Sunday, September 26, 2010
Am I panicking too early.
Looking at the tutorial questions and unable to do them makes me super frustrated.
Wondering whether I am stupid or just not cut out to be a student.
Friends and relatives asked me to relax as it was only the start of the school year.
But I was thinking, if I don't understand the questions now, will I understand them in 2 or 3 months time?
Sigh. But luckily my friends in Uni is helpful and help me when I don't understand.
Help me.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
1:11 AM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
SIGH~~!!
School start for 3 weeks already. OH MY F***ING GOD!!! That was fast. Was trying to cope with life in university. Most of them are so freaking young, 19, 20, 21... Some are even only 18 years old. .... .... And I am like.... 23. I am old. =(
It had been quite some time since I last study, all those terms like product rule, whatever rule seem so foreign to me. Moreover, this time I am studying something so different from what I had been studying, everything is so new. Thankfully, my friends in SIM is helpful and teach me if I don't understand anything.
Busy weeks for me, as I am busy for school and been trying to handle school, work, and play. Hahas. As usual, I need to help dad at ecp. Tutorial is compulsory for me, thus, need to finish tutorial on time. I also want to meet up with my friends and play, thus I need to plan carefully to finish work on time so as to PLAY!!!!
Some people told me that I am different from before, saying that its only the starting of the school yet I am panic about tutorials and tests that is going to happen next months. Unlike the time in poly, where I slack until the time for exams. Sigh. No choice.
Hope tomorrow will be a success. time for bed.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
11:03 PM
Monday, August 23, 2010
Great. I seriously feel that I worry too much. Hopefully everything goes smoothly this week. Got to wake up early tomorrow. 6AM!!! How the hell am I going to wake up this early? I told MZ that I might as well stay awake till 6am and prepare to go to SIM instead. She agreed with me.
Sigh.... I will be going to SIM alone tomorrow. Its my first time going there alone. For the past few times, I had my friends or brother accompany me. Was afraid I would get lost on the way. Why? Because I don't recognize the road or any landmarks. Hopefully I can reach there on time and right place.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
8:36 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Cooking!
Busy busy weekend.
Will be working from Friday to Monday since its National Day.
Tried cooking sambal lala, sotong, mussels, choot choot today.
Interesting. Brother said that I am playing not cooking. -_-|||
Anyway, those food i cooked was served to customers. So far no complains. =X
Will try again tomorrow. Dont think my friends dare to eat what I cooked.
<$ who i really am $> ♥
2:40 AM
