dear diary
DANCE COLLECTIVE was a great time for many who tries or loves dance to come together.
There were quite a no. of professional dancers who participated and also wana do something for God together.
It was really such a gd time the past week, meeting up with dancer NEW frens and some old frens,
and i celebrated my 26th birthday...quite quietly but amazing...
amazing love and grace from God fills my life again.
GOD BLESS YOU
Wednesday, June 29
Thursday, June 23
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Hi !
have time this Sat ?
visit us dancing at ACS Barker Road Arts Centre Auditorium
www.dancecollective.net
THIS SAT 25 june 4:30pm to 6:30pm concert. $15
have time this Sat ?
visit us dancing at ACS Barker Road Arts Centre Auditorium
www.dancecollective.net
THIS SAT 25 june 4:30pm to 6:30pm concert. $15
extract of a MSN conversation wif fren
Divine Exchange says:
i think i am too extreme too negative and too weak in praising and caring
Divine Exchange says:
recently i am struggling again
Divine Exchange says:
on my negativeness
Divine Exchange says:
and my extremism
Divine Exchange says:
because of that and a comment from a friend
Divine Exchange says:
i felt that i stood lowly
Divine Exchange says:
i realised and recognised that i am indeed made of those few qualities
Divine Exchange says:
and wish to change
Divine Exchange says:
for man, for God or for myself
Divine Exchange says:
haha
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i learnt
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
that emotions
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
are gd and bad
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
extremists
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
come from emotions
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i recently had a divine revelation, sharing fr the ballet teacher, a he
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
he said that tho we can be emotional
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i.e. full of emotions
(esp gd for arts and artistic doings)
we must learn to control our emotions
by the Holy Spirit (this part you are right on track)
in periods where we are in the dark/lost
i.e. don't know where we are heading
or nothing seems to be happening,
we must learn to trust
wait upon God and continue to be faithful stewards
and contented
and God also told me we will have talents but we must learn to use talents accordingly , sometimes waiting for the timing fr God and of course when we are doing things which we do not excel and not happy/ excited/ happening, we continue doing, be happy and doing our best as we can
i think i am too extreme too negative and too weak in praising and caring
Divine Exchange says:
recently i am struggling again
Divine Exchange says:
on my negativeness
Divine Exchange says:
and my extremism
Divine Exchange says:
because of that and a comment from a friend
Divine Exchange says:
i felt that i stood lowly
Divine Exchange says:
i realised and recognised that i am indeed made of those few qualities
Divine Exchange says:
and wish to change
Divine Exchange says:
for man, for God or for myself
Divine Exchange says:
haha
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i learnt
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
that emotions
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
are gd and bad
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
extremists
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
come from emotions
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i recently had a divine revelation, sharing fr the ballet teacher, a he
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
he said that tho we can be emotional
Esther-HuiJun - I am successful because of God who cares for me says:
i.e. full of emotions
(esp gd for arts and artistic doings)
we must learn to control our emotions
by the Holy Spirit (this part you are right on track)
in periods where we are in the dark/lost
i.e. don't know where we are heading
or nothing seems to be happening,
we must learn to trust
wait upon God and continue to be faithful stewards
and contented
and God also told me we will have talents but we must learn to use talents accordingly , sometimes waiting for the timing fr God and of course when we are doing things which we do not excel and not happy/ excited/ happening, we continue doing, be happy and doing our best as we can
Wednesday, June 15
When I ask God -do You know ?
God,
do you know that I am just unhappy
and tired and sick and anger pent-up in me
When others want something
they try their means and demand from me
not enough, not enough
When I just say something which exposes
the superficial level of 'unity' and peace
they say i wreak the 'unity' and peace
Do they ever think they have any right to say that,
when they didnt stop to care for me
I gave up all my rights to love them
I tried so hard and waited so long
none of them came to me and sincerely by actions
When they said "I love you and thus will support you"
If really what they want from me
is just SMILE smile, listen listen
UNDERSTANDING,
Why don't they give that too
Yes, it is more blessed to give than to receive
coz they expect beyond that - unlimited
If only pple in authority can say words of discipline/rebuke
they shd already shown the credibility
or build towards that
I am not God
indeed I am not
God can see the hearts of men
He can see mine too
Why is it when I am wrong,
I can say sorry and admit and change
but when others are wrong,
they say I am wrong
and I shd be the one who change?
I find it unacceptable and ridiculous
Actually I am a hermit crab who came out of my shell
to live with community
despite all fears and un-naturality
I gave it a shot
Yes, to be honest,
I tried only for a while,
to be fair to them.
But, I admitted my wrong
and tried again
Is it because
when i tried again,
I gave too little time ?
Really so, God ?
I failed to see more better
God, it has been raining for ages
I feel refreshed.
It is as if You were crying together with me
But, is it crying coz You are sad that I am like this
or, You are crying
coz You know how sad I am ?
Anyway,
I am determined not to dwell in the past
nor to be rooted in bitterness.
God, clear my thoughts,
that the thoughts not from You
will not take root in me.
It is beyond me
totally blowing my mind.
Thoughts are confusing
and angry
and sad
and very depressing.
I was wallowing in them
and trying NOT to forget
doesn't help.
God, You know
if I have wrong,
You have disciplined me
now be my spokesperson
and defend me
grant me vindication
swiftly please.
do you know that I am just unhappy
and tired and sick and anger pent-up in me
When others want something
they try their means and demand from me
not enough, not enough
When I just say something which exposes
the superficial level of 'unity' and peace
they say i wreak the 'unity' and peace
Do they ever think they have any right to say that,
when they didnt stop to care for me
I gave up all my rights to love them
I tried so hard and waited so long
none of them came to me and sincerely by actions
When they said "I love you and thus will support you"
If really what they want from me
is just SMILE smile, listen listen
UNDERSTANDING,
Why don't they give that too
Yes, it is more blessed to give than to receive
coz they expect beyond that - unlimited
If only pple in authority can say words of discipline/rebuke
they shd already shown the credibility
or build towards that
I am not God
indeed I am not
God can see the hearts of men
He can see mine too
Why is it when I am wrong,
I can say sorry and admit and change
but when others are wrong,
they say I am wrong
and I shd be the one who change?
I find it unacceptable and ridiculous
Actually I am a hermit crab who came out of my shell
to live with community
despite all fears and un-naturality
I gave it a shot
Yes, to be honest,
I tried only for a while,
to be fair to them.
But, I admitted my wrong
and tried again
Is it because
when i tried again,
I gave too little time ?
Really so, God ?
I failed to see more better
God, it has been raining for ages
I feel refreshed.
It is as if You were crying together with me
But, is it crying coz You are sad that I am like this
or, You are crying
coz You know how sad I am ?
Anyway,
I am determined not to dwell in the past
nor to be rooted in bitterness.
God, clear my thoughts,
that the thoughts not from You
will not take root in me.
It is beyond me
totally blowing my mind.
Thoughts are confusing
and angry
and sad
and very depressing.
I was wallowing in them
and trying NOT to forget
doesn't help.
God, You know
if I have wrong,
You have disciplined me
now be my spokesperson
and defend me
grant me vindication
swiftly please.
Tuesday, June 7
hoW ?
dear God,
if one day I realise I can't get along with a person, so different from me, HOW ???? never realise I can be so irritated by one person.
I try not to think abt her
if one day I realise I can't get along with a person, so different from me, HOW ???? never realise I can be so irritated by one person.
I try not to think abt her
2 Corinthians 4
Treasures in Jars of Clay 1Therefore, since through God's mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. 2Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God. 3And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. 4The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. 5For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake. 6For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness,"[a]made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.
7But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. 12So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.
13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."[b]With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, 14because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence. 15All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.
16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
Treasures in Jars of Clay 1Therefore, since through God's mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. 2Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to every man's conscience in the sight of God. 3And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. 4The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. 5For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus' sake. 6For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness,"[a]made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.
7But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. 12So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.
13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."[b]With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, 14because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence. 15All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.
16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
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