New Year Countdown at Ji Xiang's hse

Happy new year everyone...
i went to ji xiang 's hse to countdown..

Yuko, Hao ge, Boon Han, Clara, Darryl, JunJie
were there too..
Ji Xiang have 2 adorable doggies!!!!!
haha..
Rasu and Boi Boi..
Aw...
miss them..
ji xiang was a great host..
guess wad do we have for dinner..
root beer float, ham with pineapple sauce,
potato chips...
and of cuz...
the nuggets and fish fillets
proudly cooked by me n dada..
heez..

den ji xiang's twin sis came hm to take some
stuffs...
we've gt a shock...
or maybe..
i've gt a shock...
haha...
she is completely different from ji xiang ba..
haha..
every sentence she say...
will have san zi jing..
haha..
she's pro in hokkien too wor..
lolz..
but can feel tat she means no harm...
jus being herself..

i brought rasu n boi boi for a walk wor..
when sending boon han to the bus stop..
and we were incredible...
we walked a big round...
nt knowing tat the bus stop
was jus outside ji xiang's block..
haha..
den..
after sending boon han to bus..
darryl came..
heez *grin*
he took rasu and walked back with me..
*aww... so happy..haha*

but i din stayed long..
gt a terrible headache..
right after countdown i went hm le..

Its sharon's bday

went back the hotel at 7am in the morning..
shit..
damm "early" la..
some were asleep le..
noe tat i have to sleep asap...
took out all the clips on my hair at an incredible
high speed and slept on the floor..
so cold man..
woke up at 10 plus..
bathed and rushed to clementi
to meet yamas again..
haha..
great man..
lolz..

we went for breakfast at a coffee shop..
must be buget meal..
haha..cuz at nite eat at swensons..
den we went to clementi rc to play pool..
pool again..
haha...
but it was fun..
hehz..
im proud of myself ^^

den we took neoprints..
hehz..
its a tradition..
to take a neoprint when we can on
each of our bday...
*wink*

My leg hurts by then..
hahah..
cuz of tat shoes..
haha..

we went marina after taking neoprints..
had dinner at swensons with the su ppl..
paterson was sitting in front of me..
den..
our ice water gt mixed up..
donno whose is whose..
den that stupid pat..
he go drink both..
den..
i went to drink both too..
haha..
said tat we're quits..
haha..
it was fun yup..
we forced sharon n mx to kiss..
haha..
den all the cameras were like shooting at them..
haha..

*thks butties for ur present ^^ *

Prom WOw..

S20 gurls met early in the morning
at ginza nearby market place..
to go to the salon tat zhu zhu mentioned..
it was fun to see everyone doing their
make up and getting their hair styled..
hehez..
cheng joo came last..
we gt a shock when she told us tat she haven
bought her gown yet..
so she had to rush to town to buy..
luckily..
she succeeded..
haha..

after tat..
my dearest kor went drove us and siying to
conrad hotel..thks *huggiez*
conrad's bed is damm cool la..
haha..
the toilet too..
we kept taking pictures inside the toilet..
sia cha bos rite..
haha

well..
at there..
we din really ate much..
cuz most of the time, we were taking photos..
haha..
in fact, everyone were..
the planning sux actually..
sorrie for being bad..
but..
its true..
many ppl din manage to get the seats...
many ppl werent too please with it..

My mother wanted her necklace back
suddenly..
so gt to pass to siying to wear..
den she bring back for my mother..
mei xing saw tat..
so she lended me her necklace..
thks mei xing ^^
i love tat necklace..
haha..
its jus how i wanted the necklace to be
for my gown..
lolz..

it ended well..
v abrupty..
i din get to hear whose the prom queen
and king..
den there we goes..
continuing to take photos..
haha..
yamas took lotsa photos too *grin*

Went for a walk at esplanade with an butt n dada
after the prom...
din took v long..
cuz they have to go hm soon..
i have to meet my class too..
the class went cathay..
some watched movies, some played pool..
i played pool..
haha..
shit..
im addicted to it le..
oops.. shhh..
haha..
me n soon keat were like trying all sorts of stances.
like reverse balls, jump balls in pool..
haha..
it was great...

Tired Tired Tired

Early in the morning..
i went to FMPS for a staff meeting..
reached there damm early la...
cuz my papa fetch..
lolz..
everything was okie ba..
jus mainly admin stuffs and introducing
teachers to us..
den we had a tea break..

After the tea break was a staff dedication..
maybe cuz im nt really used to it ba..
cuz many ppl gathered together..
started to sing christian songs and
praying to god..
gt a culture shock...
haha..
but shld have expected tis since i wanna teach
here..
jus need time to adapt yup ^^

today wore heels...
from morning to nite..
legs damm pain..
haha..

went to k box with hang and siying..
ate sakae and took neo print too..
it was great..
haha...
we sang many nonsense..
keep offing key..
but who cares..
haha..
enjoy can le ^^

P.s.im missing someone..
lalalala

Rain rain go away

Yea..
today was raining..
the bad weather is back..
haha..

i went to take my basic theory
practice and evaulation...
passed tis time
hehez..
was so happy man..
gt 69/70 correct wor...
tat means gt 99% pass.
hehez..

den din do much..
jus stayed at hm to pack my stuffs..
mama seems angry today..
beta be a gd gal stay at hm ba..
haha...

*wonder hows the ogl camp today*

Christmas..

Its christmas today..
Met dada, alex, sharon and chenghao
at west mall..
cool man..
sharon, chenghao and i wored pink..
dada was like...
wads happening to everyone!!!
y wear pink..
well...
Pink is the colour for christmas
tis year...
haha..

On the way to bowl after brunch..
i left my wallet on the bus..
haha...
2 heros saved my life..
hee...
after we got down from the bus..
i realised tat my wallet was still in the bus..
but bus zhao liao..
lucky the bus travel in a loop..
so alex and cheng hao dashed to the
next bus stop...
i gt a shocked man..
they dashed across the roads ..
so dangerous..
and yea..
these two heros...
gt my wallet back..
haha..
(sharon did helped too..thks ^^)

bowling was fun..
initially, i kept missing it..
always went long gang (the corner)
den alex was like singing
Ni na me ai long gang.....
dotz man...
after 6 times..
i realised tat..
i used the wrong hand..
ahaz...
i used right hand to play..
damm blur la...
den everything went alright le..
haha...
i gt a strike wor..
cool man.. ^^
everybodies nick in the bowl machine
was so cool...
like superwomen, wonder women, tough guy,
pokemon..haha
but mine was flash..
abit wad the....
haha...
(m18)

Darryl joined us after tat..
we went to play pool..
donno y..
i was off form..
haha..

dada treat me and alex for dinner after tat..
great day yup..
at least i managed to see someone ^^

Its Christmas Eve

Look at the previous post wor..
the lyrics damm nice...
haha..

today..
slept at 2 plus ba
my papa went genting..
so i slept with my mother...
and guess..
i woke up at 5 plus..
haha...

gt woke up by her voice...
den din feel like sleeping anymore..
haha..
cuz too hungry le..
cham..
amanda is really a zhu..
haha...
rite hor ugly ^^

my kor came back at 2 plus too..
thks to sebas..
ff12!!! And the guidebook wor..
though its my bro's christmas present..
he will still let me use it..
haha..

btw..
i donno wad to wear for teaching..
shit..
anybody help??
haha

靠近一点点

默默在你的身后守侯的我多
想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接

能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢笑着
和你说再见

Cloudy day..

Today amanda is like a zhu..
lolz..
woke up damm late man..
cuz ytd slept v v early..
at 3 am..
haha...
couldnt sleep..
suffering from insomia ba..
haha..

well..
helped my cousin to do her blog..
add songs, chatterbox etc..
changed my chatterbox too...
donno if tis is gd or nt..
haha..

feel like going for grading leh..
scare mama don let cuz its
vigourous exercise..
but i tink can la..
rite??
haha..
hopefully ba..
but even if i wanna go..
it'll be an additional charge of
5 bucks..
cuz i signed up late...
*sigh*

Bz bz bz

Today i went for the basic theory practice and evaluations..
i gt 80 percent correct for evaluations wor..
haha..
but failed..
cuz need 90 percent correct den can pass
for the real test..
but i wont give up..
lolz..
going for evaluation on tue again..
haha..

the fairfield pri sch called me le..
i've gt selected ^^
but heard from pat tat only 3 of us gt selected.
Esther, khai and me..
well..
for the rest..
don sad okie =)
need lobang tell me
i gt some on my hands now yup ^^

today's christmas party at lakeholmz
was sian...
haha..
below expectations ba..
the dress code was formal ba..
ppl wear t shirts there..
haha

nvm..
had fun...

Interview

Yo..
went fairfield pri sch to interview..
gt me, esther, wei xiang, jannah, pat and khai..
went there at 11 plus..
waited patiently till 12 plus when the principal was free..

interview was quite comfortable..
thou scary when the dean and the principal
looked at us...
haha..
hopefully can get selected..

after tat i went to lemongrass..
actually wanted to play pool with felix de..
but too late le..
he gt to rush off..
nvm..
next time ba yup..
den chatted with lee lee they all..
it was fun..
hee..
thks for the food..
it was yummy ^^

Its a rainy tuesday

Completed my 4 driving theories le ^^
meet zhi yao when i was attending the second
final theory lesson ^^
Den i went to jtc recuit express to go for interview..
today was raining like mad man..
like ytd, suddenly big rain..
suddenly small rain..
i donno gt drenched how many times le..
*sigh* amanda is getting sick le.. haiz

Find Job

today my mother suddenly ask me to find a job..
haha..
she don like to see ppl keep slacking at hm ba.
haha...
im looking for a job..
but, the interview at fairfield pri makes me unable
to give commitments to other jobs..
haiz..
yea, and there my one mth goes...
cuz..
even if i get any job now..
if the interview at the sch is approved,
i cant work in the morning le..
so...
have to wait for the sch's interview ba..

Butt's bday ^^

yo yo yo..
haha.. today is mx (my dear butty's) birthday..
we went sakura to eat wor..
though i've studied at jtss for 4 years...
i din noe there is tis big sakura international
buffet at west woods wor..
how pathetic am i sia..
haha..

it was fun wor..
Alex, dada and me met up earlier to buy
a cake to put at the restaurant..
den realised...
its so far...
haha..
den was too lazy to go down again to meet them..
so, asked them to meet us up there instead..
haha..
lolz..

after tat..
we went to ginza..
dada wanted to get a pair of
contact lenses for prom..
sharon bought a pair of customed
maded clipped on earrings..
i bought my fav show ^^ ISWAK *yipee*
since poh kim was having some sale..haha
Its called it started with a kiss..
so nice *aw*
haha..
must watch wor..

today was fun..
but..
well...
suddenly i miss someone =)

Sakae yummy ^^

went out with family in the morning...
we went to eat at Jack's place wor..
it was great man..
but i still miss the hk stuffs..
haha..

After that, went out with alan to vivo..
its nt gd to go vivo on sat wor..
too many ppl le...
when i went to the adidas shop to
buy my bro's waterbottle,
no one attended to us..
sianz...

den went ard all vcd shops to find a show
tat my aunt wans..
called lei ting di yi guan..
too bad..
it was sold out..

den alan's friend was like following him..
spying on which gal is he going out with
today...
haha..
funny friends..

alan treated me to eat sakae..
yummy ^^ thks wor
tried many stuffs den nv eat b4..
like i don usually eat the sashimi..
and the octopus sushi..
haha..

den we wanted to eat ben's and jerry de..
but too many ppl...
so went to eat haagen-dazs
i had a chocolate delight ^^
yummy..

P.s. alan is nt my bf arh..don misunderstand..
later he complain me spoiling his reputation..
haha..lolz

Im Back ^^

hi everyone..
im back from hongkong le wor..
reached singapore ytd morning at 2 am..
Stayed in hk for 5 days...
it was really fun and yummy..
hehez

We stayed at Lang Ham Place hotel..
the room was soooo nice..haha..
(pic of the room)

perfect except the cinimon smell in the lobby...
cant stand it..arrg

ppl say hk is food paradise...
its true man..
many many yummy foods..
My fav is the mango desserts..
so cool man..
all the desserts served have sth to do with mango..
i ordered a mango shen bing...
consist of mango pudding, mango fruit and mango juice in a bowl..
it also has mango ice cream together ^^
(below is the pic of the desserts..)

(and the chee chong fun hehz)

the chee chong fun is also v nice..
nicer than je one..oops..
haha..
and nt forgetting the rest of the delicious food ^^

Too bad..
its winter season at hk now..
most of the clothes are for winter de..
nt suitable for us..

Din manage to buy some of u guys presents...

so sorrie wor... winter season...hard to find..ps

a burden to carry..

today is a day with mixed feelings..
ahax

today the S20 gurls went out together wor..
went to find prom dress...
from bugis to hereen, den to takashimaya and wisma..
wow..
today is quite a day..
bout my gown too hehez..
we went to daniel yam
(did i spell the shop's name wrongly?)
many nice nice gown wor... ^^
but ex..
den din do nothing much..

btw..
darryl called..
wanting to talk to me bout tat letter..
haiz..
i don wan..
i noe wads the ans..
so y force me to listen..

dada..
im sorrie..
i've made u angry..
i din wanna listen...
jus gimme some time to tink thru yup..

My birthday ^^

Its 1st Dec ^^

in the morning, met my dear yamas to go k box and sing!!
we sang many songs...
it was great...
but felt so guilty..
i noe i made them kinda hungry..
den...
we went to take neoprints..
hehz..

when i reached home,
its evening le..
have to start preparing for bbq..
yea..
the tkd ppl are coming..
eric and his girlfriend came wor..
rare guest..haha
they gave me a bottle of wine..
too bad temp cant drink...
haha..

the rest of tkd ppl who came were
chenghao, azman, junjie, clara and darryl..
his twin brother also came wor..
haha...

my yamas came too..hehz
they helped alot..
love them..
love their presents too ^^

would like to thanks all ppl who remembered my bday ^^
i love ( P.s. sequence does nt matter hor )
the photo frame
the pouch dada sewed
the wine
the nike cap
the hp holder
the earrings
the box of sweets ^^
the free pool games
the cake
the ang baos (oops)

and many many more...
thks yup.. ^^
to my dear dwarfs..
thou din managed to celebrate with u guys...
after ur exams yup ^^

btw..ugly..sorrie wor

Tired Tired Tired

Ytd i have class chalet wor..
din managed to catch much zzzz...sobz
after going to arcade with them at night,
went visiting yuko ^^
and at chalet we played dai dee...
haha...
till morning..
oops..
haha....

den went home to bath and head to meet
boon han, darryl and derrick..
darryl's bro wor.. twin bro..
but y don look similar..
haha...
lolz..

we went to eat pepper lunch, watch movie and played pool..
it were simple stuffs..
but..
these guys made it special yup ^^
the is the best present le..
im so happy tat things are like normal..
how i wish it can be always like tat..

and..btw..
me and boon han thrashed darryl and derrick at pool
haha..
they call me mvp..
but jk de la...
im nt tat pro...
its called beginners luck..
(thks feliex for teaching me pool ^^)

tis night is v fun..
thou im tired..
hehz

Reconstructing Completed

Hi everyone..
my blog has been reconstucted le..
haha...
due to some problem, i wasnt able to access to my blog
for quite some time..
so now..
i've revamped my BLOG!!!
haha..

Well...
exams are over le..
suddenly feel kinda weird man..
maybe is cuz have to suddenly study v hard
and suddenly don study at all..
haha..
when ever i watch tv or relax,
will start thinking if there is any work to complete..
haha..
so stupid right..
haha..

Whatever tat..
i'm free from exams le!!!
haha..
so..
anyone!!!
wanna go out..
jio me wor..
amanda is free....
haha...

P.s. im going hk on 8th to 12th dec ^^

Everything was gd... but u...

well...
honestly..today i had lotsa fun
i went early at 9 plus for tkd training...
ytd was talentime till 10 plus..
so today overslept...
talentime was great...
but...someone spoilt it...
today...
we had long trainings...
from 9 plus train till 6pm like tat..
cuz tournament is coming....
well...
learnt my green and blue tip
blue tip is sooo hard...sob
but its nice la..haha
den went to recall unarmed kicks...
daryl teach me some blocking stuffs..
haha...den had a roller coaster ride..
piggy back by daryl...
really like roller coaster man..
so scary..haha

well
everything is so fun..so gd
but she spoilt it..
took my hp to see my inbox huh..
wtf.......

screwed up by her la...

Yoz..long time no see

Well..so sorrie
i din update for damm long..
cuz...
my com siao siao de
donno issit kanna virus...
cant access to my blog..
on off on off de..arrgg

well...now bz with studies..
been passing most test..haha
tats a gd sign rite ugly???
haha..

well...btw..also bz with tkd..
tournament coming le wor...
27th May
wow!!!! haha
Cripplers....lets jia you..
haha..btw...
we bought same bags..haha
me n yuko ink bags...
Mx n alex..zinc bags..haha
(internal joke)

Today i had council meeting at 6...
till...7 plus..den went to see hows e
council elects juniors preparing
haha..
cuz cluster west coming for them..
i still clearly remember wad happen
last year
we were bz preparing for it too..
time really flies..
haha
den u noe..
ben they all v cute..
haha..
when i was leaving..
they send me off..
by singing my talentime song
haha..
yi shi de mei hao..
v cute..
they are an adorable bunch of juniors
i love them hehez

Sorrie..

Updating of various blogs..

haha..gt so many days nv update blog!!
haha..

Wednesday
well..tat day was hse rally...
so went to see the council elects..haha
well..it really reminds me of the old times..
the times when we were still council elects..
so nervous during hse rally..haha
den wei bin was tat guy who said wad
he is a man of few words..
den go on to "sing" haha..
times flies man..
now we're looking at our juniors
being nervous..
haha..
i miss e old times..
well..btw
he is back at tkd..
arrgg..sian...
but amanda would be alrite de..
yup..
amanda is strong..hehez..

Friday
seniors all going to ns le....
wonder how will they look botak
haha...
hey ugly, do take care huh..
when u return back...
we go take pictures..
muhaha
(before n after)
haha..Lolz

hmm..
to yuko..!!
haha..
hey..
i've promise ur mr.T to take care of u..
so..gt any prob must find me okie..
lolz....
rmb i e "heart" i gave u on sat??
tat is a validity card wor...
expiry date is 2 years frm now..
the card allows u
to get free consultations..
to get a free hug whenever u need..
to get a nice shoulder to lie on when u feel like crying..
and
to call, sms or find tis cutie whenever u need her ya..
heehz.
so don worrie!! =)

Saturday
Today..well
it was nt fun..
it was great!!!haha
well..early in the morning
receive a msg frm ugly...5 plus wor..
haha...saying he in army..
wonder how is he now..
den received a called at 7..
thks jia hao..for giving me a morning call..=)
hmm..i went to sch at 7.30 to eat breakfast with
my dear council elects..
today den learnt tat graphic calculator can play games de
haha..waas playing super mario..haha..quite fun

den i went to tkd..
training pattern...i wanna get DOUBLE!!
haha..v greedy hor..haha
but i don care.
its everyone's dream to get a double ba..lolz

So sorrie to my council elects..
and my dear 25th..
din get to join in their games..
cuz went out with tkd ppl to eat..
but..i also have great fun..
haha..
first me n mx had a great battle man
mixing ice cream with desserts..
playing sissors paper stone..
who lose must take a bite..haha
so funny..mx of cuz lose la..haha
den went arcade with them..
we were waiting for seats to play
the wad driving game..the tat stupid guy...
so insensitive man.. kept playing..
3 times some more..arrggg
but..well..nth can jus spoil my mood today ba
haha..i had fun..yippy..
thks tkd dearies..
love u guys..
tmr is our grading..
lets all get double..ahahx

*yuko..take neo print!!*

April Fool!!!

april fool wor...
went for tkd training...
den me n yuko started to play april fool's
haha..
we went to disturb alot ppl man..
in the end also disturb yuko's Mr.T...
i msg him said yuko fainted during tkd..
cuz gt sparring..haha..
he was v v anxious man..kept calling..
when he knew it was a joke..
he was v angry man..
but..well
at least tat shows tat he cared alot for her ba..
so yuko!!! don sad le okie..
don tink too much too ya..=)

ytd actually gt elects meeting
and lunch together de..
but..well
cant go..sorrie my dear councillors..
next time i'll try to go de ya..
*Smilez*

Den, in the evening, we went to celebrate my brother's
friend chor wei's
and boon seok's birthday at ginza
before going there, we suddenly felt like
having some fun..lolz
so i msg chor wei saying tat
me n my bro cant make it le
cuz relative come..
haha...den heard tat
he was grumbling..hee
after that, shld see his expression
when he saw us man..lolz

well..i reached hm v late..like 1 plus..
cuz my brother and his friends they all
went to holland v there to have some drink ba
and to chit chat..so i went with them lor..
it was fun ya..
hee..have a fun fun nite..

to cch!! hey..thks wor...for e pictures..
mus recommand me wad camera beta okie..
i wanna buy too..=)

Test...test..test..

haha..well
today gt back my gp common test..
arrg...well..failed..
haha..
paper one gt 24/50
paper two 19.5/50
so still failed lor..haha..
sian...
went to tell weihang..
den he was laughing at me..
arrg...say my da ge him so outstanding
in gp..pat's lim fav student..
i failed gp..haha

today i had chem spa wor..
it was easy for me..e smoothest
organic spa i've ever had..
completed on time
gt large crystals...
wrote ten errors...
so fine man...

but..



in the end..ruined!!
arrg...
stupid me..haiz
when describing purity of pdt..
supposed to be crystallined..
i donno y go and write shimmering!!
arrg...y like tat..
haiz..sian...
but..well..
i still have lotsa confident
for tis spa de..hee

well..today had tkd..
went for a while..
he was there watching...
haiz..sian..y he there??
i was performing under-standard..
arrg...trying to forget him le..
can he stop coming to my vision?? haiz
heard frm yuko he might be coming back for tkd..
cham..even worst..
am i going to face tat for the rest of my tkd term??
ugly!! help!!

we also had council elect's first meeting..
fun...they are so cute..haha

Revelation for second intakers..

Well..today is a short day for me..
lolz...had second in take revelation...
hmm..well...it was nt bad...
and could see tat the shadows have improved
over the past 6 to 7 weeks of training..
the decorations were much beta than jj nite..haha
well...can see tat..
they really put in lotsa effort...
well done juniors =)

actually..today
din really have much mood leh..
haha..din sleep well for e past few days...
also donno why...jus now...
sth unhappy happened which i don really
feel like saying..so ..forget it ba...

btw..to ugly!!!
haha..thks so much for helping
the shadows with the avac ya...
treat ya a drink next time k..lolz

and to xiang...
hmm..donno when will u ever see tis..but
xiang..i feel tat...u like drifting away from me le
closing urself up le...
don okie..
i miss e happy times we shared..
when we always share our prob
and encourage each other..
miss u xiang..=)

Yippee

today slept like a zhu man..
haha...slept till 12 plus..
haha..but cuz went to study till late late ma..
lolz...today..i suddenly felt tat im v guai wor..
hee...cuz finished my hw tat i need to do..
maths...finish PnC le..hee
den did chem too..
but..ya la..last time owe de hw..
going to rush out..
when i've finished what i need to do this week..
suddenly felt so relieve to do finish hw..
feels so gd..hee

went to jp with bro...
and we bought lotsa snacks..
haha...it can be only described with a word...

Fatterning..haha

donno have to run how many rounds around
the track to jian fei le..lolz..

today is nt fun..
but its nice..hee

funny ahhax

today went tkd!!
haha..enjoyed man...
we had our usual training...
den we tried all those v weird but cool kicks..haha...

after that went to eat together kfc at jp...
alot ppl wor..lolz..
eat till halfway received a msg...
from donno which guy..
v weird leh..tis guy
he send me tis msg asking
if i wan sth...
den i started asking wad??
den he said...u wan or not?? reach le ma??
so weird man...
i told him i donno who is him...
he suddenly come telling me nt to act blur..
i was like sian diao le la..den i jus said i donno him...
after tat..he came sending a msg saying f*** u...sian..
told yuko and e rest of e tkd guys...
all feel tat theres sth wrong with tis guy..
den guess wad??
haha

they took down his number..
den jonathan, yuko, ming xiong and alex
started to flood him..haha
all typing same thing..
saying "i really donno u leh"
haha..ming xiong gt too much free sms le la..
he sent 10 times somemore..haha
tat guy replied to two person only...
first is yuko..den
yuko used back e same method he did on me..
say wad..u approach me first de..all these..
and he replied with vulgarities...
sian man...hate guys using so many vulgarities
den he say wad getting his brothers coming
find us..stupid!!
ming xiong too..
went to disturb him..haha...

but all of us had a great laugh man..haha
wonder hw tat guy gt my number man...

well..today is great ya..hee

Finally blog again

haha..finally come to blog le.
recently was really bz man..
become v tiried recently..
my mama thot i wad happen le
hahax..said i like alot things hiding frm her
No la...jus quite tired recently ma...
rushing video on tuesday and wed..
cuz thurs need e council recuitment video..
haha..guess did till siao le...
wed do till 1 plus den woke up at 5 plus to do...
lolz..lucky e response was nt bad..

i had my integration test wor...
well..how to say leh..
it wasnt hard..but
maybe i din haf e time to study ba..
during holidays went to do other tutorials..
donno wads wrong with me le man
haha..(btw..thks ugly for trying to help) haha

mr kwok was quite angry with our class
during tis week..well..cuz some of our class
din attempt e tutorial...but..
he din lost his temper at us..
made us felt so bad man *haiz*

well..looking forward to tmr..cuz gt tkd..
to councillors..dearies...sorrie wor..
tmr cant join u all swimming le..
cuz wed missed tkd..
don wan miss it again..
next time we go haf another council outing k?
(smilez)

to xiang..well..
donno if u will read...
if u do..
jus wanna say..
u've been v quiet recently le
don like tat leh...
i wan e old xiang to come back!!
okie??
no matter wad..
we'll be there for u de
(huggiez)

Well...this blog entry..
is to clear any misunderstanding and discomfort i've brought to anyone ba..
well..actually...sth has happen to me..but nt to council la..
nt gd or bad..
actually..ppl who have been keeping track of my blog..
shld noe alot of things have been affecting me...
in different areas..
guess it jus adds up and..t
ats y affected me emotionally...
but..tat time maybe i was jus too emotion le ba..
so jus type alot alot inside..but...well...

i jus hope u guys would understand tat...
writing blog..
is a way to let me vent everything out
so tat i wont tink it anymore ya..

those who tried to console me..
i thanks u guys ya..but..don worrie..
im getting better...jus tat...
these few mths have been too stress le..
haha..study till siao le ba..haha..
den mama always nag..so quite moody..

but...ya...the cheerful amanda is coming back le..
don worrie guys..hehez..

well..if "u" are reading tis..im sorrie ya..

fun!! fun!!

well..today went to crash mr leow's tutorial..guess some of us are mad ba..ms lang haven start on 1st order of differentiation..we go listen tutorial on numerical analysis..haha..well..maybe cuz don wan lag behind ba...

den after tat..
i went to tkd for a while..i ate pizza with them...
den go k box with xiang..

hee..it was v fun wor...guess i'll use yi shi de mei hao sang by angela for talentime ba..bt..
u noe...v weird wor...cuz initially cant sing tat song de...too high le..
but..after some time..can le wor..haha..hopefully during audition can ba..haha..wont cant sing again..haha..ugly say must warm up vocals before singing..how?? ugly!!!! teach..haha..lolz..anyway..amanda is in a gd gd mood today..hehez...

bored..bored..bored...

well..today is so bored..guai guai did homework at home..den got to go sch...for tat camp fire rehearsal..its at jurong east stadium ba..if im nt wrong...felt so lucky today...my kor was telling me to keep my hp n wallet with me..cuz usually rehearsal these things might be lost..ya..den in e end..really lor..today 4 bags got stolen..all cuz e org got prob la..nv look after..and let us put our bags at an open (dangerous) area...i was feeling so sorrie for those ppl who lose their bags man..inside got mp3 player...hp..and most imptly...wallet leh..with ics..i can understand hw they felt man..sure v sad..to those ppl who stole their things..i despise u!!! steal ppl things for wad..go buy urself la..will haf bao ying de!! ARRG..haha...y am i so worked out man..i also donno..maybe cuz my wallet is stolen before ba...

jj nite

well..today morning had pc...ran 6 rounds wor..with time limit..yippee...so happy..haha...and my standing board jump was 170 plus..yeah...so happy...really hoped tat i can get tis score in my nafa..haha..but..it was really v tiring wor...hee...but can see tat my stamina improve le..last time 3 rounds i cant tahan le..tis time the 5th round den i felt tired...well..at night, it was jj nite...e council dance was a success...it was really v fun wor..and..ya..i enjoyed it like nv b4..cuz i noe...i noe tat..its our last time playing till mad and after tat day..must really study le..well..ugly hong!! thks for dancing with me ya..haha..thou u forget some steps le..but...nt bad la..haha..can dance well..haha...so happy today...v tired man.guess can slp once i close my eyes le..haha..zzz

Council dance!!

today is first day of camp..din participate much..ended sch early..went to nuh to put braces on e lower teeth..its...sooooo pain..sob sob...and cant talk clearly too..and tat stupid wei bin..haha..he was imitating e way i talk..stupid wei bin la..haha...we were learning our dance today..thanks to jannah, sin kuan , wei hoong and cheng joo..for trying to coordinate our steps..we started since 4 plus till 8 in e night..it was tiring..but..i love it..we managed to learn finish e dance and practicing..all of us were soo excited lor..cuz..its our dance..heeh...our council performance tmr...jj nite tmr..cant slp le..haha..

orientation

today is the first day of orientation of 2nd intake...well..watching the year ones doing orientation...really reminds me of last year..when i was still a year one...shadow..planning for e camp..i really miss orientation..thou it wasnt easy and alot of prob...but..i really enjoyed it...well..2nd intakers..welcome to jj orientation 2006..the kaleidascope of life..hehe...u'll enjoy e camp man..haha..well...looking forward to camp..but..well..wonder jj nite...will he comehaha...studies rox...nus..wait for me..haha..well..jus read xiang's blog..den...realised tat he was really affected by wad i said to him...to xiang..hey..u're different from him...really..its nt true tat somethings he can give n u cant..don tink too much k..xiang is impt..hee..tmr is pc le..haiz..feeling a bit lazy...tmr might have to run 6 rounds wor..nafa trial..cham...i run 3 rounds can die le..how?? haiz.....jia you amanda!!!

sat...

well..recently din blog..cuz din manage to come online..my kor lor..haha..book out..for a week like tat..so for a week..e lap top is with him..well..i lost my wallet on fri..lucky found it at police station..someone picked it up..well..to tat someone.thanks u so much..to ugly hong..haha..thks for trying to calm me down..haha..u were v funny man...and to xiang...thanks..i really appreciate u for trying to help me find my wallet..thou i was like...v hostile...im sorrie..jus..sometimes...donno leh..donno y behave like porcupine...well..don take it to heart k..*smile*...well..thou my wallet was found..my mama still v angry..cuz i was v careless...so she din tok to me..haiz..no choice lor..have to pacify her...

Tired day

today i came sch at 7..to do the keys..went around to check e lockers...tiring...den at 9..got games trial...wad to say leh...guess is couple of disappointment ba..i don think the shadows are ready for orientation yet...and next week, its ogl camp le..gd luck man..hope for a miracle ba... mr leow and handsome ng talked to them today...i expected them to scold wor..haha.im really v bad..but..actually..e scolding is nt to put them down..it is to help them improve..i really hope they can learn man...i went to see the elfs today too wor..at the coffee shop there..they are v hardworking wor..really makes me feel like doting on them..haha..v sweet too..jia you shadows n elfs..

HaPpY dAy

Today we had mass road run..but..i din run..haha...actually cuz scdc excused from run..to prepare for mass dance..quite fun today...mr leow got first in staff running wor..din expect..haha..cuz..u noe ah..he got 1 pack only ma..oopsy..haha..den our vp ran e boys' route wor..which is 4.8 km ba..if im nt wrong..so long..after running..i went to see some of e elfs..so cute..the entrepreneurship ppl..learnt how to do e gel in a bottle wor
so hard to do..sob sob..did two..hehez..one for xiang xiang..wan him to jia you!! hehez..another one for him..hehz..after that we went to cathay cine...watch movie with mr leow and some of e councillors..pink panter...was v v funny..haven had such a laugh for a long time le.lolz..happy day

14th Feb 2006 Valentine's day

today is valentine day wor,..ytd nv blog..cuz did cookies till late late...till 11 plus wor..haha..so tired..well...today received alot of gifts wor..den..my class guys was v funny..haha..durin chem lesson..donno y suddenly there's no guys at all in e class...but their bags there la..left e 8 of us (gals) den ms zhang..so weird...den suddenly..the guys came..haha...some held flowers..some held chocolates...so sweet..they were intending to give each n everyone of us a flower and chocolates...hehez..was v v touched wor..well..den we went to china town for the tourism thingy..tired.. well...today received alot flowers..v happy.. =)

Just happen to see this on the bulletin board..

When a girl cries

When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's weak..
If a girl cries in front of u..
it means that she couldnt take it anymore..
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most,
she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u,please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.
When she cries rite in front of u, when she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,in front of u, AND bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside

Sad day

Today went eating at jp after tkd..felt e same today..moody..haiz... he nv msg me..well..guess i shld noe e ans le ba...i today v tired wor..slept from 4 to 7 plus...v long time nv sleep so long le..haiz...im still tinking bout it..haiz..xiang ask me don sad...tell me learn to smile and be patience...say tat i might get a surprise on valentine's day..but..guess..well..i'll be al0ne on tat day le ba..celebrating with 4 dates...solid liquid gas, hydroxy, carbonyl and halogeno derivatives...cuz the next day got test..major test somemore wor...

Angry angry angry

today im v mad at wb!! i was supposed to collect money for the ordering of cds de..den..ytd collect in e morning..so many money need to count...end sch v late den su sian asked me go e elfs meetin..in case they got mass dance i and su sian can dance...stayed till 7.30 plus den went hm..was v late man..den went hm settled everything by 10 plus ba..and start tabulating money le..i din study at all u noe..i got alot of hw...but..i jus want to clear all my councils stuffs b4 doing..in e end..i did till 12 plus leh...still got some haven finish..but mama shouting le..so have to zzzz..the money was in a mess..cuz some of e year ones din listen instructions carefully..i told them to write contact number..some nv write..i told them to write 1(p) for those who wan to buy..den paid..in the end...got ppl write last time they paid de..and get e cd liao.giving me alot of shits la..was v pissed off ytd..but..jus calmed down to do..in the end..in e morning today after chem lect..wb starting bugging me with e money matter..i told him i need more time to tabulate e money..den he was like..y did u take so long...haiz..i was really v angry u noe..i really wanted to tell him..ask him to go n do himself la..he got ppl to push him to study...i don have u noe..and everyone is like pushing me to do council stuffs...i also wanna study leh..but..if i don do..whose goin to do..haiz...but...i do admit tat my temper gettin shorter le..and patience level decreasing..guess im jus too tired thruout tis week ba..im so tired!! worn out le..sob sob

Another song

i love tis song alot..cuz it really speaks how i feel..the lyrics are v meaningful wor..

"Coco Lee Before I Fall In Love lyrics"
[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been fooled before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

Ogl interview

hehez..today..was also quite fun..we had ogl interview..thou i din interview any..i was in the holdin rm..it was...haha..nice...the juniors are..aw...so cute..haha..they are also actually quite guai wor..v happy..hehez...after interview...we had a long meetin..till 1 plus..to decide on e ogls n shadows...so hungry man..den sin kuan waitin for big amanda to discuss things..we discuss till 2 den went to makan with jie sheng..i felt so bad lor..cuz jie sheng waited for us for v v long..cuz he was supposed to treat us..haha..treat us earthquake at swensons wor..yipee!! hehez...so, we went to jurong point to eat at e food court den went to swensons for my giant earthquake!! (n_n) the earthquake was 27 bucks ba..haha..so me n sin kuan din wan jie sheng to pay so much..nt v nice too..so..before the ice cream was served, i secretly went to foot the bill liao.haha...den we were happily eating..and jie sheng din noe a single thing at all..hahax..when we ate finish, he went to foot e bill...u shld have seen his expression man..haha..when the waitress was telling him the bill has been settled..hahax...he was like..huh? bill settled? hey..i haven pay yet!! ....haha
he was really so funny lor..den in the end..he found out tat i've paid le.haha..too bad..we still wan him to treat us ben n jerry..haha...so, in the end we split cost with us..big amanda n wei bin went to eat with us too...so one person paid 5 bucks..nt bad la..quite nice to eat..hehez...den at night..shu yun called le..she said mr leow heard of our plan le..whoho!! so exciting...we intend to go to sentosa to film oh my darlin wor..haha..den intending to ask whether ogls wan to join in e fun too..yeah..so fun!!! so exciting...today was a fun day...manda's in a gd gd mood..hehez..

exciting day!! hehez

yippe!! today i cant slp..tats y i posted a blog...jus had a talk with shu yun!! yeah..it was so fun..we were discussin about the cd for orientation...from video clip to dance video to cover page and even extra things to make tis cd special..it was really fun..u noe..the dance video we even thot of makin mtv..i was telling shu yun...that type of mtv where a grp of ppl dance at a place..suddenly change location..den so on so for..so fun lor..damm cool...i wanna make tis video..haha...den we thot of dancing oh my darling in that type of indian movie wor..where one couple dance first den the rest suddenly dash in n dance..hahahaha..omg...it will be damm cool lor..we thot of alot...and i really cant slp..kept tinking bout it...haha..u noe..after ms tan announced the ppl doin o2..i felt so lost..cuz nt all of us were involved in o2..only 8 councilors...haiz...den i really felt v...v...lost...with no aim..but...tonight..frm tonight onwards...im walking..with a aim..with a dream..tats a great dream..i wanna do the revalation 2006!!! i wan it to be damm successful...i don wan anything to go wrong...we can do it de..whoho...thks shu yun..for dreaming with me..i've nv dream like tis for a v v long time le...revalation 2006...wait for me!!!

Flying without wings

This song..really reflect hw i felt after the camp...i love u guys

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the faces of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special things
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
at any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

You're the place my life begins
You'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

geovisit();

will tis be a happy new year for me?

today...same like our council normal day..we went to sch in e morning to do orientation stuffs..yet..again, i haf to go off early..haiz..i really felt so sad and felt bad tat i had to go off early..cuz my mother wasnt happy tat i stayed in sch till so late..hai...but in the end..so wad if i went off early..i still got scolded..haiz..y is it like tat..its really tiring..handle both sides...felt bad towards my dear councilors and towards my mother..suddenly i felt like breaking down..i felt tat i cant go on already..and..y is there no one that is able to pull me up.. u noe..jus now i went reading shu yun's blog and saw what she wrote..i suddenly felt alot.. joining council had let me learn lotsa things..and..it also let me noe that sometimes, things jus don go the way u wan..it is always unfair.. u noe..when shu yun is down, theres lotsa ppl inspiring her..to keep her going..but me? i really donno..i really scare that one day..i might nt be able to go on already.. mr leow said..we don haf e attitude, the spirit.. but..its nt tat i don haf..i had..initially..really..but..when my morale is low, who is there to inspire me? tats y my attitude, my spirit..getting weak..sometimes i really feel tat its unfair..y am i nt given e chance to do certain things? y do i feel so alone in council? u noe..i've been trying hard...trying to do things to show tat i really do luv u guys..but..y...y do i jus feel so alone till now..is it really my fault? i really donno..i do wanna do well in orientation. TIs orientation is OURS, its MINE!! i really want it to be well done..but besides tat..wad i really wish most is tat we will enjoy orientation to the max, after orientation, we will forged strong friendship...tats my wish..but i really donno when will tis day come..is it really my fault? u noe..sometimes i jus feel so unappreciated and useless in council.i felt not needed..nt important..and..i might juz as well get lost..no one will be affected at all de ma..rite.. haiz..im so tired..hanging there alone..

---cloudy cloudy