i went to school today! :)
was looking forward for school today cause i'm really bored at home. hahaha
but! i was very late for today's chemistry lesson! (fyi, lesson starts at 9)
i woke up at 9.10, left home at around 9.40, and reached school at 10!
my mum was like, '30mins left you still want to go?' lol!
anw, went into class and ms lim said a few sentences. that's all :)
luckily she didnt scold uh haha! i was the last one to reach eh :/
still managed to catch some things during the last 30mins haha.
after remedial went j8 w bernice. melody took train w us too :)
brunched at long john's. waited for nearly 30mins for our meal-.-
after that went to find my top! thanks ah bernice for accompanying :)
trained back yck after that. met black, for idk what reason. lol!
went back to school since it was raining heavily.
then saw cecilia! wuhahaha. accompanied her for the rest of the time.
was waiting for mr ong, so went hall. free air-con :D
left at 3 plus, cause mr ong havent come back yet. homed :)

nicholas just told me this joke(?) online:
There were 3 brothers lost in a desert, Ali Atong and Ata
The youngest brother, Ata, found a lamp.
So he rubbed it, and a genie appeared.
The genie said "You have 3 wishes "
And so the 3 brothers divided among themselves.
(each person one wish)
Ali said: "I wish to get home and sleep"
POOF! He's gone after he finished.
Atong said: "I wish to get home and become a millionaire"
POOF! He's gone too.
Finally, Ata said: "I'm bored. I want my brothers to play with me"
And so, the brothers were back again, in the desert.
(HAHA)

i love being entertained by,
the smart guy that has no brain with low IQ that stays in woodlands over the sea at lower seletar mrt
(he came up w his own name lol!)

"If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgement and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God."
Hebrews 10:26-27

(our lives on Earth determine where we spend eternity)

thanks tree for the document :)
now i'm very afraid of spending eternity in hell lol.

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

last two days in school was a waste of time.

almost all teachers went missing-.-

but still, i enjoyed time spent w my dear friends :)

school was very quiet ever since sec3s left for taman haha.

i love chinese lessons (because of the people) very much :D
friday was miss ang's last lesson :(
hope we'll get a good chinese teacher next semester :)

church on saturday :)
service was really great:
"when we change God's standard, it isn't God's standard anymore. we create a form of Christianity-- one that doesn't accurately reflect what God truly thinks"
radical conference on friday and saturday! think it'll be great :D
sermon discussion during cell group, was good too :)
p&w after that. praise song was funny!
cause like no one can sing the:
'cause you're the only one, the only one for me'
too fast and kind of hard to sing it properly haha!
celebrated jiemin's birthday before dinner! creamed her wuhaha
again, masterminds are me and yvonne! :D
borrowed a book from church library :) after that played davin's psp!
played NFS and bomberman, but i'm too noob lol! so played luxor! LOL
both sis wanping and pastor commented when they walked pass me ._.
left w jianyi and davin at around 10 plus :)

shopping w mum on sunday :)
robbed her! wuhahaha
my hands are aching after a day of shopping, wierd.

vesak day on monday, went sentosa w cell :)
monorail(?) was super packed, so took bus into sentosa.
applied sunblock on the way wuhahaha
played monkey, captains ball, dodge ball!
very very very fun :)
queued for the shower for about 1hour-.- was abt 7+ after we're all done.
bought drinks at coffeebean, then headed back to vivo.
met up w rest of the cell at carls jr!
charissa, serene and me coincidentally wore the same colours :D
(refer to picture above!)
shared a meal with sharon and ade and still very full~
left vivo at 9, trained to yck then bused home :)

was late for school yesterday!
didnt overslept or anything, but its because of my contacts-.-
reached school at 8plus, then went for lessons.
chinese was the only lesson i enjoyed :)
had fun entertaining and being entertained lol!
after school accompanied bra wait for his bus, to kill time.
after that left for amk hub, met charissa at coffee bean.
lesson till about 4, then walked around finding jiemin's present.
bought a top from thebox for her in the end :)
went home after that, took 853.

late for school again today!
gate closed when i was still crossing the road-.-
so went market w bra, brennan, sheryl and esther.
was drinking, when suddenly ng wk walked over.
quite alot of people got caught, cause many went market haha.
lessons as usual after that, super boring~
after school went yck's cheers w bra, bought newspaper and tidbits.
went back school after that, reported for dc from 2.20-4.20
went home after that :)

4th day in taman, last year, today :D
really envy (HAHA) the sec3s that they're there uh!
i want to go again ley hahahaha :D

got back the rest of the papers on thursday!
not up to my own expectations.
shall work harder for exams coming up :)

emaths test on friday! gave up halfway, cant do.
last minute revision doesn't help at all.
re-test somewhere this week :)
power98 and 88.3 DJs came during assembly period.
went on air for like a few seconds. lol-.-
had lucky draw, for ipod shuffle. steventeo actually won it :O
just like what he said, he's the luckiest person haha!
couldn't find anyone after school was dismissed-.-
accompanied victor to the market, cause he's waiting for gary.
norman came too. left after they're done w lunch.
bused home :)

went back to church yesterday :)
aunty! sorry for letting you wait for an hour :/
went grandparents place before going to church.
852 took super long to arrive-.-
service was fine, sermon discussion during cell.
but left halfway through, cause sis wanping wanted to talk to me(?).
talked, wrote letter, then joined small group again.
stayed for dinner. managed to find a extra dinner order :)
had lots of fun laughing, joking and catching up. haha.
left church at around 10, bused home :)

sentosa tmr :D

something made up? unlikely.
coincidence? i think its more than that.

i'll try. i'll start all over again :)
i know its going to be much tougher then before,
but so many things have changed, in just one day.
i want to know how a real encounter is like,
how its like to have true love, joy and peace :)

thanks for all the concern you people have shown :)
my dear cell group members, and pastor too.
really really appreciate everything, ♥

school was fine today :)
had chapel, then checked MYE scripts for the rest of the day.
chemistry: C5, chinese: B3, amaths: B3 :D
more to come tomorrow hahaha
went market for lunch after school.
thanks for accompanying me till 4, you know who you two are :)
after that took train down to hub, met charissa and pastor.
went coffee bean, talked (ALOT) and had drinks.
saw felicia chee, rachel and germaine (heng) walking pass haha.
left there at about 7plus, then pastor drove me home :)

get back on track? or continue falling?

slept from around 12pm till saturday 2pm.
parents and sisters went lido for lunch and movie.
stayed at home to sleep. they picked me up at around 6.
had mother's day dinner for grandmother :)

slept from 1am to around 12pm.
woke up by engkiat's call at 9, but fell asleep again.
he called to ask about heymath things lol.
had steamboat at home, beef was super lah haha!
happy mother's day! (♥)

school yesterday :)
nothing much happened in school.
bubble tea after school with bernice, then trained down to city hall.
walked to marina square, cause i wanted to change my necklace.
but the person dont want to let me change.
she said its not their business whether my necklace is spoilt or not-.-
forget it, returned them the entire thing then left.
saw mr (steven) wee at city link! waved, and he waved back :D
he dont even know who am i, only know that i'm from phs lol.
went suntec, raffles place then trained back to yck.
took bus home :)

school today, only for sec4s and 5s, rest of the levels having IT day.
4N had cyber wellness course, about internet safety and things.
was quite fun actually, didnt fall asleep at all hahaha :)
course was from 8-11am, then recess was after that.
mr ng didnt come or something, 2 periods free :D
chatted, laughed, joked. had lots of fun, hahaha
chinese after that, went IT room. ms ang leaving school alr lahhhhh.
think she must have enjoyed this year teaching us HAHA.
she'll surely miss our jokes and nonsense alot eh lol!
did 理解问答 worksheet, was the last to complete :x
thanks for waiting uh :)
supposed to take bus back with by, but went for lunch first. sorry!
took bus back with g after lunch :)

went clarke quay yesterday w melody and aizhen :)








bought jap sweets at one of the shops inside central :)
melody took 54 back home, i took train with aizhen to novena.
she wanted to get a book at mph so accompanied her.
after that she took bus home, and i trained down yck.
met up w people :D (note to self: _'s house)
(skip, skip, skip)
left at around 9.20 for home.

school resumed today!
didnt bring anything, and mr ng was like quite shocked lols.
e maths was fun. cecilia and mr tan kept talking nonsense haha :)
went computer lab during a maths. alot of us went online to chat lol!
supposed to be learning the heymath thing, but alr know.
watched some Akeelah show during english, but only part of it.
chinese paper2 results: 26/60. 5/20 for 理解问答 only ehs-.-
recess, drank milo. still got no appetite :/
no lesson during geography. then went computer lab, cause no assembly.
did chemistry worksheet. whole 4NA doing but in different labs.
talked with people from other (4NA) classes online haha :)
went home after school, everyone like disappear alr-.-

no school yesterday and today, cause no paper :)

met bernice at j8 for lunch, her aunt's treat :)
had crystal jade, was super filling-.-
the adults keep asking me to eat lah O.O
saw jeanwooon after we 2 left the place :D
trained down to city hall. went citylink, suntec and marina sq.
bought my gap tee and robot necklace wuhaha.
berniceho bought a bangle at diva lehhhhh hahaha
went bugis street after that. bought a top and a bottom :)
then trained down to orchard, far east. got the belts, then left.
she went down dhoby ghaut to meet her mum for dinner (!).
and i went hub to meet people :) been meeting them for 2 days alr.
went arcade to find them, and lost my robot's body there :(
i think its cause... HAHAHA :D
(skip, skip, skip)
went home at around 11.20 :)
got nagged by parents when i got home roar.

meeting aizhen&melody/people later :)

MYE'S ENDED :D
a maths paper 2 today! think it was easy :)
hopefully can score well hahaha
chemistry and geography yesterday.
not very confident lol!

went market for lunch w bernice after the paper.
she kept arguing with raymond. no end one hahaha
but you had a great time, right YZW? :D
after that went hub. met charissa and xwl at mos.
sat there for 1 hour plus talking and stuff.
walk around hub after that, then they left at around 3.
met up w people at hub, walked in hub and in central.
went home at around 7, took 853.
♥ :D

labour day yesterday!
also the first day of my 4-day holiday wuhahaha :D
out for dinner at people's park area w family.
they dropped me at yck, then i went market.
stayed around that area till 10, then bused home.
finally went out after staying at home for so long lol!
had fun, though time spent outside was short :D
(note to self: bus stop!)

no school today, cause i'm not taking maths.
slept till 11plus hahaha
they already finished their paper 1 hour ago :x
revised chemistry, few more chapters to go.
still have 7 chapters of geography to go roar.
cant wait for tuesday lah hahaha :) :)

Realize- Colby Calliat


Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize