You've got the poison, I've got the remedy =D
Sunday, February 26, 2006
heck caree
today had only one business. at the time I supposed to leave. stupidd. [ but btr than nth lar ]
nowadays starting to be lazy on updating liao. had nothing to update oso. you may find some days when its not updated liao . . hahaha. okies. and i find that online is vr bo liao ting liao. i can tell u wadd web i everytime go de. first log in MSN, hotmail [ check mail ], see my stories gt ppl comment a not, go friendster, sing song, no more. it goes on for hours. simple things lyk tt go for hours? abit siao yar? sometimes go youtube.com to see videos denn see some stories lorr. nw ehh, tiredd until dun wan to do anything liao. supposedly dun wanna blog today de, but denn haii.
onlie noee nt in gd mood. met some stupidd customers. ALL KINDS OF PPL YAR?
Meeting bad customers don't make your day, tt's confirmed. I don't even have the mood to chat with my ex- sch mate. can u imagine how bad I feel? the stupid three customers despises your bedsheets quality. 280 threadcounts, still nt smooth enuff denn dun buy. dun keep touching lorr. dun tink its 100% cotton, denn its ur business. dun wan buy, dun touch. NO MONEY, NO TOUCH, NO TALK. wad e. early afternoon screw my day.
wasn't smile much lorr. until when I was abt to go off liao. denn went to slack around. I noee my workplace there everyday doesn't seem like a normal day de. its worse than normal day business. can see flies flying around lar. can have time to count how many times u went to the toilet. u can simply slack in the toilet. no one cares abt u. [ I've tried tt before. cos' the toilet smells nice xP or else i wun stay inside for long. ] hmmmms. denn went to ka jiao ppl. denn see ppl do demo cook, ate pancakes [ thx syndia ], ate popcorns [ thx auntie ] , cakes [ thx KK auntie ]. sians. hahaha.
Dennn hmmmms, jus wanna say something. nxt time u wanna dedicated song to hssband, rmb to put in caps. HSSBAND. or else they will read it as husband. darn. tt time i dedicated to myself, my family, 4e1/05, hssband and euu. duhx. two mistakes in it. haii. hssband read as HUSBAND! I'm not attached alright! wah lauu... den the DJ still say husband huh... wah... so sweet worr... I chop off your head then you know wad is HSSBAND OK!
ok. violent.
Learnt how complicated this society is.
Backstabbing is common in this complicated society.
You won't know who's really treating you good, truly.
This person may treat you your favourites, but may be backstabbing, cursing you hard behind.
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:53 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Combined Post
Actually I did online yest but denn I chatted with shaun. denn dun wan to be distracted from the talk. lols.
`23/o2/o6`
"To find someone you like is easy, to find someone you love is tough."
"To woo someone is easy, but to maintain the relationship is tough."
Quoted from Lance. my new fren today. I totally agreed on what he had said.
It was my happiest day of the week. The morn started quite okay. HAHA. in quite a gd mood lars. lols. denn hmmm. met Lance. he's same age as miee. but slightly bigger than miee by one month. haii. hahaha. but gd tt he's a ARIES. lol. I get well with Aries ppl (horoscope freakio xP) okiexx. Very nice toking to him. miee and KK auntie tink tt time passes very fast with his accompany. hahaha. stupidd KK auntie and some of the staffs there lorr. hahaha. everytime i tokk, i can tokk to a frenn vr longg.. denn the other ppl thought we are an item. HEY! he gt gf liao k? LOL! ^^.
hahaha. denn went to eat with him at abt 3.30 lyk tt. hahaha. ate mac lorr. denn talk abt his romance with his past. hmmm. enjoyed listening. suddenly had a habit of enjoying ppl's stories. instead of talking urself liao. hahaha. i love listening. relli. as long as euu dun repeat ur stories can liao (HINT) LOL. okies. hmmmm. denn i suddenly find tt I wasn't tt pitiful afterall. he's worse than miee. hmmm. some reli can get together de but denn halfway migrated to somewhere far. denn nw his current one is tt her dad rejected their relationship. "Cannot get over frens".. hahaha... we both laughed.. cos' already got over the relationship ler... hahaha... hope he and his dee dee can be together lorr... (dee dee; our secret code. vr easy to guess de lar. ppl tink so long. muz put credit to lance.)
after the talk, i suddenly dun miss anyone. I felt I was quite blessed. maybe I'm nt attached, but at least I'm not hurt too deeply. tt's reli truee. met too many obstacles and stupidd tings that made miee numb abt love matters.
Lazy to change color actuallie. maybe not going to change color after tis. hahaha. ehhh. joked and kena ka jiao-ed here and there lorr... hahaha... denn vr fast, its time to go home... lols... jus lyk tt... hmmmm... actually gt lots to say... but denn all forgotten! LOL! But its nice. gt one more new fren liao. lols.
Wanna say something, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI FENG!!
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24/o2/o6
Made it STAND when talking on fone. hahahaha. vr poor thing yar? LOL. stand for twice lehh. hahaha. okies. i noee its tiring. SIT DOWN LAR! COOL DOWN! HAHAHA.
Seductive meh? But i love your comment! (blur faces around, i noee)
Haiz... hahaha...today vr sians larr... lols... denn gt one business todayy... lalalala... haii... once I reached the workplace, KK auntie asked miee whether Lance gt call miee a not. kaos. hahaha. i haven sms himm lar. how he call miee. xP cos' onlie i gt his no. but he dun haf! HAHAHA. denn another one issh. one of the staff, pei ting, same age as miee oso, everytime lyk to ka jiao miee. denn she raised her eyebrows, signalling whr's the guy. hahaha. denn i jus "haii..." HAHAHA. PRO YAr? lols. moii BAD! ermmmx. denn i cleaned the cupboards, all the bedsheets. SPARK CLEAN! LOL! OKies. denn honestly lar, I miss Lance. Lance = less time at work. more time talking. lols. but i dun wana kena caught againn for chatting agaiin.. haii. hahahaha. but gd larr. lols.
abt 8, i went to talk to pei ting, denn she told me lots of things. hahaha. denn we chatted on love things. she oso quite poor thing lar. lols. =) but nt gonna say. lols. secret. lols.
Why do ppl so care about looks?
The first best five impression consists::
1) LOOKS
2) ODOUR
3) HUMOUR
4) FIGURE
5) CHARACTER
Haiii... suddenly find that so many ppl going for looks... in my perspective lar, looks is more to the seconday side lorr... (I NVR SAY TOTALLY SECONDARY OK! It does affect me! I admit!) yeah... but denn... ehhh... bez tt looks dun affect us too much lorr... character affect more on my choice. guys who are normal looking or abit less than average (as long as i see liao, nt disgusting and irritating can liao) with gd heart, I will like de. Character is PRIMARY! HAHAHA!
Looks benefits. but problems surface as well... you thought gt looks reli gd arh?
:: so many ppl wanna woo lorr... cos' of their looks (ownself see liao oso jealous. denn always quarrel abt jealousy)
:: sometimes ppl go for looks, nt reli love, or even FANCY.
:: looks dun last long, when old liao. oso lyk tt wadd. all human. wadd for.
[[ trying to convince myself not to care abt looks as well ]]
Girls make up to look more attractive because they wanted more attention from guys, from boss. so that they are more accepted and well-liked. Girls very poor thing lehh. haii. Girls even have to care abt their figures. they scared they can't attract any guys. haii..
Even if given a choice, to change myself. i dun wan. i wan to be real miee.
rather gt normal looks, skinny or normal figures. tt's a BIG challenge to guys. If it's true love, it will come one day. tt guy wun care abt ur figures, wadd he fancy is your true character, not to have the right to touch every part of your sexy body (sorry abt Y. but denn no choice) .
miee met two gd guys. lance and ex di. they are gd. lance i moz admire. surfboard. he understood it. =) you have a great heart mann.
Dun fool girls. poor thing u noee. dun get to them jus because of figures. we maintain figures for your purpose. treasure, dun take it for granted. girls boobs are burdenns euu noee? ( i may not noee xP) HAHAHA. cuz too small. but nvm~~ LOL!! ^^
True love is really to take imperfections and see it as perfection .
"Who's she?" Fren pointed at a girl.
"I don't know her." HE said to his best fren.
Never say that after you broke up with her. The girl is ur ex. and u acted as if YOU DUNO HER? ARE YOU BLIND OR HAD STM! THAT's PATHETIC. if i have the chance, mus slap euu hard man! It's really hurting to be said as a stranger ok!
Different people have different preferences. You may not agree to my points. But respect my opinion. I do respect your decision as well.
Bye.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:17 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Stupid day
Today I was late for work. Stupid.
Morn, ate my breakfast in muhh room (food is not allowed in muhh room for ur info! ^^) denn ehhs. because my mum went to the market liao, so i broke this rule. hahaha. i onlined while eating. denn i read The Governor's Daughter. HAHA. okies. denn plus looking at friendster tingy lar. hahaha. sians lorr. hmmmm. denn i rushed for work after tt, had to off comp, wear socks, put up things, prepare muhh bag. lols. in 5 mins time. wah. tt's cool. lols. but in the end, i still late lar. hahaha. shld work at 12 sharp. but i reached at 12.03. counted as early liao lar. hahaha.
Hmmm, today i smuggled in tomatoes for eating. lol. tt was quite ok. jus bought yest. hmmm. nt bad lar. why so manie ppl dun lyk tomatoes leh? HAHAHA. okies. stop the talk. denn king koil auntie bought miee a water bottle. hmmm. looks normal to miee. hahaha. thx anyway. okie. denn i sold one curtain, with the help of auntie againn. thx.
Today answered a lot of phonecalls from my company. the counter kept calling "Disney!" or "(my name)" denn i kept walking here and there. busy answering calls. I tink tml going to be the same. then i called the company on my own for at least three times liao. hahahaha. today busy wif phones. oh yeah. lols. hmmmm. denn talking craps. hmmmm. denn in the middle, kena complained by supervisor. cos' i tok too much xP hahaha. okies. tt's normal. waiting for the day onlie. at first, my face vr blackk. hahaha. denn after tt, my boss came to look for miee. wah. trouble trouble. denn she told miee to be careful of the auntie. indeed, she was sneaking ard us when we were murmuring to each other. I tink if ppl walk past, they can't hear a single thing. its reli vr soft. until i have to strain my ears man. denn i tok. hahaha. suddenly usually vr loud till as soft ( i tink i can't do it. ok lar. abit louder than her ok) lols. sometimes i knew i can't tok one long sentence so softly, den i might as well jus nod my head. hahaha. denn dun say anything. lols.
Not going to say wadd my boss said abt her. its nothing gd. hahaha. okies. but my family members noe abt it. except my daddy. but denn he will get to noe it when he gets home. denn my mum will sure tell him de. hahaha. =)
Only if the society isn't so complicatedd
Noww I noee how gd my mum is
Noww I noee how great my family really is
Who says my mum and that auntie has the same personality? It's totally different.
My mummy is more simple and she's been loved by me, but that auntie is so way too much complicated, cannot be trusted, even though can chat but nt tt easy to get to the stage whrby i can joke and crap lyk how i did with my close frens. she can nvr get to tt stage. she isn't considerate, she's vulgar, but she loves her children. hmmm. but who cares. time can prove everything. noee i hear both sides of things, i will decide on my own. to see which side I will believe on. For now, I'm on Boss and family side. They have lots of proof to say tt she's reli bad. And personally, I had seen some of her behaviours and her way of talking and thinking sometimes just pissed miee off. But just dun provoke her, tt's the basic. tt's all i can say..
Managed to talk to muhh frens tt i worked with in TAKA! LOL! They came here to sell bedsheets as well. I always say they wanna snatch my business (because their design way better than mine!) HAHAHA! No lar. i tot in muh mind onlie. denn gt one guy (e guy who always asked miee to guess his age de), he everytime go for lunch, he will say the same thing "Xiao mei, help miee take care horr. mus promote my stuffs huh.." den i jus "ya la ya la" with my tongue sticking out. lols. HAHAHA. I BULLY HIM, he said. lols. den today I chatted with another guy who worked in TAKA previously as well. he more shuai le. hahaha. i tot he dun rmb miee liao. hahaha. shuai ppl usually dun rmb normal-or-less-than-average-looking-de-girl de. hahahaha! xP hahaha. they onlie rmb chio bu. lol! xP (No offence) hee!
But overall, my mood is still gd despite so many things happened. lols. hees.
Do I really have the "promoter" face? NEXT TIME DUN WEAR WHITE TOP AND BLACK PANTS or any formal wear into shopping centre. hahaha. or any shops lar. other customers will mistaken euu as promoter. kaox. yest i wore dark blue t-shirt and white shorts leh. denn i went to ice lemon tee with mum. denn when i looking at things, gt one customer wanna ask miee ting. call miee to go to her! IDIOTIC! Then today lunch break, i went for 1 hr break again. i'm realli sians. denn i walked watson again. SIAN! everytime walk the same place. hmmmm. denn ehh. i shopped inside vr long. denn gt one customer came to me and asked "Xiao jie, the vitamin C small small tablets at whr huh?" wah lau... denn i say " I dun work here leh, auntie. go to them lar." I pointed at the PURPLE UNIFORM PPL! I wearing white top lorr! and they wearing purple top! ISN'T TT OBVIOUS! Wah lau... somemore she nt fifty sth de leh... lyk 30 to 40 sth onlie leh... wah lau... stupidd lorr... denn i suddenly so scared of walking ard shops with my wear liao... ltr kena called again... i dun sell those things alright!
HAHAH! Monday is the funny thing. I tink I missed out the interesting part. HAHA. when I was walking home that night, i had to walk past chinatown, place whr there's lots of china pros (rumoured on news). denn those weird uncles will appear de. hahaha. when i was walking, gt one uncle 'psst psst' miee leh.. he hint miee to go there lor! UNCLE, I COME TO OG TO WORK! I'm NOT PROs ok! wah lauu... denn i went back home, i told my mum. she laughed out loud man. hahaha. she said i looked too much like a china girl. lols. tt's y tt uncle called me up. hahahaha! TT's TRUE!! My face looks like a Korean, a Japanese, a China girl, abit of Taiwan. I quite agree lar. ppl say i gt unique face (workin ppl say de) hahahaha! LOL! tt's quite true. lols.
quite hate it euu noee when ppl call euu for SERVICE.
btww, love is complicated as well as society life
Life is tough
Tell euu ppl sth,
treasure your family members no matter how naggy, troublesome, bad they are.
they still treat you good de lorr.
not like in society liao.
euu pls dun trust ppl tt easily
ren xing nan ce (Human's heart is hard to predict)
Hmmm.
agree with miee.
have to work so tt euu noee wadd i toking abtt.
outside ppl are more rough, more vulgar, more naggy than ur family members.
so, family members are the BEST!
I LOVE MY FAMILY!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:10 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Off day = sian day
Nth much lar.
Stayed at home and rot TOTALLY!
HAHAHA!
4 sth, i off-ed my comp. watched campus superstar. hahaha. slowly uninterested over the superstars liao... sians... cuz they depend on looks liao... hahaha... denn their singing, hmmm... only a few interest miee... the others... some too act cute liao... some face too big... lols... SORRY FOR BEING SO STRAIGHTFORWARD.. but tt's the truth... denn i watched ehh... xiao zhu de show. hahahaha. today xiao gui de hairstyle vr toot. vr cute. hahaha. his head so small liao still cut this type of hair. but denn ehh. due to his work, he had to cut his hair. or else he vr shuai de. nw he looks cute to miee. hahaha. denn xiao zhu kept di siaoing him. kept touching his face. LOL! TT part was darn funny until... i laughed until i weeped man! HAHA. my mum had the same effect as well. it was real funny lorr... xiao zhu's hand vr itchy... kept touching his small head... hahaha... this episode is nice... hahaha...
Okay, ehhs. denn at nite, went out wif mummy for dinner. lols. ^^ then went to shop lorr. but gt nothing much back mann. haii. i tot will be a satifised trip along. but in the end, haii. hmmmm. denn ehhs.
yeah. tt's the end lorr. boring horr? HAHAHA. Reading [ Hidden Meaning ] chap now.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:54 PM
Today off day
Off day
Shld noee that I've got not much to writee.
Here to crapp a little..
Wanted to ask ppl out... but no one is free...
Or those ppl free are those whom I'm not close to de...
Haii...
Went to watch Love Flash once again. but of another story...
"If you had failed your examination badly, you can still retake. But for love, what's done cannot be undone. Love cannot be like exam; we can retake them and treat it as nothing. Feelings will never be the same..."
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:59 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
going to be a sad entry? duno?
Today, felt the time passed reli quickly. because I kept myself busy. lols.
Hmmm... today ehhh... nt reli sians lar... lols... ehhhs... i oso duno wadd happened... today gt lots of phonecall for miee... lols... denn i walked about to fax this and that... hahaha... the fax machine dun wanna fax muhh sales report seh! STUPIDD! I smash euu up denn u noee. lols! ^^ I'm nt so badd. *AHEM*
Then after that, I went for lunch. time passed reli fast. so i speed up on writing as well (i tink i going to type wrong!) LOL! Hmmm... denn arhh... btw, my jie told miee if i free, i have to use cloth and clean every single bedsheet cover... hahaha... today sians mahx... so i clean almost every single bedsheet lorr... I'm left with the promotion wagon and another regular counter. it sounds lyk its a lot. yeah. its a lot. hahaha. when ppl saw i clean the thing, they were lyk "wah... too sian liao arh?" or "climb so high!" lols. hahaha. okies. everyone noes i scared of heights, denn i climb so high, hand oso turn sweaty liaox. today helped king koil auntie served her customer (for ur info, she off today but tml i off! MUHAHAHA!) okies. denn i climbed up twice. SCARY! HAHAHA. denn i told my customers tt i'm scared of heights. they giggled abit. lols. denn today i chatted with a customer on the bedsheet thingy. lols. denn we were lyk discussing which pattern nicer... denn i brought her to my neighbour de bedsheet counter. denn help her look for nice nice ones. hahaha. denn she told miee her secret tt she's single liao. living with her daughter now. denn she was lyk "oops! I reveal my secret liao!" Denn i jus smiled and said "Nvm~ its quite normal lar..." LOL. divorce common liao. haii. might as well dun marry! LOL. Then oh yeah, denn 7 sth, the person who gave miee the price tagg gun (rmb?!) hahaha. she is called xin wei jie jie. but i call her wei wei jie jie. hahaha. lolx. wei square jie square. CHIM! hmmmm. denn she gave miee a bag of popcorns. lols. denn i stuffed it myself lorr. hmmm. stuffed food in front of the camera. lols. the security mus b drooling away! LOL. he saw tt i'm eating delicious popcorn! MUHAHA! Supposedly, food is not allowed de. but we all will smuggle de lorr. or we act act go walk around, denn eat some of the samples. denn put up a fake smile and commented "vr nice..." HAHAHA. lols. but i didn't lar. i jus asked straight "can i have one?" HAHAHA. BAD YEAH! xP
Hmmmm. time passed. lols. yeah. quite a long entry lar. hees! Today nvr bring mp3 out with miee. feel so sians. hmmmm. nth to say actualliee... denn went back home at straight 8. denn waited for 961 for vr longg... haii... then there gt one small girl... she kept talking and talking... the whole bus stop only gt her voice + other vehicles the sound lar! denn is lyk she vr talkative lorr... wahh... denn she everything oso wanna say... denn i was lyk vr impatient... frm her, i learnt tt i will not marry or married but dun wan child. i tell euu i will hate children. esp. noisy children. if u call miee to play wif them FOR A WHILE, I still okay with it. and i can make them love miee. (by playing stupidd games wif demm xP) If you wan miee to live with them, imagine miee strangling them hard! WAH KAO! den when the 961 bus reli came. i was lyk praying hardd tat she wun get on bus. denn she gt onto the same bus. andd. darn. sat beside miee. KAOX. denn i have to listen to her nonsense liao. she's singing OLD MCDONALD HAD A FARM... E AH E AH OO... KAOx... u wan go eat macdonald... dun sing here... nt KTV here... so manie ppl... u dare to sing so loudd... everyone looking at euu lorr... OLD MACDONALD HAVING FUN... E Ah E Ah oo... HUMPH! DUN TINK Y, ppl! HAHAHA even though I tink y liao! MUHAHAHA! okie. lame. lols. *three strokes* hmmmm.
Today work, not only i cleaned my shelfs. I oso had writtened one chapter for [ Unexpected Match ] . lolx. SO HAPPY! LOL. that chap seems vr high to miee. lols. I love tt chap lorr. cuz i write until two full foolscap pages leh! I mean ehh. i used two paper. and its totally filled with muhh UGLY words. HAHAHA. scribbles. no choice. but i love tis chap lorr. hahaha. thought for quite long. denn once started writing, i jus continue writing until gt customer cut miee off. muhh inspirations jus flew away. haii. hahaha. but nvm~ I completed a chap. lols. wedd i going to continue. hahaha. ^^
Listened to the radio. The DJ talking about who's the sexiest singer or actor in Taiwan or Hong Kong. To miee, I feel Jay Chou is the sexiest. Followed by, the boastful Xiao Zhu. he so se in his prog. see pretty girls he go hugg her. HUMPH! NVR HUGG MIEE! LOLS. okies. yest i happened to dream of XIAO ZHU MAN! DARN! I love my dreams nowadays lar!! HAHAHA. I wanna dream of Jay chou tonight... i dun care!! HAHAHA. okies.
Today still a little sadd lar.
I'm prepared liao. even if i cry today, i will still cry. because i'm nt working tml. lols. so i cry until lyk hell. tml puffy eyes jus my family see miee onlie lorr. denn i stay awake until afternoon denn go out walk walk. hahaha.
Walking home, remembered about how I slept on your thighs. That was my sweetest moment of my life even though I knew that it's impossible to get together again unless we still felt the same. That was when my feelings were all back. I held on to your usual warm hands. It's still giving me the usual warmth. But the love for you was no longer there, which made my heart ached....
I miss you...
Woohoo! NICE INTRO! ^^ hahaha. siao liao!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:47 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
nth to do. so jokes for euu!
SAME! No customers. so sians. so i always so sian. u all readd liao oso will become sian de lorr. denn i onlined to check whether my story gt new comment a not. in the end, dun haf. but nvr mind larr. hahaha. =)
nth to do. so blogg, contribute jokes here. translated frm chinese to eng (credits to www.yahoo.com.tw) hahaha.
JOKE #1 .
The day before, I read the newspaper and it stated that smoking is bad for health .
Then I decided to quit it.
Then, yesterday I read the newspaper and it stated that drinking is bad for health .
Then I quitted again.
Yesterday the newspaper stated that making love is bad for health as well...
Then...
I decided....
Not to read newspaper anymore....
HAHAHAHA... Tt's lame but I did laugh a bit... lols! ^-^ Logical baby! If I were you, I don't know whether I will do the same a not. HAHA. for those noee miee lots de, they noee i'll throw the paper straightaway! HAHAHA.
Joke #2
A guy went to the pub for a drink, just then he saw a hot chick walking in.
Then he asked, "ARE YOU FREE TONIGHT?"
That girl walked away, didn't even want to care about him.
Then another girl walked past, and the guy asked the same question, "ARE YOU FREE TONIGHT?"
In the end, the girl answered, "I'm not free, but I'm very cheap!"
The guy had nothing to say "..."
COLD! But I read it laughed more than the first one. hahaha.
lolx. i managed to find only two best ones. the others. lazy to find. and some need to read in chinese more funny. haii. hahaha. okies. hmmm. end here bahx.
A weird ting that happened to miee is, childy reli appeared in my dream! TT's scary! GRR!! haii. but nvm~
Weird tings i going to say (dun care miee)
At the end of the bus, to the most left two seats. May it be always empty. May the sweet memories be kept at the seat forever, no one can ever take it away.
I regretted that I rejected your request. I regretted letting go of it. It was just a feel and yet I rejected your hold, your stubborness. If not, things won't be in this way.
Sitting by the window, I will always think of you. Whether I looked at the empty usual seat, a smile will creep up my face unconsciously. I still...
If I could turn back time, or just let me dream of you, it's enough.
It's because I want to repay what you had done to me. I felt that I'm bad....
I'm useless...
Thx for being so caring that time...
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:29 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Work days = Sian Days
Wah kaox. reli vr sians lorr... no ppl de... we are so free that we can go and chat abt who's marrying who... who's with who... who is how old... bleahs... and we can even talk abt the past... bleahs... grr... denn free until can see mosquitoes flying around lorr... grr.. hahaha...
Denn yest, sian until go and find a jie jie (she actuallie nt vr old lar. she 19 onlie. denn i call her jie jie. lyk call until old liao! JIE JIE JIEE! ^^) Notti miee! Ok! hmmm... den i helped her put the price tag tingy. denn nidd to use a "gun" to shoot the price tag in... hahaha... den i say "I dun haf gun" denn jie jie go and find one for miee. den when i got one denn i happily stood up and said "YEAH! I got gun liao! Can shoot ppl le!" (tis part treat as nvr hear it!) xP too sians liao. denn do until half, the manager come and tell miee tis is not the work tt i do... den i halfway stop lorr... hahaha... the gun vr interesting... I LEARNT A THING SO HAPPY! HAHAHAHA!!
Denn chatted with tt king koil auntie abt girls' virginity. (weird topic we toking), then ehh. gay and lesbian together de view. my view and hers slightly different. denn ehhs. and lots lar. denn talked abt how to cook food lorr... too much things to talk abt... once talked, endless liao... but when quiet, can kill ppl... tt's wadd i say, silence kills ppl deep enough... hahaha... den we went to eat lunch at 5... leaving miee alone at the counter... den i wrote my story on a piece of paperr... a habit liao... see lar... sian till lyk tt... but today still quite a few ppl around lar... but at abt 6.30... TOTALLY NO PEOPLE LIAO!! IT LOOKED LIKE WEEKDAYS LIAO!! HAII!
Stupid thing happened to me today. I went to the toilet today. denn ehhh. the toilet was nt vr clean anymore lorr. its abit yucky liao! GRR! denn when i went in, i sat down on the toilet bowl peacefully... hahaha... cos' finally can rest my leg... denn i jus pee slowly... denn suddenly the toilet bowl jus flushed without any notice! DARN! MY BUTTOCK! Then for ur info, my butt was almost washed clean clean.hahaha. i quickly stood up from my seat and scolded some gd words. hahaha. denn i played with the sensor after tt.. hahaha... wah... i muz b too thin... den the sensor can't sense... den flushed my butt man... hahaha... wash clean clean for miee huh... thanks for tt... lols... FOC SOMEMORE!! LOL! ^^
these few days, have been having sweet dreams with someone. hahah. if tonight, i dreamt of childy. something kena be wrong liao! HAHAHA! But I love the dreams! Esp the first one. so sweet. I mean I'm vr happy in the dream lorr... with the fren... haii... how i wish i can stay in the dream forever... cos' the dream seemed to be impossible lorr...haii... so sweet... and I noe tt i smiled lots... haii... if i can control dreamss... tt's gd enuff... haii...
"Zi Wo Cui Mian"
Learnt so much to numb myself but up to no use.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:33 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
Moody
Indeed, to say I'm really moody today. Duno izz it the effect of reading the horoscope book. or is it I saw childy today tt made me felt badd. DUNO.
I had nth to saes. I wasn't in love recently. But I go and use this blogskin. hahaha. funny yar? But then this blogskin de pic attracted me. the fonts are bigg. so tt other ppl can see. and I dun haf to squint my eyes or anything liao. more fang bian. hArtbr0kenn. haii. lols. yeah.
Today, slept until 3... morn 10 sth... my boss called me and informed me that I dun haf to work at Giant at IMM anymore next week. haii. denn I'll be working at OG PP till the end of the month. tt's suffocating. I mean 5th level. no one wans to come. and I dun haf customer to serve. only aunties for miee to chat wif. and I'm still quite scared of the auntie. stranger. no choice cannot trust too much. haii. I scaredd i meet her too manie days, denn i duno wadd to talk to her abtt. haii.. sians... den the air-con coldd. wear uniform. sians. haii. made my mood so badd.
Then I hung up the phone and tried to slp again. but den cannot lehs. denn abt 11 sth. den i slept until 3. lols. okies. tt's nice slp. gt some weird dreams but i totally forgotten abt it le. hmmms. den was tinking whether to update my bank book and return library books. denn hmmm. went to central in the end. lols. 7 denn i went out alone. cos' of my mum lorr. she slept and forgotten to give miee my bank book. haii. sians. denn cannot disturb her. so let her slp till abt 7 den wake up lorr. grr.
Went back home after doing my stuffs. denn took 167.. hmmm.. the bus interchange made miee so confused... made miee walk such a long way... idiotic... denn ehhs.... I saw childy when i was on 167... childy was walking wif frens at the road junction... haii... i duno whether i reli saw childy a not... the window was vr blurr... so... nt vr sure... but the figure shld b him... if i'm not wrong... y i always so gt yuan wif childy... sth's wrong... is it signalling sth... or jus happen to see childy twice on thurs? HAI! okies. stop the talk. childy is making me sadd. lols.
"Love is like growing plants. We need to take care of the plant with love, care and concern, every single day, so as to ensure that it can bear beautiful fruits as soon as possible. But sometimes when we see the plants are dying, we are desperate but sad to pluck out the plant with great force. In the end, still leaving some roots in the soil. These roots then represents the memories both of them had together. and of course, the endless heartpain."
Invented this in cinese at first, then translated it to english... so tt i can see this sentence on blogg... haii...
Love is simple yet complicated...
Fate brings people together but makes people part as well...
Destiny gives people a new hope but it may destroy our dreams...
So irony... isn't it?
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:42 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Love Romance Talk
Long time nvr blogg. jus a few days onlie. find it so long nvr blogg liao. laz time personal blogg. mostly gt blog de. unless i stay at home all day denn i dun blogg at all. haii.
yest work. still as sians. jus a few souls walking at my level. grr. excuse miee. its level 5. personally, i take lift oso wanna have second thought liao... still let them decide? haii. sure dun wan come so high de. some more chinatown, mostly elderly de. they oso dun wan to walk so longg up to buy stupiidd tings. and face so manie promoters up there. hahaha. promoters, but free and chatting away. lols. yeah. tt's true. lols.
mon worked, my boss told miee tt the king koil auntie nt a gd auntie to tok to. denn was a little scaredd. denn hmmm. today she finally came. she looked a little fierce, but is almost same age as my mum. the feel and character is almost the same some more. lyk facing my mum lyk tt. but tis one gt a stranger feel lar. i dun dare crapp to her but tell her abt serious matters. lols. denn tok abt lots of tings lorr. talked abt how she spent her valentine's day wif her husband. the food. bleahs. she intro miee some books to read. denn. talked abt ghost stories. bleahs. lots lar. lyk gt lots to chat lyk tt. haii. sians. okies. denn in the end, i still went to eat alone. hahaha. used to eating alone liao. feel more free eating alone. even though may feel lonely to some ppl. but i feel okay wif it. hahaha. have to be independent one day. cannot always rely on fren de. lols. denn frm 4 starting onwards. totallie no souls de. promoter more than customers. hahaha. lols. denn i walked around. haii. den gt one auntie grabbed me and asked me about questions of frying pan. denn i helped her see lorr. denn answered her qn. if duno, jus "not sure.." and walk away. I'm there to slack... lols... happen to sneak ard... lols..
yest served other ppl's customer, but i didn't serve mine. cos' i dun even haf a customer. lols. denn i chatted wif one auntie there. denn i intro her wadd kind of material nice to slp. i tell euu. u cum out and work denn u noee which kind of material nice to slp. dun nid to iron all tt. hahaha. i will tell euu de. ask miee! LOL! okies. denn i intro her nice to slp de pillowcase. denn help her find her desired colors. she cannot bend down. denn help her find.. den she asked whether gt cheaper ones a not... den i walked around to help her find... den came back and tell her tt the cheapest is the one she's holding... hahaha... den she thanked for lots of times. tt made my day shine. lols. ^^ okies. denn she go cashier there and check the pillowcase whether gt any stain or wadd. den she bought it. she suddenly came back and tell me "Mei Mei, got 20% discount leh!" hahaha. denn i jus nodded happily. she so cutee. lols. denn she told me laz time she bought low quality pillowcase. dun lyk. all tt de lorr. in the end, we ended up chatting there. hahaha. lols ^-^ quite a cute old auntie. =)
Yest nite and today nite, watched Love Flash. Will provide the webby ltr for further viewing if you r curious. its reli nicee. thx 2 dearr de introo. *muackz* lols. okie. ehhh. both of the stories, the laz part i watched until i weep. haii. vr sad tingg. hmmmm. there's a sentence tt struck me and made my tears fall immediately. hahaha.
"The furthest distance isn't when we are in two different countries, but it's when I'm standing so near to you yet you don't even know that I love you deeply..."
Haii... my tears fall so quickly... it suddenly reminded abt the past... lols... love someone so much... yet gt nothing backk... lols... denn gt one more sentence struck miee as well...
"What if you had missed a guy who loved you real deeply..?"
"Even though it may seem like a simple decision, but it really affects your entire life..."
that's what I had created from my inspirations of the storyy... it looked so sadd... the guy is so devoted to the girl... yet the girl doesn't reli like him... haii... the story name is called (The Star). haii. tis storyline is so similar to one person. tis person shld noee who he is. haii.
"When we are still teenagers, we definitely have the chance to fall in love with 'shooting stars'. 'Shooting Stars' is something that we can't possibly catch and hold it tight to you and keep it forever. It's always moving around and all around, like love. Love is all around but true love is hard to find. Stars are the same. Stars are all around but gorgeous shooting stars are very rare to findd. 'Shooting Stars' may leave us with a endless heartache but at least, it has also left a box of fond memories for us to treasure and miss..." My another inspiration translated to english... Further developed from a story de intro line. haii. today super emotional. but denn. vr true lar. nt too chim. readd more will noee liao. hahaha.
Btw, the story is in chinese. so other races dun haf the pleasure liao. haii. vr nice flash lorr. hahaha.
http://cw6.so-net.net.tw/kokoro/rain01.html
http://cw6.so-net.net.tw//kokoro/star.html
wun reli regret bahz. if u love to see tis kind of flashes. they looked real. and the flashes i love it because it showed effort in observing real life tings and put into the flashes. the vr impt details of places and tings. hahaha. vr nicee. watch it.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:19 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy V day!
Firstly, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!! ALL MY DEAR READERS!!
Currently, in quite an okay mood. lols. even though i'm single. hahaha. but tt's gd. dun haf to worri how to get a "off" day on this special day. special day. hahaha. today my jie was grumbling to miee tt his bf is nt romantic de. hahaha. "Romantic" jus a feel. a feel to make ppl fall in love even deeper. its essential and can be not essential. hahaha. VR CHIM! for those who wans more "feel" in the relationship, romance makes ppl fall in love deeper and treasure each other more. denn for those under "TRUE LOVE", they dun nid romance oso can last longg. because they knew they are in love deeply. "I love you" isn't an important phrase for them to say out anymore. They needn't say out. just a some gentle gaze into each other's eyes, they noee wadd each other are tinking. oh my god. tt sounds so romantic. lolx. =P lols. perhaps tt's wadd everyone wans afterall. but jus tt a lack of security, "I love you" is so much needed. THE FEEL! THE FEEL BABY! LOL!
Today went to work, sians. totallie nobody. even haf time to go toilet more than 5 times. denn sit down duno how many times, i can't even count liao. HAHA. denn sians. LOL. time crawls.
I had nt much feeling anymore. cos i noe its impossible. it had come to an end. no use of going backk..
Can we....?
I miss you........
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@12:03 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
tml working sians.
today mayb post le. tml mayb nt posting due to tiredness. hahaha. i working tml again... sians... hahaha... but denn worth it lar... can earn money once again... selling the same old ting... nt gonna tell euu whr i working now... or else ppl come ka jiao miee... juz kidding... lols... working at PPC OG. lolx.
Valentine's Day around the corner. Personally, I'm not celebrating cos' one thing, I'm single and available (tt was so obvious tt I'm hinting something! xP) denn hmmm. I'm working on that day (book miee in advance. MUHAHAHA!jk!) I'd never celebrate V day wif any guys before. So hahaha. tt's a very special day if i have one now. MUHAHAA... I can't stop hinting tt... I'm not too young or old... LOL! No lar, if tt person reli loves miee, denn tt day jus a normal day. EVERYDAY'S VALENTINE'S DAY! (old fashioned saying) lolx.
What's the Valentine's Day usual present? Flowers? HAHAx. Everytime lyk tt de. Actually girls dun reli lyk flowers. It's because it's V day. so flowers = face to some girls. lols. no flower no face. wadd e. lols. feel more loved. personally i tink, u buy flowers on a normal day btr (but definitely nt after u had done sth wrong, and wanted to apologise by giving a stupidd flower. tt's no use. we will treat it as useless tinggy. UNLESS! tt girl loves flowers. hahaha. but i dun! LOL! ) so agree wif it. lols. V day some manie ppl holding flowers. why nt hold something different to catch everyone's attention. lols. i duno wadd. use sth special lar. lols.
Today, managed to watch the last firework near Esplanade there, with my mother. We are not near Esplanade. In fact, we are very far from esplanade. we can wear casual clothes (in fact, u wan to be naked oso can. who cares abt euu?) hmmm. we stood near the clothes. hahaha. shld noee whr i mentioning liao. hahaha. we stood at the laundry room. sth lyk tt. lols. stand there can see everything. the fireworks. tis yr everyday for new yr they put fireworks. wah. suddenly feel new year so rich. lols.
feeling is just a feeling. if u dun tink tt way, denn u wun feel tt way. CHIM!
Imperfection is perfection.
Love is to accept someone's weakness cum imperfection and see it as perfection no matter what happens.
Bleahs. crapps.
Love is everywhere.
True love is hard to find...
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:50 PM
Valentine's day poster
My poster are getting simpler and simpler. tis is a EYE gift for all my readers. LOLx. Valentines day coming so I gave this present to everyone. CAN ONLY USE EYES SEE! CANNOT TOUCH!! That's y its called eye gift. lols. =)* No grades for tis. hope everyone lyks tis! ^^.
Saying of this poster ::
"Always had too much things to tell you.. And, I'd complied everything that I wanted to confess to you into stacks and stacks of letters. All are filled with my love and concern for you. Only on this very special day, I'll give it all to you. I love you."
Dedicated to everyone...
Even if single oso nvr mind... I'm single? LOL!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:56 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
O level release!
10 February...
Sighs...
Slept at 2sth midnite. woke up at 9 sth. can euu believe tt? I shld wake up at 11.30 de lorr. i even made the effort to set alarm clock liao! haii. the stupidd call and sms-es made miee awake. grr. okie. denn. sat at the sofa there vr long... until my mum started nagging and my stomach started growling denn i willing to go bathe and wash up. denn i ate and onlined for a while. 1.30 went outt. it was raining liao. how i wish there isn't rain today. i dun wish my mood to be down lorr. haii. denn hmmmm. went to meet kuan. den go to sch wif her to mean bee, chelle and dearr. walked into sch. heart pump vr fast. we walking onlie but our heart beating at more than running heart beat rate. hahaha. okies. denn ermms. went to hall. we stood outside for a while, den slowly walked in... lols... quite empty when we went in... we shifted many times until we finally made our mind and stood right behind of the hall... lols... den due to curiousness of the sneaked news passing around, i go ask dy di who was doing duty in front. lols. den i go chit chat wif him and two other guys. lols. told demm was damn nervous. lols. ermmm. den ok lar. it started at abt almost 3 liao. we waited for long lorr. grr. den tis time MRS GOH MADE THE SPEECH! duno is it gd or bad. but to miee, normal? Mrs Yeo, she will be "factual" bah... she will say the truth... everything to us... while Mrs Goh only says the good things? I duno? First time hear her tok for so long... hahaha... den went thru' the slides. we weren't reli impatient cos' were toking abt top student.
congrats to Evelyn and Leonard for being top in sec 4 and 5 respectively. had done well.
hmmm. i oso vr happy. i cried when i gt on stage and received my O's cert. wah. surprised. some subjects tt i was vr worried abt. I... jumped many grades... hmmm... tis time cried a lot lesser than chinese result release.. tt time is downpour... tis time is jus partial drizzle... hahaha... nice description yar? LOL! hahaha... okies... i love it... and I would like to say, thx to those who clapped and cheered for me when i got up stage, i appreciate tt lots. muackx. love euu ppl! ^-^
ermm. denn after the presentation abt the O's tingg. we wait for our form chers to give out stacks of tings abt e admission tingy. denn meanwhile, able to walk ard, chit-chat plus hugg and so on. hahaha. ermmm. saw liyana. she eye red red de. denn she said she cried for us. i felt reli touched. reli horr! hmmm. den i stood up and hugged her. =) dun cry animore. i owe euu two tis time. hope we can get closer nxt time we meet! ^^ Heart ache see ppl cry. lols.
todayy hugged rita at canteen. thx for ur wishes.
hugged liyana in the hall . "Dun cry... or else i will cry as well de..."
hugged mayy mei near canteen . miss yah lots.
hahahas. denn in the middle, some things happened. can't say. secret. hmmm. den went to tiong and eat cos' hungry. after eating, went to somerset and sing KTV. my happiest time of my life. hahaha. we reli enjoyed ourselves. hahaha. we had a lot of CUTE AND HAPPY MEMORIES IN KTV! LOL!
Who cares abt who's out of tune today! EVERYONE's HAPPY! LOL! ITS FINALLY OVER! PHEW~~~~ LOL
But things tt I will never forget...
The feeling I had when ppl gave their sincere wishes "All the best"
The feeling I had when I hugged ppl today
The love that I have and had for the sch, its everything including my class, bandd.
The feeling I felt when I gt my cert.
The struggling feeling tt I had these few days for O levels.
The times when I studied for O's.
Everything's over.
It's time to part...................
One thing to say,
I won't forget it . . .
Henderson is my second homee..
I love Henderson .
# 4E1/05, hssband rawkx #
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:36 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
POSTER!
YAHOO!! I love this then. nothing tt i dun lyk abt... hahaha... tis time... 92 marks for myself... comment on it! ITS NICE! And I spent less than 30 mins! I love it! ^-^ comment!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:40 AM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
tml O level result...
11.40 PM
Currently I'm in a countdown mood...
Not in good mood either...
Tml, which is abt 18 mins frm now, will be the day of O level result release...
Hearts racing, lots of sighing sounds (made by me), and many lots of noises around...
I can't even look blur today... I have no mood to look blur today... all I tink is results... when I'm reli lonely...but gd ting tt my family accompanied miee today... haii... today rained... quite heavily... same as my mood... so down... due to the O's ting... finally tis day came... at first, when we were working, we were tinking "why the day isn't here yet?" then now, its just the next day, we nervous until lyk hell... haii... ppl are always nt satisfied... one word... "SCARED"... hahaha... Tml will be the same ting... Mrs Yeo sure will be toking or Mrs Goh (VP) will be toking... sometimes hope tt she's toking long, but our hearts racing for long... we can't bear the nervousness anymore... denn when Mrs Yeo or Mrs Goh finish their talks, we will start to tink "so FAST! we still nt ready yet!" grr. tml sure lyk tt de. at least it will happen on miee.
actuallie nth to say. hahaha. mood going up and down. i can't sing out loud. police will hear my NICE singing. lols. i can't scream, its almost 12. i will wake ppl up as well... xP Or else i will reli do it xP LOL.
today, went out to pray... despite of the rain... went there by taxi... hmmmm... denn tis time i prayed reli hardd... hoping the gods can hear my prayers... haii... my wishes... haii... i dunoo... sincere enuff le... moz sincere liao...den after praying, we went home straight... cos' i told my family... i had no mood to shop... hahaha... main culprit is miee lar, for spoiling their mood. but they nervous for miee as well.. thnkx for tt.lolx.
Hmmmm... THE HALL OF JUDGEMENT!
HAIzz~~ Old liao~~
I said liao.. tis week's time flies...my family dun believe me... maybe it only seemed like real to mee... and many other O level takers laz yr... haixx...
All the bez....
*walks off*
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:37 PM
my background
This is my first random background. hmmm. the swirls cannot be edited le... so it looks ugly... lolx... the others i used brushes... it looked reli nice when close look... it had lots of words in there..."I lied". "I want her" (hint someone) lols. and many more. there are even music notes inside. and there are maths sums inside. lols. lols. messy but nice without the swirls. lols. ^-^ THUMBS UP! I will give myself 86. lolx.nice leh...You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:51 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
today no work.
boss suddenly told me tt i dun haf to work today. grr. i wan to earn more money de. but nvm lar.
suddenly half happy, half sadd. one sad issh i can't earn ani more money lers. happy issh cos' i haf another day to slack and slp late liao! >.< lols. ermm.
today loaded manie songs up to my mp3. grr. sians. mostly slow songs. no kick de. waiting for fast songs to b up.
ermmm. sians today. when i woke up, i felt lyk going to the library to find books to borrow. my main aim is to borrow harry potter books. but denn in the end, i can't find. too badd. haii. okies. denn hmmm. went to the library alonee lorr.actuallie intended to go east coast or sth de. lols. i siaoo liao. i love going to places alone, jus to cool myself down. lols.
go out working, independent liao. xP
no lar, actuallie i always love going out alonee. i prefer toking to myself, rather than toking to frens (sumtimes). sumtimes i reli nid to "spread" my secrets. or else hold them too long, i scared i will break down.lols. xP
i borrowed a book called "100 tips to feel great - Happy" stupid title, but caught my attention. being living so long, didn't even noe whether i was really happy or not.
i will type down some happy tips for u ppl to see (i find it logical ones)::
1 :: Smile even though u r feeling real down. cos' ppl will react to you in a positive way, and cheer you up which makes euu feel gd.
2 :: Put Happy faces on ur screen saver (abit siao) but their smiles are addictive. -- for miee, i watch funny baby videos. watching them laugh. i will laugh as well. cos' they too cute!! xP
3 :: Go to places like beaches, lakes to calm yourself down
4 :: Dress up with your favourite clothes
5 :: Phone a friend (that's normal)
6 :: Hug ppl (lol! I love tt!)
7 :: Watch the clouds go by (watch me issh enough lar. i oso haf cloud in muhh name. nt much difference! =P )
8 :: Being silly for a day ( I'm always like that . Wun work on miee den )
9 :: Brighten other ppl's day by saying 'thank you' or 'please' to other ppl. lols. (if u wan them to help or sth lar) tis issh vr effective!
10 :: Have a good laugh ( for nothing - my mum will scold me siao )
11 :: Go for dancing
12 :: Sing out loud (tt reli works for me)
13 :: Take a deep breath ( plus something coming frm backside will b btr xP)
14 :: Sleep well ( of cos! )
15 :: Don't compare yourself with others, not only your self-esteem becomes lower, your mood lowers as well.
16 :: Forgive and forget
17 :: Do absolutely nothing and stare at the air for hours ( I always do tt )
18 :: Learn how to say "no" to ppl, when they request things tt will make euu uncomfortable or in difficult position.
How are the ways? LOL. many ways in there, very effective to me. hahaha. lols. okies. different ppl different methods. lols.
tt's all. i went back home and played comp till now k. lols. ^-^ tk cr ppl.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:01 PM
background nice?
This is a background made by mi.. but originally the texture is nt by me. is by other webby de. but i included many pictures inside. i love tis as well. if u happen to see the outlinee. hahaha. tt's my intention for tis backgroundd. lols. nice mahz? comment on it. thkx.You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@2:12 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
HAHA! Tis is my production, featuring Rainie Yang Chen Ling and Xiao Zhu (vr small pic lorr) ... lols! but nice leh!! I'm vr proud of my poster... lols... vr dreamy like... and nice... comment on it k? LOL... i spent 3 hrs doing it... lols ^-^
Sians. tml working again. rmb to tag it.
Btw, my stories are free to be read again! LOLx. Winglin is back to normal. Comment! YOUR PRECIOUS COMMENT WILL BE APPRECIATED!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@8:39 PM
Nt in gd mood
Currently nt in gd mood.
hahahas. still okae lar.
just tt i looked blurr.
close frens noee tt when i look blurr, sometimes issh vr wrongg. i have troubles in mind liaos. but i wun tell ppl de. i keep it to myself liaos.
I felt tt my thinking had reli changed. lots.
too manie things till i can't say everything out.
my feel abt "true frens" are different le. Definition of True friends nt only they are loyal, they give u a shoulder for u to lean on when u r crying, or nid to slp(crappy). give euu a listening ear when u r troubled. but they shld oso tell euu ur weaknesses NT DIRECTLY but in a frenly manner. denn if i say i dun wish to change, respect my decision den. dun mention tt i'm bad anymore. then those who r nt hypocrites. once hypocrites, u r reli totallie off my list. i dun nid such frens. cos' frm wadd i noee. hypocrites is somewadd betrayers and backstabbers liaos. soon will become one. trust me. true frens dun act in front of euu. they will say true things to euu. they dun spread ur secrets. I HATE PPL WHO SPREAD MY SECRETS. so those ppl who spread my secret in the past, i will forgive euu. cos' i'm nt going to tell my deepest secret to ANYONE, EXCEPT my mum. I only trust her. okies. den I oso hate ppl who rumoured or bad mouthed back behind me. i hate tt. i mean everyone hate tt lorr. will feel terrible de lorr. so dun provoke miee ok. i changed. tell euu tt. I'm vr straightforward now liao. cos' seen stupid customers and many life experiences. i love working suddenly. made miee a lot more mature liaos. denn i chatted wif those more mature ppl, i feel i nid to learn more. i nid to listen more. so next time, talk less, listen more. so tt u can learn more, lyk me. u wun be in disadvantage. u will learn tings tt u duno in the past. wun regret de. denn we slowly learn abt how to observe one's character. denn can see how ppl dress as well. hahaha. i, as a promoter, seen lots of ppl wearing nicely, in fashion, in front of fashion and out of fashion (HAHA!) lols. lols. its lyk a fashion show to miee. den when talking, is lyk oral to miee. den tackling wif difficult customers is lyk counselling with problematic students. denn my shirt tucked out behind. the supervisors are lyk teachers catching playful students like me, tucking out shirt, acting style. lols. xP nice ting to mention.
i dun wish to live in the past. i dun wan to go back anymore. i dun wan to be back wif anyone in the past. i noee it myself, wadd i reli meant. u wun guess it correctly. cos' u all the mos can tink of love matters. but its definitely. its jus a part of my stupidd past. one of my bad rumours of cos'. haii. i wun go back... i dun wan to regret... maybe sometimes i will miss it but still i dun wan to regret animore. i wld rather concentrate on other things. than ending up wif stupidd endings.
"There's always a time when ppl get together, so there's definitely a time when ppl part.."
I agree. cos' i invented this sentence a few seconds ago...
HAHAx....
i dun crave for anione to lyk miee anymore. less self-conscious. i jus love myself. i wan to be myself sometimes. sometimes i jus heck care wadd ppl tot abt miee. in e end, u r jus living for urself. y care abt other ppl. as long as its nt too attention-seeking, nt cunning, nt illegal and nt any of the bad things can liao. go on and do it. hu cares if ppl hates miee. duhs. can i care.
sometimes i jus love independence man.
note: I only say vr true things when my mood is vr down. nw i am. xP
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@1:08 AM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
laz second day working at carrefour.
Yest was vr tiredd... hahaha... even though slacked lots... xP (but less tired than the day before yesterday lar cos' tt day was moving goods all the way)
Many things happened. I jus tell e gist of it. vr sians liaos. hahaha. tiredd till sians to update. xP
Hmmm. let's say friday first bahz. lols. 3/2/06
Did lots of goods moving stuffs. i helped kai feng... reli sian liao... den we first time use jet, the ting to move large no. of goods de... vr hard to control... turn left, nid to turn right... turn right, need to turn left... hmmm... then we tried to move it... we were lyk using a lot of time to move the goods lorr... chicken hand duck leg (in chinese translation) HAHAx. denn we took the elevator down (nt lift) LOLx. okaes. hmmm. the elevator was more scary than the one at taka. cos' its a lot bigger. expanded size. lols. den the door open at both ways HORIZONTALLY. and slowly somemore. so u had no choice but to stare at the way it opens. its relli scary if u haf small guts lyk miee. i can haf nightmares lyk tis abt lifts and elevators. hahahas. stupid rite lols. okies. den we went down to the first floor to move goods up to the promotion area at level 2... hahaha... we took a long time cos the gds tt we wanted to move, is way in lorr! haii... den we took a long time moving the other goods out... lols... den in the end, gt one handsome came to help us... hahaha... its a malay guy lar... hahaha... he became my idol from tt second when he asked us whether we needed help... hahaha.. he's reli nice... he helped us move till the elevator there... so nice!! HAHAx. den we moved up the goods wif another person, kai ling (nt kai feng's sister ok. its different. happen to have kaii lols!) hahaha. den we stood in the elevator for longg. hahaha. suddenly kai fengg said "Oh no! I forgot to press "2"... no wonder nvr go up..." den we "wah lau... scare us seh... we tot trapped in lift... cos' feel lyk nvr move lyk tt..." hahaha... lols... we were so scared lorr... such a big "lift" den three girls plus the stupid goods (male underwear), u tink we can live for long? HAHAHAHA! ok... funny horr... LOL.
Highlight for friday issh lyk tis lar. den saturday. more tings to write. hahahas.
yest get to noe lots of frens. firstly is e chocolate promoter, Joan. denn kaii ling, 24, chatted wif her liaos. counted as fren le. and kristine, 29. hahaha. den ehhh. the escalator security, nvr get to ask his name. but nice di-siaoing him. everytime he sms, den i will walk past him and say "hp huh..." lols... HAHAx! den get to noe two uncles, one cannot tok de. another one always smiling de. den get to noe a fatty, 17. another skinny malaysian guy, 17 as well. hahaha. his smile vr nice! I love his smile.he looks cute. he reveals tt he likes someone in his hometown. aiyohs. so sad. or else he vr cute leh! HAHAx. okies. denn hmmmm. noee one uncle today, i call him black-cum-know-many-language-uncle. hahaha. yeah. he speaks so many languages. and complaining wif another auntie. lols. HAHAx. i duno wadd impression i give ppl. but i onli knew tt after i worked, my character changed le. hahaha. definitely had changed. how it had changed, see it urself. dun ask miee. xP
yest felt lyk i wasn't working. i spent time chatting wif Joan. denn after tt, went to eat with her at 3. eat till abt 4. den 4 sth, i went to accompany kai feng go eat. cos' she leg pain, i dun wan let her lonely go eat. i wory her. tt day move goods, her legs kena knocked twice on metal plate. same place some more. haii. bleed a little. den vr blue black. den at nite, she sms-ed mie, she can't slp cos' pain. haii. den i worry lor. den i pei her go eat. den suggested her to go eat KFC. hahaha. den met the other ppl there. lots lar. kai ling, kristine, cute guy, fatty there. lols. den chatted lots. hahaha. joked lots as well. hahaha. den went back together. hahaha. but when we were near the staff entrance. everyone decided to slack for a little while more. hahaha. den we sat near the staff entrance there. lols. den we slacked, listened to songs. sang songs bleahs. sat from 4 sth to 7 sth... (SHH!) LOL. first time slacked for so long. i'm guilty. so i worked for 1 hr and 30 mins more to repay my guiltness. lols. HAHA. i worked till 10 sth. with the excuse of helping Joan to clean her chocolate mess. LOL. okaes. its quite fun lar. chatting wif those ppl and crappin. but "free-style crappin" i only used on kai feng. the others i tried on them. they can't take it. too mature liao. cannot use. hahaha. free-style-crappin can only be used in sch. same age de. and they understand my style of crapping. crapping abt normal and unlogical things. hahaha. lols. i miss my old frens. they can take my jokes. grr. bleahs. den went home at 10 sth lorr. no more. hahaha. lazie to talk more lers. lols.
"The most terrible is tt girls can't forget the past and always wan the person tt she first loved..." (na de qi fang bu xia)... den i was lyk haii... hahaha... during the time when we slacked, we talked abt love relationships... kai ling and kristine are mothers. kristine is single parent mother. she had to work to support her child. haii. den she told her past relationships wif his ex lorr. den quite terrible la. made miee had even worse impression of men. den kristine says she in the past is an ah lian. everytime go out. den she told us her times when she ran out of home, how she took care of herself during those days and so on. and her life being a two-son's mother. denn she wanted to divorce but cannot cos' of her two small son. haii. poor ting lar. hahaha. kai ling's taste vr weird. she has a special fond of indian guys. everyone dun understand it. but nvr mind. different ppl haf different tastes. lols. i wan to be LES. lols. no lar. see first bahz. lols. trust girls rather than guys. dun worry, i still love guy's deep voice. i still love their male body. lol. dun tink y. i mean i still feel weird going steady wif girls. i dun feel right. so dun worry. i'm still straight. lols.
yest, haii. had a feeling tt childy will come carrefour or i will meet childy. in the end, nvr meet. hahaha. my sixth sense failed me yest. or else i can reli buy 4D liao. tt time sense some of the band members come, they reli came. HAHAx. okies. denn hmmm.
SCARY EXPERIENCE!!
I came back home at abt 10 sth, 11 liao... den i took the house lift wif a stranger (guy), then ehhh... 1st floor huh... normal HDB lift (no carpark underground de) then when we went in the lift, the direction is showing down LEH! KAOX! Den the door jus close! then the guy pressed on the no. "6" then doesn't light up at all. KAOX!! My heart was at my throat there lor! Then suddenly the door open again... den the direction showed going up... wa lau... den i reli "ahhh... " out in front of tt guy... den i say "wo pa..." to him... den he joked "nw den i noee we gt car park underground..." WAH! If we go down, dun nid come up liao lor! STILL JOKE! KAOX! (gong xi fa cai!) aiyohs... scary leh!
Nowadays already had some nightmares tt made miee scared out of my wits and crying away liao... wah lau... stop it... pls...
Today, took the stupid, scary lift again. den when i walked past the first stall, i saw JL, my pri sch fren. den i patted his shoulder. then he was lyk shocked. hahaha. den we talked for a while. hahaha. jus lyk tt. stunned to see him. too "LUCKY" le. GRR! okies. denn hmmm... today went to eat lunch and did everything alone... cos' kai feng went back malaysia again, to pray. haii... sians... den i went around chatting again. but didn't slack tis time. i stayed near my area. hmmm. today saw lots of things. lols. i always lyk to go to the storeroom because there's water refiller there. lols. i everytime go there slack de. hahaha. LOLx. denn hmmm. i went there, no cup. idiotic. can't drink. lols. den i go ask my fren, kai ling. den she told me at the baby department there. den i wanted to walk there and drink. on the way, i saw a foreigner with big boobs. with no bra on . and she WEAR WHITE TIGHT T-shirt. SHE's PREPARE TO SHOW HER FANTASTIC BOOBS! All I can say. haii... stupid... i see liao oso pai seh lorr... den i heck care... den when i walked to the baby department, gt one change nappy room, tt's whr kai ling referred abt whr water refiller will be. den i saw a mummy feeding her baby wif her whole human milk. den i was lyk... ehh... is it "Neh Neh Day" for me or sth. but tis one is totally different. tis one is noble tt one is disgusting OK! Difference vr big! GRR!
Btw, when i was working, i saw my cousin and his wife. hahaha. den they came to chat wif miee lorr. they heard tt i worked at suntec. but duno as wadd. at whr. they jus trying their luck. then they saw miee. hahaha. his wife vr considerate. still noe mayb chat too long will kena scolding. hahaha. den they quickly go. hahaha. vr gd. thanks.!! LOL. they nice lar. lols. den today went home at 8.30 sharp. i vr sian. time going reli slowly today. grr kk.
i walked fast home today. when i was in the lift, preparing to go up. i saw YC. the person tt i wanted to see. gRR! SO STUPID! I SAW TWO PERSON TT I WANTED TO SEE TODAY... but nvr see childy leh... haii...
I thought of the past today. almost went crazy when i was lonely. haii. reli regretted nt holding. y did i let go jus because it wasn't the feel tt i wan? shld i ask or not? I duno. i'm scared of being rejectedd. i miss "tall-ly", the feel is still there. haii. i regretted. reli....
End here.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@11:17 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
kick sweep floor de machine.
Hmmm. today slowly going out of new year mood lers. lols. no one visited muhh house recently. LOL. nt even any side of relatives lorr. aiyahs. its okaes. i've taken most of the hongbaos already, except for one. tt one dun take oso can lar. cos' i dun lyk the couple. tt couple is frm my father side de. hmmm. the guyy i hate de. i still rmb when i young, once i saw himm, i cried out loudd. cos' his face realli looks scary and terrible to miee. GRR! My impression remained bad till now. He's a fat guy and looks violent. and indeed he's violent to her wife. her wife i oso dun lyk. vr show-off de. so they are a turn-down for miee. haii.
Hmmm. tml going to work liaos. hahaha. hapie lar. one ting is gt money coming to my side liao! HAHA! Tml I dun tink gt much commission. cos' Singaporeans style issh lyk tt de. new year eve go chiong. denn after new year, air-con oso become colder lorr. hahaha. den we, workers there have to talk abt "hot" jokes to keep us warm liao! NO MORE COLD JOKEs! LOL! COLD~~ lols. okies.
Today, mostly played comp on the photoshop. spent lots of time on it. doing the background and e editing of pics. difficult to do. today my official first day touching it. hahaha. so looks real badd. but nvm~ work harder. i can't do hand art. i will do online art den! HAHAx. okies. hmmmm. my product is down there. below tis entry. hahaha. nt nice de. dun even go and grade it! LOL! xP
At nite, I swept the floor. hahaha. the machine today kena miee kicked for manie times. it's playing wif miee. when i lifted up my leg, den it started working normally. denn when i lowered down my leg, it stopped working. idiotic... hahaha... denn i laughed out loudd lorr... hahaha. denn in the end, i kicked it real hard. lols. den work normally all ard the house. GD! LOL. VIOLENT HOR! TIS ONE I ADMIT LAR! xP
After sweeping the floor, jie issh back wif yu sheng. hahaha. den we eaten dinner wif yu sheng. rare combination but den nice. tis time i said the "gong xi fa cai" all tt... i'm the only one who had lifted so high up.. .i even stepped on the stool... hahaha... the others jus squatted and lifted as much as they can... lols... this time i ate the most yu sheng as well... it was vr nicE! addicted... lols... den i was imagining... they say yu sheng muz lift as up as possible, den i imagined, i lift the yu sheng while i sit on the helicopter! LOL! HAHAx... some ppl mus be laughing ur heads off... admit it! LOL. siao liao horr. hahaha. den after eating, family played mahjong. i oso played. (dun see miee innocent innocent look huh, i noee how to gamble de ok! xP sHhH... dun tell ppl can liaos!! anione noee how to play, ask miee to play at ur house! I'm free!) HAHAx! LOL. but we play no money de. lols. they at first say wan to gamble money de. but denn i say dun wan. i so dry liao. now new year gt money liao. cannot gamble off. lols. i noee my luck today nt vr gd. hmmm. indeed. i won only 2-3 times, under the help of the mahjong expert at home, my daddy. LOL! ^-^ He too expert liao. even noe wadd the others are waiting for wadd tiles, so cannot play wif him =X but he helped miee! Thanks daddy! LOL! Den we played blackjack, lost so many times. see, cannot gamble wif money. or else. liao! LOL! gt one part, mummy gt nt enough points to get 21... den she peeped at the fourth card that she was about to take, hahaha. see liao. den she say "dun wan liao.." den she put it back... hahaha... den my jie nagged "Wey! How can lyk tt... you vr cute leh... how can put back de!" den i was laughing lyk madd... cos' mummy's reaction was vr cute... HAHAx. kkies. HAD A FUN TIME WIF THEM MaN... Nice day today...
End here. bye!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@10:34 PM
posters!!
Heex. the first one is poster made by Madeline. LOL!
The next, miserable one is made by me, its still halfway through. but I quite lyk my "half-way poster". featuring Xiao Zhu and Rainie Yang Chen Ling!! LOL! But I'm not using tis poster as my story de poster lar. tis is my first time trying our Photoshop Pro. 8. Quite a bad one. but I grade myself a C5. lols ^-^ (Bad enough..) xP
Work hard for myself!!
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy.
@6:01 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Hey, this is the blend made by Madeline, my perfect poster maker. LOL! She made my poster for [ Hidden Meaning ] as well! See, this one is her blend challenge de workk. nice hor!!
Credits : www.freewebs.com/sky-ness
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@10:28 PM
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