Quick Eye Exam...This will blow your mind...!Just do it - don't cheat!!!!!!!!!!!!Try this its actually quite good.But don't cheat!

Count the number of F's in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARSManaged it?Scroll down only after you have counted them!

OK?How many?

Three?

Wrong, there are six - no joke!Read again!
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS
The reasoning is ...The brain cannot process the word "OF".Incredible or what?Anyone who counts all six F's on the first go is a geniusThree is normal.

haiz..today is a cloudy day for me man

haiz..today at first in a gd mood de...had tkd and it was quite fun..den my project work grp went to my hse do project..haiz..donno wad happen to my mother..so easy angry suddenly.. eric la..he was like lying on the carpet when we were doing project..den my mother v angry lor...cuz hse got bai bai...den shldnt like tat lie..but..we donno ma..haiz..got scolded for nth..sob sob... y like tat de!!

moving hse

yeah...i moved hse le..hmm...today morning supposed to wake up like 6am de..but..in the end..haha..over slept till 7 plus..made mama damm angry man..haiz... so busy tis whole day..shift this shift tat..hmm...moving hse really v ma fan man..haha..den my cousins all came..they went swimming..and..i shall introduce to u guys my sweetie le..lolz...na..here's the picture of my sweety wor..haha..actually she is my cousin la..damm cute rite..haha...today i had a great day..though its tiring!! hmm..looking forward to tomorrow..cuz brother book out..yeah!!

Today..tired man

hmm..today last day of school..blockhead bought breakfast for me wor..haha..i wanted to treat him de..cuz...he helped me alot ytd..but in the end he still din accept my money..hmm..he mah..quite sweet..really v nice.haha..my classmates saw ma..hmm..den keep saying he nt bad..can accept..haha..so funny..hmm..but seriously tink..he really v nice ba..but ..i tink he got someone he like le ba..so..haha..i shldnt tink of it..yeah..hmm..guess im going too far le..haha.. hmm..next monday a levels chinese le wor..so scare...cuz..must get A.. i sunday moving hse too..so excited!!

Being tour guide

Yo...today went to be tour guide.. brought the japanese students to chinatown ah, orchard...it was so tiring..haha... my tour grp all guys leh..got 7 guys..at first see them..all look damm fierce man..but..after the whole thing find that they are really v gentlement man..v gd..our first destination was chinatown..but..haha..i ytd never go racky..so..today alot place donno how to do..walk here walk there..wasted quite some time..till jue wang le..haha..den went to call my 24 hrs standby wei min..haha..den he slowly go teach me where to go lor..haha.. so funny man...so pai seh infront of the japanese too..cuz me tour guide still donno the way..haha.den after that went to wisma to shop..they are really very polite and punctual..say 3.50 meet..really 3.50 all reach le..v impressed...today have a really fun and enjoyable day..though tired till...haha...like si zhu le..lolz..yeah!!

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK

Today. wet weather

Hmm..today still have to do video clip sian..haha..hmm..came across several quotations..but..find tis v meaningful wor .. it goes like tis
"The longest distance in the world, is when i'm standing right next to you, and you don't know that i'm in love with you."
Haiz..ya..perhaps thats the most hurting thing that will ever happen ba...
hmm..now must study hard le man..conditional promo..sure can de..yeah!! i still wanna take part in orientation man!! yeah..

Doing video clips

Haiz..even though exam ends le..still got project at hand..must do video clips..friday must hand up le..haiz..so sad...today do clip do till sian le..went to gym with wendy and erena..so funny..we went exploring all the different types of machine..played like for one and a half hour..haha..lolz..after that went to play in water...haha..teaching wendy how to swim..haha...den last but not least..went to the steam room..so smelly man..but have an enjoyable day today

COuncil Outing

HMm..today went with kor kor to tekong...there like nt bad..got swimming pool, own bed, own cupboard, tv bla bla bla..like holiday resorts..haha..but haiz..quite miss my kor...but guess v fast he will come out le ba..2 weeks only..v fast de..yeah...hmm...the whole thing ended like 4 plus..so i din get to go sentosa with the councilors...they came my hse for bbq in the end..lolz..hmm..ate alot of things that i 've nv ate b4..banana in nutella, honey hotdog, cheesy prawns and bla bla bla..our councilors are superb man..haha..wei hoong noe how to cook so many things..nt bad..haha...jenny also made and cook some of her country food...v delicious too..we celebrated nat's bday here...have alot of fun too..find that at least got some topic to talk to some of the councilors..hope can bond faster and closer with them wor...hmm..amanda ..u can de...yeah!!

Exam over

Haha..sorrie..nv update blog again..oops..haha...hmm..just finish exam...so tiring wor..hmm...in total, maths was okie..cuz guess can pass...chem is sure die le..don need to guess..the mcq must do 30 qns within 45 min leh..haiz..so hard..not enough time..alot tikam wan..weiming still try to console by saying maybe tikam correct..haha..tat blockhead..so funny...phy..paper two was easy leh...but...just no time to do..so guess might not pass afterall..haiz..conditional promo here i come..sure re promo le..haiz..after exam. went to see grandma...cuz kor kor going ns le..so go pay grandma a visit..after that went to join s20 for karaoke..yeah..it was damm fun..i sang alot of songs..although some got off key..still enjoyed alot..lolz...it was really v fun today...tmr got council outing...but wanna pei kor go tekong..for ns..so later den join damm..haiz..kor go ns..she bu de wor

Today is so sian

haiz..today so sian.went to new house...wait for that designer to go drill hole..from 11 wait till 4.30 man..sian..first time watch scv watch till no show le..lolz...so tired..no mood to study..argg

missing key

Haiz...ytd nv sleep well..e conference key lost..haiz...i remember seeing the keys in e pouch leh.y shu yun nv see...haiz...damm sad...u noe..today after lesson..i just felt out of place when im with e council..i've been trying to mend my relationships with some of them..like pat, nat..when things are going smooth..when they finally willing to talk more to me..now this thing struck. haiz..guess now cham le..e key is finally found..in nops...but...after tis..i guess..cham le..haiz...sad sad...sob sob

Cluster west 6

CLuster CAMP finally ended...so tired...i guess start saying on sun ba..

sunday
anna's birthday..went ah ma hse celebrate..den stayed there till evening before going to school..in sch..so cham man...at first went to test e keys out..den e alarm rang...thot got disalarm le...still rang...make me going crazy man..went frantically to look for that uncle..the guard...den noe dat om forget to disalarm..haiz..the councilors returned..haiz..so sad...cant go..i forgotten to do request for the white boards...shu yun v angry..haiz..im like..feeling damm sad lor..clear e nops, room..now they see le..treat as nth...den things tat i did..they nv notice..but things tat i nv do...they so angry..haiz..finally broke down n cried....haiz...sad sad ....val was like screaming at me lor..but later she okie le..haiz..Stayed overnight with them..

Day 1
Today cluster camp starts..everything so far okie..my job was to video cam..so sian..only video cam...cant join in e fun...wanted to help shu yun for avac..but..cant..cuz need to video cam..haiz..today saw them..e mood like not there leh..so scare...went to talk to some of them..shld be alright ba...hmm....also donno wad to say..like suddenly too many things wanna say...so cant say..haha...my job there was nth much ma...just went to video here video there...videoing give me alot pressure man..cuz mr ng say wanna have those gd gd videos...hope up to his satisafactory... during mass dance...they were like having lotsa fun..haiz..sad..cant join in..but saw e excitement and enjoyment in their face..its worth it..lol..After that they had a lecture...hmm..tink tat lecture..could be better..cuz some parts e flow wasnt v gd..den they had the planning games session..i took tis time to get to noe some of them..some are really fun...but some really got attitude man..each family is in charge of a item..like line nite, telematch and treasure hunt..melissa's grp ended early..so went to sing songs...den mr leow came...went to hear their line nite prog...so cham man..listen till mr leow pissed off..after tat den found out that actually is cuz some ppl nt giving ideas..so lack of ideas...mr leow gave them a 'loving session" den really woke some out man...during song singing session..its fun..cuz can sing alot song..but..su sian..haiz yo..keep asking me to video cam..i noe its impt..but..wan me video cam whole 1 and half hour meh..waste tape..At nite the campers had to slp...a faciliator came to me to tell me a grp of gals nv have sleeping bag...so worried man..cuz v cold de..e hall..so went to pass them council's sleeping bag..one gal look so touched...and im v happy..before washing up..mr ng and mr tan had a short talk with me..ask if i felt left out or nt bla bla bla..really warmed my heart man..and i just said wad i felt.

Day 2
TOday getting tired le man..woke up early...today the cluster west 6 ppl had a last planning of games..this time different teachers came to give them lectures..mr ng's grp i went to film first, intially..they v cham...mr ng just said them a bit..den gave them 5 min to prepare...after that..much improvements man...mr leow's grp improved alot..after they got scolded ytd..more ideas were given..and alot of support given man...mr tan's grp..quite cham...cham till mr tan asked to faciliators to down..i was wishing that the cluster ppl will take e cue and down too..but nv..i guess tat was wad mr tan was tinking too ba..den after tat...mr tan asked if they feel tat they shld down too...luckily they said yes..and everyone down..tat was a gd lecturing man..haiz..suddenly..felt a comforting...i recalled ytd their attitude...v different from today...improve alot..damm happy..when they finish discussing, they start working...so cute..den later got aunction..so funny..each family got to bid with e points they got...for food..to cook...haha..guess it wont be so successful without mr leow..e way he introduce e food..so cute man..so fun..den they started e games..the games overall was...hmm..crap la...cuz we all the student leaders went thru alot camp le...our standard was there le..but..its understandable cuz they only took 3 and 1/2 hrs..our games..we took weeks to plan..haha...so touched when the student leaders gave alot support...really surprise too..line nite..i took part i while in it wor..me n shu hui was suppose to warm e crowd before jannah and wei hoong stepped in...so scary..but it was fun..learn alot..haha...new experience..after that still got to video cam again..lolz..e seniors like 24th council came...gave us alot support..wei hang came too..it was fun..and when mr leow gave a speech..so touching...i saw alot campers cried..den after tat got e web..for cluster west ppl..so sad..saw alot ppl cried..especially shaq's grp..e whole grp was like crying v cham...haiz..see till i sad..video cam alot..den went to lt1..on e way..saw e 24th council ppl...wei ming see i gloomy..gave me sweets..so funny man..but v sweet of him..v touched..in e lt1..e mood was v sad..teachers n paterson were giving talk..say their life stuggle.. alot councilors cried..but..suddenly..don feel like crying..im like so weird hor..when shld cry don feel like crying..when shld not..still cry..haha...after everyting..went downstairs for supper..went to sit with some cluster west ppl...got to noe them...they v cute leh..noe im called amanda..den they start saying..amanda..wo men ting ni..haha..so cute..so sweet..suddenly receive call from cheng joo..say teacher wan me to video cam..go up..say mr ng..ask me sit there and talk.he thank me alot..n said i was dependable..v touched man.cuz...its been so long since got ppl appreciate me..really warmed my heart..went around to film...den saw some hong kah gals..they asked my for number..so cute...so sweet.din imagine ppl to notice me since im only a video cam person..

Day 3
today is last day..thot got fire drill man..but nv..haha...everything is okie...at last part...when everytinh ends..alot of them went around to get ppl's contaact..got ppl took from me wor..so touched..den saw them cried.haiz..sad..

Today tired man

Today went to study in sch early in the morning..den go jurong east makan with alex..cuz later that got rehearsal..today rehearsal is tiring man..went at 12.30 till 7.30..the sun is damm hot man..got sun burnt too..tink i cant slim down le..lolz..guess wad..beginning of the rehearsal..they gave us ICE CREAMS...wa...so tempting man..so went to eat..haha..chocolate some more..sure fat till ... haha..den during our free time me, weixiang, nat, shu yun, the rest all came to share jokes..all damm lame lor..now den noe im nt the lamest..haha..lolz..today spoke to mr ng bout jason ting le..haiz..he ah..always nv take care of himself..don wan slp somemore..like alot work must do..wads there important than his health..everyday nose bleeding le still don wan rest..so drink red bull somemore..he wanna die issit..haiz yo..mr ng say also got others tell him le..haiz..he also unsure wads there to be so busy about..i tink e main prob is tat he bao dao wan..everything wan to do himself..like tat how can..worry bout him man.no pt cuz of council like tat de man..

In pain

Today ended school especially early man..went to the dentist. mama and my kor kor send me there..go take out teeth for braces.. At there need to wait cuz im walk in de.nv fixed appointment..wait for about 20 min, mama abit tired of waiting..so don wan wait..say later daddy fetch me..say she go first..nv pei wo le..damm sad man...cuz im most scare of seeing dentist de..but..no choice la..she abit unwell tat day too..so no choice..went to see dentist alone..first time alone wor..feel tat im quite brave too..haha..lolz..den went to take out two teeth too..lolz..damm scary lor..need take injections..terrible man..lucky took out together..don need pain another time..lolz..today whole day in pain type..no mood to study..lol

Birthday day

Today got alot ppl celebrate birthday wor..my kor bday..den celebrate wendy's and erena's de earlier..cuz sat n sun nt everyone can make it..we went to eat seoul garden..i miss them alot man..find it best when with them...everyone is so comfortable..maybe cuz we all noe each other damm long le..snow white and 7 dwarfs!! although two nt with us...u r still e best...lolz..today scary man..halfway while eating got a grp of guys at the opposite table ask for me n erena's number..make me lost my appetitte man...erena was damm shock..cuz her first time see tis type of thing...lucky nth much happen...feels like a family man we all...da jie jennifer work..earn money le..pay for half e price for dinner...say wan treat us..celebrate their bday too..i really miss u all man..haiz..y its so different here...hmm..my studies now catching up le..but some is still lagging behind..phy and chem..cham le..haiz..donno leh..enjoy chinese lesson..cuz easy...maths still alright..but sci ma..gone case for me le man..i guess.

rainy day

today is a rainy day..make me over sleep man..haha..went for tkd training man..so tiring..legs aching...but no choice..cuz of council i always no time go tkd..already v lag behind le..must catch up!!! haha..today is drill pattern and all my kicks man..me also donno wad happen de..always tyco...haha..den wen qing ( senior president of tkd) say grading is 3 fen yun qi 7 fen luck..lame lor..means everything is by luck..haha...today got parents meeting session to get progess report for term 2 but didnt go..cuz mama nt feeling well..so ms zhang msg me my results..gp b3 chinese a1 maths b chemistry o and phy e..haha...only chemistry failed..nt bad la..quite surprise...thot will do v badly man..haha...but tis marks also nt v gd la..so must jia you le..

im in welfare comm

haiz..got into welfare comm...quarter mistress...susian's assistant..donno how to work with him man...he ah..me n him always got arguement de...like today..i type out the welfare stuffs...sent him to let him see..he just said CMI (cannot make it) den wan me redo whole thing le..f*** off man..say wad nv type quantity...disposible product how to type quantity..always will increase or being used up ma...tat means everytime must print another one out ah..haiz yo..freak off ma..i noe my english nt gd la...some spelling mistakes..just tell me den i go edit la..zhu tou..im boiling inside le man...nt e first time le..tat time walk in tat thing too..suddenly changed e thing...i have to immediately think of seating plan on stage immediately man...cuz nv prepare well..ya la..cant fully blame him..but after that..i did changes to make it better...he nv read clearly den say me..say wad i nv listen to them ytd..they don wan crossing each other.. but e actual fact is tat i change le ma...nv cross them..he nv see properly still like tat shoot me...angry man...gave him a piece of my mind....all the things he thot he is right type..he told me b4 ma..he is a all rounder...u give him any work he also cant do..but not of quality stuffs la..but y he didnt try to change..listen to others la..i noe my class studies nt gd..he v gd..but..cuz of tat..he always thinks tat cuz is amanda say de..its wrong..grrr...im so angry!!!!!!

sian day

today haiz...feel weird...went to sch for meeting at one plus..den wei bin come tell me..say mr leow transfer him to deco comm..so now is su sian be ic..nt tat i jealous la..but..all these while is me n wei bin do e things de lor..su sian n shu yun got squash tournament...nv come at all...i don understand y im nt appreciated...now ic is su sian while shu yun is sec ic...y like tat...all is like me n wei bin do de leh..floor plan ah..etc...den last time...the time matrix...don feel being appreciated...time matrix..cant blame them la..cuz i told them don let others noe..but..is like..no matter how hard i tried..some still doubt my abilities..tis time mr leow ask su sian be ic..wei bin got help me say...say im more clearer than su sian..cuz su sian miss alot meeting...but mr leow don care..still tink su sian can cope..haiz...y like tat...now do work also don feel like it man..

lost sth precious

today den realise tat i lost my bottle..haiz..shadows bottle leh...also donno wad happen to me de...always misplace my tis bottle..last time got jeannie they all help me keep...but tis time..guess really wont come back to me le..haiz...sad...shadows bottle leh..bought for orientation..as our mascot..haiz..even got new one also nt e same anymore le..haiz...just hope can find it...sob sob

sunburnt day

today v tired man..must go sch early in e morning...at bout 8am...go there for camp briefing..really like wad da ge said man..go st john island...den next day will sure tired le..haiz..still must go sch..sian...wonder how is st john island like man..nv go b4..after briefing, we went to pe porch..today mediacorp ppl came down to film a new variety show called shi zai hao qiu. bryan n jamie are e host..got tat type of tic tac toe box den they must use soft ball to hit on it to form a straight line to win..tic tac toe way..seems easy but nt really..they played v long also cant hit man...yang zhi long is judge ba..den bryan n ai ling is red team..jamie n li ming lun is blue team..we all were divided into two teams lor..im red team den wad we were supposed to do is to cheer and let them feel e atmosphere...it was so tiring...n they were recording two episodes..first saw li ming lun n ai ling..next shooting saw xu qi n shen qing shan..haha..den we did alot of cheers...that bryan wong v crappy man..when shen qing shan was throwing e soft ball...bryan purposely told us to shout his "girlfriend" name ericia...haha..den he missed e ball..so funny..u noe, that guy who joined e singapore idol? who strip till his yellow swimming trunks? he went here too...sian lor..went here strip..scare everyone of us..lame guy..still tink he is entertaining us..during e break..bryan also came to interact with us..we started exchanging lame iq qns..it was v fun..after the filming..e producer was v happy..n impressed...(heard frm mr ng) she will write a comment letter to our sch cuz we were v cooperative...lolz..so happy man..den after debrief..we were like little fans..went to them to take pic with them n get their autograph...so funny..i got most of their autographs n took photos with them..so excited man..keke...when i return home...den noticed..my face was so red man..haha..sun tanned...an enjoyable day ba for me..

sorrie..so long nv update

haiz..its a long time since i last updated my blog...in a twink of an eye...im in jj for like 6 mths le...but...haiz..i still feel lonely leh..haiz..my first 3 mths friends...go other jc de go le..go other class de go le...stayed in arts stream de stayed le..even my once gd friend also seldom tok le..haiz..my new class...is science stream...donno is lucky or nt..all of them know each other le..cuz they most of all first 3 mths same class de...they are damm close...all got their own clicks...i join them...feel weird...i started joining e guys first..cuz i noe su sian n eric ma..they all frm my og..more close...but i noe ppl will start saying things de...so i tried joining e gals..we got 8 gals in total..kinda remind me of my girlfriends...snow white n 7 dwarfs..i tried to mingle with them..its kinda hard..they are like v close themselves le..when i join them i feels weird..i noe some of them don like me ba..maybe cuz of some misunderstanding prob bA...so a few were quite hostile when i approach them...now...our relations are much improved le..but...still have a barrier...me n pat they all..also donno y...pat became v hostile towards me le..haiz..i really donno man...its kinda tired...in council elects...all nt my close friend..my close friend either cant get in..or don wan to get in council..haiz..sian...studies also nt coping well le..mama wan me quit council...y so many prob

YO

hmm..nowadays so busy man..hardly can come online write my blog or chit chat with my friends...cuz got alot of campaigning stuffs... my studies also struggling...maths, chemistry and physics..haiz...sad case...all stuck...really must do sth bout it le man..its so stress lor...i really miss my sec life man..haiz...next week got 3 more test le..guess will go mad le...hmm..but..there are things to be happy too la..like my tkd..now im yellow tip le..lolz...cuz passed my grading...den my maths test on MI got nt bad..but..one qns only..MI tis chapter also so easy.. must really jia you le man...

Family outing

today got family outing..went to harbour front to meet them at 10 plus...den saw wei heng..haha...didnt expect the f.i.t to come wor..but the rest of f.i.t late la..lolz..confirm de...lolz..we went to palawan beach to play..at first...v sian..cuz everyone headed in different directions...go do their own things..den we all went swimming in the sea to the place for us to sit...den do all the cheers, jj clap there..so funny...after tat i went to play vball with some of the guys...so funny man..donno how to serve..always serve out of line de...for me la..lucky they later got teach me...lolz..den got one grp of ppl challenge us...so funny...they play also always out de..haha...both e same..haha..den tired le..return to there...everyone dancing mass dance..lolz..so fun...den after tat me and some of F.I.T sit down and chit chat..chat bout shld jie sheng join council..lolz...so funny...and i rested for a while...suddenly..they kept v quiet..i didnt suspect anything until they carry me up and toss me to the sea..lolz...drenched man..but v fun..haha...den we went round tossing ppl into the sea...i v bad..one said she no extra clothes...i was saying..so? will dry de ma..haha..so bad hor me...lolz..at bout 6 pm plus i went hm le..sad...cuz v fun..haha...when i got hm, i den realise tat i was so dark lor..eek..so ugly..haha...but..i deserve it..lolz..who ask me play till so long..haha...but..it was damm fun man..yeah..

Today 7th of april

Haiz..today alot things spoil my mood man...make me so fan..the student council la..i donno whether shld go run for council or nt..haiz...cuz..i donno if im up to the standard or nt..scarley join le..no one vote..den more pai seh man...haiz..den kelvin ask me several qns...like will i quit jc halfway go to poly, will i have discipline to do hw till late late, will i scarifice my weekend to do hw and council stuffs and nt go out..all okie..but when he ask me bout last qns...am i sure tat i'll pass my promotion exam...tis..i said most prob only...cuz..no full confident ma..haiz..i really dono leh..there were times i really wanna be councillar..cuz..when im in sec sch..not much chance to learn.now there's a chance...i really don wanna give up..shld i join? haiz..second thing tat spoil my mood was..haiz..my friend..someone who we werent tat close during orientation..cuz of arguements...den after e web..i thot okie le. but today..my friend told me alot ppl saying is nt true de la...act only..haiz..im really sad..i really wanna be gd friends with her leh..i miss the old times..now im in 05s20..so left out lor...cuz i first 3 mths in arts stream..now transfer to sci...those ppl in my class got their own click le..go makan with them also feel extra..haiz..den have to stick with the guys..feel weird..cuz im gal ma..only gal hanging round them..later sure got rumours de..haiz

A song i love alot

Sometimes when we touch
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

(Chorus)
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth.
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

(Chorus)
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I see how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
(Chorus)

After the camp

Today i woke up at 8 plus wor..slept for 16 hours..haha...like zhu..lolz...went online and tok to many jj friends..alot ppl were saying how she bu de they were...all of them enjoyed alot..and im really happy..i wanna run for council leh..but mama don let..so donno how..now must try to persuade and persuade her...u noe..i really wanna join..cuz..can learn alot..last time in jt...i didnt get a chance to learn..but..in jj..hard to become councillar de...out of 1000 ppl leh..how to expect them to choose me...im only a normal person...out of 1000 choose 20 plus..is like 1/5 chances de...hmm...but..guess no matter wad..im going to try out ba..tmr is sch le..normal sch le...im going to be a normal person le...no more shadows..but..i'll remember u guys forever de...we also have to clean the room too..lolz..tmr must jia you le..in studies...i wanna full exam exemption ma..lolz..

Camp day 3

TOday...we didnt have to meet so early for debrief..forgotten to include sth ytd..its wende birthday..mel bought a cake..all of us chip in de...to celebrate wende, kelly, yu kun and kelvin birthday together..everyone gave a speech..when it was wende's turn..he cried man...cried till v cham..he is a v emotional guy man...v cute too...haha..today..is the last day of camp..we started with area cleaning and e web...we shadows had our e web in the hall too...it was..full of tears man..i was quite sad..cuz e web...i was almost last person to being given the chance to tok..i thot of alot ppl who i wanna tok..but all taken le..quite sad...haiz..during my tok..i wanted to tok alot de..but donno y when its my turn to tok...i didnt say much...kept toking rubbish...but at least i said wad i wanted to yu kun and nat...it was a heavy load man...and i felt better after toking out man...den we had our last debrief...we all stood by the sides crying...all the ogls were v sad man..cuz the camp is bout to end..all the gals cried...me too..haiz...den we started singing flying without wings...and sometimes when we touch..when we sang the last song,..some campers came up and hugged us..they was so sweet man...i saw some cried too...i was v happy..cuz..i remembered mr leow told us..when a camper is willing to cry for us..it means we did a good job..den after everything..we started hugging each other and took pic..it was so sweet..i'll nv want to forget tis..i love o2!!!

Camp Day 2

The next day we woke up at four plus...oh..i only have an hour slp man..cuz ytd need to help games comm to prepare for telematch..tired man..morning wake up so early...den went for meeting...and waiting for the campers..today i swap shift with shi mei to do orbat in the command centre..it was tough man...the orbat number kept changing...den after i copy le...have to re copy again..den must check if the absentees tally with the number...ensure all absentees are accounted for...v tiring and pressurised...the whole admin comm got scolded by abhi and nurul for an whole hour cuz they didnt do a gd job in orbat..den..they got mass dance, telematch and ww3...during telematch me and shi mei almost quarrelled man..cuz..she was complaining tat i was nt in the rm always...den admin crop up i also donno...i was also too tired to explain man..lucky after that okie le..den i went round looking...ysing came too...gave me a box of strepsils when he saw me..quite sweet...when i went around watching...the campers spirit and mood was v high..they even lead the cheer themselves...v well done man...some ogls where in the hall preparing for jj nite...prepared 2000 ballooons..alot man..when we go to the hall to prepare for our dance..we were shock man..cuz the hall were decorated till v nice..the jj nite...apple and wei jie were the mc...they were v funny..and really made the mood high..we were dancing the first dance...friends...to begin the jj nite...so nervous man...den we went joining in cheers and dance...so fun...the scs also performed..the dance was damm nice lor..den after everything, we sat down and had debrief with the campers...saying bout today...so happy man...even during our debrief, mr tan, mr ng and mr leow nv scolded us..they kept saying we did a great job..v happy man...den in the night..i didnt slp much..cuz i went chatting with nian ci..chatting bout lotsa things...den mr fay came..donno spell correct or nt..lolz..den we chatted together..haha...den till 3 plus den slp..haha

Camp day 1

This blog is written after the camp...but i wanna remember it forever..so im going to write v detailed..TOday is camp day one...its the day...so excited man...we came to sch at 5.50am wor..haha...den we had all the briefing and warming up...sang couple of songs and cheers...lolz...when it was 7am...the campers started streaming in...but nt in a high mood...we expected it man..cuz yesterday mr leow had a tok with us...we den realise our mistake...we didnt end it in a v fun way and too many toks le..nv include mass dance..they will sure be bored to come de..which is totally wad it happens..den lucky..apple started off by playing some games...im quite grateful towards him man...den we played the crazy seach..it was fun seeing them dressing up...haha...everything was quite okie.except for the judging part..cuz...it was quite rush and the judge wasnt v impressive...quite sian..den we had the mass dance...it was fun..lolz..we make sure that they had partners den we went dancing..lolz..i danced with kelvin..didnt expect him to noe how to dance..haha...the campers learnt the dance v fast wor...learnt 2 dance...den by tat time, only left 5 colours haven teach only..lolz...frm the campers faces..can see tat they enjoyed it..during the family time..i can see that the ogls are trying their best to teach the cheers and mingle with the campers...f2...the fit even went in to teach cheer..mr leow also talked to f2...tis made their morale v high..cuz..they finally knew tat...the ogls really cared for them..and they gave their best...we had the singing session after dinner..wei hong, huiling and mr leow was teaching them songs...while the ogls were at one side..which i tink was nt gd..the ogl should sit with them...some of f3 guys didnt wan to sing...it was hard to get them sing man...then there was the night games...it was quite fun...after everythings..we had a briefing...mr leow scolded them..about the water bottle....the placed anywhere and nt keeping...i guess tat really woke them up...after everything...we had ogl and shadows debrief...we got scolded till v cham..cuz..we made alot of mistakes...our morale was quite low man...but...im sure everyone of us will correct our mistakes de...and do gd gd tmr..

FLoorball match

Today i went back jin tai to play floorball..at first thot is play with our coaches..but in the end is only play with our class ppl..play till a while den sian le..in the end chat with eileen...tat theng loon also de...keep calling my chi name..wan di siao me...in the end we all play till 10 plus nv play le..den hui hua, me and eileen went to makan den go jp watch ms
congeniality 2..quite nice...den we went taking photos...on the way back hm..i chat with hui hua in the bus..

Beginning of orientation

today is admin day one...wad i can say is their attitude suck...haiz..alot ppl want to appeal out..some went missing, some went off without telling the ogls..one even told my ogl..why shld he listen to her..he is here to study..my ogl was so sad tat she cried lor...the whole orbat chart was in a mess...cuz off ppl missing...alot ppl wanna go earlier...at ten or eleven ma..cuz wanna appeal..mr leow was v pissed off...scolded the second in take...told them if they wanna go to other sch...and are v sure tat the school will accept them..he give them his blessing..but..if they are nt sure tat they will be accepted...they are nt allowed to go so earlier..cuz got all those sub talks..cant miss..got one gal went to me...ask me if she can go...cuz got appointment with tjc..i told her she have to wait..unless she withdraw completely..she said it was kinda unfair..but..she isnt being fair to the sch or those 200 students who are trying to appeal in either ma..mr leow scolded first intake too..cuz they were bad examples...at last..everything became better at the end..but..our morale were low..cuz of all the set backs...and ppl with attitude prob..

Today, JAE results release

today JAE result release...i stayed in jj sci..took maths, chem and phy as sub combination...he went to sp for aero course...hmm..today we had to get the first intake occupied...in the hall...everyone was doing mass dance..it was hard to get them to dance with us..its like a rehersal for tmr's admin day...everyone tried v hard to lifen the mood...today me n yue hua like more close le..which is a gd thing...we went to jp to eat at the food court..with jie sheng, wende, and scdc members..wen de there was telling me tat im still nt up to standard..told me go hm tink thru..hmm..now tinking thru lor..ya..i admit tat im still nt yp to standard..haiz..recently there is like too many things affecting me le..haiz... but..i noe..i cant be affected...i must jia you..i must be v hard working...be v detailed...tmr admin day le..i really must jia you le..

Sunday..sian

Today whole day feel v sian type..maybe cuz of wad my friend said ytd. she said tat during our dry run with shadows, sth happened...i was new to using the walkie dockie ma..den always forget to say roger...my another friend was at the other end of sch...she was telling everyone..."she DIN say roger...i WUN reply status..." den she later purposely left out admin and log's attendance...see i realise or nt..she wan see if i will make a mess out of it..haiz..y must she do tis to me...i thot we were v gd friends? during e web when she tok bout me...we still cried..i thot we will be v gd friends de...y now...she will do tis to me..it hurts me alot...if it was others who did tis to me...i don mind..but y her...she was my first friend in jj leh...suddenly i feel tat everyone is so fake lor...faker..!!!

second day of ogl camp

our fire drill was at 4.20 wor..ony managed to slp for 1 hour plus..damm tired..when we report at old parade square...two family had missing ppl..in the end we found out tat it was our teacher who ask them to go hiding..they wanted to test us how will we react..and they were v disappointed with us..its our fault..MR Ng spend nearly one hour scolding us..telling each life is very precious...we must have buddy system to ensure everyone is safe...den he was telling us how the buddy system works in ranger camp..if ur buddy vomited..u have to eat wad he or she vomit..it was so yucks...but our teacher say our level of buddy system is the very basics...if we cant even do tis properly..we should be ogls..haiz..it was kinda sad..den everyone went for pt and everything as normal...during ww3 finale, Mr Leow scolded all of us..say the ogls nt gd..is shadows fault..shadows not good is our seniors' fault..in the end our seniors were ordered to do push ups..we see le..all heart pain type..went to join..at first the teacher don let..but we were quite stubborn..den the teacher had no choice..all the gals in shadows cried while doing push up...the ogls also were v sad..we did alot of push ups wor..30 plus ba..but our seniors did till 60 plus..haiz..all of us were v sad..cuz we spent 8 weeks preparing for the orientation 2..but..today during the camp..we den realise..we didnt achieve much..which means tat our efforts are all wasted...its really a pity..im sure everyone in shadow hopes tat o2 is a success de..including me..haiz..Mr leow said to us before tat if the ogl nv cry for us means we nv suceed in our camp...i noe tat they cried cuz of our seniors...nt us..haiz..sad..but i still don believe tat its a total failure leh...we learn thru the process of the camp and nt the results...when i got hm den i realised tat im v tan wor...so black..nt nice le..lolz

First day of camp

Tis is the first day of camp..although i didnt came online..i got write in on my book de..hmm..today all major things were quite smoothly run..maybe cuz we have our dry run ba..some part of the things went v fast and we had alot of free time..so we changed them to family time..let them do their decorations which was quite boring..at least during the games it was alright..my friend also said tat the mass dance was enjoyable..wad make me angry most was tat they didnt have sense of urgency and always late...it was nt gd..they are leaders too...late is a v big prob..but..we didnt scold them..cuz we were nt allowed too..in the night we sang songs...it was quite high for some of us ba..cuz mr leow push our spirit us..when everything ended for the day...we had our briefing with our teacher...for shadows la...at 1230..v late le..everyone was sleepy...our teachers scolded us..tell us alot prob...the way we shadows carry ourselves..it was wrong..and no discipline..it was v sad...they didnt really scold us..just lectured us..and i also feel tat we all made alot of mistakes..guess alot ppl felt tat way too..by the time it ended...it was v late le..we were allowed to slp at 2.10am...some of shadows and i didnt wanna slp as we knew there will be fire drill and we went slient mass dance...played alot of games..it was v siao..all ended when shi mei come lecture us b4 we went to slp..lolz..