On December 13th, my cousin's 12 year old son was a passenger in his mom's car near Vernal when they were in a terrible accident. The car was totaled, CJ was killed and Angela was left in a coma. It was terribly tragic and difficult. The kids all had a hard time, but probably Scotty had the hardest time since he and CJ got a long so well. Cassie's family and our family were asked to sing a musical number at the funeral. Talk about hard!!! Music speaks to my soul in such a way that I often have a hard time singing or listening to beautiful music without crying. This was especially difficult. We chose to sing "I Know that My Savior Loves Me" by Tami Jeppson Creamer and Derena Bell.
A long time ago in a beautiful place,
children were gathered ‘round Jesus
He blessed and taught as they felt of His love.
Each saw the tears on His face.
The love that He felt for His little ones
I know He feels for me.
I did not touch Him or sit on his knee,
Yet Jesus is real to me.
I know he lives!
I will follow faithfully.
My heart I give to Him.
I know that my Savior loves me.
Now I am here in a beautiful place,
Learning the teachings of Jesus.
Parents and teachers will help guide the way,
Lighting my path ev’ry day. -
Wrapped in the arms of my Savior’s love,
I feel His gentle touch.
Living each day, I will follow His way,
- Home to my Father above.
I know he lives!
I will follow faithfully.
My heart I give to Him.
I know that my Savior loves me.
I know that my Savior loves me.
CJ, we know you are home with your Father above wrapped in the arms of our Savior! Thank you for your smile, your light and your example. We love you and will miss you here on earth, but through the Atonement of Jesus Christ and through the power of the temple sealing ordinances, we know we will be with you again.
The up side to any funeral is getting to see family and friends. Kimi, Stephen and Christina were all able to come for the funeral and stay a few extra days. So after the funeral, we had a chance to just play:
Later that night we met up with my mom's brother, whom we never see, to go to see the lights at Temple Square. Maybe the death of CJ can change some hearts and bring us closer as a family again...
Alli had her two best friends, Stephen and Mitch, wrapped around her little finger... all night long! They are my heros!
It was beautiful - and COLD!!!
Carlton thinking he's as tall as Dave...
Nope!
Great night with family. I love that although funerals are sad, they are also a great reunion of families!