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Thursday, August 31, 2006
today send off riikka. gonna miss her loads!
today went out at about 3... meeting the others at 4.30... hmmm.. oso duno whr to meet... then at the tanah merah there... saw nadz... lol~ so heng seh... or else i duno whr shld i go! LOL~ thx to her.
lol. ok. walked past minitoons shopp. wanted to go in shop. but in the end, dun haf lehs. haix. nvr mind. other day. lol~
hmmm. then took sky train. this time nt as nice as laz time i took so OPEN-view lol! hmmm... then got to the terminal 2... bleahs... then ate burger king... then princess and the others came... then chatted... bleahs... then riikka came... hmmm...
bleahs and so on... had a small drama....
lol...
and so on... then after tt, the others came... nt going into detail... cuz i dun rmb everything...
bleahs... then went up... and so on.. then chatted...
and walked around w/ kieron... vr nice walk... hahaha... thx..
hmmm... bleahs...
its reli nt the truth ok...
duno whether to stay or come out.....
in a difficult position......
i noee tt i mindd everything...
and u said, "you delete memories easily....."
so shldn't b bahx....
i shld delete all those memories as well......
muhaha...
=)
its nt true larr.
dun jealouss.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:55 AM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i wasn't heartbroken.....
as much as i remembered...
ever since...
sec 2, Jan tt time onwards.... every year i cried hard.... for a period of time....
last yr was the worst...... i cried for the whole month of april...... almost everyday...... i can cry everyday..... but then hmmm... perhaps nt in sch..... in sch, i looked as if i was normal but when i sees tt person, my tears starts to form.... tt time, tt was the first time i find so hard to act tt i dun care. i was close to tt person yett i had to act lyk i felt nothing when my heart was bleeding so profusely.
sec 2 was a little btr than last yr... because of guys that were not worth my tears...
now i duno whether will i cry for tt someone a not.....
but perhaps now i'm clear tt i'm still blur over what will be my reaction when i see him again........
maybe he's the first person i find hard to forget about.....
but maybe he's the first person who changed my mind "falling in love is magical... and nice...."
this yr, i still haven't cry for someone yett cuz i dun lyk tt person deep enuff. and instead, its fading. cuz i totally dun see him liao.
tt was a gd thing. at least when during holidays, i see him again. i wun feel my heart skipped a beat. or melt on the road again. lol~
even though sometimes i miss him badly, but then i can still control cuz it wasn't as bad as i miss tt guyy tt i had a crush on during sec 4... this guy is nt worth... so nt going to talk anymore... his character reli sucked... nt the same guyy as i "loved" during sec 2... its another one... hahaha...
yest was watching rainie yang's show on kang xi lai le.. hahaha... she was vr funny... and from her video, i gt more inspirations from her actions... thx to her... and thx to myself for finding the video... and i watched jay chou and xiao zhu playing ard... tt was funny... when jay slammed xiao zhu's cd album down on the floor... lol~
was funny... gt inspiration but dun dare to start my story... cuz winglin lyk forever unstable... and from wadd i see, nt much reader reading... so nt gonna start first... my inspiration still inside the file... increasing and increasing as day goes by... lol~ gd thing to hear yar?
the detective story (second new story) nt gonna start first... cuz i only gt one inspiration only... i mean on the crime scene... lol~ =P i'm bad at it... have to tink more... bleah bleah... my place here... lyk the sky getting darker and darker... going to send off rikka today... meeting my classmates at 4.30... lalalala~
during exam period, i found out tt i didn't like him too deep. i was able to erase him from my mind. perhaps tt was simply a simple crush. vr fast, it will be over and clearr.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:51 PM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
today went out... but sian...
haiz... went out but simply sian...
hmmm... i went for an appointment at 3.50... 1 sth we set off liao~
hmmm... then mummy, daddy n moii eat the meatball stall... lol~
hmmm... then mum's reaction vr cute... today de food nt vr gd... cuz a little too salty liao... moii one too sour... hmmm... duno wadd's happening... then my mum say. "wah. salty (in hokkien)" HAHA. then she tested my father's soup, she exclaimed "wah! salty! (in hokkien)" same reaction. muhaha. lol~
then after eating, we went to sit 106 to clementi...
tt was a reli long time when i on the same bus w/ my daddy liao. laz time he used to drive. but nw he often overseas, so he doesn't need a carr anymore. we dun usually travel and wanna save $$ oso... lol~ it feels reli weird to have dad standing beside mii... duno wadd to talk to him abt... mii n mummy more close... so can talk more... but daddy... i duno wadd to talk to him abt... lol~ nt sian lar... but weird lorr... lol~ then in the end, when the three of us together, then daddy will start to joke... lol~ then we will appreciate it by laughing out loud... lol~ my daddy is more funny than mii... but can see today he a little moody larr... on train, daddy sit beside mummy.. then daddy look a little down... he say he nt enuff slp... hmmm... ok... mummy oso nt enuff slp... but then she laughed when i did weird faces when i was standing by the door and they are sitting at another side... lol~ i tink other ppl tink i'm a weird person bahx? LOL~ doing weird faces in mrt. lol~ lyk tt cute ma... lol~ *vomits*
HAHAHa...
hmmm... *skipped*
then when we waiting for mrt to come... we were tinking wadd time will we come out of the place... if we take mrt back... sure a lot of ppl... then when i see the squeezing crowd in the train i will say, "wah... dun wan larr..." LOL~ my sis noee wadd i will say, she told my mother yest wadd i will say usually when i sees such big crowd on bus or train... lol~ they so noee mii liao. then my jie say my mother's reaction will be "let's wait for the next train bahx..." LOL~
HAHAHAHA... then we laughed the mrt station... muhahaha...
then 3 reached the place... then 3.30 came out liao... usually on tt queue, i will abt 4 or 5 denn come out... this time SHOCKED~
lol~
then sat on the free shuttle bus... lol~ when we alighted... because i was in front of mummy... i quite tall in the family... then i had to bend my head down... or else will bang the door... lol~ then horr... when i got down, i immediately told my mummy "be careful of ur head!" LOL~ then she stunned at the door there. lol. cuz i suddenly say tt ma. and plus horr. when my mummy alight, she dun have to lower her head seh! so gd. but i wanna b taller leh. lol~
HAHA. then horr. today go to tt clinic. i tot will measure blood pressure, height and weight de. i wanna noee my exact height and weight. LOL~ blood pressure oso lar. hahaha. in the end, dun haf. then when waiting for the shuttle bus, i kept grumbling. muhaha! i wanna see whether was i reli fatter... and was i taller mah... i feel gt fatter and taller larr... but then wanna noee grow how much liao ma... muhahaha...
ok... then we sat 174 back home... 1 hr + de journey... enuff time to waste.... so its ok... then hmmm... when we went in, the bus was empty... and plus double-deck seh... lol~ lol... then we all vr notti... when gt sun... we shifted from left to right... lol~ then we shifted here and there... since no one was on the bus... lol... and imagine... three person take up six seats... we siao liao... my family siao de... same as mii.. hahaha~ ok... then hmmm... in the end, my parents sat in front... cuz my daddy wanna orh orh... then i sat behind them... lol~ then i was listening to song... wanna sing out liao... then the bus stop and ppl start coming in... drive so fast for wadd huh! LOL~~~
then i sat properly when ppl came in lorr... cannot reli enjoy liao... i nvr sing out loud... but my mouth was moving... LOL~
ok... then reached home lorr... then i played game...
nowadays have been playing many games.
1) Gem Shop
2) Jewel Thief
3) Snowy Lunch Rush
4) Dier Dash 2
5) Law And Order : The Vengeful Heart
6) Family Feud
7) and lots more larr...
yest played law and order: the vengeful heart for vr long... until i vr late denn i bathe... lol~ the game nice... is abt u being a detective and have to find out who is the murderer... have to listen to the suspect's interview and so on de larr... vr fun... but then i play until half, the climax liao... hang... STUPID SEH~~ lol...
ok larr... do download these games... vr nice! =)
tk cr~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:29 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
nowadays nvr go out... but tml will go out liao~~
nvr go out... reli sian seh...
today actually wanna go out de... but then my parents went overseas once again... leaving mii all alone at home again...
haiz... or else i wanna go dearr's house and play game...
haiz... dearr u will have to wait... thx for ur patience... lol~
rmb thurs gt K ok... lol~
maybe i come ur house first or sth... lol~
hecks.....
hmmm...
had a weird dream... but rather lyk it...
hmmm...
tt qn..... at least, now i feel its ok...
challenge myself bahx?
second time falling in love w/ you... i tink i fall in love so many more times than tt... i once sang tt to u... and it reli happened to mii... so darn...
its reli a thing, when u get to noee this person deeper, u love this deeper, the harder you forget this person....
so i feel vr lucky!
its impossible liao......
lalalalala~~
heyy. anyone wanna go for salsa class?! if interested, pls sms mii. =))
ask here, will get responds faster bahx? lol~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:59 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
notinloveanymore
haha.
impossible liao.
jus came back from tiong. lol~
i jus finished doing my hair. lol~ lyk nth lyk tt. jus some color change. the color change was nt even obvious. i only gt back the same result. lalala~
nvr mindd.
jus simplyy sians. and i met pei yi and eunice in tiong.
lol~ wanna go down and ka jiao kieron but nvr see him so i jus walked off.
lalala.... sians. wanna go my dearr's house de.. but then vr late liao... will go other day kk~
muackx... gonna read her story soon...
www.winglin.net/fanfic/for_you_luvJ
lol~ =) comment for her!!
kk... bye!
notinloveanymore. =)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:38 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
today had so much fun singing...
lol...
i'm still vr high now...
tt my exam is finally over!!
LALALA~~
i can do anything i wan liao...
i can slowly cancel the stuffs tt i will be doing during the holidays liao... lol~~
hahaha... currently nothing is completed...
Let you have a peck of my list... for my holidays... i wrote it when i was studying for my exam.. lol... i slacked...
1) Need for speed most wanted and underground
2) Photoshop (make at least one satisfied poster)
3) Download pic for my hp
4) Youtube (watch videos lar)
5) Watch tv. muhaha! rubbish.
6) Sing k-box. jus did it today! hmmm. but nt counted as done. lol~ i sing w/ my dearr le then counted done. lol~ cuz i promised her ma. =) *dearr, are u smiling when u looking at this?* xP
7) Shopping ( of course i gonna do it... at least one time i will be doing alone de window shopping... hahaha... shop alone vr free de! )
8) Find inspiration for my new stories
9) Work for $$
10) Overnight LOL~
11) Play comp long
12) Look blur by the window and listening to the radio. (shiok! i tell u)
13) Visit Band / School~ (actually the same)
14) Download games (currently i'm doing it!)
15) Read up some books for inspirations!
today went to sing k-box w/ yanyan, xinyi, camii, angie, CK and Jason. lol~ Jason super high seh~ muhahaha. too bad kieron cannot come cuz he working... or else can sing old songs w/ him! MUHAHA~ xP a old song lover. muhaha!
ok... then hmmm... at first we wanted to go Party-World de... cuz gt the vouncher and more cheaper... but then seems to ermmm... closed? lol~
okie... then we went to K-box lorr... lalalala... then sang from 1 sth to 5.30... tt was cool~ LOL~~
and we were tinking gt so many ppl nt enuff mike... then we said we wanna request a extra mike since there's still A EXTRA HOLE. LOL~ SOUNDS WRONG... lol~
hahaha... and lots more larr... then jason sing until super high de... he dun need mike oso can sing louder than us... muhaha... and in between, gt some things happen... dun wanna say... yanyan shld noee herself yar? LOL~
hmmm... then had real fun time singing... but then some ppl dun sing de leh... we guilty lehh...
hmmmmm.....
okies... then bleahs bleahs... then went home lorr...
.itsntbecauseyouareneartomyhart.
.itsbecauseiiavoidedyouandclosedmyhart.
.perhapsttwasaupanddownbahx.
.hecks.
nth much to say. cuz i vr high now... and tinking over some stuffs... .hmmm...
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:53 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
had a terrible nightmare...
wah... jus woke up nt long ago...
i had a reli terrible nightmare... but nt as bad as e time i felt i molested in the dream... lol~
hmmmm... i dreamt of mii... killed someone... and my current sch noee abt this thing... and because dun wan to spoil reputation, they wanna chase mii out of sch... and another classmate of mine (i duno who this person is, i only noee its a guy but nvr see before de) oso kena chased out cuz he oso kena suspected tt he was my accompliance. then in the end, i rmb i helped him find proof to show tt he's reli nt the one. i noee tt i killed someone. but this innocent person cannot be chased out. once chased out, other sch wun accept us as well.
in the end, i'm the only one kena chased out.
i cannot go back to np anymore... no more course... no more education... and other sch will nt accept mii... no job... no nothing...
wah suddenly feel super hopeless... and i cried in the dream... in real, when i sleeping, i was crying too~ tt was how terrible..
i love this sch real lots. and i miss my crazy classmates. so i definitely dun wan to get out of this sch. i dun lyk other schs, cuz i will nt b familiar lor.
haiz. real bad dream.
another time was i was told tt i will b tranferred to TP in biomedical science... hahaha... then i was lyk super sadd... and super moody in the dream... i hated going to places w/ ppl i duno at all...
hahahaha... hmmm... perhaps tt's all...
maybe horr... i gt this dream because i tink too much abt my second new story le... cuz its about murderer de story... lol~ see larr... tink too much liao! until i become murderer le! OH MY GOSH~~
lol~
miss.isntthewordtosay.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:54 AM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
wanted to post... but gt error...
i wanted to post some stuffs straight after i reach home...
but then i forgotten liao...
lol~~
hmmm...
today i tot about my inspirations for my second new story... lalala~
tt one abit challenging... in fact vr challenging... muz tink a lot de... lol~ even when i watching tv, i oso finding for inspirations... today is my inspiration day... muhahaha~ vr nice~ LOL~
gt some parts i tink of it liao... lol~
hope i can write it out in words... lalala~~
=)
everythingistoolatetogetyouback.
duncryoverspilledmilk.
howcomeiialwayscryoverpeoplewhoisworthless.
heyy. today horr. watched the news... then saw the richest person in singapore... muhahaha... then i told mummy tt i'm priceless... u dun haf to buy it... hahaha... priceless = is nt too ex to buy... is its FOC (free of charge) MUHAHAHA~ u get mii for free... u wan mii?
lol~
*puking*
hee!
wanted to change my blogskin de... but keep on changing oso nt vr gd... and oso its hard to find a purple blogskin as nice as this one... haiz~
hecks first larr...
lol~ by the way, advanced happy birthday to xin yi! i mean my current class de xinyi... LOL~
ttgrip.isimplymissitklz.
ttwassimmplyysosaddenningggx.
thesongg.
HAHA. Jay chou horr. sing male duet w/ FEI YU CHING LEH~~ can u imagine tt? at first, i listened to jay chou's new song... i heard a "gay" voice singing... and doesn't sound lyk him... hahaha... then jay chou say tt he express his thanks for having the chance to cooperate in this duet w/ MR. Fei Yu Ching. WAH KAOX~~ its him ar... no wonder... *AHEM* i mean his voice vr gentle and soothing larr... i tot jay chou suddenly from cool become GENTLE liao... hmmm... lol... then second part then hear him sing... then ok... lol~ ^^
ok lar... the song... dun ask mii wherre i gt the song... someone send the add to mii and i lost the add now... i wanna put it oso cannot liao... so sorry... hee! but his album going to be out soon... shld b able to listen to it soon lor~~
his album is duno wadd fan te xi de... something lyk tt lar... lol~
or 9 yue de yunzi oso nt badd... muhahaha!
bye!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:44 PM
TIRING~~ WELCOME BACK!!! DADDY MUMMY!!
today study until vr tiredd...
haiz...
nowadays, my parents went oversea... they jus came back from Manila...
lol~
then when they go overseas, and my sis go out work... i'm left all alone...
i'm real sians man...
hmmm... and i reli miss them lots!
lol~
esp. mummy...
cuz i have to learn how to cook to let myself nt hungry and so on.. i had to sweep the floor... prepare lots of things... lol~
so funny...
then now i finally noee how to cook rice liao... hahaha... and my rice nt bad worr~ LOL~ cuz horr... i everytime at home, i dun cook de... i vr lazy... LAZY BUM!!
bleahs xP
then hmmm... mummy nt around... i go cook the soup... now i noee y she love to cook the soup liao... cuz its easy to cook... jus add water, add chicken cube and add the ingredients in can liao worr! HAHAHAHAHA~
so easy... wadd the hell... haiz...
no wonder larr.. my mum oso lazy de lorr....
today had no mood to study... perhaps miss them too much...
when the door bell rang, i oso duno to receive them or not... in the end, i did... and i gave a vr loud yeah! hahaha. i missed them too badly. seriously.
taking care of the house is nt easy. esp. u have so many things duno. lol~
lyk mii.
hee!
and i had to feed water to the "pond".
muhaha.
haiz~~
today listened to radio when i had no mood to study. gt one story they say.
"There's this saying from my friend. During your birthday, you shouldn't receive any present from your mother because on this very day, she gave birth to you. Because of her, you existed. So you owe her. so she owe you a present. Instead, on your birthday, you should give her a present as something to say that you are thankful for having me born on earth and thanks for feeding me, taking care of my everything. And also, thanks for being so noble and loving me..."
Wah... i cried seh! cuz i miss my mummy... and she's finally back!
lol~ and she's thinner liao... after the trip... she say vr tiring... no rest de... lol~
hmmm... nt bad... daddy no change leh... weird... he used to it liao worr~
lol~
but daddy told mii tt i mature liao... hahaha... listen liao a bit high...
after they went off,
i realized one thing.
i reli can't live w/o them.
they are a part of my simple life.
they make an influence.
in fact, everyone does on each other's life.
but parents are definitely the biggest influence of all.
because they are the ones who took care of you that long.
w/o mummy, so many good tings tt i enjoyed i couldn't do.
24 hrs is nt enuff for mi!
and being alone is reli boring.
jus a few days only, i so bored liao.
then my mummy leh? everytime at home everyday, daddy n sis go work and i go sch, she alone? then how she feels when there's no tv prog to watch? wadd will she do?
hmmm...
so saddening seh~
haiz...
perhaps tt was sth tt i learnt frm the trip..
=)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:27 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
200th POST!!
yay!
200th post liao...
finally OBC IS OVER~~
hahaha...
hmmm... today had a totally diff. feel. but then i jus kept smiling when i was at home.
hahaha. u noee it. i noee it. lol~
=))
so notti u... lol~
but u r cute... hahaha...
"haha..." tt was our reply...
yest was watching show... and laughing lyk siao... hahaha... S.H.E de... from youtube de...
hahaha...
Ella was tongue-tied, she spoke chinese all the way, then there was once she was vr agitated and she "I...I...I..." (in english, stuttering)... then Xiao S helped her, "I didn't do anything.." then the both of them nodded (ella had her fingers pointing to show tt she agreed... that's what she intended to say...but jus tongue-tied..) ... hahaha... the others laughed...
lol.... going to laugh my heads off liao... muhaha! ^^
denn bleahs bleahs... played a little bit of games... hee! ^^
I was really shocked that u gave mii this as a surprise... I was blushing and smiling away...
perhaps love is back....
"till the end of time"
this phrase i reli miss it lots.
it was once a phrase i reli hated.
today after exam, i tot i will meet him cuz i met some "old" ppl.
i have a premonition that he will come. but in the end, i nvr see him.
perhaps he's one side just tt i didn't see?
hahaha.
last few days, i dreamt of himm and another ex-big-crush i had during sec sch. lol~ i was reli surprisedd.
=)
what happened to us?
alittlejealous.
abackhug.
apassionatelook.
asimplemessage.
sweetinmyhartx.
aleanonurshoulder.
i always wanted to say....
"i love you..."
"........"
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:56 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
wadd a great show!
yest horr... online until half... my jie call mii go watch stephen chow's show... hahaha... tt's show super funny de... he gt wadd show nt funny de... muhahahaz! i love him lots man...
then i was lyk laughing lyk siao...
"DON'T BLOCK MY WAY!! I'M HIS HUANG SHANG!!" His majesty shouted very loud to the commoners who were blocking his way.
Then the commoner rushed away after hearing that.
Later, he "shoo-ed" all his guards and inform them not to tell anyone that he's his majesty. He don't wish anyone to know who is he.
WAH LAU~~ LAUGH LYK HELL~~
then previously he shouted so loud to the commoners tt he's majesty liao~
wah lau...
muhahaha...
gt a lot of scenes i laugh till siao...
lol... then after tt, gt a horror movie... its PG de... wah...
"TELL ME SOMETHING"
i love horror movie... i like to watch at home... but nt outside...
duno y...
more exciting...
then my jiee watching w/ mii ma... she always dun lyk to watch such show de... while i love it lyk hell... lol~ then horr... she go switch channels seh! HAIZ~~ then the first part i duno wadd happen lorr... then in the end, no show to watch... then i call her sleep lorr... then i watch beside her bed... muhahaha... then she wanted to slp de... but then in the end, she oso nvr slp... duno wadd's wrong lar... but then the scenes were nt vr terrible... this horror show is about a murderer who's a skilled doctor who uses analgesics very efficiently, and then chops the corpses into very neat pieces and then put into video (as a process). lol~ then all the killed victim were related to a girl. hmmm. then the girl gt a best friend, who's a girl oso. then horr. at first i already suspected her liao. when the inspectors started as wadd's her occupation. She say she's still on the way to her doctor route. she's currently studying 2 yr. the part when they learn how to open up corpses for inspection and so on lar. lol~ the term vr chim duno how to spell oso. hahaha.
ALL THE VICTIMS HORR. WERE THE GIRL'S EX.
so i tot the best fren is a les, dun wish anyone to hurt her in any way.
the girl ( i mean nt the best fren ) , gained a lot of trust from the one of the cops. bleahs. and then the cops gave her a gun.
the girl's history was vr pitiful... when she was very young, she was molested and raped by her very own father... her father was an artist... at first, he wanted her to be naked for him to make painting... and he has the reason to touch her every now and then... then later she was finally raped... and then on, the girl dun trust anyone... anymore...
so on so on...
then horr. then in the end, the girl killed her best fren w/ the cop's gun at a music shop, when the girl's best fren intended to kill her w/ a knife.
then the best fren died lorr. then the cop tot everything was ok liao. until the day when the girl left for france. the cop look over the evidence and found out tt something's fishy w/ the girl. then he went to her house and search for some stuffs and found the same button as one of the dead victim.
then there's one vr big tank in her house. he duno y, go switch on the lights of the tank, revealing a naked male's body ( i can't see lar). then horr. feeling vr frustrated and being betrayed, he banged against the tank to vent his anger and all the fluid flowed out. and a male body lied on the floor. (they nvr show the lower part, but i was sure its a male cuz dun have breasts de). haiz.
then the cop jus let the girl escape to france so easily. and on the plane, another guy get to meet her. and the tragedy begins once again............
so in the end, the murderer has an accomplice and the murderer is now scot-free...
LALALALALALA~~
NICE STORY RITE!!!
vr nice... watched until 3 sth then slp... muhahaha!
super nice!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:19 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
yest de... haiz...
yest horr... haiz... my internet connection gt prob seh...
all cannot log in... darn...
then today everything ok liao... i oso duno wadd happened...
heck care...
i'm missing need for speed... hahaha...
LOL~~
i wanna play! so nice~~
hee.. but my dearr its sian liao... haiz~
but then i still wanna play... ppl beginner ma... interested ma... i wanna go harvey norman and see whether gt a not... ex a not... muhaha!
kk... yest i had a big quarrel w/ my mother over my temper...
tt was simply so darn...
i raised my voice on her for so long lorr... vr unreasonable...
but at nite, we ok liao...
haiz... oso duno her larr...
she's too sensitive sometimes... and her temper oso infuriates mii sometimes... her expression sometimes vr sucky de... haiz...
no one is perfect... too badd...
dun provoke mii can liao~~
kk... bad mood yest... today still ok! LALALALALALALALALALA~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:08 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
today had so much fun laughing...
hahahaha...
today had so much fun....!!
too many things to talk about seh... lol~ so funny...
laugh until tears come out...
muhahaha... and today i watched yu le bai fen bai... then xiao S sing off pitch... then she burst out laughing... tt was the part when i laughed a lot w/ her as well! tt was simply so funny... and today daddy ka jiao mii lorr... muhahahahaha..
MUHAHA~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:03 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
finale!
"Get back to the past.."
"It's too late. I've regretted."
"Why it ended..."
"Because I didn't truly treasure it and I just let it go..."
"Then let it happen again... perhaps its a miracle that happens on you..."
Regrets .
Treasure .
How much have I treasured my love?
How much have I regretted from a relationship?
Both, too much. hahaha~
When I was eating, I was tinking how come i fall in love w/ ppl tt i love more than this person who love me.
perhaps this person dun even love me.
lol~
see lar. i bo liao until can tink of such bo liao stuffs liao~
but it's reli true...
was tinking wadd's the reason behind...
and another ting i thought abt when i eating lunch was tt...
dun expect ppl to love u the way u love them...
perhaps they dun show their love by actions, or by speech doesn't mean they dun care or love you... diff. ppl have diff. way of showing their love/ affection. perhaps he/she is nt gd at saying, but he/she stays beside you all the time.. but you find tt he/she is so irritating and no freedom...
or even he/she scolds you as a way of affection but u dun see it so... u see tt this person so hot-tempered and doesn't seem to lyk u at all because he/she is scolding all the time...
i siao liao... but tt's reli the truth...
tt's y true love requires lots of courage to clarify...
a lot of determintation to persevere regardless any obstacles breaking the both of you up..
a lot of affinity to get together...
fate to bring both of you together...
true love and concern to sustain the relationship long...
total trust and sincerity to prevent outside obstructs...
that's why i dun wan to get married. lyk so much things lyk tt leh... hahaha... see first bahx... i oso duno will i meet someone i really love a not. i've nt met ppl whom i LOVE. i only met ppl tt i LIKE. hahaha. or perhaps it was jus a plain crush. hahaha. open-sided like. hahaha. simple.
=)
but nt being attached, is nt bad larr.. nt reli tied down. and no commitments...
hee! then dun have to stick to one...
but the thing is...
no ring...
no present...
no meaning...
MUHAHA...
i will say diff. thing when i meet someone i like.
currently : no one shld b in my mind.
too far liao, no hope le. lol~ ^^
In dramas, I often see true love. I mean true love in an act. They always say you can see love from each other's eyes
hmmm... today one of my fav show... finale liao!
hmmm... thrilling show indeed...
channel U at 10 tt one... hahaha... tml i going to catch my love san soon... lolS~
heard some say vr nice... some say ok ok... hmmm... so going to test it out myself... lalalala~
okies...
bye!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:30 PM
today.... hmmm... sians... almost late sehh...
wah lau~
today almost late sehh...
phew... i still managed to get there on time! PHEW~~
see larr... holiday mood... actually this week is study week lor.
oso haven reli study... hahaha... i touched the books but nvr open the book... MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
ok... then hmmm... i miss him badly today...
dun get to see him at all....
haix......
but nvr mind~~
bleahs! =)
continue to miss him bahx!
hee... in life, everyone goes thru' at least one ambigous relationship...
hahaha..
countless.... woohoo~
nt a gd thing either....
hee! ^^
fading~
dearr, sorry horr. ka jiao ur ham until u have to scold him. then now he had to face the wall for self reflection. haix. i tink u touch one cockroach and make him awake can liao! xP
so bad mi~~
hahaha... u still haf mii hor!
=)
dun worrie larr. ham will soon recover frm the ball sickness. he kena molested so his mentality haven come back yet. all my fault. ball tempting. haix~
xP
kk larr... bye~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:20 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
job interview....
today 9.15, nikky jie jie called mii... at first i tot it was a alarm... in actual, i jus wanna let it ring until it stops... hahaha... then i have an intuition, nt so simple de ring... then i took the phone frm the MESS... hahaha! saw tt from a MESS... i tink going to have a nag frm my parents liao... then daddy will secretly come into my room and tidy up for mii... then i will say him nt to touch my stuffs... everytime he put the things in wrong places... then i search until siao de... hmmm...
hecks...
ok... hmmm... then i took out the phone... saw a unfamiliar no.
usually nt sure de no. , i wun ans de. hahaha
i oso dun lyk to call back. so feel surprised or honored tt i call back [ unless is my family call mii lar ]
muhaha!
kk. then horr. i decided to listen. if wrong no, i oso can scold this person for calling so early and disturb my slp... in the end is nikky jie jie... she told mii tt i gt a short job interview an united square at 3.30 lorr... hmmm...
then in the end, went there....... hmm...... bleahs and so on...
when i reached home, was 7 sth liao...
then i slept until 10 sth... hahaha! then crawl up and watch tv a little bit...
muhahaa...
today went past the place whr we were.....
i reli miss the moments when you.....
and it purposely stopped a little longer than it usually does......
that's what i hate about it.....
i kept looking at the place.....
after that place gets over, i went into a daze and miss you badly again....
have been so terrible nowadays......
loving is not really a good thing....
esp. when we dun see each other tt often........
tt's reli...
haiz~~
heartrending.....
=)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:54 PM
listening to jay chou's song
listen to jay chou de song. gt diff. feel liao...
hahaha... listened to his old album... heard tt he going to have a new album released on 8 sept... waiting for it... hmmm... hope its still nice bahx... hahaha...
realized tt his drum beat is vr easy but then will jus make u wanna listen again and again... his beat and song forever so tempting... i tink he put something into his song tt attracts listeners to keep on supporting him... hmmm...
lol... btw, today i really miss him badly... until i wanna kill him in my mind...
GRR!! irritated...
dun wan to like anyone le larr... since we so far away frm each other... might as well give up... aiyo~~
darn...... fan ren......
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:32 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
continue on w/ the pretendence
shld i tink deeper or not?
yest told her abt it. she say to be careful
three letter word. both have an 'A'
wadd if it doesn't change and remains there.
then shld i give up finally?
wastedd
scared to feel hurtt
everything is so weirdd
i noee it noess mii feeling
its too obvious
its too dubious
wadd's going on....
forget it.....
jus let it go...
STAMPED
'Pretend'
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:58 PM
anyone oso can do this
Q. First thing you did this morning?:
open my eyes (sees a lot of ppl staring me*)... ok larr... check hp whether gt msg a not... can? lol~
Q. Last thing you ate?:
hmmmm.. rice...
Q. What's annoying you right now?
hmmm.. currently nothing... hahaha...
Q. What's the last movie you saw?
Over The Hedge
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
Not really.
Q Where is the last place you went?:
Jurong West
Q: Who is the last person you called?:
mummy
Q: Do you think that someone is thinkingabout you right now?
nt sure leh...
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,creativity)?
love.
Q: Do you wish on stars?:
when i was in sec sch, i wish i was w/ someone tt i lyk. but in the end, muhaha. nt successful. see lar. watch too much meteror garden liao! hahaha~
Q: When did you last cry? .
forgotten. long time ago... laugh until cry counted ma?
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
sometimes only.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
depends.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
hmmm. no i dun tink so. lols. most secrets my mummy noee. hahaha~
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
PURPLE! YEAH~
Q: Do you have any pets?
NO MORE LIAO! SOB!
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
yellow blue pattern...
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
chatting?
Q: last person you talked to :
sister
Q: When is the last time you saw yourdad?
a few hours ago..
Q: Look to your left:
window..
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
yup... for chinese O level result... or else dun haf... instead ppl cry on mii... i so bone... ppl still lyk to cry on mii seh~ HAHAH~
Q: Song that makes you cry?
lots of songs. VR SAD DE WILL~ lol~
Q: Are you a normally happy person?
hahaha. can lyk tt say lar. xP
Q: What color are your eyes?
Hazel or brown. heck care lar. eyes too small. can't see. hee!
Q: Long or Short Hair :
shoulder? lol~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:34 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
intersting love webby~
http://www.doodie.com/relationship_breakup_e.php
hahaha... go to this website... vr cute! Lol~
when u angry w/ ur another half... go watch this! LOL~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:51 PM
Firework festival finale photo!! 2
Parts of the firework performance... the lower part... wah... tt time my hand aching lyk hell... lols... cuz i sat down... and took it... lols~ ^^. gd effort anyway... hee!
This is the photo when the firework almost going to end... a lot of firework in the sky worr~ super nice!! HAHAHA...At first, the firework started total green... red.. white.. golden... then colorful... bleahs... hahaha...
color range vr little but pattern lots. nice! ^^
france de nice seh!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:25 PM
Firework festival finale photo!! HAHAHA~ forgot to put it up!
This photo was taken frm where i was sitting... i was seated behind the merlion... hahaha... then there are lots of ppl lorr... haiz... and the toilet is super far away... i tink if i'm urgent... by the time i reach the toilet, i tink i wet my pants liao! HAHA. its super far lorr and its long queue all the way. wah lauu. then i have so much urge to jus pee into the river. hahaha. fine mii den. lols~ VR URGENT SEH~ hahaha...
can u imagine the toilet is at second floor and the queue is at first floor liao! SEE HOW LONG U GOING TO WAIT!!
then we walked frm the place we are... at the Merlion to the esplanade there de toilet... which is opposite sehh! wah lau... have to walk across the bridge and get thru parts of esplanade... darn... haiz~~ by the time we walk back, the night fall liao~ wah lau~ see how far it is...
when came back, feeling reli bored, some suggested to play heart attack. hahaha. even though i duno some ppl but i dun mind playing. hahaha. they looks lyk they are fun ppl... lol~ then we played heart attack... hahaha... wah lau~ played until vr fun... and inside gt one guy ma... then horr... heart attack is supposed to have the same no. rite of diff pattern... then he misinterpret the explanation my frens gave... when he heart attack, we saw his card... all were diff. no. but of the same pattern... hahaha... i laughed my heads off... so the previous times when he heart attack... there were false... hahaha... then dearr kept saying, no wonder i hate him... hahaha! =) he's an unlucky star... but then he vr cute!! hahahahaha~ he looks lyk malay worr~ lol~ had a lot of fun playing heart attack, hand a bit pain only...
hahaha... had a fun time avoiding the hit... hee! ^^
Dun doubt your eyes! HAHAHA~ my dearr's dearest HAMMIE!! HAHAH~ cute rite? its slping w/ a ugly facial expression. hahaha~ i took it secretly when its slping... lalalala~ but its cute alright! miss him lots! lol~ finally see him in real again... and i played w/ his BIG BALLS... hahaha... pervertic mii... too badd... too tempting and juicy... OOPS!! XP
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:08 PM
Have ever loved somebody?
Sometimes
It's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's
So much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams
Are upside down
And you just
Want to change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was a chance
To say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way
I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever
Felt your heart
Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
I should know
'Cause I loved and Lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think
That this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms
Where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever
That I found I'd give it all to
Change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was
A chance to say
I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about You and me, baby
Have you ever
Felt your heart Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
I should know
(I should know)
'Cause I loved and Lost the day I let you go
I really want to
Hear you say
That you know
Just how it feels
To have it all and Let it slip away
Can't you see
I know the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could
Change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved And lost somebody
Wished there was A chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see (Oh)
That's the way I feel about You and me, baby
Have you ever
Felt your heart Was breaking?
Looking down the road You should be taking
I should know
(I should know)
'Cause I loved and Lost the day I let
Yes I loved and Lost the day I let
Yes I loved and Lost the day I let you go
I have a feeling that he knows my feeling .
That is not a very good sign .
I dun tink I truly love somebody before. I liked someone. But I have not found someone that i truly love.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:47 PM
THIRD POST OF THE DAY~~
hahaha... today may be 13 august liao... but then counted as the third post of the day ok! HAHAHA... readers happy liao larr... gt so much to read about... lols...
kk...
this is specially for princess janah. i tink she knows tt i love such tests. but then cannot copy and paste. vr troublesome worr. have to type myself. haiz~
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES
color : black, purple, dark blue [frequency decreases in list]
food : rojak near my house. bouncy meatballs, nice soup cooked by mummy, golden mushroom! =) and my all-time fav! xP
movie : Over The Hedge, lots more larr... hahaha...
sport : walk LOL~ reli. tt's the truth!
season : winter. i love cold cold de. hahaha. dun sweat so much! LOL~ or spring oso nt bad. lols~
ice-cream flavor : vanilla, choc chip. *drools*
country : singapore of course! my homeland, my one and only country!
thing : my hp. hee!
YOUR NINE CURRENTS
mood : nt bad. sleepy now.
clothes : red, black
desktop : my design lor. lol
toe nails : nt painted. normal color lor.
time : 12.18 AM
annoyance : hmmm. miss another him too much. its irritating. dun wish the feelings to be back.
thoughts : him n him.
songs : fen lie by jay chou [ my fav song. because its sad enuff ]
YOUR EIGHT FIRST
boyfriend : mr potato
crush : when pri sch lar. oso forgot his name liao! xP
movie : titanic bahx... or some chinese movies... lol~
piercing : when i was 5.
lie : pri sch times... hahaha... everytime lie tt i nvr buy stuffs.. lol~ but then i save money secretly to buy the satay stick downstairs and share w/ my frens at playground... muhaha~~
music : children song bahx. i hate tt. lol~ too motivating liao~
cry : when i was baby? lol~
YOUR SIX LAST
drink : mineral waterr
crush : him [ so far away frm mii seh ]
movie seen : Over The Hedge
phone call : weird phone call frm my dearr. hahaha. i tricked him today by acting crazy on the fone. muhaha.
cd played : wu niang by jolin tsai
FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: hair band, clothes, bracelet, tie hair tt one, unders.
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY: watch fireworks, eat pizza, laugh, played heart attack.
THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW: ppl talking downstairs, fan sound and sha tan by david tao lol~
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT : family n love
ONE THING I DO WHEN BORED : listen to music and sing out loud [ heck care liao. call police lor! LOL~ ]
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS : anyone interested [ princess, thx for choosing mii. hahaha! u noee i will do it huh... ]
muackx..... bye!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:14 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Firework festival finale !
hmmm...
yest went w/ yan yan n kieron...
this time is w/ my sec sch frens and plus my sec frens de frens... hahaha!
=)
okies... hmmm...
i woke up at straight 11, hahaha. i slept late at 2 sth bahx. i was looking at some stuffs [ nt porn of course! ] hahaha. jus plain jokes n horoscope stuffs. [ rmb i'm a horoscope freak! i believe so much on wadd it says ] lol~
kk... hmmm... then i totally duno wadd i wanted to do at first... i had to clean up, sweep floor, iron clothes, choose clothes, eat and so on... everything is nt done... then i had to plan before i do it quick... in the end, i planned and i did them... hmmm... then when i was ironing the clothes... the iron thing exploded! DUHX! wah kaox... i was shocked sehh! heng arr... i jumped away frm the explosion... or else my hand will kena liao! okies... then hmmm... decided nt to iron liao.. cuz i feel the iron dun give out heat anymore... then i might as well change to another set of clothes... hmmm... then i went to sweep the floor immediately... denn horr... i switch on the switch... then cannot switch on the vacuum leh! weird de... then after tt, i went to try to switch on the fan for fun only... then horr.. its short circuit... no wonder all the thing dun have power de... then tt means i have to bathe w/ no heater! I CAN DIE LEH!!
wah lau... then i ended up washing my hair only... i reli can't withstand cold water pouring onto my body... its shivering cold man!
then i rushed... and went out at about 2 sth... then hmmm... aimed to reach dearr's house at 3... hahaha... 2.45 already at the commowealth MRT liao... 5 mins walk can reach her house liao! HAHAHA ~cool! LOVE TT...
kk... then reached her house... hmmm... was playing games... then chatted w/ her... lol... and i gotten my present... but then in the end rite, i forgot to take it along when i left the house. haix. nvr mind. let it stay there first. but then its tortoise leh! HAHAHA ^^. love u lots!
hmmm... then i played hamm hamm. lol. miss him leh! LOL~ okies... thne he grew bigger liao... i mean the balls... hahaha... then i played w/ his balls... hahaha... soft soft de... NO CHOICE~~ TEMPTING MA... dun say i pervert leh! HEE!
hahaha... ok.. then dearr ordered pizza lorr... MUHAHA... cool... *drools* then see her play game until vr shiok... esp. the need for speed... woohoo... so cool~ dearr, dun overdo it horr... hahaha... ltr u get the hang of it... if u gt license liao... i oso wun sit ur car... vr dangerous... u lyk to challenge police cars! HAHA~ jus kiddin.
xP *saw dearr staring liao*
lalala...
hmmm... then headed to city hall to meet bee bee... then we walked to the esplanade the merlion there to koop nice seats... hahaha... vr nice indeed... w/ lotsa winds... nt lyk yest lyk tt... vr weird place... and today we watched firework sitted down sehh! SUPER NICE!!
today is france group... hmmm.. i prefer today one... because gt lots more pattern than yest... but today de color range is lesser as compared to yest de... overall, i prefer today. cuz i love lotsa patterns! LOL~
hmmm... okay... lols~ i love today's outing...
in actual, mii n dearr wanted to go the beach there n talk again de... but then gt lots of ppl... and we had to walk over the overhead bridge...which is super far lorr... nt like yest... can jus walk over... haix... i miss the moments man...
today miss him lots... and i pester my dearr a lot... hahaha~ and she ka jiao mii oso... HAHA~
too badd lar, wun meet him. hardly will meet de. hahaha~
kk. ehhh. then walked to city hall mrt. wah. leg going break. then took mrt lorr. at first, wanna wait for a train tt doesn't haf much ppl de. then the first train we saw, wasn't tt packed. hahaha. so we took it. hmmm. and dearr went off at commowealth lorr... haiz... so sadd... no one pei mii liao~~
on the mrt, poetic mood came again... i was tinking...
"how i wish my hand wasn't warm at times... i'm waiting for that someone who has a pair of hands that always keeps me warm and comfortable in his grip."
LOL~
i siao liao. gt inspiration at the wrong time.
=) result frm missing him too much~
lol~
kkiex... then reached home at straiht 11.15 worr~ [ exactly same time as yest ] . i oso duno how i made it. hahaha~ okies... then i went to bathe.. lol... when i was bathing... i tot thru' some things... how come i lyk this person in sec sch..... how come i have crushes on some people... when i see them as normal noww... hahaha~ i oso duno... now i realized tt time tells u whether u love tt person a not. so for mii, it reli takes a lot of time to let mii get together w/ a guy i suppose. i oso nt sure. jus felt weird when i refresh my memories on my crushes in sec sch. LOL~ tt's a lot. no larr. hahaha. jus a few only... 40 only... nt much larr.. HAHAHA no lar~ a few only... less than 10... ok... LOL~
today my bag became WET because of my water bottle AGAIN. haix. dun always make my bag high ma... hahaha~ then i took everything out sehh... stupid...
feels terrible today because miss him too much. once i stepped out of house. i miss him liao. aiyo~ and went thru' the memories... hahaha...
too badd... diff. places leh... or else can meet up often...... aiyo~
=) k larr... tt's the thing for today... shld b quite long larr hor?!
HAHA... i'm dead beat.....
miss papa liao. when's he coming home?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:30 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDDY DI!! HAHAHA~
dun say i forget your birthday alright!
i dun tink i'm the very first one to wish larr. sure gt ppl stay up late night to wish u de rite? i'm one of them! HAHAHA~
hahaha... see i so gd... *sees u vomit*
lols!
hmmmm... may ur wishes come true horr!
k larr.
end of wishing.
i reli miss reading my stories. haiz. winglin is still down seh.. hahaha! okies larr. ltr i going to my dearr house first then ltr meet my one n only... hahaha... see i gt so many dearrs. jealous ma. hahaha!
no larr. all girls but i nt lesbian. hehe!
=)
i miss himm.
xiao zhu.
xP
love u lots. suddenly i hate to slp because it makes mii forget sum impt things tt makes mii happy seh! haiz~
ltr wake up moody again........
haiz...... DUN SLP! HAHAHA~
too high today. lalalala~
fireworks, i'm coming!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:16 PM
FIREWORK FESTIVAL
hmmmm.
early morn went to library and study.
oso nvr study lorr. was simply crapping and listening to radio. vr nice experience listening to radio in library. and when all ppl had gone out of the room, leaving mii alone. i turn up my music big big seh! LOL~ and sing out loud... i tink the ppl outside... can reli hear it mann~ heck care! xP
kk... then went to eat... on the way, kieron asked mii whether i wanna go firework festival... hahaha... i tot tues kena called off, then today is nt possible liao. i still tot i will be going home and slp... hahaha... suddenly he asked, i was real surprised. hahaha. and i agreed. even though i have another one tml. lol! because i simply love fireworks lorr. no choice. in muhh life, the things i love are : my dearr (kuan and bee), my best frens in my class, my room, my current and ex hp, purple and black [ OF COURSE, tt goes w/o saying ], fireworks, night, hugs and so on! HAHAHA~
kk... simply cool~
kk... and we convinced ppl to go... in the end, we only managed to convince yan yan to go w/ us... btr than nth larr... at first, i was tinking i dun feel vr ok going out w/ him only... hahaha~ vr weird lorr... lyk only bf/gf will do tt, in my perspective... muhahaha [ dearr, haix ]. okies.
then hmmmm. after practical, went home lorr. hmmm. then i had to cool down before i bathe. then i was lyk sat down totally and slacked for 15 mins to watch a little bit of tv. hahaha. xiao zhu becoming more and more famous liao. congrats. still love u, dun worry! HAHAH~~ still as shuai and sexy...lol~ okies... then he had another pad ad filming again... hahaha... gt lots more money earned liao! okies... then watched him say crapp... hahaha... quite funny~ LOL~ okies... then finally go and bathe liao... then change clothes eat two bread... then went out liao... wah... then i rush lyk hell... supposed to meet at 6... at city hall... and at 5.40 sth i still at home haven eat lor! WAH LAU~~ HAHAHA~ i siao liao~ okies...
then hmmmm... rushed out of the house and walked real fast [ seriously, i hate being late, even though i sometimes wanted so much xP ] okies... then i rushed to the bus stop... wah... the bus already at the green red light liao... i quickly walk walk ... then get onto the bus sehh... hahaha... then sat to interchange... then took mrt to city hall... TOO MANY PPL! darn... i dun lyk tt... all guys around mii some more...! so uncomfortable!
Reached city hall interchange. i have a feeling when i observed ppl~~
--
"Love is just like this. In a crowd of people, you had to find the right one for you. Fate plays an important role in your love life. Sometimes, you may be grabbed by someone unfamiliar and this person affects your life totally. and puts you back into the crowd of people again. Once you get the right person, even if around there's still crowds of people. but between the eyes of the both of you, only sees each other w/ love n affection."
Tt is wadd i saw when i was at city hall interchange... =)
vr poetic? VR unPRO poetic... in life, life makes u understand some stuffs...
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kk... then yan yan told mii tt she will vr vr vr late... hahaha... its ok... she say she jus had dinner... hmmm... then kieron lehh... he went to shop at funan... hmmm... then i waited for him lorr... then finally saw him liao... [ at first, he can't even see mii. mii too short. he still LOOK OVER ME . hahaha! ] okies... then we went shopping at funan lorr... walked a long way... my legs were aching from walking and standing in mrt... and my right hand was lyk numb... because jus now the MRT vr fast... then i hold the pillar until vr tight... LOL~
hahaha... then shopped and shopped... and deciding many stuffs... went to see games... and aimed on the games.. lol~
ok then... then went to bread talk and find bread to eat... hahaha...
then hmmm... met up w/ yan yan... then we headed off to esplanade liao... so many ppl... but nt as many ppl as the previous yrs... because i took the diff. route this time? lol~
okies... then hmmm... reli its a rather shortcut... hmmm... then ehhh... in the middle gt lots of things happen larr... hahaha~ then reached the place liao... then we switch places for many times until we found a grass patch n floor patch for nice view... but in the end, we still stood up to see the fireworks worr~ HAHAHA~ kk... but its nice esp. at the end... then front was normal... hee!
kk... hmmm... after tt, we went to the "park" there and talk... hmmm... we sat at the beach there... whr dearr n mii will sit at... hahahaha... and we had some crappy talks there... and a guy sat alone near mii.. hmmm... i tink he tink we r vr noisy.. hahaha... our laughs are exaggerating... but reli funny... hahaha~ okies... spoiled his sad mood i guess?! HAHA~
kk... then after tt, kieron called his dad. then his dad called him go dhoby gauht there lar (duno how to spell =x) hahaha. pardon mii. then hmmm. we go MRT while yan yan go marina square to shop to wait for her bf.
hmmm. then we went to the MRT together. many things happened in between. forgot liao. =x
kk. hmmm. then kieron's train come first then he left first lorr. hahaha. vr cute.
=)
kk. bye!
too sweet is nt a gd thing.
too dubious is nt a gd thing.
too clear is nt a gd thing.
too is nt a gd word.
hahaha~
today i dreamt of him. and miracally i love the dream. i duno whether is the feeling back a not? i oso nt sure... hmmm.. but then... jus feeling a little terrible after the dream... cuz i fallen deeper for him... hmmm... and i miss him today.....
even though i noee tt i wun see him...
and the thing is... when i was at the city hall interchange, i saw so many sec 5s around... [ i mean my previous sch de ppl ] , i tot i will see him... tt was pretty lucky tt i nvr see him... or else i will be in a daze when i watch the firework... hahaha! =)
gd mood afterall... vr gd instead... cuz so sweet... hee!
xP kk... bye!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:00 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
ONLY BLUE~~ ONLY BLUE~~~ *crack*
"Only Blue... Only Blue (*pitch goes higher w/ the hand signalling up pitch*)" Suddenly my sound just totally cracked.
OOPS!
hahaha...
lol... changed song to Tao Zhe's Sha Tan... today watched prog... and saw him sing... still as nice... hee... melted by him liao! VR NICE!!
hahaha... today my mummy nvr cook and luckily sister is coming back home early... so we called her to buy back dinner... my fav. ROJAK IS BACK!! HAHAHAHA~~
hahahahah!! LALALA...
i told them
good food gives me good mood.
hahaha. so bad mood, treat mii gd w/ gd food!! *thumbs up*
hee! ^^.
vr nice!! MUACKX~~~
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@9:18 PM
hmmm. sians.
sians oso duno wadd to blog.
jus simply sian today.
had the results back. bleahs. hee!
=)
kk larr... LOOKING FORWARD TO FIREWORKS NEH!! miss my dearrs. lol~~
kk. bye!
muackx
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@3:59 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
today wed ar?
hey... today wed ar? i still tot its tues lehh...
i tink i have been slacking too much...
jus now jus went to slp for three and more hrs leh!! so nice to slp... hahaha...
hmmmm... wasn't doing anything.....
try to move on.... w/o shedding a single tear....
living w/ a smile is something that requires lots of courage and determination...
who will be the one who will give mii countless sunny days in my life?
Qing Tian...
=)
i'm addicted to my own story..... i miss reading my stories....
i tink i shld reli be a guy...... hahaha~ i going to save money liao......
muz do operation..... lols
then i can woo girls liao.... hahaha.....
i feel i do things btr in a guy's body...... muhahaha!
kk..... byee......
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:25 PM
sound so impossible
happy national day!
and happy birthday to himm....
no matter how, i still rmb his birthday....
hahahaha...
on this very day, i will always miss him i duno y.....
maybe because i can't wash him away from my memories bahxx....
he's simply the hardest person to be washed away....
he's like a deeply embedded object....
forever there... like a scar...
a hurting scar that makes me bleed profusely every single year, every single minute, every single second of this day.
his character reli sucked to the core yet i can't forget this person .
when i see him, i dun even noee whether is it like, love, lust, infatuation, or he's jus a person tt i can't forget. or jus a special person who had given me the sweetest and the worst memories.
who is he to me?
i dun have a definite answer......
noww, another one is in my mindd. but then sounds so impossible.
because we r reli frm diff. worlds (nt hell/ heaven and earth alrite). i mean we reli dun match.
had imaginations but dun wish to tink any further.
9th August,
...a day to celebrate
...a day to be despondent
...a day to go thru' all the memories
...a day whereby the scar opens up its gap on its own, and starts to bleed
...a day whereby i dun wish any company
...a day when i need to pretend that...
I'm finee..........
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:32 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
today went to shopp shopp
today morn, hahaha. was deciding whether to wear red or white.
then red shirt i haven iron yet.. then might as well heck care... i guess nt all will wear red bahx... hahaha... then i wore white lorr... lol...
then reached sch... everyone were gathered there... most of them were in red... lol~ hmmmm... then horr... ppl were doing their hair... hahaha... doing the spray in purple leh! wah... totally crazy over it... muhahaha! ^^
it will look nice in the eyes of the beholder. i reli agree tt.
hahaha. then horr. the spray and glitter is bought by kieron. he sprayed the purple thing onto my hair after i struggled so long. haha. i scared vr exaggerating. then in the end, it turned out ok. but then my shirt kena lor. hahaha. kieron still nt professional hairstylist lor. lol~ jus kiddin! thx for spraying aniwaex.
kk... hmmmm.. then had lecture... bleahs... practice and so on... during break, wan yan gt a call frm her working agency... then she asked mii n xinyi whether wanna go for job interview straightaway after sch... then we agreed lorr... at first tot firework was nt called off... but then hmmm... i tink i nt going liao.. real tiredd...
hmmm... then travelled to ngee ann city to find nikky jie jie. hahaha. she vr frenly so can call her jie jie. lols~ then had a small job interview. waiting for her call liao.
hahaha.. then we went to far east to eat long john silver... then xin yi went home after eating... then mii and wan yan went to shop far east... means to conquer it lorr... then i bought some clothes frm this fashion and a necklace frm a stall. hahaha. happily rewarded! LOL~
but wan yan went back empty-handed. haiz.
its never mind. then wan yan went back by bus. then i go by mrt. so we went seperate ways. then i walk a long way to mrt. heng i walked underpass. had shortcuts or else i tink my leg going to split liao! REAL TIRED... when i took mrt... the mrt train was 3/4 quarter full w/ no seats... then i had to stand all the way.... frm orchard to bukit batok... my leg goint to split vr vr vr soon... hahaha... had some much urge of alighting the train at a unknown station and go sit first. then wait for another train then i take. hahaha~ hmmmm...
sians... till now my leg still vr tiredd...
lol~ when shopping, if gt songs tt i know. i will sing. so i was singing all the way... so happie!! LOL~
xP
i love singing!
=))
dun b obvious can? i hate it.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:20 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
FINISHING EDITING!!
PHEW~~
finally finish editing...
muz reward myself w/ a nice blogskin...
this blogskin is super purple as u can see... [ haha... i noee u nt blind... can see its VR PURPLE! ]
hahaha... finally i have purple blogskin liao...
at first this person who created this... only had the purple edition... then she gt the purple background and so on... but i had to edit the html... and i edited until siao...
this is the first time i had the info and edit it plain trying... wah kaox...
hahaha... but nice in the end! YAY~~
lol~~
vr happy now... cuz it's pretty and nice now... and i added some stuffs in... to make it more full... lol..
but then when i was editing the LINKS i LOST IT~~
ok... so u ppl have to help... hahaha... send mii the links if u wan mii to link u k!
hahaha...
hmmm... was surfing net on wadd cute guys will do their fond ones oso... some reli vr sweet....
actually dun wanna post de... but then suddenly wan liao... but then because its vr wordy... lazy to find back sehh... i go read and post some here lorr... hahaha~
This are some of the sweet things i find sweet about. [ may nt be sweet to u. but then if u tink deeper. and pretend tt this person is tt someone u lyk, u will feel darn sweet ]
he talks to me every night til i fall asleep... i used to be an insomniac, so he'd sleep at around 4-5 am just so i'd have someone to talk to whilst im still awake. and know what? i can sleep better now.
when we were about to end our call, I said "goodbye..." then suddenly he shouted shouted "WAIT!!" "I love you" and hang up immediately. I felt real sweet.
*we were in a lift and he said:"remember, the first time we met each others, it was here, in this lift" <-- omg. this is simply so sweet. if my guy say tt, i tink we kissed liao! HAHAH~ jus kidding!
- we were sitting outside and he had stolen my ring, and i wanted it back. He pointed up at the sky and was like "look! look!" and then he waved a closed fist in the air and then opened it up and my ring was in his palm and he was like (grinning cheekily) "look i caught a star for you"
gt lots more larr... but then dun wan copy and paste liao... hahaha...
so real sweet... suddenly rmb-ed about my two stories... hahaha... so many sweet things inside... i shld reli be a guy man... i will woo so many girls man... lols~
i tink i will reli b a flirt if i'm a guy then...hahaha~~
HEE!! okies... hmmmm...
today gt inspiration for my story... hahaha... my upcoming story... going to start it soon... i have enough inspirations liao~~ HAHAHA...
=))
love the way..... you are.....
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:21 PM
today de mood nt bad worr
today de mood nt badd...
even though had a slight quarrel w/ mum this morn...
heck care.. nowadays have being quarreling w/ her until sian liao... even trival matters oso can argue... sians... today we argued abt sweets... can see how small the matter was rite?
hahaha...
ok... then had lectures and so on larr... at first my mood was still unstable... but then as the day gets on... i got a lot happier... esp when i noee tt i dun have to wake up so early in the morn worr... muhahaha... super happy lorr...
hee... now i noee liao... as long as i dun care abt ** feelings can liao~
nt going to look at**
i jus care abt myself. dun wan to see anymore.
cuz it will affect mii adversely.
=))
and its somehow effective.
** oso gt bipolar disorder. so dun see btr! MUHAHA~
or else i will oso get it wor~
HAHAHAHAHA...
kkk...
bleahs..... bye! going to play game liao!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:24 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
thx 4 ur concern
all kinds of ppl... i oso..... haizz~~
hmmm...
dun worry... i feel btr liao ppl...
hmmm... jus a little moody... need some rest..... hahaha...
i watch some funny shows can liao~~
lalala.... today duno gt things to blog a not....
i watched devil beside you today when i was having breakfast.... feeling a little sadd... and i cried a little over the words... hee...
if u lyk tt someone, no matter wad he/she say, u will feel touched somehow.
if u dun lyk tt someone (totally no feeling), u wun feel touched at all. u will jus feel pity.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:45 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
nth to say
i tink i reli have serious bipolar disorder today... mood swing lyk hell... hmmmm... simply loves looking blur all day.... hmmm... but nt as serious as the time when i was sec 4...
when i was sec 4, i jus stare at the space and asked my frens nt to fan mii. let mii stay alone. i will jus follow them but this time i dun tell jokes, jus stand w/ them, nt making a single sound. tt was when i needed cool downs. hmmmm. perhaps nw is the time to cool down.
i noee tt i can't givee up. slowly i'm falling deeper and tt's when its hard to climb up againn.
today nth much happened. and nth to blog abt.
rmb-ed abt wadd cher said yest. "i believed everyone went thru' some sort of depression before..."
hahaha... i reli did... and i was so moody everyday... i cried for one month (april) i still rmb for a specific thing.... tt hurt mii reli vr badly.... feeling all bad.... hmmmm.... everyday go for CCA and sch, muz act lyk i'm ok when i'm not......
hmmm...
lyk today lorr..... sometimes too high, sometimes moody and stare into the space....
this is me.
stupid face i gave this morn. when i was walking frm home to bus stop. i reli dun wan to go sch. reli tired of everything.
suddenly the gd tings turned out to be so badd.
dun wish anything to happen liao. dun wish anything to be deep enuff to kill mii.
reli nth to sayy....
mood : moody and unstable all because of........ i oso duno? jus feeling vr moody.....
dun lyk ppl to be lyk tt to mii..... i reli hate tt..... dun do tt can?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@5:42 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
oh my god
hahaha... yest nvr blogg... hmmm... cuz almost nth to blog even though some things may have NOT happened... hahaha~
lol...
no larrr... then today had lectures... all vr fast larr... always lyk tt... lols...
hmmmm...then nt much larr... my dearr shld noee why i blogged... hee!
jus for fun... lols...
during break, went to SIM to eat... hmmm... then bleahs... went to copy notes and plus study... but hardly ever studied lorr... listen to music more than others... then today listened to a love story... hmmm... vr meaningful...
lol... a girl wanted for her ex... bleahs... then she met another guy lorr... tt guy noee everything abt her ex... but then he dun mindd... instead he lets her do anything tt she wan... he doesn't force her... and he even said a thing "if one day, u wanna b w/ ani guys... tell mii... i will break up w/ u... we r nt married, u still haf alll e rights for choosing the person tt u wan... i wun force u... and all tt larr.." wah... nice lorr... hard to see guys saying these kind of words... and he reli meant it... hmmmm... then in the end, because of his actions, the girl was moved and fall in love with him. now is her husband liao... then her ex came back... then nth happen larr... of course... lols~ then now living happily ever after... hmmm...
sometimes ur best frens can be ur husbands in future... give him a chance... and give urself a chance to forget tt someone......
tt's wadd i learnt...
i have bipolar disorder... hahaha... mood swings it means larr.. lol~
muhaha... gd plan!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@4:13 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
today was a duno wadd day to mii.
today was a dunoo wadd day to mii while its a black day to everyone. hahaha.
all were wearing black except mii and CK... and i was wearing striped white and pink... so... can u see the differencE?! HAHAHA NXT TIME MUZ SMS MII KK...dun lyk tt... i will cry de neh! LOL~ no larr... jus kidding...
today took foto lorr... bleahs... hmmmm..
hmmm... denn had lesson bahx... today de practical was lyk shit... hope i pass can liao!
lol... then after tt, went to slack at canteen 1... and then went to convention centre to listen to the briefing.. was nt much larr...
in the middle, gt lots of things happened... HAHAHAHAHa ... gt ppl perform rite? i imitated the singer high pitch seh! hahaha... i sing until ppl around mii, hit mii w/ all kinds of things. DUN SUPPORT DE NEH! but i was jus kiddin ok lar. hahaha. i notti ma. i dun lyk to listen to such opera sound de. i will siao de. lol~
kk.. many things happened in between lorr... and went home...... hee!
today my mood not badd.. i still miss him lots lots.... =)
today held ur hand. i duno wadd i reli felt. even though we r nt steads but then i reli feel the sweetness inside. i jus feel lyk playin w/ u u everytime. i lurve e part when u held my hand and put it down, still holding it. so look lyk we r normal steads holdin while standing n talking. GOSH
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@7:22 PM
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