Saturday, March 31, 2007



Only in the dreams, I could imagine you with a better character, so that my heart won't ache so much...

Feel so bad .

If everything could start once more, I will really treasure it to bits.

But why did it ended so unexpectedly.

I hope the dreams can make me hate you, so that I won't have much problem getting you out of my mind.

*

I have inspirations today!!! WOOHOO!! HEES!! Cannot tell yet!! =))

2 inspirations in hand!! For the new story... I tink i even noee wadd the new story title is liaos... but I not going to start so soon... it takes time to gather my inspirations!! =DD

Take care people!!

Hope my stomach ache gets away soon... =(

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:09 PM





I took this pic when I sat the the last row (right side) =))
The pic of National Library under the traffic lights!! =DD I had to walk a vr long way from Bugis there to tt library... cuz I so-called missed the bus stop...
pic of one of the SCARY views of National Library
It's nice view from 11th floor. darn. its so high!
11th floor, another side of the BIG window.
yay!! Finally drink today lers!! =DD HEES. this time drink peach flavor de!! =))



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Went to topup the CPF thing today, but then I gt the wrong thing. I didn't bring my cash voucher thing there, so its useless for me to queue for 30 mins! GRR! HAIX~~ Nvr mind, re-apply nxt time.. sians....


Then travelled from Bukit Batok Int to National Library because I wanted to explore the BIG national library today (I had the mood to travel) but then I won't go there anymore I guess. I dun like that place. even though the views are nice. But then the guards there are like super strict, not very friendly and the lifts are scary to me (i have phobia of heights, tt's y) And then the library upstairs for reference books are like SUPER, SUPER QUIET. when a lady asked me for directions (I went there the first time kena asked this kind of question, darn heng) and then I was "shh-ed" by one of the readers there... oh man, it's darn quiet there... breathing sound is even noise there!! You know what, even clearing your throat sounds so darn irritating there!! =(

And then I went back to BB to meet up with yanyan darling and ruiixiia galfriend to eat and also to go my house downstairs to drink. It was a successful one. and we crapped a few stuffs downstairs and I even asked my mother to look down at us when she called my fone. muhahas! FUNNY! LOL!~


It's a kind of different view, drinking and viewing my house... haha! =DD


I'm still drunk. but then I tink I drank quite a lot of cold drinks nowadays. The "wind" has been acting up, and I almost fainted in the toilet! I could feel the feel of fainting in the toilet while I was doing some big business (I felt extreme stomach pain so I decided to try out going toilet) and grr... I feel all cold in the toilet... the stomach pain was darn unbearable...

And I quickly went to my bed and rest for a while... ltr going to bath... then I going to slp immediately... I cannot tahan my stomach.. =(


Take care people!


Continue commenting!! I love the comments lots man!! =DDDD



Even though tml's ur birthday, but I'm not going to do anything with it... really, stop contacting me... I'm worthless..

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:02 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007



Dear readers of my fanfics,

I have updated [ Veiled Ambiguity ] - It is the second last chapter liaos! =)) And you could probably guess the ending now? HAHA! It may be a twist and turn somewhere... =)

LOL!~

Alrights, after I had completed this fanfic, I will be co-writing with my dearr, Le_Lunar_Sea, on another casts with new characters we had not touched on our previous fanfics!

The title is : Impeccable Assassin
URL : www.winglin.net/fanfic/lunar1261
Casts : Jay Chou, Hebe Tian, Ella Chen, Jiro Wang
Genre : Romance, Mystery

The most main ones are Jay Chou and Hebe Tian la. Have to read on to know what's it about!! =)) HEES!! Alrights, take care!!

Do read up the fanfic links on the left, and remember to comment!! =))

See you!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:38 PM





THINGS ARE GOING WELL IN PLAN!!! =DD

Oh wells, I was lazy with uploading foto yest!! =)) Not in any mood to post pics... haha! Tried to blog and finish asap! =X HAHA! I totally love my shoes!! HEES. Nice under the kbox lights =)
That was my kbox lunch... was salty for the chicken and sotong thing... and the chicken i only touched one piece of it... because it was spicy for me... other than that, it's nice.. The sotong even made face by themselves... haha!! =DD mii and yanyan had fun reading their cute faces... haha! =))
Today, the rain was pouring outside when our family decided to go out and buy some stuffs. And then because we were lazy to walk to other coffee shops, so we had our lunch just downstairs, and the chairs and tables were very limited... there were only less than 8 tables... and we had to share with the stall tables... so we had our lunch among the chillies and stuffs the stall was preparing... abit pathetic la... haha!
And I took this pic at Bugis there... there was this artist standing there like a statue... not moving at all, and there was a board in front saying "This artist here needs money" something lyk tt... if u happen to walk past, do take a look at this guy... =)) and donate some $$... It's hard to earn $$ now... haix~~

*


Initially, I did not have the mood to go out even though I told my mother that I will either go chiong Bugis Street for my bag, or I will go pay my CPF thing... in the end, I actually didn't want to go anywhere at all... just didn't have the mood to even go out... haiz~~ But then after that, when I wanted to washup, my mother told me my father was very excited of going out... then okay lorr... then i went out with them to SIM LIM Square and then later Bugis street... and bleahhs... haha!

We ate downstairs due to downpour of rain. then daddy was talking abt the taxi stuffs that I was rather interested and didn't trust about. But quite true la. lol!~

Today I took taxi to and back from home, so I had the chance to look at how taxi count their fares. haha! So Logical!! =DD

I saw duno per 175 / 210 km, increase 10 cents... then I was wondering, how they count it? Then my daddy today happen to talk about it!! =)) And he told us that, they counted the no. of metres by their tyres!! Their tyres are 12 inches wide (i duno abt the exact) for taxis and its like standard... if they change to bigger tyres, the fares would probably count faster... and I was like "woah! like that de!!" I brightened up from the adult talks. HAHA! And then daddy still told me secrets about taxis, that I shouldn't reveal anything here, just in case anyone reading, will report to the taxi companies!! MUHAHAS!! =DD

And then we walked a very long way to the bus stop... just to avoid the rain...

And took taxi to SIM LIM... then bought mp3 there... my parents killed the price until vr hiong sehh... and I was laughing away at their cute jokes... haha! The promoter reli vr poor thing if they meet this kind of customer... I class them as the top "Kill price pro-s" LOL!~ muhahas. had a fun time with them.

And then went to Bugis Street with mummy, daddy went to sit somewhere, cuz he didn't like shopping... my mummy was super curious about the new place she went to... She haven't been there before... and I brought her around... =)) And I bought a bag at 25 dollars... =)

Alrights, and that's the end!

Ended my day quite well lars.

*

You just don't have to care about me, just do your things. Don't bother to contact me.

I'm coming!!

Broken from the ruthless heartbreaks.

Nice nick.

*

Tomorrow going to pay up my CPF liaos... sians...

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:06 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007



Today had a not so good de outing... haix... but its ok!! I still enjoyed it~~ Thanks FABS Gang, without CK. *sighs*

Nvr mind... today we went to sing kbox from 11-4.30... we extended the time ourselves until someone came in to inform us to go... =X LOL!

Miracally today was not cold... lol!~ But then i still took my jacket along, and i long time nvr wear my jacket already, so it smells like mothball.. lol!~ And that caused a lot of problems and jokes during singing... haha! We MOTHBALL-LISED the song!! HAHA! Get wadd we mean? We replaced some words with the word "Mothball" LOL!~ And it was super funny!

Lazy to give examples, cuz not in the mood. haha! =X Probably the rest of the FABS gang can blog about it? *hints* LOL!~

Hmmmm... after singing, we walked ard, trying to contact CK but then haix. to no avail. Never mind, I decided to go kill my time and enjoy my day fully by travelling ard in bus once again!! =)) And yanyan took MRT to duno whrr. haha! And ahh xiia go peii her cousin while Kieron kor peii me take 188 to Harbour Front Int... cuz his meeting place is nearby (bukit merah), so he peii me... thanks lots for peii-ing!! =)) And on the way, was listening to his mp3 while I looked at... and occasionally trying to sleep, but didn't doze off at all because my mind was occupied with messy things... I was somekind of frustrated... haix... Couldn't get it out of my mind for days liaos... I'm sian of it liaos... And then I straightaway took 963 back to Bukit Batok... haha! Other ppl can say tt i'm siao, but i enjoyed doing it. I'm addicted =x But I will only do it when I'm moody or when i have free time to slack ard singapore la... haha! =DD

LOL!~ Short entry... I'm stunned of it...

*

Not liking anyone will save yourself from a heartbreak.

Acting as if I'm oblivious of my surrounding while my heart actually bleed so badly inside.

Why do I feel so messy inside?

I really need to stop myself from falling down into that endless trap. Or else I couldn't even help myself up again. I will just keep on falling and falling...

I will not heal too...


*

I feel like drinking, seriously.

But now, I have to get home before 10. sians.

No choice, tt's my punishment for going home late for days. =(

But actually this punishment can stop me from doing things illegal.. haha!!!!! NO LA! =X

Hope I get the AH job!! =)) I dun have a single cent earned this holiday... I really feel guilty... =(

Stop contacting me, it's useless. Because I dun like you.

*

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:33 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007



This blog entry contains verbally explicit contents, PLEASE SKIP THIS ENTRY IF YOU ARE BELOW THE AGE OF 16!!!

And please, don't try to peep at another words below in this entry!! =X (Just kidding anyway). But seriously, for those who cannot take "yellow" stuffs, probably you can press 'X' and exit now before you read all those dirty stuffs posted here!!! =))

After Kieron Kor and CK came back, we still didn't have our formal msn mass conversation at all. We always don't get all the members in, which I always pout about. hmph. It's either Kieron kor is not ard, or CK is nt ard. sians.

But then, intially I didn't want to blog anymore due to moody-ness. But then something really shone my day!! All thanks to FABS GANG!!! =DD

That's our following conversation on MSN!! =)) (Be careful of the contents there)

"Legend" :
[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` - Obviously is me, Code 1261
~KieRoN~ - Kieron Kor (obvious, his name in his nick)
™ 4pe 9enes 05 ™ - yanyan darling
`` darl!ng --> - ruiixiia galfriend

*nicks not in full*

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
he say he will call me later

~KieRoN~ sUpeR hOT + sUpEr hUmiD = SinGApoRE says:
diaoz

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
he said tt in the afternoon

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
!

~KieRoN~ sUpeR hOT + sUpEr hUmiD = SinGApoRE says:
then go Chui (blow in chinese) him lor


`` darl!ng -->[[ =)) ! ]] yoo` noe hw much yoo` mean to mii. says:
he ah

`` darl!ng -->[[ =)) ! ]] yoo` noe hw much yoo` mean to mii. says:
last min wan ps again


™ 4pe 9enes 05 ™ ♡★I think i got a bad hair day! Wanna cut my hair! So damn hot now!★ ♡ says:
blow him

™ 4pe 9enes 05 ™ ♡★I think i got a bad hair day! Wanna cut my hair! So damn hot now!★ ♡ says:
haha

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
SOUND SO A LOR!

™ 4pe 9enes 05 ™ ♡★I think i got a bad hair day! Wanna cut my hair! So damn hot now!★ ♡ says:
aiyo

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
!!!!!

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` What if our ending is not what we all wanted? Cos' I like him too... says:
i dun wan!

™ 4pe 9enes 05 ™ ♡★I think i got a bad hair day! Wanna cut my hair! So damn hot now!★ ♡ says:
do a blow job

`` darl!ng -->[[ =)) ! ]] yoo` noe hw much yoo` mean to mii. says:
A lehx


~KieRoN~ sUpeR hOT + sUpEr hUmiD = SinGApoRE says:
haha

~KieRoN~ sUpeR hOT + sUpEr hUmiD = SinGApoRE says:
you all ar

[ p a y a y a . m i l k x ] ` I like him lehh... how? All because he changed... says:
LOL!

`` darl!ng -->[[ =)) ! ]] yoo` noe hw much yoo` mean to mii. says:
hee..

~KieRoN~ sUpeR hOT + sUpEr hUmiD = SinGApoRE says:
chui also can become so A

Other topics continued...
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.
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HAHA! One of our A conversation!! Copyrighted to FABS Gang!! =DD

Purely for entertainment purpose, pls do not reveal too much about our gang!! =))

Take care people!! Have a smile ahead!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:02 PM





yanyan told me to concentrate more so that I could probably blog something out of nowhere, and somehow, it did workedd. LOL! Thanks yanyan darling!! =))

Today I was rather boredd, and the sultry weather is making my mood all black and bad. I was super sians and have been stoning during advertisement time (tt means my mood swings were coming) or else usually i shld be looking somewhere and moving instead of just stoning, and stare into the air, pondering deeply. SOMETHING IS SUPER WRONG WITH ME. And the problem is, I couldn't catch the problem that is causing my moody-ness. Damn.

I was supposed to type out another chapter of the new story, however, my mood wasn't right today, so i stopped typing and decided to go play tt game. and it did helped a lot. LOL!~

I was reading some ppl's blog for some stupid and random inspirations to blog something here...

LOL!~

Ambiguous relationship.

I'm dead + I'm Jealous = I'm dead jealous (tt's one of my msn NICKS today) -- how lame!

Read one person's blog. Was still figuring out whether are they still together. Probably not. Too bad, I wanted them to stay together. They look rather cute together. hees.

And this person was talking abt jealousy. Hell yeah that I agree jealousy really makes one person feels really terrible outside. Sometimes you just didn't want to reveal your jealousy jus to avoid some disputes, but then you feel all sour within.

JEALOUSY KILLS

"Why I find it so difficult to talk to him while the other people can talk to him till so close?"

Jealousy killed me these days too. haha!

yest moody until i weeped a little. =)) So happy that i weeped =))

And I'm giving weirdd nicks!! HAHA! It's all because I was too boredd...

LALA!!

MUHAHAS. abit siaos. haha!

*

Yes, I could still imagine and dream about you, but in the end I chose to blur your image... and try to heal my own wounds, all by myself.....

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:30 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007



It's really terrible when you are dead bored at home, rotting your life away without a decent job. =(

Even though I still have stuffs to do (e.g. starting a new story with dearr) LOL~

But then inspirations are not flowing well after I finally finished on [ Veiled Ambiguity ]..

And duno why, I'm getting into a kind of depressed mood again... darnn mood swings..

When should I go? I wanna buy a bag and something special... haha! =X

Thinking about the past once again......

Did I really expose too much of my feelings when I'm standing in front of you, gazing into your eyes?

Or did I hide too much of my emotions that it appears to be so unclear?

Is it time to let go now?

Is it time to grab it tight and hold it to my chest?

My stories are mostly on ambiguous relationships, because I experienced too many of these nowadays. haha! =)) And I'm tired, so I'm giving myself a break from everything around me. haha! I have a not very good de love luck... So I probably gonna heck care first.... haha!

YAY!!! Kor and CK is finally back!!! =DD

FABS GANG!!! WOOHOO!!

Alrights, duno wadd to blogg now. darnn. sianss.

Will decide what to do tml!! =))

Bye ppl!! ~

*

Sometimes.....

The happier the person appears to be on the surface, his/her heart is actually bleeding profusely without anyone knowing...

Only the person who knows him/her very deeply or observed him/her more, then they will realize that his/her smiles was actually the evidence of more tears.

Trusting nobody, her world would be people wearing masks....

*

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:55 PM





It was MARCH 1997

1.) How old were you? 7+

2.) Where did you go to school? Bukit View Primary School

3.) Where did you work? happily sch-ling, nt working.

4.) Where did you live? Bukit Batok

5.) Where did you hang out? The playground downstairs w/ my frens! =X

6.) Did you wear glasses? nope

7.) Who was your best friend? Justina!

8.) How many tattoos did you have? no dun haf

9.) How many piercing did you have? 2

10.) What car did you drive? i dun lyk cars at tt time.

11.) Had you been to a party yet? my sister's birthday party.

12.) Had your heart broken? nahhs. even though I had crush at tt time already =X

FIVE YEARS AGO

It was MARCH 2002

1.) How old were you? 12+

2.) Where did you go to school? Henderson Secondary School

3.) Where did you work? not working yet

4.) Where did you live? Jln Klinik (To be exact, it's one part of tiong bahru. haha!)

5.) Where did you hang out? Tiong bahru plaza

7.) Who was your best friend? Charlene, Adeline.

8.) Who was your regular-person crush? ahem* WP. LOL!~ *shh*

9.) How many tattoos did you have? none

10.) How many piercing did you have? 2

11.) What car did you drive? no cars yet. i miss my baby! (it's a car btw)

12.) Had you had your heart broken? hmmm... nope... happily in love with someone... just feel jealous sometimes here and there... haha!

** March 2007**

1.) How old are you? 17+

2.) Where do you work? nt working *gives a guilty look*

3.) Where do you live? Bukit Batok (back to the initial place)

4.) Do you wear glasses? Nope

5.) Where do you hang out? my room! probably somewhere under the stars. =D

6.) Who are your best friends? dearr, BYW team, FABS Gang! =))

8.) Do you talk to your old friends? yup yup!! =)

9.) How many piercing do you have? 2

10.) How many tattoos? zero

11.) What kind of car do you drive? dun drive.

12.) Has your heart been broken? of course. haha!

1. Start Time: 2.38 PM

2. Name: YY

3. Nickname: miss mua chee, yunton, yaya, yy, y square, payaya milk, Code 1261 and many more....

4. Astrology sign: Gemini (I'm proud of being one!)

5. Gender: Not male. HAHA! (learnt from someone random)

7. Hair color: Black, with highlight red going brown hair.

8. Eye color: ehhh. abit of dark brown... haha!

9. Height: 161? duno leh...

10. Favorite color: Black, purple, dark blue.

11. Glasses: Nope

13. tattoos: Nope, probably I will try temp. ones.

14. Birthplace: NUH

15. Area code: duhs? wadd's tt huh... haha! i tink its 650 LOL!

16. friends: i have many friends... which u referring to?

******HAVE YOU EVER*****

17. cut your own hair? : yup yup. small bunch... lol!~

18. Done something in the pastregret? : yes....

19. Have you ever met someone you werenot supposed to? : haha. shld be.

21. Skipped school? : no

22. Bungee jumped? : no

24. Punched someone? : yup, fakely. lol!~

25. Cheated on someone? : hmmm. nt too sure. probably yes =X

26. Been arrested? : no

27. Broken into someones house? no

28. Been to a funeral? : yes

32. Used a lighter? : haha. yes but duno how to use.

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: winter

36. Ice cream flavor: raspberry with vanilla! WOOHOO!! *sour stuffs i'm coming*

37. School subject(s): none

38. Candy: hmmmm... sour sweets..

39. Breakfast: my fav biscuits and milo!! *drools* I'm easily contented tt's y...

40. Juice: not sure. haven tried all. lol!~

41. Book(s): Harry Potter

42. Movie(s): Lots

43. Song(s): Lots

50. Letter(s): Y

51. Favorite Chicken Prridge.restaurant : not sure. haha! i dun have a fav. for tt. i dun have a special craving for porridge. haha!

52. Disney Princess: none

53. TV station: U, never will i admit 8 is my fav channel for a certain personal reason

54. Name for a son: Show!! HAHA!

55. Name for a daugter: Christina. haha! no la... jus playing with the names... i'd nvr tot of one....

******DO YOU PREFER*****

56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : Vanilla

57. Alcoholic or not? : depends

60. Scary movies or comedies? : comedies.

61. Short or long hair? :long bahs. can have many patterns.

62. Croutons or bacon bits? : duhs. duno

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

64. Mexicans in general: *screaming*

65. School: studying, homework

66. Grass: greeny

67. Cow: MOO

68. Canada: their flag

69. Mouse: pets

70. Hands: interlocking hands

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? : nope =(

72. Talked on the phone? : yupp

73. Cried? : nt sure. i dun tink haf.

74. Choked? : ALMOST

75. Drank a glass of water? : yup. i love water.

76. Done Drugs? : No.

77. Read a book or magazine? : no

78. Watched TV? : yes

79. Looked in the mirror? : of course

80. Taken a shower? : yup

81. Taken a picture? : yest jus took!!!! =)) *grins*

82. Listened to music? : even now, i'm doing it.

83. Kissed someone? : nope. =(

84. Told someone you liked them? : nope

85: End time: 2.47 PM

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:26 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007



Today finished with the IS enrolment!! =D

And then, I also went out with mummy today! YAY! =))

Because she had to set her hair and I had to cut my hair short. haha! =X LOL!~

But then I nvr cut my hair too short in the end... lol!~ It appears to be almost unchanged... haha! =) So no worries... haha!

And we went to shop at tiong, and happened to buy some stuffs there... usually i wun even buy stuffs from there... cuz I used to shop there until rot... haha! And bought a belt for myself... haha! 22 dollars... sians... haha! Hmmmm... and then I was happily taking pics of myself when mummy was changing into one of her SEXY gowns... haha! She really looks sexy in it!! =D *grins* LOL!~ HAHA! And I enjoyed taking fotos when ppl dun notice it too! It's just so fun!! =D And the lights there are good, my complexion appears rather radiant de worr! So love the lights there *takes down the lights secretly and bring them home* LOL!

=)) Then reached home at abt 7 plus... with mac in our hands... =))

Alrights, tt's all.

Didn't want to blog too much w/o pics too!! =(

I hate them man... so noisy!! =( My mummy agree too!

BACK!!! THEY ARE BACK SOON!!! *counting down*

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:00 PM





HARLOWIE!!

Here's my IS Choice!! =))

1) Social Psychology
2) Flash Application

Thanks to dearr giving me suggestions, I decide for quite long too. haha! =D

Feel so lucky that there are still vacancies left when I signed up the thing. =) So happy!! HAHA! It's left unchanged. And tell you something, Jap Lang is really vr popular. I logged in at about 8.05 or something, the vacancies is left with 2!! OH MY GOD!! =X But luckily there were TWO classes for Jap!! =))

Yupyup!!

Finally the USEFUL LINKS that you may need to visit when you have problems in enrolling!! =)

http://www.np.edu.sg/is/module_level_2.html (if there's no more DESIRED modules, you have to look thru' the whole list of modules ONCE AGAIN)

http://www.np.edu.sg/is/slides/ME-Level2.1.pps#397,1,Slide (The step by step tutorial for IS enrolment)

BTW, you can straightaway enrol two IS modules in one time slot. Dun have to be lyk me toot toot lyk tt. innocently tot one time slot one IS module. Nope, you can do all the enrolment all at one time slot. =)

And then another thing, in case you dun understand what's the meaning of 'subterm'. We have got 2 semesters rite? So our first semester, we will be doing this 2 modules... but we will only be doing 1 in each SUBTERM. Which means, we will do the first choice of ur IS module in the first subterm (from start of sch to before common test - Week 1 - 7), then second choice of ur IS module in the second subterm (from after common test HOLIDAYS to EXAM - Week 8 -14). Understand what I meant now?

Next, remember to go take a look at what your IS module is catergorized as.

Take for example : :

Social Psychology is categorized as IS Lifeskills. Then choose 'IS Lifeskills' at the third box. Then click 'Search'.

As for Flash Applications, its categorized as IS Technology. Then choose 'IS Lifeskills' at the third box and click 'Search'.

=))

Yupyup!! =)) I should copyright my own stuffs written here too!! =D LOL!~

This is the EXTRA info!!

Grab your seat first before the final seat is being taken!! =D

It is ADVISED to log in to Npal 2 mins before the actual enrolment time... so that you could probably get the first seat for enrolment thing (because you are one step faster than the others).

HAHA! So many guides yar? LOL!~

Jia you!! Hope my class ppl and other NP students who are reading this, can get into their desired IS modules for their semesters!! =))

Take care!!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:49 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007



I finally finished on the final chapter of [ Veiled Ambiguity ]!! I have no problem with posting next week!! =D

So happy!! =))

I need more comments please!!

Readers have to wait until next week to see the remaining two chaps!! =)

This story, seriously speaking, I thought I wasn't able to complete it. I had a very small plot of it that I just wanted to write about the love story about a fish and human but I didn't know how to start and where to start... and now, I had ended it today!! =) So happy!!

*

And I changed blogskin once again! Abit sians liaos. And this is my fav. blogskin of all!! Obviously, because it's my fav color!! PURPLE!!! *screams* LOL!~ And one thing that is true about, I serious loved gazing at stars to bits, and now when I looked up at the stars, I will think of someone..... hahaha! =D So this blogskin totally applied to me!! That's why I loved it so much!!!~

NP students, remember the IS enrolment tomorrow morning and night!! =))

Alrights, gtg lers.

I decided not to reply him for the time being. He's too fan.

Miss FABS Gang!! They are coming back SOON!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:00 PM





"If I see bus 99 behind my bus... XXX likes me..." I betted myself. (This is just a sample question, but yest I really did say some stuffs)

As I turned around from my seat, the bus 99 was really directly behind me.

People have you tried betting things this way? Stupidly, I really did. And nowadays, I have betting on stupid stuffs like on public transports to bet if something would happen to me... HAHA. It's darn foolish, I realize. But I'm just addicted to betting things this way.

Sometimes, in life, we are just so greedy and eager to know some things. HAHA.

This is just a useless entry, bear with me =)

LOL!~

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Btw readers, I've updated [ Veiled Ambiguity ] at the unearthy hour... LOL!~ Remember to comment!! =))

And today I have inspirations, so I'm going to finish my few ending chapters but I'm not going to post anything today!! HAHA! =D I'm evil... I will create my suspense about the ending (whether is it happy or sad, it depends on the individual's tinking)... Those that are reading, remember to comment your desired ending or the ending that you GUESSED into the comments page!!! =))

Alrights, I going to finish up on the ending chapters... There I go!!! Take care people!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:31 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007



I'm doubting my love ability.....

Nowadays I hug people, I don't remember the feeling like I did when I first hugged people... or some other special kind of moments.. Ever since 2 years ago de Dec, after one person hugged me and lingered in my heart, the others had no effect on my puny brain anymore =x

It's really weird. There are a few that are tight hugs, how come I forgot about it?

But I seriously loved forgetting; because there was once I remembered so clearly that I cried so much... because I began to miss that person so darn badly.....

I totally forgotten about the feeling, how pathetic.

And, I realize... the feeling for him is back once again....

Why do I always see the good side of him.... of anyone....

Everyday, my thought and feelings about him alters....

That particular feel is just like a kind of old feel coming back...

As long as I put it aside and heck care, I will not remember about the feel. Once it's back, it came rushing back like waves... all the feelings became reality once again. I really miss that old feel.

=(

Now I'm seriously afraid...

I'm ADDICTED to singlehood... =(

I longed for utmost freedom and happiness, without the upcoming pain, unhappiness and ruthless heartbreaks that relationships can give me.. i didn't have the heart, the patience to maintain a relationship now. Probably if I start one now, I will be ending soon.

And so much irritated by him.

I regretted SO SO MUCH!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:56 PM





ONE OF MY WISHES IS BEING FULFILLED!! =DD ~

My day of going back to HSSband!! =D~


Here's my ex laogong!! =)) The timpani!! Miss him darn lots... everytime i took him as my cover, and i slept in his embrace while sir is talking... lol!~ =DD That's where I slack, and do my personal stuffs there. X) Lyk sms-ing there... haha! =)) I miss lao gong!! Even though the timpani is spoiled (sir still dun wan to buy new one *pouts*), but then is rather well-maintained la!! HAHA! But then I forgot to take down one foto... haha! My laogong bleed once, and one part of it was plastered!! muhahas! And the plaster is darn girly! =D How cute can my juniors be!! HAHA! I still jokingly said, "What's that for? HAHA." And one answered, "Cos' it's probably injured.. in case it overbleeds.."

This was taken at bukit merah mac there... there's a big screen in front of me... and there shows a very "A" message... let me tell you... it says, "Tell us what YOU want to see on the screen... sms bleah bleah... to bleah bleah..." HAHA! Tell us what you want to see on the screen leh... are you tinking wadd i'm tinking now? *grins* HAHA! Then Wei Kit and Aizat dear were lyk, "Porn! Porn! Sms now!" HAHA! =D
These were our achievements!!! =D a lot of fries, and at least 3 box of nuggets... siao liaos we all... and we had a lot of fun eating and laughing at the same time!! =) Enjoyed totally!! =)



You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:53 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007



Hmmm... today I have another view of Jacky Wu Zhong Xian liaos...

I was watching this taiwan variety show about ppl from the public participating and performing on tv... and there was this woman, she performed rather badly and when the judges told her nicely, she immaturely cried and scolded every single judges and said that they totally have no right to say her because these judges are not POPULAR anymore!!

Oh, I was really pissed off by her attitude!

How could she...! AIYOHS!

And she gave respect to the main host, Jacky Wu, to give honest comments on her performance, and he said sadly, "You really cannot make it to stardom.."

Then her face puckered, and said, "Don't blame me for my candidness, you are getting UNPOPULAR too!"

And Jacky Wu, with his usual stupid style, he gives this crazy face, as if he was super shocked over her comments, and later he said something, "Unpopular let it be unpopular... actually I don't really care..." something lyk tt... this sentence really made me look at him in a different view... He really does have a REALLY HIGH EQ!! =D

He handled it so DARN WELL!! =D

My new idol man~ HAHA!

Tomorrow, probably I will be going to HSSband!! =DD

See you!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:13 PM





MORE VIDEOS!! =DD

Funny~~



This video was on "transsexual" by accident. haha! =DD
Credits : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYQQ2E7HSrs



Darn cheeky this video... haha! =D
Credits : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gNxADRUtmM



RMB TO LOOK AT EVERY DETAIL OF THIS VIDEO!! It's short but it's darn darn CUTE!! And dirty of course... haha!! =DD Look at how 'naked' the doll is, and how the baby did something on the doll... hees!!! ^^

Credits : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5pHDFjj3R4

My mother laughed on this... haha! =D



HAHA! A kind of funny laughing sound from babies!! =DD
I smiled!!

Credits : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrMg3KKY2to

Alrights, that's all for today.

*

Today I chatted with mummy about why would prostitue wanna do hurting stuffs to themselves. HAIZ~

And about various unfaithful guys ard us... =(

which made me distrust guys even more.. wadd a bad thing!! =(

Nevertheless, I will continue to wait for the right one to come.

When it's time to smile, I will.

When it's time to tear, I will.

When it's time to share, I will.

When it's time to SLAP, I WILL.

=D

Have a good day ahead!! =))

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:43 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007



WOW! Today I watched that THIRD VIDEO so many times and a smile still crawled up my face!! =DD

Still trying to find this kind of video... haha! I actually found two... but then not too convenient to put it up... haha! It's American's Dad on 'How to Spot Gays'. HAHA! It's funny! HAHA!

But then I not going to post it. I post it once in a while to create some kind of unique-ness. haha!

^^

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Do I have spies around me? Poke into every words of my nick and write between the lines and you will understand what I meant. And you will be surprised why I missed you so much!

DOToff.

4 more days to 26 March!! =DD And the two guys will be back ALOT thinner!! I guess?! HAHA! Was rather surprised today Kieron kor kor sms-ed me... haha... he sms-ed me about the IS enrolment... haha... i tot he had forgotten and I was hesitating to call, with the consideration of the HIGH phone bills to CHINA. haha! ^^

Probably this holiday I'm really not working at all... I will probably break a record or something... get the most naggings in this whole holiday... have been slacking all day long.... but I'm getting bored some days.... haix... and even though some ppl in my class are slacking like how I do now, but then probably they dun get the same EVIL naggings from my mother everyday. She's been sensitive these days. We could even ALMOST start a quarrel over the lunch and dinner. How stupid. Haix. Not going to elaborate more. Her high sensitivity is almost making me pissed off. Try not to provoke her, I still need to go out again!

Hmmmm... and today had quite a lot of thoughts... was tinking of anyone too much....

And then, I was reading this person's blog, I'm not going to reveal who this person is, probably this person's blog, SOME ppl have read it. haha... *it's a hint, btw* And this person say he/she has a new another half after breaking up with another one not a long time ago... *winkz*

Alrights, call this blogger as a girl.

And I was tinking,
1) Is the feeling genuine? Or was it because she was touched by the caring moves that NEW bf had done for her?

2) Why are these girls who had just broken up not long ago, when they had a new one, are classified as FLIRTS in other ppl's views?

Sometimes probably ppl are blinded by feelings of lust, I was once in this before but then heng, I wasn't engaged in any relationship when I was lusting (heng heng, I'm darn honest! =X) Because I'm afraid I was just fooling him, and not putting any genuine feelings in. And actually, I dun put myself into a relationship that easily with any feelings in. even if there's a start, I can confirm I can will give a clean break just in a short time. Probably cruel, but then it's better than dragging a useless relationship for a long time, and making that person more hurt?

And sometimes, frankly speaking, I'm afraid of guys coming to console me if I happen to break up with my boyfriend... HAHA! I had seen in dramas and other life experiences ard me, I'm just scared that I had broken up with my boyfriend, I'm feeling sadd and someone nice just come forward to lean his shoulder. This kind of simple move, one can see it as very considerate and sweet move and probably be touched totally. And yes, if the RIGHT feeling struck at the right time, sure go steady de lorr. So probably I will stay alone, and maybe just let those safe guys to console me... haha! Or else probably I will fall in love with those guys... and it will be gone man... lol!~

But in other incidences, girls TRUE LOVE may really surface for that guy. Oh yah, this guy has always been good to me? How come I didn't see it? Yupp, probably he's the one. I should give him a chance. I feel very comfortable with him and bleahs.

So things have both sides. I'm not going to say I'm at which side. It depends on my mood, just trying to voice out my views. lol!~

*

Not only that, today me and yanyan were talking abt immature ppl saying they are mature...

I'm not going to elaborate too much on this, because probably I will offend some people. so we shall not disclose too much info on wadd we chatted.

*

Sometimes we were too blinded with love, friendship, kinship..... we didn't know something bad is really happening around us.................... perhaps backstabbers and heartbreakers really existed but we refused to distrust our bosom friends................. until the third party finally enlightens us SEVERAL TIMES in a logical and calm way.

Don't life contradict themselves sometimes?

Why is life so complicated...

I do want a simple life..... haiz~~ Who dun wan? LOL!~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:24 PM





Hey hey!! Found some interesting and funny videos!!! Now, with no blog music, I can post more stuffs already!! What an advantage!!! =DD

LOL! It seemed to be a post for yanyan darling!!! There are videos of her dear CATS!!! =DD

CATS VIDEO ARE SO EASY TO FIND!! HAHA! ^^



Credits to : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snV2_JF4Oes&NR (http://youtube.com)



Credits to : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_POuAuoBWY&mode=related&search= (http://youtube.com)



Credits : : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwaYmb5ftCQ (http://youtube.com)
-- Comments : I laughed at this lame video. lol!~ =D Today my laughing point is rather low, bear with me. For those who are as lame as me, probably will have some laughs. lol!~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:03 PM





I FOUND MY PRIMARY SCHOOL DE BEST FRIEND!! =DD

I'm really happy to find her!! But I will be even happier if I had found another best friend for 3 straight years in my primary school~ It's been almost 10 years I haven't seen her. haix~~ Really miss those moments... and the next thing I'm happy about was that, I found one of my primary sch crushes!! =DD So happy!~~ It's super hard to find long-lost friends like this... =))

And then today wanwan told me about the timetabling thing being out!!

THE TIME TABLE FOR OUR NEXT SEMESTER IS OUT!!! =DD

LOL!~ But then IS module is not out yet cuz we have not enrolled in yett...

Hmmmm... and one more thing I would like to add for my class ppl or perhaps those same as me de... will be in sublevel 2.1 in their second years in NP.

Here's a useful link I found!! =)) Will save ur time enrolling, and get a higher chance of being enrolled because u took less time to be enrolled!! =DD

Link : http://www.np.edu.sg/is/slides/ME-Level2.1.pps#397,1,Slide1

Videos for the IS modules if you are still in a whirl like me... =X : http://www.np.edu.sg/is/module_level_2.html
=))

My four choices are : :

1) Jap Lang. (A new lang... lol!~ =D )
2) Social Psychology (Always interested with psychology stuffs since I'm not good at it in any way... haha!)
3) Flash Applications (This is one of my wishes, initially i wanted to join some design courses... lol!~ esp. those that works with animations and flashes and sounds...)
4) Photography (dun duh on me for this, probably i will put it as the TOP choice if it's renamed as PORNOGRAPHY! and probably me and CK will be in the same class!! =)) cuz i tiink more people will be joining!! =X)

But I'm seriously racking my nerves on deciding which shld be my TOP 2 choices!! Oh how hard!!! =D Photography definitely is not in my TOP 2 choices... hmmmm... haha!

And do tell me what choices u all are choosing?! And we can pray hard that we get into the same class together!!!

Miss P02!! =))

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Am I like that?

Are we like that?

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:40 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007



Today watched Yu Le Bai Fen Bai (100% Entertainment) hosted by Xiao Zhu and Xiao Gui. And they were interviewing Stefanie Sun on her newest album and MV. And Xiao Zhu asked cheekily if Stephanie has ever fall in love with the male lead in her MVs before, and she answered, I will only fall in love with him when she's acting with him in the MV, to bring out the MV's intentional feelings.

And Stephanie Sun added on saying, "It was just a moment kind of thing..."

Then Xiao Zhu said grinning, "Then have you ever tried to NG more times just to go over the moment again and again?"

"Of course not," She chuckled.

*

LOL!~ A thought sudden struck me (it's not an inspiration, it disappointed me somehow =X)..

Being an actor or actress... it's just some kind of, you only put in the feeling towards your specific another in that particular scene, that particular moment...

"Cut! OK! Good take!"

And no feelings lingers in their hearts. They just placed their feelings on each other for only that short moment. Perhaps, both of them had fallen in love with each other, that personality inside that scene, but then everything has to be put as an end. No feelings linger... No love for each other in their eyes... no nothing... they were just doing for the same purpose...

"NG!"

"Second Take!"

"Action!"

"Then have you ever tried to NG more times just to go over the moment again and again?"

To this question, I will probably say yes. And probably, in hidden intentions, some celebrities will answer a 'yes' in their heart if their desired female/male lead is acting some kind of intimate actions with them, REPEATEDLY. And it's a short moment, probably wun get another second scene like this anymore... so GRAB THE CHANCE!!! =DD *drools* LOL!~

And I'm honest enough to say a 'yes' but I won't tell anyone that I'm NG-ing purposely for that specific someone la (but probably, rarely to my bosom friends) LOL!~

And my thought came in, don't one night stands or even flings apply to this? They are doing it for the same purpose (which is just to satisfy themselves) but then probably with no genuine feelings. And it was just for a short "sweet" and enjoyable moment. After it's finished, yupp. probably forgotten everything and no feelings lingered in anyone's heart....

What a meaningful and "erotic" entry I had written!! =X

muhahas! I tiink I should rate my entries as M18!! And probably I can't read my own written entries too! Cuz I'm not 18 too! =DD

HAHA!

I quite love this entry~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:46 PM





Yest I really criedd when I listened to mp3, but not standing by the window. I just lied on the table, and the tears just came just in time. =)) But I wasn't satisfied with the amt of tears, wasn't the amt tt i wanted initially. I want a big one. but I only gt a drizzle. haha! =( LOL!~ Cuz usually I feel better after crying, will not get moody that often... Managed to cry on all those sad songs..... and I was missing that someone so darn badly yest.... And I even dreamt of him in the dream yest... nowadays have been dreaming about him... I'm becoming more heaty liaos.... LOL!~

And realized a change on my blog? No matter how long you wait, there's no music for my blog anymore? HAHA! I want silence for now. haha! =D So that ppl can read my blog whenever they can, without the music!! =))

-just leave me to LOVEintheDARK-

And I'm planning what I should do..... oh shit.... never mind... depends on what friday's outcome will be... then I decide on saturday....

=D

Does he know that he's important to me? Does he know that he makes a very big impact on me?

I will just let the feeling of missing him overcome me instead of me stopping the feelings, because I knew I couldn't win the feelings. So just be it! =))

I will just let the tears flow when it should.

I will just let the smiles creep up my face when it should.

I will just let my heart heal when it should.

I will just let my mind miss you dearly when it shouldn't.....

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:58 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007



Probably I have a lot of thoughts today, but then it doesn't seem to be the right mood to stand by the room window to listen to mp3 and cry. haha! Cuz the clouds are so redd... sianss... going to rain soon~~ Rain soon~

LOL!~

And my stupiid mood is acting up again...

Is it that always, the wrong feeling always comes at the wrong time?

If you are here, i probably things could get more complicated

And when I saw your name, I feel so complicated inside. Tears almost appeared.... And I quickly closed the window, so that I won't see your name anymore... or my heart may ache more...

I seriously, miss you badly.

But it's so long already, how come....

HAIZ~~

Hope to see you again...

Do I really want....

I want to get into the dream and see you and continue with the impossibles.....

LOL!~

CHIM ENTRY!~ LOL!~

miss dearr. miss FABS Gang!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:34 PM





Nowadays, my STM have been acting up really seriously. lol!~

But what a good one, sad stuffs i dun rmb!! HAHA! =X

I love the backseats, yest i told u i sat at the last row there (did I?) i tiink i didn't haha! I sat at the backrow there, the right hand side of the bus... lol!~ I love that seat because there's history to that seat... haha! XD And another history that shouldn't be revealed now....

It's okay to disclose my CHILDHOOD secret here, so I'm going to say it now!! *straightens*

LOL!~

Last time I secretly liked a guy ever since pri 4 until I started to like my first ex at sec 2. He's the first crush that I feel comfortable and really hope to have those very intimate actions with. He's those kind you wanna stick with all the time tt kinda. haha! =D And then I still rmb how innocent he asked when he tried to intro himself when we first met in class... lol!~ I was a transfer student, and I know no one there. And honestly, he's the first person I got to know. And probably he's the first to hear my voice there. haha! Sounds vr dramatic~ And he asked if he got see my student card (a little weird, yar?) With eyebrows knitted, I gave him my student card... haha! And he got to know my name from my student card instead of asking me orally... haha! =) Cute him!~ And last time I went for English, Maths and Science tuition just downstairs, and I happen to be in the same tuition class as him too! =)) Wow! That's my most wonderful time of my life!! Because I can see him everyday and night! =) And then, after tuition class, it's already nine, I should be heading up home but then I stayed back until about 10 plus (until my mother peeks her head out and look downstairs)... haha... i stayed back with him to play games, and share chips... I still rmb how we tried to hold hands at the back of my tuition teacher's car when she said she wanted to treat us ice-cream... I will nvr forget that... haha! =D

And then, rumors started to spread about me and him cuz we were too close. haha! And day and night oso together. Recess we played with each other and chased ard... lol~ XD *blush* And then one of the outing to Little India, I sat at the back row (right side) and the guy happen to sit at the back row too, and then all his frens di siao him, all squeezed him towards me... lol~~ I was blushing away. lol!~ And just the space between gt smaller and smaller... haha! *dun start to tink A* LOL!~

And that's the history of the backseat. I always love that seat. =)) Probably a 'flowerheart' girl but still somehow devoted in heart, just no one knows. haha! NO LA!! I vr flowerheart de... haha!

Alrights, now I noee why people love to sit at the backseat too!!
1) Loners can do anything behind... (example, cross your legs up like what I did yest w/o almost anyone seeing)
2) Can be neglected behind, without anyone sitting beside you for the most of the journey.
3) Couples especially love it, then can do anything underlying at the back row (like what I seen yest)
4) Probably some guys lyk it too, no one disturb when you are wanking? LOL!~ *too straight* SHH!
5) Friends of odd numbers, mostly would choose the back row so that no one is left out.
6) Very crazy and noisy people usually love the back, because it wun disturb the people in the middle or front TOO MUCH (a kind of isolating purpose)
7) Probably loners can cry behind too... LOL!~

LOTS MORE I TINK~~ But these are the obvious ones!!! HAHA!

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And btw, I was really shocked when I read Xiaxue's previous blog!! One day a Blangalesh (wadever the spelling is) scrutinized her from head to toe... and she was pretty irritated or something, and she asked her male friend, and her male friend replied something lyk this...

"He's trying to remember your face so that he can masturbate when he gets home..."

Something like that... And even me, this kind of pallid face (that can scare the hell out of some ppl) oso gt the experience of ppl looking at me lyk tt? Wow! Great taste of yours. You even remember faces like mine for your masturbating hor? AIYOHS~

That's what I "Wow" about when I read her entry. hahahahaha!

Should I be proud or not?! HAHA! muhaha! Sounds funny when those foreigners look at u lyk tt on MRTs as if their eyes are going to pop out or something, actually was trying to REMEMBER your face for masturbating purpose... lol!~ =D

Pallid face oso wan. HAIZ~


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Alrights, BYE!!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:29 PM





HAD A FUNNY AND FULL LUNCH!!~ =DD

YAY!! took it at NP de lecture hall nearby... we were going to start on our food... *drools* LOL!~ =DD Looks nice and FULL yar?
This is my share... but too bad, mostly look UNspicy when they are actually spicy... darnn... so i didn't enjoy the food too much... but then they cook quite well la... i quite enjoy it... haha! how i wishh the sweet and sour fish is much more sour.. i love SOUR stuffs to bits man!! WOOHOO!~ =DD Pregnant woman here... lol!~ I wan sour stuffs! LOL!
And this is what I'm looking forward to!! Longans w/ almonds... haha! It's nice but too full to continue... haha! =))
And that's the mango puddings... and vr small fruit tarts that hardly can be seen, and plus someone's drink of course!! =))
This was taken yest. haha! vast NP bus stop. Vr rare to see such views during sch times... i miss sch!~ *hugs the sch* LOL!~ I miss P02! HAIX~~ Are we going to call ourselves 2P02? LOL! =D Interesting! HAHA!

Hope that guy sitting near me never hear wadd I said to myself yest. keekees. =D

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Promised Ms Wu that we will come for the presentation seminar this early morn... hmmmm... so came lorr... we came because of the free food... =) and the one CCA point... the one CCA point is actually so hard to earn de lorr! We had a rather hard time concentrating on other ppl presenting their projects. We were darn boredd. but we kept ourselves entertained by whispering to each other during presentations!!! =D

And we caught some stupid jokes that we can share here... those jokes kept us AWAKE, because I tink we wanted to find more jokes from their speech. haha!

There's this student, not going to disgrace their sch (it's not my sch, OF COURSE), i tink his mind was in a whirl for a while at the starting, then he said something lyk...

"Today, I'm Jia Hao and this is my group mate, bleah bleah bleah..."

Then we were lyk almost wanted to LOL cuz you said TODAY you are Jia Hao, so I wonder what is your name TOMORROW? Probably too nervous.

And probably the same group, or other groups (having STM), they said something really humorous and 'A',

"So now we are going to show you our holes..." (They were supposed to show us some pictures of their equipment to show their finding/results) LOL!~ It became our holes... which hole do you wanna show me? I'm super curious...

And many other stuffs that kept us laughing la... And there's this picture of the globe and the chickenhead, face nt vr happy, and it's labelled as BIRDFLU. And yanyan darling commented, "Poor Chicken.." LOL!~ The chicken looks unhappy of being in the pic and labelled as BIRDFLU ALRIGHT!

And so many other stuffs. haha! =))

And had a fun time chatting with the others that came!! =)) hees... and we walked out of sch together... lala!!~

miss P02!! miss sch~~!!

I want to work~!

HMPH~~

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:04 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007



Now, I'm going to tell everyone a BIG SECRET that I think not EVERYONE knows.

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which is...

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I have a COMPLICATED relationship!!

LOL!~ Aiyahs, nothing to disclose about... aiyohs... It's that I have so many dears and darlings, boys and girls.. haha! xD LOL!~ How fickle-minded... lol~

I've gt one dearr , one dear (notice the spelling), one bf, one laopo, one galfriend, one darling.... the moment i can tink of is lyk this... haha! Which is lyk a lot liaos.... haha! 'dear' and 'bf' are both guys. The others are all girls!! LALALA~~ =D But we dun have SPECIAL BGR relationship, NO WORRIES!! =D

And I have a new ARTfriend! =D This is what I got when I travelled on 61, and saw one signboard and kena inspired... haha! =D ARTfriend, muhaha! (not on a A side) very hard to explain, so i not going to explain!! XD

*

Today woke up very early in the morning, already very long nvr wake up so early already. And I almost fainted in the bathroom while I was bathing... =( Cuz I didn't have a nice sleep, but probably i had a "nice" dream last night. muhaha! I dreamt of someone so impossible!! =X And this person told me something, that kept me pondering... haha! "Yao Bu Yao..." HAHA! Sounds very A yar? LOL!~ XD

Then after tt, i was lyk tinking i shall drop off my thought of going shopping alone at Bugis street to buy my bag... then i decided to just go with the mood... hmmmm... then today was supposed to do something for CK (now he owe me a favor!! MUHAHA! no la... lol!~ =X) while he's away in China... for his YEP thing... *grins* LOL!~ then when i was still on bus 61 to sch, CK's mum already called me that totally stunned me. then I went to meet his parents... *dun tink anything further* LOL!~ and meanwhile I called yanyan, and she said she overslept... yanyan, it's ok ok! I dun blame you! =D It's very early in the morning... I even almost fainted because I didn't have enough sleep... so it's okay!! =D Dun blame yourself horr! =)) Thanks for the thought for rushing down... =)) And then I helped CK's parents do the procedures and stuffs lorr... haha... feel vr awkward talking to fren's parents w/o my fren there! HAHA! but then it only took us 15 mins... and CK's parents offered to send me home... =)) Thanks uncle, auntie for ur thought... but i dun even know where i wanna go other than home... haha... so i nvr take their ride... and i noee they need to work... so muhaha... and i rotted at the bus stop for a while and sms-ed yanyan... haha! Then in the end, i decided to take 61 all the way to Eunos interchange (last stop)... woohooo~~ And I was listening to my mp3 all the way... until almost no batt... then i lower the volume... haix... then reached Eunos interchange, i went to buy 3 fruit tarts for myself and went to the toilet and then i headed back home again, taking the long bus journey... haha! can say I crazy or something.. halfway, the mp3 no batt liaos!! HMPH~ I slept abit on the bus actuallie... haha~ And after sometime, gt one couple sat beside me and did some initimate actions la... when i was abt to go down, i saw the guy touch his girlfriend's *above* hmmmm... then in the mind, i was lyk "ehh... how come i see this... darn heng.." LOL!~ Then i quickly got down, and crazily ate my fruit tart on the OVERHEAD BRIDGE!! Today did quite a lot of weird stuffs... haha... and today I reached my aim, which is to cross leg on the bus seat... lol!~ I almost wanted to eat and drink on the bus de lorr... but then i saw gt camera, dun dare do it, ltr kena fined... =( LOL!~

I'm happy~~

Stop nagging... esp. EARLY MORNING!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:18 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007



I admire them... they are my target.....

Love is never smooth-sailing.....

I'm just scared I'm not suitable for any stable relationships.... maybe I should remain what I am now....

A still thinking through thing....

A crazy thought cross my mind......

*

"Again?! Why so many times?!"

"So fast one meh!"

"Wah lau... can you stop a not..."

Sounds A to you huh... lol~ I was saying all these sentences when I was watching plane at a park near changi airport there with my jiee and jiefu... lol~! Had a rather enjoyable day with them... even though I nvr talk too much... lol!~ That's so not me... lol!~

Today went to choose the marriage photo with my jiee... lol!~ She's not too satisfied with her wedding photo cuz it turned out not to be too nice... lol!~ And I was laughing away when I looked at the photos... haha... not that I'm bad... but then its because their eyes looks really funny... and my jie was laughing... or was she laughing because I'm laughing? Hopefully not! =( HAHA! And my jiefu facial expression was so funny and cute!! =D HAHA! That's y i quite lyk him. i mean his blur expression, i lyk. haha! =)) Always so cute and innocent. lol!~

Then choose choose, until I vr sians liao... and very strange, everytime we go through the same set of photos... i will still laugh at the same photos with a new kind of ticklish feel. haha! It's refreshing joke! =) My jiefu wasn't there choosing the wedding photos so I could laugh all I wan... lol!~ HE'S TOO CUTE!! Too obessed over him! HAHA~

And then he finally came, and I sat aside and started rotting... and i listened to my mp3 while i played with hp... sms-ing and plus playing games... hees... then after that, wanted to eat shilin as my dinner ders... but then my jiee refused.... then we went to eat long john silver... the seafood set... wah... super heaty tt one... all heaty food.... and fried food... GRR~ Then we ended with the chocolate dessert which is oso super heaty... darn it... haha~ =) haix...

And today CK called me so many times... about some stuffs... and i going to sch tml...

*

Crazy to have a seat behind the lorry admiring the stars... But so romantic...

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:22 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007



Supposedly I didn't want to blog, cuz not in the mood at all. Was having bad mood and all. Somehow quarrelled with my mum. darn it, I hate quarrelling with her. She will start to nag about the past and the whole family while no one is around except me. I gonna listen to all her nags all the way w/o going out... or else she will try to start another new topic to scold about me again.... grr... I'm already in no mood yet she spoiled my mood even more by nagging me... sians.. I already tried very hard to control myself from not arguing with her... but she's accusing me for stuffs that I nvr do... when I sweared that I never do those things, she did not trust me and said a "AS IF" or give a sarcastic laugh at you which can really set my blood boiling and she said she's pissed off when she sees my black face. pls la, who will be having a good face smiling at you when you are nagging at this person who is already not in a mood, I'm enjoying my show and she starts nagging here and there in between my fav show. You should feel lucky that I never continue arguing and I kept quiet. GRR. Just shut up for a while.

I'm really not interested in stuffs about other family members. Today I'm not in any mood to noee. Just stop it.

But today was a rather great achievement! I changed my bedsheet, and ironed all my clothes (I happen to have the mood to do housework all of a sudden) and then I go did some stuffs too~ And today I stood by the window and sang songs... haha! And watched cats meow-ing abt... hmmm... other than the quarrelling thing, my day is rather fine....

HAIZ~~

Is it really true that when you are with someone you like, everything around you just becomes more beautiful... I just feel very stupid when someone says, "The stars will sparkle when I'm beside you..." DUH! Dun stars just sparkle normally? Why must they wait for you then they sparkle leh!? A vr question mark thing... haha! FUNNY~

I'm becoming not romantic le bahs... hahaha! funny~

Btw, I've updated my story! I love this chap... lol~! =D

kk... take care... I'm cooled down dun worry...

Just dun quarrel with ppl when both persons are not in the right mood to talk.... a fire may start anytime, anywhere..... trust me......

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:22 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007



Now there's this cat which is stuck somewhere above one of the building ceiling... and dun dare to come down... and it was there for hrs already... pity the cat... but how would it be in its view??

Didn't have time to cry my hearts out today. Was busy laughing over stupid shows in the living room. My laughing point is really darn low. lol!~ X)

But negative thoughts still came in when I totally quiet down... =( That's what I didn't like....

I hope one of these days, I could go to east coast and gaze up at the stars... =) That's my wish during the holidays!!

Alrights, I will put down my wishes here!! Hopefully they all come true!!

1) Have a haircut
2) Visit HSSband
3) Go back to HSS to teach my juniors
4) Work
5) Shop
6) Gaze at stars at East Coast with probably someone I can chat a lot with
7) Go kbox another time
8) Secret
9) To clear my thoughts this holiday, and decide on something
10) Stay away from mood swings as much as possible
11) Finish my story
12) Drink with FABS Gang & dearr (if she's free)
13) Cry one night for some stuffs
14) Clear up my stuffs
15) Change one of my characteristics which is rather impossible~

Alrights, I'm racking my nerves plainly tinking about this... Alrights, I need to go write up another chapter already!! =) Take care people! Muackx!

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:29 PM





THE PRESENT

Is today a good hair day? - should be quite okay, just that I didn't comb properly [cuz i'm nt going to go out] LOL!~

Is there anything you should be doing,but aren't? working... duhs....

Are you in a good mood? still okay. abit moody. wanna try crying tonight by the room window... you can tell me that I'm siao... lol!~ I just wanna cry a little to reduce my mood swings.... lol!~

Do you use a clock radio or anannoying buzzer to wake up? nope

How much cash is in your purse/wallet? ehhh... nt too sure.... didn't want to count...

What was the last TV show you watched? ehhh................................. guess guess guess show

What was the last thing you said to someone? "Hmm,"

Are you thinking of anyone right now? ya

The Past

Do you remember your first crush? should be able to.

Who was it? forgot the name but rmb the face! LOL!~ wad the hell yar? LOL!~

Did you cry on the very first day of school? yupp! everyone cried.... lol~

Was your first kiss worth the wait? worth the wait? I still tink my first kiss was given away too early... haha! okay la, half worth alright. the relationship was not too long. haix. haha!

Who was your first date? hmmmm.............. i oso forgotten already... take it as my first date with my bf then I count as one... my first ex...

Did you lose your virginity on promnight? NAH. no prom nights. lol!~

Were you popular in school? probably primary sch due to some stupid rumors... secondary sch, i'm a nerd. haha~

Did you ever have a crush on a teacher? maybe yes, maybe no. I oso forgotten.

Do you keep in touch with old friends from school? yupp. a few.

Which Breakfast Club character did you identify with most? huh...

Look Into The Future...

In five years, do you think you'll accomplish your goals? hopefully *prays hard* even though I dun have goals now... lol!~

Do you consider yourself a 'grown up'? nahh... i tink i'm a never a grown up... always so immature... lol!~

If not, when will you be ? not sure... maybe until I have a child of my own... lol!~

Do you see yourself having kids? not for now.....

Will you get married/divorced? nt sure.... maybe not getting married....

Do you think life gets easier or harder as you age? harder of course. harder choices that will make u regret even more..

In ten years, how old will you be? 28... lol!~ tt's my sister's age now.... haha!

Will you get plastic surgery to stayyoung looking? no. LOL!~ Love the natural me.


1. The next person you'll hold hands with?: Not too sure if I will hold hand with...........

2. Do you sleep with the TV on? sometimes... lol!~ But now dun have already, because I dun have a TV in my room... ='(

3. Have you ever drank milk straightout of the carton?- ya

4. What did you do today? yawn, update story, write this.

5. Do you think you're old?- still ok. a little old. haha!

6. How fast can you type?- still okay. average?

7. Are you afraid of the dark?- depends.

8. Eye color?- dark brown? I nt sure.... my eyes are quite small.... hard to see u see.. lol!~

9. Do you like your life right now? a little not vr nice....

10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? none. i wan shower... lol!~ later i've gt wrinkled skin... i dun wan...

11. Do you knock on wood?- huh... i tiink i did.... for fun...

12. Are you drinking anything right now? no... but craving for a drink now....

13. Do you have good vision? still ok

14. Can you hula hoop? haha. nt reli.

15. Could you ever forgive a cheater? depends.

16. Is your crush a secret, or does everyone know? duno. dun have crush.

17. Do you use big words? wadd big words...

18. What are you thinking about rightnow? whether i wanna slp a not...

19. A movie you watched when you were little? forgotten

20. Do you enjoy gossip? depends

21. What song's in your head rightnow? my blog song.

22. What will you do next week? go back to sch, work, slack, write stories.

23. Plans for today? slp =( slack

24. What's your middle name and why? hmm? nope.

25. Name some states you've been to? duno

27. When was the last time you toldsomeone "I love you?" lol. ehhh... love.. no... friendship.... i tink jus these few days...

28. Last stupid thing you did, when u were drunk? nt reli drunk.. still quite sober... lol~

29. How are you feeling today? sleepy now

30. Are you black? I'm SUPER FAIR. I hate that =(

31. Have you ever been suspended orexpelled from school? nah

32.Have you ever crawled through awindow? dun dare.

33. What's for lunch? rice.

34. Have you ever eaten dog food? nah

35. Can you handle the truth? depends

36. What did you do last night? online, commented, wrote stories, slacked, apologized, cheered up my dearr. =)

37. Bought anything lately? Clothes!

38. Any cool scars? no cool scars. scars la...

39. Name an old school song you like? nah

40. How many kids do you plan onhaving? duno.

41. Do you want to get married? duno. maybe nt

42. How often do you talk on thephone? haha. occasionally. i miss chatting on the fone with some ppl... lol!~

43. Do you talk to yourself? yupp... occassionally... lol~

44. Is there something you want that you can't have? yupp

45. Name three things that you regret? relationship, secret, not working now

46. How do you feel about the word wawa?huh

47. Who did you last hug? lao ren

48. Name a fault? hmmmm.... a fault that is kept secret.

49. What was the last thing you ate? rice

50. What was the last thing on yourmind?? My eyelids are really drooping.




1. Who was your first prom date? no one... not prom date la!

2. Who was your first roommate? sister

3. What alcoholic beverage did youfirst drink? forgot

4. What was your first job? admin.

5.What was your first car? toy car! when i'm vr young.

6. When did you go to your firstfuneral? hmmmm... forgotten when... but its my grandmother...

7. who was your first love? first ex bahs

8. Who was you first grade teacher? hmmm.. forgot =X

9. Where did you go on your first rideon an airplane? nt sure... i forgot... LOL!~ went to too man places when i was young...

10. When you snuck out of your housefor the first time? nah

11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Justina! not in contact with her anymore since i first moved house.

12. Where was your first real sleepover? hmmmm.. nt sure.

13. Will this be the first time youever went to GoofyAuctions.com? nvr gone there

14. Whose wedding were you in thefirst time? forgot. i usually heck care... lol!

17. First tattoo or piercing? hmmm. when i was 5?

18. First Celphone unit? ehhhh... tt was my mum's initially ... slowly it became mine.... *evil look* LOL!

19. First crush? forgot the name

20. First time you smoked a cigarette? never

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:35 PM





I'm not too sure if I had done this survey. If yes, pardon me! I did too many tests for me to remember in my puny mind~! =X Perhaps the answers are abit different now? LOL!~ Who knows? LOL!~

8 Lasts.

8. last cigarette: I will never smoke.. it's so bad for health.. and smelly.... ekk!~
7. last beverage: to be exact, warm mineral water! <33
6. last phone call: Recruit Express (I finally went to ask for a job!)
5. last text message: from ahh xiia galfriend
3. last BUBBLE bath: super long ago. when I went for a holiday.. i not sure oso... too long already.. lol!
2. last time you cried: this afternoon... over a show's last episode...
1. last time you hugged someone: haha! To be exact, 12th March 2007! At airport!! HAHA! =X

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice?: I nt vr sure... forgotten x)
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: i dun believe, frankly speaking.
5.missing? haha. yupp. someone.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: not vr sure... probably yes... in means of crush bahs... i'm too young to meet love now.. and probably i meet lust instead of love... haha!
3. have you ever lost someone?: yupp.
2. have you ever been depressed?: yupp.
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: err. yes.

SIX things you did in the past threedays:

6. Went to school: nopee.
5. Went to work: I WAN A JOB!! I WAN $$! not working =( rotting at home, and listening to mother nag...
.4. Colored: colored wadd. nope.
3. Got drunk: HAHA! I want to. But have to wait till the rest of FABS Gang is back!!~ LOL!
2. Slept: of course... I can't bear myself become cute panda... lol!~
1. Hurt yourself: hmmm.... i tiink i didn't?

THIS YEAR...

Made a new friend: yupp. but didn't contact liaos.
Laughed until you cried? yupp yupp! =) That's so often for me! LOL!~
Went out behind your parents back: LOL!~ Hmmmmm... let me tink... dun tink so?
Met someone who changed your life: hmmmm.... yupp. kinda... everyone changes my life in a way... lol!~
Gotten close to someone: ya...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..

1. Love: Hard to define. Hard to find. Hard to maintain.
2. Gay marriage?: not too sure. depends on the government. I anything. cuz I'm not a guy. lol!~
3. Lowering the drinking age?: It's okay! Dun have to change the drinking age. I would rather you set it to 18... so that others will not do anything wrong before the age of 18 DUE TO drinking... lol~!

ABOUT YOU:
4. Str8, Gay, Bi?, Les, Butch,Passive: Straight
5. Who is the best hugger that youknow?: best hugger.. u mean that person's hugging skills good or I feel the best in this person's hugg? Probably my dears. =) Guys... hmmm... probably... lol!~ duno?! LOL!~ *acts blur*
6. Do you believe in love at firstsight?: nahh. u asked before.
7. Is there something you want to tellsomeone?: yupp. but i'm going to keep it.
8. what kinda shirt are you wearing? blue shirt.
9. How many kids do you want to have?: not in my thought currently.
10. Do you have a good relationshipwith your parent(s)? quite okay. we quarrel every now and then.
11. Do you want to change your name?: still fine with it. I love yy! LOL~ i mean my nickname, yy. I can make up an excuse of tinking to A stuffs with my name... lol~
12. What did you do for your lastbirthday?: celebrated with the class. slacked and rotted at home. lol!~
13. What time did you wake up today?: 12 something? LOL!~
14.What were you doing at midnight?: online, typing a chap out.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait todo? WORK, SHOP, GETTING MONEY~
16. Last time you saw your father?: just now
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? i would wan to change a choice of mine. take away my mood swings, and always happy~~
18. Which hand do you like better? LEFT! LOL~
19.What are you listening to rightnow?: Lee Hom's song..
21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: yupp... i tink everyone did... lol~
22. What's the last piece of clothingyou borrowed from anyone?: ehh.... forgotten...
23. Who's getting on your nerves rightnow?: dun tink anyone..
24. Most visited webpage?: my blog, my story, friendster...
25. Coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi!! But Pepsi twist pls... i love that more.... lol!~
26. Do you have a crush?: hmmm... currently... no.
27. Have you kissed or been kissed byanyone in the past week?: yupp.
28. Do you disagree with a lot ofthings going on in the world?: i dun really care.
29. Do you think there's somemodels/people out there that shouldgain a couple pounds?: yupp... lol!~ xP
30. Do you enjoy your friendship withyour friends?: yupp. to bits.

You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:09 PM

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