Be kept in the dark

Sometimes we can't aspect people to tell you their secret
even though we thought that our relationship are far more than that.

J&S went out for a date yesterday without everybody noticing
And J told me yesterday tht she's going out with a FRIEND.
oh yea, a friend.

Maybe i am paying too much concern though,
ceh, non of my buisness.

should just let it be.

Just Alone

Sometimes days are not as perfect as you think of
everyone need motivation to keep it on
and sometimes human being get bored of life
i wish i could stay bright to everyone
stay honest, secretless and strong

it seems it doesnt goes as i planned.

i need someone to talk,

just talk.

God, give me strength.

Future

When it comes to the future thing
it dont really bother me,
cz i dont think about it

just too early.

My dear brother quited
and stay at home for almost 2 months.

and when my mom told me abt it.
i am just speechless.

Hope you can get through it Big Brother.
We love you

Messy day

My motorcycle is dead
the e-banking thing is still a trouble
the online shopping thing is remain unknown
my hair is spoiled by the barber
and i hv tons of assignment waiting for me.

everything seems so annoying.

Please, give me strength.

An awful day with Hunger Game

They decide to have movie today
and so there we go> Douliu

First of all, a miserable night with mosquitoes companion and some shitty dream
then, the fucking wet and cold weather
a luch cost me NT120
AND JUST SERVE WITH SOME CABBAGE, BEAN SPROUT AND SOME BEANCURD

the way back,
i am annoyed with her arrogant conversation
so boring. Why is she keep on showing off her life?
Duhh.

Stuff which annoys me the most is,
why would them HAVE TO wait for each other since all of us are heading the same way back home?
Going home together would be more fun?
don't understand.
Yes, i am a person lack of patient.
Dont keep me wait on something worthless.

I dont think i can get along with them.
Please give me strength. Please.

Being selfish

You hv no idea how grateful i am to have you.

Thank you so much.

Sincerely.

Irritating

Sometimes i feel so sorry to myself becz i didn't try to do the best for everything
There're always excuses for not doing the proper things
I know that.
But i can't do a thing.


I know i am a smart kid.

Ha, am i?

Not this way

I hate people ignore my words
but i hate those people ignore me by just telling me HALFHEARTEDLY more.
Please don't do that to me.

Don't.

Speachless

I am SOOOO regret to promise my dear XX
and now i realize i brought myself TO A HUGE trouble.
Now i have to stick on her stock and

DUH.

I HATE THIS.

重袭

This feeling defeat me again, quietly.
I am scared, alone, hopeless.
I wish that someone's right here with me, knowing all my secrets, as a companion, quietly.

Doing this over and over again
Reminding myself
That
I am great.
I am strong.

Yes I am.
For sure, sweetheart.

A BIG ONE

From today onwards
due to my awful English,
I swear!! I'll try my best to write in english
Goshhhhhhhhhh.
Dont laugh at me.
I beg u.

mean it.

Grrrrr.

2012

新年很久很久以前就过了 我回家了
家里又出现一张很吵闹的嘴了
我带了好多好多东西回来
最重要的
带了他们给我的心

在家 有空就出去玩 去逛街 唱歌 喝茶
在家就一直讲话 一直一直讲 要把整年的分讲完
好像被嫌啰嗦了。

在家發生了很多事
媽媽送了我戒指還有錢包
妹妹和媽媽送了我一條鏈
姑姑送我手錶
用紅包錢買內衣
我和楚山回學校被要挾請吃mcD
一般瘋狂的女孩子 訂了hotel住一晚爲了聊心事
去oldtown喝茶
去男朋友家聚會
和爸爸媽媽聊天 睡覺
和妹妹狂買東西 ex:錢包
跟妹妹要錢用

回来发生了很多很多事
桃園機場第一行下因為維修沒有東西吃
我們睡機場 又餓又累
我好像圣诞老人一样在派巧克力
直属带我吃了一餐好的 还送我巧克力
我和楚善在连假4天两个人去文化路逛街
很冷的一天 學長來一起奔到中正吃火鍋
我搬家了 我上课了
我想打工 我想赚钱 我想买衣服。

This is not the end,just the beginning.
Stay cool, stay pretty.
Thank god for giving me such wonderful family,
I love them so much, so do U.

我会加油的对吧 会的。