as most would have know, i have started work

it is an admin job

work always starts at 10 and ends at 7

and im trying to psycho my friends to come over for dinner once in awhile

:)

job has not officially start as my computer is not there yet

but i can alr feel the stress and how complex it will be

but oh wells, i cant reject the job

for those who know my situation, will know why.

and now, the only thing that im praying very very hard for is to NOT GO TO MACAU on 28/4 - 2/5

when i know that im going, its sian TO THE MAX

but then, ytd my superior said that i might not have to go

so, im praying very very very hard that i wont have to go

life has been alright for me

mini dramas, great dramas; you said it, ive got most of it

but they arent actually my dramas, right friends?

hahahaha

recalling to the conversation i had with shirley a few days ago, i told her that all i want for this year is a peaceful one. but she asked me why because we are only 20 once and we should enjoy it to the fullest. at that point of time, i was stun that she said this! yup, shirley, i was a little shocked. what she said was right; like we are really only 20 once, and next time if we were to recall back what we had done, it will be so boring. but still, after all these dramas that had happen, i wish i had a peaceful year; at least for this year.

so for these few weeks before i started working, i had been out and about. beside hitting the club one more time, went to try up shisha and of cos, alcohol was involved. for these 2 times, my alcohol tolerance was BAD! seriously; but at least i was with people i know and i hope time will erase their memories. hahahaha.

then, there are also movie, l4d2 sessions and mahjong sessions with friends and family. candy and i manage to finish most of the campaigns except 1! hope to faster complete it or else will be seriously paiseh lah. we started playing for so long alr. =.=

there are more movies that i wanna catch! such as ju-on, kickass, date night and my rainy days. candy wanna watch the diary of a wimpy kid. so yer, there are more stuff to do.

ytd, tried up prawning with candy, huimin, qilin and some of the guys. it was a different experience but glad that jeremy and hanliang was there to cut the worm and put it on the bait. once we caught the prawns, they help us to deal with it. but didnt manage to eat any cause time were running out. it was a different experience and i certainly think that it was a bit cruel.

and denise wanna start learning to ride a bicycle. yup. my activities are getting healthier.

shuxian and ley is back from their holidays! gotta meet them soon before my BALI trip next week. hahahaha. and my VS that shux help me buy! hahahahahaha. but i miss both of them really much. if you guys happen to drop by, date me out for dinner next week before i go for my BALI trip.

after working for only 2 days, the only thing im looking forward is the BALI trip and there is an ongoing planning of a short break in JULY with my girls. i hope it is feasible and that my darling candy can make it.

oh ya, candy and i are in a relationship now.

:)

today is my brother's 19th birthday.

yerr. time really flies as it will be mine 20th birthday in less than 3 months time
seriously i feel so old. and i really dont know what the future have in store for me!

i guess the major concerns of many now is the question of where to go after poly.

are we able to go to a local U?
are we able to cope with the stress?
are we able to adapt to University life?
if unable to go to local U, den can we afford to go private or even overseas?
is the cert recognise?
or even, should we continue what we are studying in ngee ann - tourism and resort management?

time is really running out and we really have to come up with a decision soon

its really disheartening to know that we are going to spend the last 2 months together with each other; then we will lead our own life
we wont see our classmates or even clique on a daily basis frm monday to friday
the lunch and occasional dinner together
and the crap and sarcasm
lastly, the love and concern showered to each other
that provides support for one another.

i am really gonna miss all this.

again, it will be goodbye

my sister and i was talking on the way to school today.
that at different stage of life, we will look and experience different things
then, when what we looked for isnt what we have now, we will let them go or rather, we will be disinterested.

although it is really sad; but really. it is the truth

an example my mother pointed out is the choice of bf.

whats your criteria of a bf 5 years ago, when you were in sec 2 or 3?
then, when you enter university, your criteria will definitely change as you are experiencing different things and you have different needs and demands

if your current bf does not move with you, then does it spells the end?

same for friends too. at different stage of our life, we have different kind of friends.
but who are the ones that will last you till the end?
who will still be by your side at the end of the journey and look back with you at what you guys have gone through?

that's why, at many times we were asked to treasure what we have now.
its so true as we dont know when it will end or how long it will last.
therefore, seriously, hold on to the things you believe in
and try your best in everything; or else you will always have the regret in your heart.

and sometimes, your brain tends to remember the good stuff that one do.
then it will filter out the bad stuff.

its better; as in when you look back, the image in your mind is positive.
but then; when you put all the facts out, with reminders from your friends and family, you will then see the ugly side of life
therefore, which is better?
to remain positive or just see it as plain facts?

enough of depressing thoughts.


on a brighter note.

common tests are OVER.
although im DOOM, but oh well. its over.

went to macau, zhuhai and hk trip with course mates on 22-28 nov.
had a great time and of course there is the embarrassing time.
will post the pics next time.

next up, will be tons and tons of projects
clubbing sessions?
mahjong definitely
family time

ohh!! and there is a last minute trip to KL and genting this friday.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE.
hope u like the euphoria perfume! :D:D

so school has started for me already.

first week was alright and relaxing.

manage to go out after school and etc.

but then, now its week 3 and i guess all of us are feeling the heat coming up.

a report (resume and application letter) is already due today!

anyway, during week 6, its e-learning week and some of us are going Pearl Delta, Macau and also Hong Kong.

was contemplating whether to go our not but since it can be paid by edusave (dont know how much) thus, decided to just go for it!

it will be hard for us to go out as a class or even group to another country next time.

and well, its FINAL SEMESTER LE.

so one day, we went with yina to ION after school to do corp comm for her class.

these are some pics taken:

on that day, we have our human comm too!

then we were asked to play a game

we were to sit back to back with each other

and using geometrical shapes to draw an animal we like

here is the end result:

this is really a good example of miscommunication.

still, we learn something out of it!

on one of the days, i called shux for dinner

then we decided to have manhatten fish market

her and her salmon thingy

my platter
then, she insisted on taking photo with this wall.

this is the clubbing pics after the steamboat at kaheng house.

see, i do upload photos

audrey!

shux and aud

i intended to give mighties a surprise on when im coming back

however, due to some problems, the surprise failed!

but on the brighter side, i did manage to surprise sweekee.

so, it was sweekee's birthday and they celebrated at topone KTV

we meet alr, but sweekee met them at the ktv first.

then, after some time, i went in with candy and a cake.

she was stunned. :D:D

her birthday card!

its been a long time since i blogged about my niece!

so here goes:

she is alr 1yrs 2months old.

she knows how to walk

this is her and her mummy!