won't want to repeat the mistake of forgetting the reasons for liking Yiyuan in my 20s.
Lol.

Firstly, the genre.
I'm a boring person and I love to listen to boring ballad songs.
These songs are usually accompanied with really meaningful lyrics, that tell beautiful stories.
Unlike those really hard beats and party songs, like ringdingdong, sexyfree&single, theboys, fantasticbaby, etc. All kpop groups have at least one of these quite meaningless songs.
With repetitive tunes, repetitive lyrics and repetitive dance steps.
It's cool and catchy though.
But as time passes, it just gets too repetitive, and I get sick of it. Like how some people say the slow ballad songs make them sleep.

Secondly, the voices.
I didn't think their voices match or harmonise very well, like SHE's voices do.
Kyuhyun with the medium and warm voice.
Ryeowook with the high and angelic voice.
Yesung with the low and husky voice.
But it's just nice listening to the 3 very distinct voices singing a song. This is probably personal preference.
They may not have the best voices in Korea or even the world.
But like what I always say, some people with nice voices just can't bring out the emotions.
讲到我很厉害酱。But I thought emotions can be felt, even if we know nothing about music.
林宥嘉 is a very good example of a storyteller. His voice tells stories. I like. :)

Thirdly, the faces.
Yes, very 肤浅。
Because there's ryeowook in KRY. Nothing to hide, and I admit it proudly.
With generally good-looking faces singing the songs. 所谓认真的男人最帅。
When they are singing so 认真-ly, wahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
Hehehe.

KRY's the first subgroup of suju that has opened concerts.
And they never ever had an album?! They seriously deserve to have one.
Before Yesung leaves for army.
NOOOOOO. I still can't accept the fact that he's leaving for army, leaving suju, leaving KRY. :'(

阿嬤，你最近还好吗？
时间过得真快，两个月就这样过去了。

是好几天前，某报纸的标题。
关于李光耀先生健康出席国庆庆典，全场起立欢呼的景象。

尽管你多埋怨政府，多反对 PAP，多不喜欢李先生，
也大概不会有人看到此画面，失望地叹道，“AIYA”。

至少，大家还来得及为他欢呼。

陈总统说：“不要把和平与进步当作理所当然。”
看似容易，其实困难。
没办法。人往往都会放大不好的一面。是天性。
不针对政治而已。
朋友、同事、学业、工作、邻居、交通、建筑大厦、组屋楼下那棵大树、墙上爬行的那只壁虎，都是。

上个星期六 Star Party at USS。7.30-11.30pm。
North-south line 设了 extension service 直到半夜十二点多。
没有人鼓掌。没有人 post on facebook。
知道不是理所当然，但之前，实在亏欠我太多。
弥补是应该的。

我想拥有一个放大镜，把身旁所有人事物的优点放大。
包括你、你、和你，今天赐给我的感动，都要收藏起来。
好让我在不怎么喜欢你的那一天，能够回忆一下。
因为打从最内心深处，深刻明白，
我是爱你的。





让我想起几天前，
因尿急，而黑脸，小气，记仇，的可爱女孩。
Dumb ass. :)

Today I'm once again very proud to be a Singaporean.
The Malay costumes are just so colourful!
One thing I like about them is, each family will wear the same colour. Super pretty~
I love it! :D

Yay. Ryeowook is so happy yesterday!
让我不由自主地兴高采烈起来！HAHAHA.
昨天心情超好！
今天也心情超好！

YAY! 心情好得去做 IB lo~!
太棒。明天会更好！

所以说人生无常世事难料。
他对生命的坚持，太令人感动。
谢谢你活下来。:')


杨子仪。认识吗？
是《世界第一等》的外景小王子。
没关系。大概很少人和我一样爱看这类的外景节目。
《世界这么大》、《世界正美丽》、《冒险王》、《食尚玩家》，都是我坚持不装上 cable tv 的原因。那还得了。

喜欢子仪。就凭他长得不错，竟还能当上那么称职行脚节目主持人。
人人都有偏见。对于长相较优的俊男美女也是如此。
很高兴。他破例了。
好，从此，我将改观。
2012-02-22 斯里兰卡鹿肉惊魂部落。
我宁可相信是真。因为子仪不会对观众撒谎吧。
人人都有偏见。对于长相较优的俊男美女也是如此。




《花样人间》非常在预料之中的，圆满落幕。
剧情就不需要说了。也没什么好说。
大概在第一集主题曲里播放的片断，既能知道，故事大纲。
嗯。舍不得的是每晚都看得到的帅气脸庞。


Top table tomorrow!
Finally back to that faraway land~!
:D

This is probably the worst song since debut.
Weird tune. Tom&Jerry kind of childish song + 007 James Bond background music.
Weird MV. In boxes again + fake guns and blood + weird female figures.
Weird hairstyle. Right leeteuk and ryeowook.

Ok. I still hit on the "like" button anyway.
因为是你们，
所以才可以做这种违背良心的事。

But I'm not downloading this mv, neither am I going to put this song on my itouch.
>:|



Tonight's 《花样人间》大结局~!
Finally a 皆大欢喜 episode I guess. :)

Early in the morning 11am, cheyee was randomly saying, "Eh 你的冯天微今天回来 leh".
So I randomly joked, “所以要不要一起去接机？”.
And they randomly laughed.

Halfway through the project (sorry for being distracted), I randomly went to google for her flight.
Randomly smsed my sister about the flight, and randomly asked if she wants to go, so we can have a dinner at the airport. Then she said I was crazy and showed no interest in it.

And I was randomly getting excited, and randomly posted it on twitter, asking if anyone's interested.
Apparently, no one is as siao as me. (Shijie why you never say earlier?!)
So randomly, I was giving up the idea of making a trip there, since it's a 5.55pm arrival and it was only around 12plus back then.

We continued discussing our comm brief, ate lunch, 走走 and tada~!
It was 3.35pm already.
“你要去吗？现在去刚刚好。”
“你要陪我去 ar?” I very 厚脸皮地 asked mingting.
“我随便。”

SHE RANDOMLY SAID 我随便, AND CHEYEE RANDOMLY SAID OK.
And I randomly start to get all excited again.
ON. Randomly go toilet first, then take bus 53, straight bus to changi airport.

Sitting on the toilet bowl, I was thinking about the scene at the airport with my feng tianwei, reporters, crazy fans, and us.
I washed my hands with soap and dried my hands with the powerful hand dryer.
We stepped out of the toilet, and........

“Aiya, 不要去啦。”
I randomly decided on that, and we randomly went on separate ways back home.

就这样很 random 的，I reached home at 4.40pm, and am sitting here typing this at 5:50pm.
5 more minutes to feng tianwei's arrival.
See you in the 6.30pm news I hope. :)

Something not random, is the reason for me choosing not to go.
Haha, for that, I've done a quick 1minute thoughtful consideration in the small toilet cubicle. :)




----------------------------------------------------- 7.42pm update.

SIAO.
MY SISTER'S FRIEND GOT A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS FROM FENG TIANWEI.
WHEN THAT PERSON RECEIVING THOSE FLOWERS SHOULD BE ME!?!?!
天啊~~

My friend calls me a les. My mummy say "这么喜欢她，就嫁给她 lor".
That is very wrong.
我们不是那种关系。
Haha, she's probably till the level of 坤达? Ya, not up there like 小鬼，棒棒堂 or ryeowook ok.
She's a girl, come on. 短头发也是女孩子好吗。
Aiya, 随便。

Woohoo! I love Feng Tianwei and now I'm very angry why she gave the bouquet of flowers to my sister's friend. >:(

YAY!
Even a belated national day is happy!
Thank you Mr Lee Kuan Yew! Woohoo! 长命百岁~！
:D

Lee Kuan Yew 那件事，
是假的吧？

Meiqi 说可能是像凤飞飞那样。
Mummy 说为了国家，必须把“国”摆在第一位，“家”待后在理。
是假的吧？

你不可以离开。
因为，我不想再看到我喜欢的人离开。

你不可以离开。
因为，我不想听到没礼貌的人所有的闲言闲语。

你不可以离开。
因为，我害怕新加坡会变成我不喜欢的新加坡。


其实，我爱国的程度有时夸张地让人无法理解。
但至少我知道，有人可以。
至少我知道，有人会比我夸张。


虽然，平日也没有特别想起你，谈到你，听见你。
但是，你的存在总像个依靠。

即使可能，你现在也没做上什么国家大事，
但少了你，会像少了支柱。
我怕。
也相当惭愧。怎么会对自己爱戴的国家那么没信心。

你是多么重要。
起码，对我而言。

希望今晚能看到你。
或许有些疲累，庆典中途离开，也无所谓。

只要还能看到你慈祥的面孔。
我安心。
也能真正发自内心，笑着祝贺新加坡，生日快乐。

A happy ending I thought.
China Gold, Japan Silver, Singapore Bronze.

China was so so happy that they did really funny things upon winning.
Kope-ing towels and forgetting to shake hands. LOL.
Ding Ning, the very very fierce lady, was smiling from ear-to-ear. And I mean it, 耳朵 to 耳朵.
I don't know why, but I really felt so happy and proud for them.
Cos they must have been under tremendous pressure to secure their gold medal.
That's the bad thing about always being good at the top. No one is going to tolerate your mistakes or under-performances. You just have to stand firm up there.



Japan team has three nice young ladies.
They certainly do not have any aggressive looks and really 斯斯文文 like how they are expected to be anyway.
Losing to China was somehow expected though. Perhaps they knew it too.
Not much of a disappointment, but on all smiles when standing on the second place, receiving their silver medal. Japan's first ever table tennis medal, the commentator said.
I am glad that Singapore didn't gave up the silver medal to anyone else, but the very kind-looking Japanese. :)


My Singapore team and my Feng Tianwei.
Put the silver's disappointment aside, 我从来就很容易知足.
It's just a matter of standing on the left or right.
Our flag is still being rose. Twice. That's enough for me. :)
Oh ya, my Feng Tianwei still went to smell the flowers. Haha, so cute. :D

Alright that's for olympics.
This wonderful morning I was being woken up by the very loud and cheerful happy birthday song for Singapore, by Jing Shan.
So nice, they are having a fun fair. I wished I could join. Happy birthday Singapore~! :D

刚开始，真的，很紧张。

这个节目应该经典得不陌生。
尤其阿亮的《超级任务》。

是否有过曾经很要好，但因某某某种原因，失去联络的朋友？
我超级无敌多。
所以总希望身边有个阿亮。帮忙找这些我其实很珍惜的人。

倒数：3。2。1。
我转过身后，看见那个多年没联系的熟悉面孔，然后随着背景播放的动人音乐，轻轻拥抱着眼前这位再也不想失去的朋友，接着，我激动得泪流满面。
画面多美。

可惜我没有阿亮。
但幸好，Mark Zuckerberg 给了我 Facebook。
在非常莫名的情况下，我们聊了天。
又在更奇妙的偶然下，我们约吃饭。
在这来临的星期天。

12年了。
有些尴尬。又有些期待。
毕竟，没有人帮忙倒数。没有人帮忙播放感动肺腑的音乐。

还是希望是美好的。
祝我好运。

Sometimes I wished that Singaporeans 的嘴巴 could be less 贱.
我们就是坏在那张嘴。
Everything about the country, government, PAP, we must 批评一下。

Saying that we buy these China players to play for Singapore, nothing to be proud of. (Please study the history first, my feng tianwei 不是买回来的).
But true blue Singaporeans leh?
Don't argue that China's bone structure are meant to be better in sports.

Researches regarding Olympics game were done sometime ago. Some of the interesting findings:
1) The blacks' had higher amounts of "fast-twitch" muscle fibres, which made them excel in sprints.
2) Middle lanes in pools have less disruption from the waves reverberating off the side walls. The swimmer with the fastest timing in the previous round will therefore be qualified for taking the middle lane.
3) The Chinese are however good in sports which can be trained and practised till perfect. They are found to be able to endure pain more than the Western counterparts during trainings, having a focused team mentality to proudly represent China.

See.This is why.
It's not their bones, muscles, tissues.
It's their brain and heart.
Watch China athletes in Olympic games, and you will know.

My 冯天微 once expressed her 委屈.
After many games of table tennis, China claimed that the medals she earned is 出卖祖国换来的。
While on the other side, Singaporeans arguing on what grounds she had for being the Singapore flag bearer in Olympics 2008. Stressing on the fact that she's from China anyway, so there's nothing to cheer for.

Just why can't we be more kind and understanding and 文明?
受不了。




Anyway, yesterday's match between Feng Tianwei and Ishikawa Kasumi, was a 相当矛盾 match for me as an audience.
Of course I wanted Feng Tianwei to win, but at that point I hoped that the 19year old Japanese could perform slightly better, as in 不要输太多。If you saw the poor girl's face, you would know what I mean. Last match point, Feng Tianwei did not shout/scream like what she always did when she won matches.
Maybe she was thinking that it was an easy match, so winning was sort of expected.
Or perhaps she just didn't want to make Ishikawa Kasumi feel worse.
Alright, I chose to believe the second reason, for Feng Tianwei is forever my 偶像. :)

Lalala~ I love Olympics.
Off to do IB. :D