My thoughts

Everytime i think of you, i always have flashback on and off..
i do not know why either also..
after yesterday conversation we had together,i feel so ease and happy.
but i cant feel how you are feeling right now.
i miss you karen,how i long to shout out loud i miss you ! 
but i have to respect you and hold it longer.
your laughters,your talks is running in my head now..
i cant stop thinking of you already.
today i totally cant get thru you.
maybe you need space and air to breathe..
lets meet up one day when you feel comfortable.
hais,im at work right now..
i hope you are reading my blog.
takecare alright?? 

everything is changing..
i feel so empty suddenly..
she's already going to be someone else already.
"all i can is to wish her all the best.."
i disappoint her..i upset her..
i lose someone i loved and like so much.
its all my fault..
i hope she do well in her studies..
hope everything goes well for her..


yes i am young..
but she kinda change my life now..
thank to her..i learn alot of things..
but i cant rely on her so much..
i not suitable to be her bf..
not her expectation
she wants someone to be by her side..
who doesnt want to see their bf..
but i am busy..
its either working..
sigh..how i wish i can just study harder..
dont work this line..
but its my passion.
how much i earn i dun care..
but because i love doing this..
yes ! laugh at me..mock at me..
but nothing changes me to work other thing else..
am i right?
i dunno la..someone tell me can?


i miss you..
badly..
take care my sweet girl..
hope to see you again alright?
friends ya?

-stoning..
i am at keppal club rooftop doing a event..
i dont know why do i have many thoughts in my head..
i do not know what happen.
its not regarding about my gf or anything..
its abt work,life etc..
i need to achieve my goals..
why is time moving so slow..
each time i breathe in..each time i see the sky changes to night time..
each time i open my eyes..and each time i close my eyes..
i can never know what is the problem i am facing now..

my legs are tired.

my arm is painful

my mind is not working well..

im tired..


i miss you karen..

when is the last time i update my blog again?

i just got home from work.

work work work..wah..not even a long one day rest.

but rest assure..i heard from my GM saying next month we might have 4days break.

confirm i wanna take a break..

GO out with my family..go out with my GF..

catch up the bits and bits..

spent time with them..

i miss my family

i miss my gf also.

she only hear my voice for awhile and i have to work.

sometime i feel bad..

i guess she feels very lonely now..

i dont want her to feel so lonely..

because she has me..

i cant stand my work sometimes.

challenging..but sometime the client dont know this and tat.

OMG..wanna smash their head..hehe..

baby,30th is coming..our 1mth anniversary..haha..yeah.

yawns..i hope baby is really ok..

i worried for her now.

i 

love

you 

girl-girl! 

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muacks

baby,good morning to you..

woke up @ 0610hrs 

rush down to capital tower for a AGM conference.

i dreamt of baby.

baby was sitting down alone and i hugg her..

she cried and i was shocked..

open my bag and give her a lollipop..colourful one.

she smile and say baby i love you.

OMG! i love that dream.

anyway,i hope i could see baby awhile later for a movie

Misses you so much.

I LOVE YOU! 

i miss my girlfriend so badly..

i keep thinking of baby.

i want to arrange something nice for her..

bring her to a nice hotel,nice view..big room..big bed.

so i can hug her to sleep..

hold her hands too.

so much of missing her right now..

she understand me well that i have late work and stuffs..

i feel she need to be love by me as much as i do need to be love.

she is all i have now.

a perfect girl,a sweet girl,a loving girl,so much for to be a BEST wife..

*yawns*

hao ba,i wanna ask her for movie already..

i want to spent every sec i have with her..

baby,i love you..

i see you in lala land now..muacks!

Im back home finally after a long day of work.
bb is so worried for me..
wow..its like non stop working..dont know why too..
how much i work,no matter what..
i still think of my BB,always finding a time to spent it with her..
today, i tot of surprising my baby girl..
wanted to buy her a happy meal because i know she is upset since ytd or 2 days back..
apology for not being with her..but we did talk on the phone as she feel really upset over it..
catch up lunch with her at tampines mall..
45mins was given to us..a time where is passing so fast.
order food,eat..then walk awhile then we have to hug each other,a kiss good bye..
and there goes our time..
how we wish the time was much slower..
today the moment baby poked me by the back..
i was almost..this close to tears of joy..
seeing her smiles,gave her a hug and a kiss on her head..
i can never forget every single moments i had with her..
my this prettygirl..
MUacks. you are just so LOVELY in my heart..

i liked her song on her blog..
keep on singing the chorus to her..
but dunno the full song..
i heard her singing to me while hugging me.
her sweet voice..makes me wanna hold her longer and longer..
my cough still not doing any well now..
pain and dry cough..
baby was so worried that she wanted to acc me to doctor..
i promise her i will take care..
end up..see me? aww..she is so heart pain..
baby baby..
im seeing you soon..
i shall turn into bed soon already..she will question me later why am i awake still
when i supposed to be snoring right nw..haha..
Goodnight baby.. i always love you and i miss you so much..
loooking to see you soon..
MUACKS]



p.s: will you be my sweet,caring,cute,lovely wife? haha