2nd posting

haha, made a grammar mistake, the first line of my prev. posting shd be 'it has been a while..."

anyway here, i 'extracted' some parts of a MSN conversation i had wif a fren.


actually wat kinda guys do u like ?
B says:
hah..why u asked that????

Me~ says:
becoz whether u are attached again or not...it is good for u to seriously abt it.

B says:
Thats true..i guess criterias are always there..but the miracle of love or meeting the right person may actually make u realize that certain qualites that u used to think u like/want isnt important anymore.
Thats the true power of love i believe.

Me~ says:
no, without knowing urself and knowing who/ person suits u, u will realise the power of love is the power of breakup, as men/ women need something real to 'hold on to longer' ...not jus a feeling...thus sometimes, do not commit
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we all fall in love, and also hv pains in lovin'.
I realised and realise that the most impt lesson i hv learnt, and still 'digesting' that ---without knowing ourselves and wat we like/ dislike... abt who/how we really are/ feel/ react, our expectations... ... we might not be able to love well/ ends up loving without commitment, becoz we sometimes dun love ourselves too/ very lost.

you might not agree... some of us love again and again... without knowing so. =0)

iNteNtiOns

it is a while since i wrote...

=0) learnt a lot recently, abt myself and abt others. And, abt God.

one main thing I wana share, really wana share is abt intentions.
I realised tat i can be so scheming, and it is really a strength turned into weakness...and can harm pple too.
Seriously, if I dun hv God in my life, I tink I wld be the most subtly, scary, scheming freak.

Intentions can be 'at play' everywhere. Be it in the family, at work, in sch, with frens, in church, ... ... ... ...
Just wat determines the "product/ outcome" of an event, a project, a question, an idea...not just comes fr the process/ work/ efforts put in BUT also the intentions.

Really, so great/ 'mighty' is the intention tat it 'governs' the way the person reacts/ does/ acts/ continues his or her course of work/ direction of the thing.

i discovered all these long ago, but it really is something 'dangerous' for a 'scheming' person like me. Perhaps an inborn trait.

Can be very good, coz once honed, and submitted to God, that which can be dangerous and bad, will make an impact/ produce gd fruits in the end.

Praise God !

SO now, i can hv purer intentions, twds stuff, twrds Family, FrenZ, collEagues, work, etc etc etc...
and i believe truly the HEART is the matter of all.

draw clear boundaries !

angry
colleague angry
i also angry... possibly becoz we are both struggling.

=0)
I am sure I will hv a good day tdy.

give thanks

thankfulness -
for the cheap deals I have got yesterday !

$4 mend a formal skirt - the lady did it nicely
$6.50 mend a pair of shoes- the 'shifu' was skilled and did it nicely
$36.90 nice pair of shoes ! new design
$98 for a nice Nokia HP...... two times nicer and cheaper as i negotiated
DANCE at nite with Touch Dance ! Thk God for the strength and flexibility, though I was away fr Dance and exercise for 3wks... it was a new start.

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different versions........developed thru' the yrs...history...

Just discovered tat a lot of songs hav melodies/ lyrics originate from the gospel and hymns.....
DO pple discover tat and know that there is a huge 'chuck' of similiarities becoz God first created all these ?

Theere are many different versions/ divergents/ versions... hv a lot of pple (pple migrated to diff. countries) with diff. styles tat evolved and developed.

Humans are not evolved...but birthed, created directly from the breath of GOD ! =0)

really blessed...huggies..& Lake House !

i ve lotsa to give thks for, but haahaa, nt writing it at this entry.

Hugged my father tonite for the 1st time, and my mum for the 2nd time. I know they love me. I know they love me, i know they love me.

God loves me too. And He gave human parents, earthly parents.
Hmm, will nt go into "so called religion" topic here, but I understd how much parents love and I wana love them.

AND, watched Lake House tonite. Sandra Bullock is gorgeous and 'character!" and Keanu Reeves seemd to be better when older...ha.

=0)
God has set me free !
May I live my life even more meaningfully and bec. a blessing to others.
God bless u too that u might come to know Him.
God is love, there is no fear in His perfect love.
Uhooo