well what can i say :)))
i recover pretty fast eh :)))
watching a few hours of anime really rock my life :)))
starting to have the school mood back le :)))
school tmr as usual -.-
waiting for the one month holiday to prepare for my exam :)))
well thats all for today :)))
Yuji was lost in shadow 9:24 PM
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Hmm... my life just got better i think...
when i thought it had just started, it suddenly ended.
its just like a never started fairytale..
it maybe my imagination from the beginning...
As i have thought about it before
but i think i had just forgotten it ..
As the days went by i felt really hard to hold it in anymore
I just wanted to drink till i forget everything..
But i still had lots of work to catch up on..
Thinking about you just make me feel even harder to accept the fact ...
Just what can i do to relieve myself of this pain..
If i had a chance .. can i .. forget about you ?
I just feel that i had to walk ... maybe a few years or so..
But this is just too hard to walk this road alone.
If i wanted to ... can you give me two path so i can choose between one ?
School life really stinks now ..
With no motivation to continue to go... and lesser time for my hobby...
I sometimes thought of giving up schooling ...
I just wanna sleep in my comfy bed never to have to wake up from this nightmare..
Can you tell me what to do?
Anyway i gtg ..
shall post about the pain in my life again ..
Yuji was lost in shadow 1:33 PM
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well am i irritating ?
well should be
cause i message you everyday
even though you say its ok
i thought you mean it
well maybe i am too insensitive
well thats all i am going to do right ?
so its all back to square 1?
well its up to you to decide that too
even so maybe i should try to continue my life as promised ....
so well that should be good bye ....
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Yuji was lost in shadow 12:20 AM
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