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Today ended on a relatively positive note except the troubling news.
But God, thank you that there is a time and season for everything.
Omgosh. lol.
today was hilarious and sick at the same time. So I woke up this morning and went to church. Had breakfast with rayner and maggie, both of them are damn cute. if only rayner were older. LOL. sorry I cannot help but contemplate such thoughts because he's damn cute. LOL and gullible.. believing that I really thought that make up cell was 5PM AT HIS HOUSE?! lol
during service, someone was smiling stupidly at his phone... so obviously people thought has a girlfriend right! while rayner and I just lamed the whole way through. lol
so after that it was OG lunch at pathetic macdonalds. lol but whatever. lol :D we had a lot of fun playing the random game cos someone was damn lousy at it. lol and we asked a lot of questionable questions lol :D don't ask. damn sick lol. I talked quite a bit with Sarah... actually she's quite nice lah. hahaha maybe the past prejudices blinded me from making a good judgement of her?
then we played pool while Jonathan and Yu Xuan gayed like crazy and kept trying to kill each other.
and that was when I saw him.
He sat there.
His innocent eyes staring into thin space.
His soul seemed trapped within that body of his.
He was crying out for someone, anyone
to bring him out,
to redeem his salvation.
BUT BLOODY HELL I MISSED AND WASTED TWO DOLLARS! but it was damn worth it. I was damn sad though :( Whoever wants to be my best friend, just give me MANTOU and I'm yours.
I wish I could spend more time with you though.
first official day of school.
irritated by the new rule about the school blouse crap.
excited by the prospect of having to take such an interesting subject as history.
fears that I have inadequate knowledge about the cold war.
bored by economics and how awesomely boring it is.. as I've expected it to be.
geared up by the short general paper debate we had about the parathletes.
exhausted by the short faculty dance session that I attended.
on the happier note, today I receive a red blood cell cushion.. hopefully my mortal fails to read this. hahaha :D
but it's uber cute. though it's quite sad that he has to believe that I'm a guy. lol and on the other hand.. my angel gave me this ultra sour sweet that made me feel like dying when I ate it, but never mind. I guess it's the thought that counts.
I never knew playing angel and mortal could be so fun. but of course.. it's an added bonus that you receive a red blood cell cushion which nobody else did!
thankyou b.s.b. for accompanying me home for whatever weird reason you had. I had a very interesting session learning about the perverse mind of man. LOL
history seems to be repeating itself.
for some unknown reason or not.
I feel loved by you :D thank you for your wonderful gift ><>
and no. i dont have a boyfriend LOL
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
I am uber happy today :D
because
praise was a success.. a little screwed up but nonetheless a success
I think I can forget about sleeping early tonight. I just got home man. wahlao.
I love my class.
I just need more time to love them more. hahaha
thank you bus stop buddy for the slice of pizza and half a sandwich. lol you're already so thin and yet you still sacrificed your food. HAHHAA!
and basketball boy dance damn funnily lol.
yay thank God I've made cool friends like jocelyn, huiqi and wai foon. lol
my classmates are awesome, nice people too.. I just need more time to adjust. lol
I love my bus stop friend.
LOL
sometimes when you just pretend,
everything will seem to be alright.
HELLO world!
today I was introduced to my ct and my wonderful (mainly pcme boys) class.
my cohort batch dance. yay!
if only my partner was a little...
okay so today's sermon was pretty interesting and it was an eye-opener for me... don't know why but I was very surprised and scared!
and about right now... I'll be trying to find out whether it's true. according to ** source, it's not true.. as in it does not apply to every guy. Thank God or else I wont be able to look at them in the same way ever again.
haha so yay! :D anyway I'm in class 09s66 with huiqi and jocelyn. yay! they're super nice people from my og and claire's also in my class... so I guess I'm gonna be just fine :D happiness! :D I'm ultra sleepy right now. I didn't get into huangcheng... so sad but never mind... at least I tried :D
argh I cant stand it sometimes. although I don't show it on my face... it doesnt mean that I like it.
HELLO WORLD!
I don't know if years from now, things will change drastically
for today I am relieved and happy.
productive inspire meeting in the morning and happyho's hair was brilliant. whoever falls for her in that hair, she had better marry him. HAHAHAHA
cell group multiplication cg after that. I had a heart attack but...
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING! ><
OG 26 IS DAMN COOL AND FUNNY :D
like seriously
and our OGL, Li Xiang is damn cool too. hehe :D
American Idol Season 6 (2007) Winner Song
This Is My Now
I think in the very end, the issue isn't about it anymore, it's about not having confidence in yourself and ignoring those people who know you the best, choosing to believe in those who have no confidence in you.
People make blunders all the time along the way of their lives. I know that I'm allowed space for such mistakes but the thing that troubles me is that I caused inconvenience to others.
I'm sorry ms seb.
don't comment on the previous line unless you want to face my wrath.
yup this is the final straw
i surrender
i give up
i throw in the towel or blanket or whatever
at least I tried.
but as my belief goes.. "sometimes trying is not enough."