be present at my wake.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

the smiles have melted.
they're now FAKES.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

Monday, March 10, 2008

attachment is just okay.
damn rusted.
what can you expect,
no attachment for a year.
alot of things changed.
expectation is fucking sky-high
for someone fucking rusty.
and not surprisingly,
i almost gave up hope.
oh fuck you fiq, fuck you.
___________________________

good to hear that your life is pretty
much unchanged without me.
or maybe even better?
oh i hope so.

well...
i have to accept life as scripted by Him,
to live life without you.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

chill fiq. what goes around, comes around.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008

its alright.
im okay.
out of sight.
far away.

for what i know,
God is equal.
and he showed,
i dont control your world.

well to me
silence kills.
and takes my heart
long time to heal.
you dont feel
what i feel.
now its down to myself
i want to kill.

shut up fiq. enough said.
you cant change that thing called fate.
try to fill the mind from 9 to 5.
but oh well...
im just that forgotten chapter of your life.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

finally.
Monday, February 11, 2008

finally.
im now attached,
to a Japanese.
nyiahahah.

date of collection: 13th feb.

steady lah, gonna be a
13-full year perhaps.
dont understand?
nevermind.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

Saturday, February 09, 2008

if they can
excite you with megawatt smiles,
make you weep with happiness,
make you jump with joy,
make you lose sleep for months...
...perhaps they're better for you.
really.

meanwhile, my ride is my love.
TLC guaranteed.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

fucking random.
Monday, January 28, 2008

i just proved Cupid that he's fucking stupid.
he's supposed to hit me with an arrow,
and hit a girl with the other.
but everytime, he'll lose the latter.
so everytime, i'll end up like this.
stranded.
what the fuck.
go get a machinegun...Stupid Cupid.
____________________________________

yet again...
ive lost my confidence
on that shit called "Love".
(thanks Cupid)
omitting that word for the next 3 years.
fullstop.
___________________________________

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

i tried to...

i tried...

but...

silence is all

that i get.

well...

maybe i was right afterall.

im never good enough for anyone.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;

kind of lost.
Thursday, January 24, 2008

hmmm...
didnt try hard enough?
nevermind...
i'll do my best.

perfectlyimperfect
____fiQue ;