when you are numb

nothing hurts

that's good :)

History says its all

Tyrannical rule's only outcome

Overthrown and Fallen

Studying

Apparently, I'm not the only one who fall asleep in front of books

Breaking Free

How many tried so hard to break free

to find themselves stuck

next to the very thing they tried to flee

to find themselves decaying

next to the very thing they tried to flee

Would you wish you know the thoughts of each individual?

or would ignorance be bliss?

what if one day you gain the very ability to read thoughts

without the ability to turn it off

would you wish that you gain that former ability?

or would you rather be thankful that you needn't wish for the latter ability one day

confused?

LOL

Life

Through pin hole cameras

you always say the truth dont you

that would be what you always say instinctively

only to realise all the wrong that you had say

then only looking back on what you had said

and trying your best to change the meaning of those words

and the meaning of those sentences

using your influence to make it sound it wasnt your wrong

it was mine

for all that i failed to understand

think what you want

say what you want

for it had always been like that

tauromachy

to start with an end in mind

is it striding towards your goal?

or

is it unnecessary committment that one will live to regret?

how often do you get clashes in views

when two see a very different perspective

that both are right in their own points

as each struggles to make his own points known

akin to handling a bull by its horns

just like tauromachy

yet for one

there was always the presence of an unfair advantage

like a toreros fighting a 6-horned bull

with a bounded arm and a bounded leg

to start with an end

Do you really walk into anything with the que sera sera mentality?

that what ever will be will be

taking life a step at a time

such that whatever come

you will take

and when you reach the alternative ends

that you say

"yup, i guess this is it"

but again

how would you know that this is the end that you desire

or was this the end that you accepted

how do you judge the completeness of an end

with no yardstick?

do we blindly walk our lives

like in a tunnel with no like

taking a step by a step

treading carefully in the darkness

hoping that there will be this one day

just this one day

when all will turn out to be the way we want

hopefully

or do we walk our lives with

a distant end in the back of our mind

that guiding light at the end of the tunnel

that you know that you are walking in the correct direction

instead of the the other 3,493,710 directions that could be wrong

we are all blind

if not for that end that is in sight

i started with an end in sight

i started walking

walk with me, would you?

Strolls and Beers

A nice stroll in the park

settled on a bench

top of the small hill

wind and scenery

Beers back home

till late in the night

never more thankful