Tuesday, September 26, 2006
5:57 PM
DAY 2 OF MY PROMOS EXAM!!
i've got no confidence..i hope i can pass..and i need to pass..
i screwed up my economics paper 3 today!!damn!!i can't recall wat i've studied the previous nights..and i stayed up till damn late..ended up,having not enough sleep..!
there's still paper 1 and 2..therefore,i need to work double hard for it!!i wanna at least get a pass for my econs paper..=)
tmr's history..
i need cramp many things into my brain again!!=)
but after tmr,i guess..the days are much more easier to pass and it will soon end..
i'll then have to worry on my results..argh!!!
.GO GO GO.
keep praying!!=)
Sunday, September 24, 2006
1:19 PM
it's a SUNDAY today!!
which means that my doom day starts from tomorrow onwards..
i've got no confidence at all..=(
pray for me..
yesterday was ANDY birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BOY...
I went for his celebration..and ended up being home at 2..
wanted to study but, was too tired to do so..
i didn't even know anyone there..except one!
guess everyone enjoyed themselves..=)
i dun look tat young.do i??
gonna mug today!!my head gonna burst from squeezing all the information i need for tmr's exam into my puny brain!!!-.-"
OH NO!!
SO DEAD..
Saturday, September 23, 2006
1:03 AM
nobody knows..........
nobody bothers........
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
11:29 PM
i feel that i can jus breakdown anytime....
i can't take STRESS!
not anymore...
Monday, September 18, 2006
11:01 PM
I'M H A P P Y TODAY!!=)
school isn't that bad though...
i hope i can secure my one AO for MOTHER TONGUE!
exams coming!!!RUN!!
i'm very tired today!!good nights, people!!=)
sweet dreams!!..
Sunday, September 17, 2006
11:52 AM
it's 11.46!
service at church has started..
i had to give it a miss today!
*LIFE IS BORING
AND SO,IT'S EVERYTHING AS WELL..
8 more days to promos..time passes so so fast and promos is really really DRAWING NEAR!!
KILL ME PLS...
[LENICE=DEAD]
11:17 AM
*puzzle puzzle*
*Wat small eyes i have and i've got bunny ears!!*
*besties*
Saturday, September 16, 2006
10:46 PM
DANCE ME TO THE END OF LOVE...
I guess,it isn't that bad afterall...
and i pity the poor bird there!!
it was being placed beside SO MANY candles,
i hope it jus won't get burnt!!
Afterthat, i went to have dinner at CHOMP CHOMP..
WITH: Ian,his GF,Lyn,Caihua,Her Friends and ME!!
total of 8 ppl!!and we sat on seperate table..
mY table:me,ian,his girl and lyn!
and we ordered loads and loads of food that add up the total cost to 70+!!
WAT A BIG EATER WE ARE!!
and LYN Ate the most when we all had SURRENDERED!!monster!!that's wat we call her..
WE ORDERED:
osyter omelette,chu chu,stingray,la la,satay,satay beehoon,hokkien mee,chicken wings,SAMBAL SOTONG!!!my fav..=)
we eat so so so so much!!!i'm growing fat fat fat!!
today,
i went to many many places!!
IKEA,SUNTEC,CITYHALL, and i don't know where else!!
i enjoyed myself alot!!
i walked and walked alot!!!!!but it was nice though..=)
then i drank 'HONEY MILK TEA DOUBLE PEARL PLS!'
it's damn damn nice!!=)
*i don't know if i should go church or training tmr!!=( which one should i go?
*pig pig pig!!!
pig wans me to blog bout itself!!so i'm doing it now!!
it's one irritating pig who bath in MUD
And i hate that pig!!FOREVER IRRITATING!!
but you're FUNNY!!
thanks for cheering me up for the times i'm down...
i appreciate it!!!=)
THANKS PIG!!!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
11:12 PM
MOTHER TONGUE exam is tmr!!!
OH MY....I don't even know wat to study..
SO MANY WORDS!
and it's making me starting to HATE chinese!!
today:
a tiring day!!i was almost like dozing off during MT Lesson and i was trying so so hard to keep awake..then it's P.E..
we had badminton today and...
i had a fall..haha..stupid eh..
my shoe and so slippery and the gym floor is lousy!!
so lousy that i fell!
it's PAIN!!
i'm going for a dance show tmr!!
at esplanade..
DANCE ME TO THE END OF LOVE..
it's gonna be a LONG LONG day tmr!!!
*i hope i won't fall asleep while doing chi tmr..
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
10:33 PM
one week is gonna end soon!!yes!!end soon!!
that's so so fast..
i'm getting more and more worried each day!!
YES..I AM!!
it's like 12 more days to PROMOS...
that's so fast..i hope time can pass slower...
i wish........
study study..
FRIED MARS BAR AND CALAMARI TMR~~~!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
9:23 PM
A week pass so fast!!!
sch's starting tmr!!..sad!=(
somehow,i don't wan sch to start so fast..because this would mean that exam is round the corner..yes!!!it's jus round the corner..
i went town today instead of studying!!i went bugis afterthat..and reach home at like 8 plus..!
oh no!!
better...................
study study study!!!!
11:34 AM
GOOD MORNING EVERYDODY!!
*Early bird gets the worm...
i'm supposed to go church with my friend today but i woke up late..
spending time tossing and turning on bed till 4AM before i could actually enter my dreamland!!
but my fren is worst!!he reach home at 8 plus...early in the morning!!!
AIYO!!!
*gonna have my breakfast now!
HMMM.....YUMMY!!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
10:34 PM
i was out whole day!!wow..
i went to the church this afternoon..
yes!!it's Church
RiverLife Church..it's located somewhere at downtown east!
things i've learnt there..
1. "SIN" means To miss or fall short of the mark or standard of GOD's intent OR design
2. The difference between IMMATURITY vs MATURITY
3. The difference between INSECURITY vs SECURITY
4. Nv to allow mind takes control over BODY!
5. Everything that happens, happens for a purpose!
-the difference between immaturity and maturity:
IMMATURITY: .driven by impulses,urges and appetite.
.gives no thoughts of consequences.
.blameshifts and expects others to be responsible.
.self-centered , uses others.
MATURITY : .self controlled in spite of feelings.
.understands there are consequences.
.take responsibility for actions.
.able to live beyond themselves to serve others.
- The difference between insecurity and security:
INSECURITY : .driven and anxious.
.striving to get acclaim to prove one's value.
.constantly comparing, envying, coveting.
.jealous,controlling,manipulative and demanding others.
SECURITY : .at rest and at peace.
.accepting of self, confident of one's value to GOD.
.content with one's lot in life.
.able to bless, affirm and serve others.
i enjoyed the session.
pool was fun today as well!!!though i did not always win but i did win!!=)
as usual,it's a tiring day!
one last day of holiday to school reopen!OH NO!!
i'm feeling so much better today..thanks to those who cheered me up!!
love ("v")!!!=)
1:37 AM
i've grown weak!!
where's that strong girl now??
tears seems free now!
i hate myself!!
12:48 AM
i hate the state i'm in now!!
how i wish i'll be able to drink like i did that night with lao da and gang now!
[get drunk!]
i miss those times we gather!
the fun we had..
i miss u guys loads!!
i miss cai hua,lyn,phoebe,yiling!!
i miss all my frens but i dun wan school!!!
SO many things running through my head!!
PROBLEMS AFTER PROBLEMS..they seems never ending to ME..
i'm really tired..
what am i supposed to do to end all this..
i 'm afraid i won't be able to take it..
i'm LOST..
promos coming..and i have yet to really start revising..
wat's with me..aren't i afraid at all!!??
I AM ACTUALLY..
I MUST GET INTO MY STUDY MODE NOW!!!AND YA..RIGHT NOW!!
i dun wanna LIVE IN REGRETS.
[h o l d b a c k a l l t h o s e t e a r s]
i wish i could..
*Wat small eyes i have and i've got bunny ears!!*
aren't we cute??make a guess which one i am!=)
*laoda*
boy and girl("v")
*caihua*
*lastly,this is for pig!!* byE!!!
