Prince Charming

Sweet dreams to you prince in your far away land

I'll ponder our musings as I imagine us, hand in hand

as we may emerge from fantasy...solo to duo

An illusion, or possibility? it's bliss to dream though

I can imagine your smile as you are playful and kind

as I gather daisy petals and fuzzy is my mind

Your warmth burns like a candle in my heart

why must it be that you're miles apart?

Peace

I found my peace
in a bounding voice
but it wasn't his I tell you
it came in a dream
it was God - I know
as he lay his gentle hand
upon my shaking, shivering shoulder
and guided me toward the light
I found my peace, I know it well
I feel it in my heart
but it isn't him, I tell you now
for it came to me in a dream

Adage

twist of fate
you met your match
fire versus ice
doors are closin
windows openin
old adages come a callin
I know their value
from long time use
that leopard won't change its spots
'til the truth syrum comes a spillin
from lips pursed tight
a man damned right
stuck in a rabbit hole

Intuitive Musings

The magic of intuition inspires
thoughts of the the kindest musings
her sense of self trust is stronger
as she smiles at her inner vixen
she pounced back as she had enough
she know his secrets and true -
she waited, hoped
he would unveil them all on his own
he thinks her naive, how simple
but she knows much better now
she must only giggle at the game
he thought he played so strong
toying with perceptions
if only he knew how long she knew
how long she hoped for credence
the unglowing of his eyes
and faltered life stare wildly
of a loss that he shall soon come to know
as soon enough, in a dark lonely moment
he will admit, if only to himself,
he gambled, lost the tender heart who
loved him pure enough

Help?

You see I thought I'd get creative and add this new header. I do like it however it's too small. So, anyway here's the problem: I click remove image over and over and over and over and it will NOT remove itself. Does anyone have any ideas? This is really bothering me. :(

I just don't know

I have no idea where this blog is taking me. Somedays, I wish for my old anonymity. Maybe I will start anew, which seems to be the theme of my life as of late. After my second surgery, my body seems to have grown more tired than ever. I wish to run around the block or even walk for that matter. I wish for so many things and have been quite disappointed that my reach is so far. It seems I have changed in so many ways and so have the people around me. I counted on so few but still feel let down. It is tough enough to recover but even tougher to try and mend a broken heart and the sense of abandonment that I feel. I only hope for you that you have a very Happy Easter and that your baskets be filled with loyalty, friendship, love, and joy. I am lucky enough to be alive, so with that I am lucky enough.