Yay! my first post for the new year. NewYear's Eve was quite pathetic though, spending most of it in sch. but 汤圆 at beach road was good (esp green tea and sesame), even better than ramen -they kinda all taste the same. and yuxin was sooo farnie. haha. shant say more to preserve her reputation but such things to say! we could have died laughing on the train. haha. oops. the rest of new year's eve was bad though. tried to do phy HW but couldnt go past the 2nd out of 5 qns. haiz. mus be the long stupid draggy day at sch. thought it would end early. hope that orientation goes well...looking at the programme i suppose it banks on the OGLs alr. wad does bukit timah mean to me? :S and family session...like how? haha dunno yet also. bleah...

It's New Year's Day today. sch starts in 2 days' time and orientation too. not exactly looking forward to the big "A"s and certainly not NS but i suppose time will pass as quickly as 2004. and poor soccer ppl my get cut even though they train all the time. so sad. esp during yr 2. dunno wad to say shant say anymore. haha.

爱情不过是一种普通的玩意, 一点也不希奇. haha this song is so old but dunno why the tune jus gets stuck in the head. using it for deStefano's walk-in. should be quite fun, everytime i wanna do the steps i want to burst out laughing. cant wait to see mr wong's reaction to it. hope silin can grasp everything in time. Orientation prep. has been so frantice nowadays all my plans to rush my holiday hw are now dashed. haiz wad to do? haha jus leave a bad impression with the tutors and dont do meh? haha kena blacklisted. oops. aiya but nowadays jus wanna do orientation then go home sleep and carry on with the stuff next day...not that i like to change things so many times. but "carmen" is very nice leh. i wonder if the movie is jus as nice....probably not since it's like the 30's or 40's haha. cant get it out of my head alr haha oops.

Y is there a giant earthquake which generated giant tsunamis which wiped off so many ppl? how terrible. i cant imagine the scenes at the disaster sites (i mean i can but dun t want to :S). thankfully for msia and sumatra we are safe but wad if there weren't those land masses? would we be covered in water? maebe no need to hand in hol hw alr. is Nature trying to curb the population explosion? maebe we put too much strain on the earth. like the plates wanted to burst and buckle. and Nature said yes! Poor ppl out there and it's the talk of the world. and it happened mostly to 3rd world countries too. so that so-called 1st-world countries can "be nice" and offer aid. i wonder how much of it is like "wanting to help" cos there's so much politics involved. haiz haha. not that i wanna be sceptical of ppl who really wanna help. maebe jus too disillusioned by life? dunno la a confused teenager? haha that sounds absurd...but true? a whole new world with sumatra moved 33m. wow. Nature... but it's really sad to noe that so many died cos of water. like 60000+ and still 2 heavily hit zones not accounted for. and ho fai was in india before that. :S 100000s die and live moves on. hmmm

Spent Xmas eve with alaric, brandon and samuel. Orchard road was amazingly packed, so much so that it was impossible to turn back after we left taka. And traffic at Orchard station was only one-way. haha. Dont really like massive crowds, and really couldnt stand those mad ppl who would jus any nearby strangers a cold spray on the face. how absolutely rude...parental guidance mus be abysmally lacking. haha. maebe im jus the one not in the mood. The stroke to midnight was relatively safe, however, cos we scuttled off to Lips cafe at cineleisure, high and dry and away from all the commotion and stupid sprays, but engaging in sinful indulgences. like wad? fried chicken, cream of mushroom, mashed potatoes and mudpie and apple crumble with vanilla ice cream. and early grey tea too. haha fragrant.

Oh ya, did i mention those sex-toy thingeys that amos said they were? haha apparently those flashy things sold like hotcakes today. shld have brought my pins down to sell. haha. it's xmas now and julito would be back tml...i hope. and i heard dominic would be back at ard the same time. maebe i can run off to fetch one and the other as well? haha dunno, jus a thot.

Been sometime since i blogged. haha i think i was too lazy. aiya nvm. i think that we are victims of efficiency. like i start to get fed up with those mini jams along lentor and lornie roads. and like we cannot stand long queues at the cashier. haha. jus a thought. like everything's so efficient in Singapore that we'd probably die if we get caught in a manila traffic jam.

Haven got time to go write my xmas cards and edit kenny's speech and do hol HW and and and argh!! like 1001 things to do. bleah. jus thrash it all away; i NEED to blog. haha i mean crap. so all my cards would arrive late, on monday. after xmas!! boo. at least better than never give out la. only bought my cards for the old boys today. NJ ones mostly finish liao cos rich and i sharing haha. all the farnie things.

Ok need to rid viruses now. anyone got any good antivirus software? i think many viruses have been disguising themselves in emails supposedly sent by me. poor me....

Went to JB on mon. jus daniel and brandon went. haha. it was quite fun. digging all stuff pirated and exploiting the currency advantage that we have. kinda like splurging la. like an overdue pamper-yourself kinda thing. FYI the JB City Square's Vivo! cafe sucks cos it had practically nothing to order. half of the items on the menu was unavailable. shld have gone to like secret recipe or something. haiz. bad lunch. anw, we chanced upon this very nice shop which frames up movie posters very nicely. it's so nice that daniel spent RM$189 on an Xmen2 poster and brandon spent like abt 50 ringgit on some spiderman2 stuff. very nice la but im financially unable to indulge in that kind of stuff not budgeted for. haha. and the nite market was ermm different from the ones we have in singapore. more of like markets which sold anything from food to clothing to those little stuff ard the house which we take for granted eg batteries, nail-clippers yada yada. very interesting. not like in singapore u'd find hawkers selling carrot cake or chwee kueh or hot penang laksa with available seats and tables. so we settled dinner buying from the stalls and sitting by the roadside, letting the denizens of wherever we were know that we were eating, looking at a building which has not been completed since sec 1. and the big pao was damn big. like it was bigger than my palm combined. o_O. but then it's nice so im not complaining. too bad we had so little ppl. but all 3 of us cant enivision ourselves going on such trips with JC ppl. too high class alr and probably wouldnt sit by the dirty roadside. haha who noes.

been busy the last few days with CIP gift wrapping and grant-a-wish(GAW) External Drive at J8. quite fun but it gets real bad when no one bothers. oh well, still managed to catch Ocean's 12 yesterday. the storyline's kinda messy. hid abit too much and so much flashback was used that ppl were confused. and the farnie parts had no one laughing cos Singaporeans are not used to more subdued humour i guess. they only laugh at those dumb silly stuff. wad a pity. and i think most of the subtle innuendos would be missed, like "...not getting distracted.". i suppose it's a good show if u can piece everything together. sad to say, i prefer the prequel. oh no. haha so much for superstar power. (think brad pitt, matt damon george clooney juli roberts and catherine zeta-jones.)

Zone nite yesterday was quite fun. haha but couldnt sit down and eat properly, cos mus do this, do that. and had to report like 2.5h before time. slacked much also la so no pt. but actualy dinner was 9 course leh not bad somemore. not all vegetables, so is gd for us but bad for charmaine. i think she was the only vegetarian ard. haha can only eat the cucumbers at the side. but cos of this missed much of gathering at weiming's. like when we went there everyone was gone la. ok not liddat but most ppl were going alr. and meneo didnt stay much longer. like she left 10 min into our arrival cos we were SO late. haiz so sad.then in the end left only like shaun, wx, kc, brandon and me. bert and alex shieh played PS2 downstairs till god-knows-when. so left us 5 in the room, bitching abt everything under the sun. esp abt crispina (her email's related to fried bananas), crispy bananas. and crispina's concert with smash hit "Peel bananas". abit crazy alr la but late at night also dunno why we got so high. and stupid wx obsessed with SN yearbook and this person from VJ. like everytime go wm's house only can look at that. wad late night activity la, aiyo! had some fun on MSn in the morning before kc and brandon those pigs woke up. haha like with hq la. poor hq. but i didnt noe it was anything liddat. ahaha. shhhh. i dunno who's reading this haha.

Heard that wx and dominic's stuff got purloined while they played soccer at bishan park. aiya dunno wad to say also. stupid thief. took everything valuable and throw the bag at some recycling area. didnt happen before at the street soccer court. stupid thief. stole so much stuff. i think 3 phones,1 imported discman with accompanying earphones and cash. dominic lost 2 phones(dunno money involved or not) and wx lost everything, including TWO bdae gifts. so sad for them. i cant imagine losing stuff liddat. like tht time lost pencil box in the LT. bleah. like weixuan says, it's the sentimental value more than anything else.

Oh ya and i forgot abt OGL session yesterday. kinda standard but like alot of ppl not ard. went out again after that. almost had to eat yoshi heng didnt. aiyo. but yuxin introduced chocolate banana cake at secret recipes. i always thot those cakes there looked huge but when came ok la. bigger than the standard cake at coffee bean etc but not THAT huge. haha but the cake was really nice. as with all banana cakes, including the one at alaric's sis' bdae. yumyum. i supposed bananas jus go well with confectionery? haha dunno.

oh and i met up with yin hai today. felt kinda sorry for him. apparently he was working for some biomagnetic company, DW Groups(Biomagnetism) PTE LTD. and he was trying to explain the effects of biomagnetism on human health. actually i suspected it when i saw him at the void deck, with his partner, this guy called jackson. but i jus stayed on la, despite it being a waste of time. 1h ++!! haiz. poor yin hai. he told me that he alr bought the stupid mattress which cost like $2880. the price is kinda ludicrous. i might jus as well invest in a computer. and it's not exactly as if i wanted it very badly wor. im not exactly thrifty but to part with $2880? no thx. im not a millionaire. and the thing is sly jackson tried to push a pillow into my hands when he knew that i wouldnt buy a mattress. BUT it cost $150 too. for a pillow? no way! first he asked for my name, which i gave and he wrote it down on some invoice! aiyo! luckily i didnt give my IC no when he asked for it. stupid guy. im not THAT stupid. and i think the explanation of emitting negative ions of crystals due to body heat is utter bullshit. and the charging of cations and anions using magnetic fields....brrr. anw i think i caused yin hai to be sacked since today's his last day on trial i guess. kinda feel sorry that he emptied his savings for his parents' xmas gift. like comeon la, no need to pull on filial piety and such one lor. "Do u want ur parents to be healthy?" BLAH! i dont think any parent would be happy if their son who's yet to have a steady income splurged on such a weird gift.

Going Msia tml. neeed to update passport as well. oh well. if not for brandon. luckily i didnt go today. heard that it's not open. oh well tml then.

Had a CIA meeting today. settled most of the station games stuff but STUPID STUPID dunno why got to sell 100 collar pins at $3 each leh. i mean come one la. who would really buy those pins? even if there's energizer batteries in the pins alr. like halooooo.

And yay khai nam msged abt bbq. to all cat high '04 Students' COuncil sec 4s, pls take note. he wants u to noe that it's on 19 dec, east coast park pit 10, near carpark C1. come at abt 3 plus and bring $8 to help cover costs. yupz. all interested pls email me: limhm_mel@hotmail.com

and i didnt play for gamesfest today. kinda sad but it's another thing altogether. shant say more abt it. went to join the rest of CIA at J8 instead. haha. and i finally noe that ear holes are not natural. bleah

It was so boring today to stay at home and really do nothing at all. haiz. shld have done other stuff but i guess i was jus too lazy to get out of the house. SF yesterday seemed to go quite well. It was more smooth than anything, other than the initial part, when wad everyone wanted to do was to wait for their friends or take photos. THe last thing they wanted to do mus have been to enter the ballroom. maebe it happens every yr who noes? haha. but i guess the event itself was a standard dinner. Nothing very extravagant or wad, jus a good old dinner with ppl all dressed up and looking different. i suppose it's something standard. even raphael ong looked different. more diff than 2 yrs ago. Wouldnt expect them to wear grey for some time. and kudos to SFCP for pulling it off so well. i think it was quite well received and qutie touching. too bad nobody got it down on tape? i wonder if any of the seniors still think of whether they have made the rite choice to go to NJ. or maebe to JC. what would we really think at the end of this 2 yrs? would we still be comparing to sec sch? or like how are we going separate ways? haha. i dont know!

Gamesfest tml and CIA meeting. doesnt sound as bad as rotting away at home.... sometimes u jus cant stand ppl grousing away and going on and on and on. going on abt the same thing. EXACTLY the SAME words for YEARS on end. it's jus irritating i wish i could bash the person's head. or lock the person away in the other corner of the world. and that's not the worst part, the worst part is wallowing in self-pity, always hoping that providence is jus round the corner and would "change their fate". Maebe it's too much TV or maebe it's jus lousy superstition. But i jus HATE it to hear such stuff. y cant u jus pick urself up and depend on urself and not hope against hope that something out there would be helping out? why mus u complain of ur job when there are so many ppl jobless out there?? why mus u complain of life when there are millions more unfortunate ppl out there in the world? why? is it cos im jus too young to understand or am i being too harsh on myself? It's been for 5 yrs and most likely will be for 5 yrs. and everyday i hate u more and more. it's not that other things that u do dont matter, but sometimes it's jus getting harder and harder, to find stuff to forget everything. sometimes, indifference is jus the best.

Went for my second OGL session today. it's the 3rd for most of them though. haha. spent most of the time practising the mass dance and of course, rushing out a new deStefano script since parts of the old one was deemed full of "tasteless humour" and needs to be portrayed with some "menacing dignity". haha had some troubles initially but it got better soon after the creative juices got flowing. now we know who's the crappy ones....

Then went to pizza hut for lunch. Not bad, quite worth it as each student got $2 off the order. haha and we ordered additional sides so it kept me filled for quite awhile. Continued to keefe's house. haha i dunno what the ladies were doing, teasing keefe's little sister and their neighbour. they appeared to be playmates and the neighbour claimed keefe's sister's to be her best friend. haha and silin arh, still had to ask ppl abt boyfriends and stuff. like keefe was saying, "dont teach them all the wrong stuff". something to that extend la. haha.

Went to watch umizaru after that. It's a good film, much better than taegukgi, even though it's not a war epic but still i would place them in the same category. but obviously umizaru is much better. Nothing like the glamour and fanfare of hollywood products. Jus one theme song for most parts of the movie and others here and there and effectively using silence stuff liddat. Jus diff from normal hollywood fare and that's refreshing, after being inundated with so much western stuff. and it was a cultural exposure as well for many i think. I mean, u dun expect butts to be shown openly on screen, not 1, 2 but at least a dozen all at the same time and more than once in the show. haha. now i noe wad my sensei was talking abt when they were telling us abt communal baths in japan and their swimming pools. jus dun mistake it for something that's specific to the military i suppose.

BLS instructor course was a breeze compared to actual BLS itself. the toughest part was some stupid theory paper compared to a really irritating machine for BLS. haha now that it's over, i jus need to wait for 3 mentorship sessions before im qualified. ok haha.

I HATE ONLINE GAMING. not only does it lag due to the fact that there are gazillion ppl online at teh same time, there's so much fraud associated with it. some cheats use bots to help level up their characters. *glares* and worst of all i always have to wait till my brother decides to end his gaming session. annoying online gamer. always makes me lose 1h of sleep on average. and his HCL is below level average!!! how many times mus i remind him of that. see! the traumatising effects of online gaming. i should seriously consider passwording the comp or something. like break the cd and delete the game! bRBRBRBR. and with the neverending workload, this jus has to top it all doesnt it? -_-""

Haiz tml's family session will clash with games by FBU. aiya so many things to do dunno la. Now jus need to settle cheers tml. and still got dreaded station games trials and mass dance. yuckS!

Went for ushering at SRT again today. met chiewy on the way there. she takes the bus outside park mall to go home! goodness haha. anw, the show was somehow different tonite, even though it's mostly the same as yesterday. it takes one to watch a show twice to realise the directions and tonight beatrice chia performed much better than her fellow actors than yesternight. it's kinda like deja vu jus that there are subtle differences here and there. hehe dun usually get to see a show twice and it's live somemore. haha. my last day there, kinda hard to go too but i wonder if i can get to usher everytime there's a show. :D

haiz, we didnt make it into top 3 for the FDC aiya but it's kinda expected. nm can try harder next time, 2 yrs later haha.

Finally went back to NJ after almost 1 week doing nothing with NJ stuff, esp orientation. brr. mass dance today was rather horrid. haha maebe it's ok la, but it's bordering on that. ya u noe. anyways finally got it out of the way and went on to settle more stuff, like getting chungBT to give civics venues(only to find out that it's not done yet, by fri) and menon abt trials venues and some equipment. sian couldnt get tammieho for the goal posts but i think it's out of the questionsince soccer wuld be competing on fri....and i got a shock to find NINE big SF receipts in my tray and still forgot to bring $200 for weechiew. haiz. so many things to do once u get back. c la liddat one so sad.... and so many ppl went overseas. shld have jus gone off liddat u noe and not stayed to bother abt so much stuff, really!

Went back to cat high, deciding to leave everything behind for the day. haha actually needed to get 1staid kit from SJ store la and can drop by EL on the way. they are rehearsing for SYF next yr. it's pretty interesting to see a production underway, the flurry of activity that goes on behind the scenes is jus unique, different from the polished product u see on stage. Kp eugen vince and i concurred that the lighting crew kinda flop haha. but i always thot it farnie to describe ppl as flops. like they are big jellyfishies flopping ard in the sea. and i remember the audi smell that stuck to us for wad, 3 years? now it's refurbished with much bettter lighting. haha but any LT in NJ could beat it anytime size-wise. and we had fun bitching abt the ppl in the audi in the control rm, esp that loud auntie hehe. oh ya and discussing the planned EL xmas gathering, not to fruition though. hmm i kind miss the stage....oh well. the script wasnt that bad la haha but it's kinda like dangerous to know that kind. and sng tiak still gets the lead, being bullied role. i dun think doing theatre in college would be the same. mus be the chemistry and all.

And i had to rush home to change to go usher at DBS Arts Centre for the Immaculate Misconception. haha it's quitefun to usher, kinda satisfying. the show itself was not bad but according to old bird samuel, he said that the show's standards fluctuate alot. oh well but how many times do u actually get to tear ppl's tickets and direct them to their seats? and dick lee was present, not that i could care less, haha. maebe it's a monday night but the turnout was kinda bad. ticket count was 57 plus some complimentary and invitations so maebe 70+/-. hmm oh well, it was so bad that samuel and i got to have the leftover sandwiches from the bar outside the theatre. Home of SRT is quite a nice place. would be nice if my house looked something liddat. the 2nd level leading to the office makes it look like some clandestine tunnels, which eventually lead to.......the STAGE!! haha. oh ya and brandon, if u are reading samuel's jus going thru the motions. bleah!

woooohooooo!!!! haha. finally completed my archery instructor course, after hours of being scolded and tortured. actually it's quite a fun and enriching experience. Dont think shooting an arrow is jus pulling and releasing the string. there's so much physics and danger involved haha. theory really isnt that hard, but for noobies like me, practical's kinda hard. bow palm position still kinda sala after 3 days, haha but i guess it wasnt serious enough to fail. yupz.

kinda felt cheated by the tailor for the uniform. he said his factory closes at 1730h, but when i was abt to reach at abt 1700h and i called up the tailor, he said that his workers have gone home! dohz. from potong pasir to woodlands back to potong pasir. jus for the cert presentation ceremony. hehe. at least the bus trips home was free cos of concessions. shld use it mroe often.

Zone 10 footdrill comp tml. finally. they shld have trained hard by now but who really noes wad will happen? haiz still need to go factory to get teh stupid holes on the collars. brrr. report at 11 leh so early....

The archery instructor course was alright i suppose. couldnt find potong pasir initially. had to ask ppl along the way but it really wasnt that far a walk from Potong Pasir NEL. hmm learnt many new things, esp parts of the bow and arrow and other stuff la. quite interesting but like all lecture style methods of instruction, class was still alright for me. hehe but wasnt as lucky during practical session. got wallop by the bowstring on my first shot and the arrow rebounded. haha how absolutely mortifying. fortunately many others were shooting at the same time so i guess not many noticed it. imagine if it's those line-up-to-shoot kinds..brrr now got mark on my arm haha serve as souvenir. armguard's supposed to go higher. well. but i get to not go for zone meeting haha. actually not that serious also, wonder if i overdid it. hehe. anyways there's jus 2 days left till i complete the course. hope i get to pass it mwaahaha then can go ard shooting arrows. heeh but im still v lousy. all the recurve shots supposed to be anchored at the chin, with the string on the nose but none of my dunno how many shots today touched the nose. haha hope i dun fail jus cos of that, like the BCLS one. brrrrr.

Fats are so comefortable to lie on, they jus induce sleep in you. why dont bio textbooks put that in instead of jus storing more energy per gram or it is lighter, less dense and easier to carry around? how boring can those get? haha jus a thot...

Daniel shifted to somewhere near sengkang, at bakau LRT station on the sengkang LRT line. wad a ululululululululu place. haha. at least it was windy but it was much smaller than his last home in hougang, even though they are both 4-rm flats. houses in singapore are jus getting smaller all the time. guess we messed up the kitchen making instant noodles. oops. haha. then wanted to watch a movie. insisted on not watching the incredibles cos watching next week rite? then we missed the shutter show and the next one had no desired seats. haha those shows are hot.hmm. so we went to seat ard in LJS at PS, looking for jobs to do. in the end we all landed on a job where we are so-called "customer service officers". basically involves looking for ppl aged 25 and above owning a credit card and having a monthly income of 2500 and above. then we are supposed to entice them to a exhibition centre in uob bank building, the one next to OG along orchard road with an attractive free gift eg camera, phone etc. hmm seems a little to easy to get a job but the pay's quite good. wonder if it's some scam, the company being a fradulent one covering for some clandestine underworld operation. haha i can imagine us(daniel, yy brandon and me) all locked behind bars for being part of a scam. brr, a bit insecure but jus see how first. better check out the venues and wad they told us.

Archery Instructor course starts tml...hmm find out how to go potong pasir CC..

Yesterday was some National SjAB seminar. haiya, seminar mah, got interesting one meh? need i say more? ok maebe the automated external defibrillator (AED) was quite interesting( i swah-ku ok?) cos this doctor came to give a talk abt the heart and wad SA nodes AV nodes. haha hope i got that rite. oops. haha. but the banquet was not bad la. 8-course chinese and the food quite good. no sharks' fin la, wad u thinking? but got some lobster haha. and it's fully paid for by corps fund. once a year treat, ok la. even zone night also use corps fund ma. but i didnt like to eat in safari uniform. it's so hard to prep, and imagine if i dirty it. that's so me haha typical me. but still it's hard to prep. the stupid epaulette so thick, uniform also so thick, then hole on button hook so deep inside, i cant put the ring across la! spent 1 hour trying and trying and trying until my fingers hurt. sighz.... i dread putting it on the next time.

Then had to wake up early for SJAB today. sat is their comp alr and they still showing such standards and attitudes. wad are they thinking? come to think of it, it's kinda like PW. put in so much effort over the past weeks, and it requires a team effort. now for the presentation jus have to show the judge wad u noe rite? and do a nice show. haiz haha PW...oh well.

Oh! and met up with isabel, char, prasee, sangee and mos. it's like PAE-04S20, without the others la. quite enjoyable again, they were SOOoo farnie. like prasee and sangeee had to rattle on and on. quite entertaining. apparently isabel's currently taking a diploma to teach dyslexic children. haha. she'll become a value-added teacher!!! but she had to leave like sooo early. we then walked ard and went to this shop, where we fiddled with this obscene toy in some shop in cine. near yuki no yaki there. haha it's teerribly obscene and ya.... some almost-naked humanoid thing(there's only a thong covering its crotch) with a gaping mouth connected all the way to its bottom and out. gross!! and it's the colour of faeces. haha. then sangee had to uncover the thong to reveal the thing's "omerta"-->haha if u noe wad i mean. char was so grossed out she left teh shop immediately. ahaha. and we were outside some sushi shop, staring intently at teh sushi and wad not, even though we jus had subway. wad pigs we are. haha ok it's jus char and i staring. "how abt breaking the glass to grab the sushi?" hmm sushi. too bad brandon and co didnt get teh job at sakae's. wanted to go and be a picky customer la haha. haiz sushi...........

Haiz, had mass dance session with the exco today. dun really noe if they all noe or not but richard only noes accidentally in love. aiya if they cannot then look bad in front of everyone else on thurs la haha. and on fri in front of the OGLs if they cannnot master on thurs. mwahahah. bleahz. and davina-sama, not everyone can dance like henry, deary haha so stop complaining. it's not as if i had a choice u noe. if i had i'd rather not take to the stage. maebe for drama yes, but dance....err u noe better than i do haha.

Then i slept the rest of the day away. haiz wad a waste la but am soooo tired. heard hockey won a match from that bitchy yeo.haha, cant really be bothered now la. can imagine all teh SF accounting nightmares alr, then still got big big water guns to buy. so wasteful leh, one-time use and so ex somemore, can dun wan or not? if it's 50-cents per gun then it's ok la haha.

Anywayz, back to orientation. to all OGLs, or friends of OGLs or councillors who noes u have OGL friends or noe the OGLS(in your CCA or church or wadever, who cares!), please join the yahoo groups thingy. allow us to reach u and be in the know haha. aiya dun put the link here la haha

poor julito. now i noe how he feels when he has to conduct a comm meeting. Had a terribly long meeting jus to discuss station games and abit of mass dance. then still mus work around so much red tape restrictions and other people's schedules. It's jus crazy; i can see my schedule being filled all the way to 28 Dec. haiz no break so sad. So many demands, so little time.

Took my uniform from Johnnie again. had to go all the way to causeway point to meet him. aiyo he waiting there with his van, not wad one would expect a tailor to look like haha without the measuring tape and all. So i took the stuff and called bert. Wad was more surprising was seeing Shih and KC at the platform waiting for the train. hehe at least i didnt go home alone. maebe a bit too bright but who cares? haha newaes long time no see. Shih's flying to taiwan on sat, that means wj too haha. good luck and have fun in Taiwan.

Also went out for dinner tonite. This time i had an unpleasant experience on the train. U noe the evening trains are SoOOoO crowded, there was this family with toDDlers who had to come squeeze in the train and use that stupid stroller and push the way into the carriage. So wad if u have a baby? that doesnt give u the king's/queen's prerogative! And so u only managed to realise that it wuld be a better idea to close the stroller and carry the baby. Then your mom, aka baby's grandma, has to have nowhere to grab onto but plunge a hand straight into my stomach!! absolutely mortified. She's lucky it was before dinner; if it was after dinner i would have puked all over her BLEAH!!!!!! who cares? haiz dunno y but im feeling really vindictive nowadays. tch.


Anyways, to all Cathigh Old boys, there's a DVD for CHMA 2004. Here's a link for the pdt CHMA 2004


Those interested pls contact mr wang. Go check it out it's quite cool. I wished our talentime (when we were still wearing olive green shorts) was more elaborate. haha

It's farnie how ppl like to watch some clueless americans trot all over the globe like headless chickens, some bitching along the way like there's no tml, making fools out of themselves in typical himbotic/bimbotic fashions. And they get angry so easily. it's the easiest of human emotions to portray, i wonder y? And they always end up lovey-dovey at the end of the show. how weird. Maebe it's this american thing. hmm....

Reached home ard 4 today wow not been early for some time alr. Felt kinda sick la, maebe cos i had to wake up early today. Felt so stupid when i spent less than a few minutes in school trying to talk to ysh when a phone call would have solved everything. Ah, but at least i got bert's peak cap to him haha and some claims. Oh the nightmares of those things.

Tml got meeting, aiyo y did i put it so early in the morning???? then dunno how to get the cake also, aiyo maebe dun have alr. blah sleepy, still mus go and prepare for tml. haiz life nvr stops does it?

SOOOOoooo sick. in all senses of the word. feeling so miserable now, didnt go for the stay at yanhan's. bleah. Mus be cos of yesterday's "Bride and Prejudice" at lido. SOOOO cold and today wake up so early to go to indoor stadium for CHC service. It was SOOOo cold too and it lasted longer than a movie la, 10 to ~2. bleah, and i was quite frightened by some of the things i saw. like how the pastor can make so many ppl clap and bounce together. i mean even they dun sing the sch song or national anthem so loudly halo. then got some dunno wad thing la, ppl jus collapsed...freaky.yup i guess big churchs like CHC is not my type. Joel's bethesda hall was MUCH better. there. michelle said CHC is a charismatic church...hmm better not say too much aha.

Found out about Jalan Sultan Prawn mee. haha you kai's recommendation. i think he noes where all the good food is. anyways, it was realyl v nice but a bit ex la. and i didnt want nooodles. i want kway tiao!!! with pork ribs one haha. spoilt.... oh ya and the tailor for my uniform called 7 times in total. wow. most of my friends dun even call that many times. haha. But it's os EXX...$59 plus peak cap $46...wow broke liao.

Jk didnt noe he changed class. got a shock when i told him haha. bleah hate this la. amos said we should petition...hmm how arh? really dunno feel so helpless....

Went for Ignis outing yesterday. supposed to have dedication to seniors in the morning but most of us weere late. oh well, at least the video turned out ok. hehe dunno abt the sound la aiya. anyways, supposed to lunch for house outing; went to cafe cartel at PS. think we got a bit crazy over the bread, ya and not all turned up. But at least it was about half strength haha. someone arh...got exposed haha oops. Then watched "forgotten". quite nice la. got me riveted for the entire show. The plot was quite smart, although quite out of the world. so many questions that gradually got answered as the story progressed. stupid aliens la haha. but one thing is...where's ann pope? nvr got to see her at the end of the show. oh well. haha. Then went to courts to see stuff for seniors' farewell. wah...didnt noe the nicer hifis were so ex..oh well heard they bought at mustafa todae liao haha. then went to populr also la. so much for different shades of colours and this bao gong-ess who blew up all of a sudden. i think all the paper got spoiled or wad la haha. bleah. so "mus buy". but i didnt buy any, oh no, not me anyway. i dont have fetish for those, even though they DO look nice. had a good laugh. think im getting colour deficient le leh, how arh? haha.

Today met up with alaric, brandu, smaiu, andy, wm and ko. watched "bride and prejudice" at lido. i think i watced too many movies le la, going broke. anyways this was very different from traditional movies. more like a bollywood musical. cant say i liked or disliked it very much, even thought the snake dance was very farnie and there was a plot behind it, although it could be developed better. something abt gender and discrimination of the less developed nations. haha that's wad struck me most anyways. think they gone broke jus with the set and costumes and extras. SOOOooo many ppl jus for one scene of singing and dancing la, bollywood style haha. quite entertaining la, maebe it's jus the fact that it's so late at night and quite tired alr. but quite refreshing. bot your typical hollywood production. ahwell...

Heard that there are some changes to CT allocation for those taking S paper. aiyo, pls la, even a house captain could change class to another house. WAD is the admin doing? are they brainless? (well, who cares if they overlooked it or not, we dun really have much to REALLY bitch abt them anyways). disturbed too. how can anyhow change classes one? it's jus....wrong la. dun want to elaborate.tch.

Went to send julito off today, or rather, yesterday morning. haha. so exciting. will be waiting for him to come back on xmas day and usher him to Di's for xmas party. yay. haha. and i dun care, he's coming back, regardless of anything. bleahz maebe that's not for me to say but i think he'll be back. oh anyways, lunch after that was quite interesting. We had popeyes while the rest had swenson's. felt very glad when they were settling the bill at swenson's. almost broke if i ate there too. hehe. after that dispersed alr. so sad. haiz nvm la haha. still got chance.

Went to meet wx samiu and yijun at heeren. make me walk so far then after that walk back to orchard mrt again liao. they win le. haha then after went with samiu to J8 to meet brandu, SL and daniel and later yy and jh. haha long time no see le. went to watch SI at jh's even though i usually dun follow the show. proved to be rite cos all the songs were jus horrible la haha. sorry for all the fans out there. but still, had fun commenting and playing bridge at the same time. the same levels of deceit and connival. haha the joy never ends when bridging with those ppl. aiya, dun get to do it often alr mah.

Now need to worry abt Orientation stuff. Julito not around alr, we mus prove to be even stronger so that when he comes back everything will be neat and tidy ya? so next week CIA meet. details decide later haha. :)

Last official GM of the year today. but still forgot to bring up the issue of the T-shirt. haiz when are we going to have our own t-shirt? makes me think all the way back to CHDrama. when the t-shirt and collar pin nvr really came abt haha. then did cheers and mass dance la, outside PE room. Not i wanna say, but i think kinda dumb. ok nvm haha. Not even half the council was there la. Whatever we wanted to show couldnt make up for the lack of numbers. so shameful.

Stayed till quite late cos of some accounting problems. Got to noe more today. that's wad happens when they tell u, "no need to know./ dont care" haha. it's not always that u get to see a teacher so stressed up and puzzled and all in all, looking like a confused student trying to do some disgusting series or something. haha. but at least it's settled now and i am more enlightened than i was before. all the mysterious accounts and some constant sum that varies according to interest rates. WeirD! and managed to dig $200 for SF!! haha im proud of that.

Stepped on a snail on the way home. boohoohoo. dunno why also i thot it was a piece of cake or maebe faeces cos it was so soft. then bobby had to say it's a snail. haiz. then i thot everyone knew, so i asked bobby abt something. but he didnt noe wad it was. haha said somethingwrong again. Minghui's house is near. :D

PW is finally OVER!!! yay! a whole year's of slogging it out has finally culminated in yesterday's OP and the bitchy Q&A questions. nothing that we ever researched on. how idiotic. but nvm. them ost impt thing is that it's over. haha.

Supposed to have GM today. Not really sure of the agenda but since when are we really sure? haha. dotz. supposed to meet CIA after that. hope everyone will be actively participating. I guess we should have an outing before julito leaves. Wed? every agent free? haha. not going to school early in the morning today yay! enjoying myself at home. till 2 then haha.

Went for PW today, on a beautiful sunday. My classmate says that she's "dedicating her youth and life to PW. WHen will this ever end? Save me..." haha. It's towards the end and that rush feeling is coming back again. dread it. oh well. anyways, i found out that a fully charged laptop battery can hardly last for 2 hours and before long, we were out of BK and settled at CafeCartel where there was an available powerpoint!!! haha. however that's also where the irritating dragonfly disrupted our activity and got us running amok. oh well, at least our belongings were only a glass panel away from us. at least Cartel was comfy enough. hehe

then went to meet wx and ko. wanted to watch a movie but wx said it's a tad too ex to watch an animated film. so ok lor, went ard to search for a place where we could sit down and eat and talk for v long. couldnt find a place at first. suki sushi's buffet ended too early liao, the last order at 1730h. so we walked from cine to heeren (really very bo liao) then all the way to taka cos i had the craving for breek's potatoes. haha. potatoes work all the time. :D then alex ko dunno do wad, so secretive. alas exposed by wx and me haha. poor child. but nvm i still feel that wx's revelation was more appalling. haha wadever.

Time to go back to PW now. tonight and tml, once and for all. yucks. did i say i was starting to enjoy PW? mus have been totally disillusioned back then blahzzz.

Been some time since i last came online, haha not to mention blog. Generally enjoyed myself these few days. kinda like the pace now, everything holds except for the syllabus things. hate those. how i wish JC2 would be without all the content. we seriously need a content REDUCED syllabus, not jus removed parts from each chapter but remove the chapters!!!

AO MT tml, good luck to those taking it. PW has been surprisingly enjoyable recently. maebe it's jus the OP part or maybe i like toying with the custom animations. haha dunno la. but i think having OP on a later date is the best thing that has happened for PW. never liked meeting the horrendous deadlines and follow the guidelines so closely. YUCKS!!!

yay they did the strawberry ice cream thingy. so happy. should try to change it somemore. :P Hope orientation gets into full swing soon. CIA needs to do stuff as a COMM, not jus some doing, some MIA. note to all CIA members, pls turn up for every meeting and enjoy ur last few moments together. if not, it would really have been a term wasted.

oh ya, and bush won the american presidential elections? eeee. the name itself is so repulsive la. and he's a dirty warmonger. maebe certain places will be no more after he continues to be in office, like places which are abundant in the remains of crustaceans from the land before time. dunno la, jus dun like his face. im jus biased. so sue me.
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YAY!!! today reached school at 11!!! haha late day, im so happy. didnt feel tired at all when i went in. Supposed to meet for PW at 10 la but in the end finished my OP script first then went. tsktsk. found mrs wong for results slip. got 3 Bs...so sad. deproved from CT le...farnie thing is only chem deproved but the rest only marginal improvement. haiz. i sad cos i really think i could have done better, unlike during CT. then again this kinda thing really relative. u have ppl struggling to pass, ppl appealing for S and then got my kind who lament all the time. i suppose u wont be satisfied unless u get 500 for 5 subjects, ya? it's human, yes

anyways PW was not bad la. finished my OP slides for predictions but Poon-Kam Wai Chin complained that it's too small, the timeline. oh well cant be helped. but dunno why today's PW session not that much stress or tension leh. haha. and i felt the presentation was not bad for a virgin run. maebe im jus optimistic abt PW la. haiz got ME for KA thingy. 3 out fo 5 got EE alr la. stressed. maebe if i do my analysis for the 4th source can liao. haha dunno la shall see but i hope i get the EE next time. anw, i think the video's quite alright, although the titles and transitions abit not smooth for me. haha maebe too used to imovies liao. Our OP shld be gd la i feel. haha. it's like the culmination of all our hardwork la. even chin hao proved invaluable at the last moment with the video.

Then have to settle the Physicist tix la. cant make it tml night cos gotta study for PhO on thurs. then samuel who initially agreed to go decided not to go as replacement. wad bitchiness. he said can jus to patronise me jus cos he busy with PW. bitchy. shld have jus cheated him into going. anyways, thx to good ol ttk who agreed to go in my place it's settled' thx a million. sorry brandon it's not i dun want to go; really not a gd time.

Went to mentor yin hai abit. i think he knows his stuff jus that exam anxiety or something would make him forget leh. the other time i went through the stuff with him he sounded ok. would be a pity if he doesnt do well. heard from him that many ppl going vj. aiya VJ, NJ, HC, all the same after the first 3 mths wad. still the mad rush for PW and the lousy JC days. it's universal. period. like brandon said too, i agree. haha all the clueless sec 4s get sucked into this endless spiral of deception.(this part is not he said one la!)

went to pastamania AGAIN after that. met brent, brenda and youkai there. gerard and dC joined later. haha brent was so farnie. i think he forgot to defer or something, his pes checkup for NS is here liao. and he also forgot if he deferred. then he called home to ask his pa, who said that he alr called the relevant ppl up and arranged for it to be postponed. haha. maebe we'll see brent in bMT when we are all worrying abt common test next yr. or maebe he doesnt go tml and he'll spend 3 yrs in jail, pay $5000 fine or both. haha. the letter was so farnie la. it contained words like "registration" and "checkup" and he was instructed to report in PT kit, have a neat haircut for smart card photo and have his meal before reporting. haha. all sounds like his trip to tekong is tml. the inevitable suddenly gets pushed 1 yr forward. hahaha. poor brent gd luck ya?

Went for PW today. supposed to film some people for the OP thingy some were nice, some not that nice. oh well, jus going to add it to the intro ma, why so particular rite? stalked people outside raffles city hehe. wanted to do something else but aiya, jus went off after PW. then samuel they all still PWing till dunno went la, dun feel like doing anything alr, jus go home sleep. SLEEp.

Need to do OP slides now and print the ASCR thingy. kinda irritating. and physics O is on thu leh. super irritated by it. mus study one leh. sian again... jus hope the OP thingy goes well and orientation dun so irritating can? plsplsplsplspls.

Yesterday was HC's open day. went there, despite ponning some lessons. ok la not pon la cos got the necessary documents. hehe. anyways, was quite bad lor, dunno whether it's cos of friday or cos of the rain and activity area was quite small. if i remember correctly last year was better, haha. and wad abt the uniform huh? i happen to like it cannot meh? anyways, kinda disappointed with TCHS canteen when everything was closed. BOBBY!!!! after that slacked away at YaKun kaya toast at northpoint. lalala 20% off set meal and the soft-boiled eggs had such BIG yolks!!! goodness. sat there in thin white shirt and short green pants. didnt know how thick NJ u was until i realised that 4 of my CHS shirts was as heavy as 2 of the NJ shirts!!!-_-''' tried to persuade yunshan to go halloweEn. but she wont go unless her sTnIcKs friends go leh and her friends like not going one. aiya so sian, y liddat one? group think is bad!!!!

Went back to CHSSJAB today. been a long time since i did so and again disappointed by wad i saw. Generally slacking, even NCOs also got that kind of attitude problem. dont even want to say anything liao, jus hope they finish their term soon or kena long term MC or migrate overseas so the new committee can start now. haiz. Cant stand double standards the most and of all things that's their favourite. sianz. Want to get promoted somemore? wait long long arh. Saw weijun back there, hehe he was so sian abt the NCCair parade also la. apparently not only stjohn got the problem of messy store and uniforms all over the place. Then had long meetings with them la. kinda grilled all those sec 3s but aiya at some points couldnt really be bothered, especially when it's "their" time. Brrrr.

Am now worrying over the orientation thingy. so irritating. is it really a mus for OGs to be CTs? to me yes and no lor but some say yes some say no....why arh? and how? aiyoooo

These few days ahve been orientation nightmare. and i thought we could take a break after open day. All the rushing is so sian, as if there's not enough PW and yesterday's GM was SOOOOOOOOOO long, as usual. oh well. Then today discuss programmes at least can laugh till heads drop off haha. Those 3 were SO farnie. Ya, then there's halloween too. haiyo tickets so hard to sell leh but at least most of my classmates have bought already, surprisingly. Save one person who is not returning to society. haiyo. hope halloween would be a success.

Today had some free periods but mostly used for PW. OH how IRRITATING, to be called up for PW during such short reprieves. haiz. tml is HC open house. maybe going on a blue slip. haha so fun can wear gong jiao U again and then hor can be ushered like when im in sec 4 mwahahah. maebe jus use the CHSSC polo tee la, more comfy also. lalalalala

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dddd: GOOD MORROWW MELLLVINNNN! ahahhahahha ((: ---> who's dis?
Tekko: were u the one hu came to my blog n tagged as Lim? ----> no
Duffy: Gong Jiao! Haha congrats to ya friendly giant =]
leech: nah u shld do fine ---> ritez
mel: i read it too. haha. hello ---> Mel Ng? read wad?
Samuel: heyz....congrats.....hhaaz.....lookin forward to see suah yee len gon stage....hahahz....we were aalreadi tokin abt it last year...
Samuel: heyz....congrats.....hhaaz.....lookin forward to see suah yee len gon stage....hahahz....we were aalreadi tokin abt it last year... --- dun be stupid
yif: hi melvin.. i read your blog.. and you have so show my ur slutty look..---> stupid amos.
kori: yoz, BIG BEAR ---> 卧虎藏熊!!!
sangee: hi melvin! today i looked up durin phys paper and saw u and got stressed out. *zzz* ---> y??
yammmy: haha u got go and help meh? =p jia you for tmr ! ---> help wad? oh u mean him? got la wa lau.
joeyz: oh and good luck fer ur promos also.. u will do well..
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kAIREN: hey MEl .!!..good luck for PromoS! ---> thx. haha
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mj: mel... u still went for movie after poc ar... qiang leh... wif sierra? wad time u go home yest( i mean today) ---> that day reached at abt 4 plus bah. seh the whole sunday.
Brandon: "Deep faeces for promos" set me laughing like mad. --> wad's with deep faeces?
shuhui*: link wo link wo! hahaha. btw yr blog v v dark haha it's BLACK!--> wad's the link? sorry arh.

Open day is OVER!!! yay! another main event gone and done with. It was quite successful i think, if not everything else then the backstage part. hehe. so many ppl came! the ushers mus have been overwhelmed. too bad i didnt get a chance to play usher, my favvourite haiz. heard there was a goodie bag glitch too GosH. haha. Had a gd feeling abt it, esp the last part, mass dance and some cheers. not bad arh, didnt think tht ppl would actually dance or cheer. Maebe the sch song and college anthem parts abit off la, no one joined one, sian, and we nvr rally also, kinda bad reflection. Mus be becos we were so high the day before OD even :) Oh and drama was ok too, jus that the tableau thingy made me so stiff and all that. all those irritating ppl disturbing us. haiyo.

Went for BCLS course today. SOOOOO damn hard. mus be the stupid machine la, wad breaths not enough, too fast, too little, compressions too light, too heavy, no release. aiyo fed up arh. Passed everything else easily but that stupid machine too me 5 attempts leh. sian. Bertinus, u nvr go this time round better hope next time ur instructors as gd as mine or u get it right in the 1st 3 tries. hate the Laerdal machine. see can even remember the stupid brand. Spent my whole day there leh, if nvr pass i would cry i think, haha. bleah.

Then went over to mr tan's. too bad only a few of them turned up, but it was the usual la. aiyo then forced me to eat so much somemore, that mr tan really thinks i can eat the whole world up. there was wad, 4 slices of pizza, peanut candy, nuts and nuggets and ice cream too. and all the other farnie stuff, some of which i didnt eat. kinda farnie leh, was channel surfing on cable then they chanced upon this raunchie thai channel. so dumb. dunno wad they talking abt also cos it's so intermittent. then they were speaking chinese and that main actor looked so french. blah. haha. got chased out at abt 2215 cos he had to see his girlfriend home. oh wadever. Then finally sold 4 tickets to halloween, the latest 2 kindly purchased by Vincent teo. haha thx. i published on my blog liao u cant run away. yay. not like u would anyways haha.

HEY! It's finally after promos and im back blogging again, after so long. but i had a cold right after physics paper so didnt really get to enjoy the 2 days free after physics on wed, haiz. Went for a bbq party yesterday back in school, after watching the exorcist. OMG the show sux. so much for being the prequel to the scariest movie ever. Like you kai said, lotsa cheap scares, using sounds mainly and visually, wad else but gore and violence? Kinda like watching an ancient sequence of events followed by one that takes place later on. More like desecrating christianity than scaring the wits out of audiences yea? The BBQ party was alright, though the turnout was abysmal. The usual la but people jus are not coming haiz so sian. But in the end left kinda later than expected haha. Next time mus make it compulsory for ppl to come but isnt it jus so sad? kinda reminds me of back then heheheh.

Finally bought a new printer, Epson C65. Ok la like any other printer lor but at least it's much faster than the antique that i used before. Haha die liao tml physio seletion test. haven studied yet. think i jus go submit empty paper. All scholars anyways, still select wad? if not they jus use MC or something liddat haha. OoPs...

YEsterday, someone had fits during maths lecture. It was kinda sudden, never expected it of all places, during lecture. Mus be the stress or something. If anything happened to him i would have been a murderer. Luckily, he was handed over to the paramedics safely. hehe. To me it's either casualty lived or died. Y mus ppl be so kpo to ask me abt it? if something bad *choi* happened, would i still have returned to school? sometimes, i cant even draw the line between kpo and concern....haiz. Everytime it's a responsibility and everytime, there's jus this chance that something untoward may happen to casualty. So to me, "死不了" is actually not a bad choice, cos for me, it's either alive or dead. Stop saying that my words are harsh or mean, it's jus my choice.

anyways GP was unexpectedly hard. So much for plastic. Body Dysmorphic Disorder, wad is that but that idiosyncrasies or one's live? so much for passages. brrr. Mus go continue mug now. blahblahblah. i noe i noe, everyone's doing it

Had been a long time since i watched TV and seeing something abt death and neglect of the elderly jus made me very disturbed...

anyways ive finally passed out of OTC 2004. 5 months of slogging our guts out for the stupid course. haha but at least ive made new friends there and not confine my social circle to jus frm school. wad's that about high class schools anyway? cant believe some of the things ive heard. glad that it's really over, officially Grade 6 now yay. Cant believe that i was actually hesitating last year, about signing up for the course. Kinda dreaded the theory and camp but i suppose it's one of those things that u dun like but jus have to do. haha. The ceremony was ok but the rehearsal was not, like all other rehearsals in the whole wide world. at least it was not worse than the RHD one. This rehearsal was from 2-6 and at least we did something useful. The night itself was great, esp after the VIPs left.(all those supersized mes anyway.) Had songs and performances, stuff liddat and bertinus even snatched the mike from the stage. Way to go. :D

WEnt out to watch The Terminal after that. 0110 show. cant belive i would be doing such a thing especially im in like deep faeces for my promos. But i thot it would be so late anyways when i reached home and i probably wont study, i went along with them. The show was not bad, although abit draggy and i would have enjoyed it more if i were not so tired, but that's besides the point. Shall be looking forward to meeting the sierra peeps this holidays. till then, it's promos...:(


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Returned before 3 today. yay, but spent most of my time slacking away. Promos draws nearer with each day and still im slacking away.i noe i have to study but i think i lack the slef discipline. haiz, someone help... anyone.... please.....

Have only PH prac and PW tml. really have 3/4 of the mind to fall sick tml. hiz dunno la. all that talk frm praseetha on the bus ..rubbish. haha ok

and whu's sunshine by the way? urgh

Utterly disgusted by PW still. Had more stuff to do since wed and sangee and chinhao didnt come. booo. so i did some research on creativity and the arts, like how the arts has an effect on creativity and stuff liddat. but not much luck, no direct links. anyone with info, can help?

Didnt go for the mid-autumn thingy by CLDDS after all. sorry la, haha but i went out with amos and joel. Did i say i'd go? hmmm... anyways, amos said i was so sluttish. erm.....rite....it's the effect of the stroboscope la i tell u aiyo. but still, dinner was rather enjoyable. like how many times do u get to go out with yr classmates from 04S20 anyway?

Supposed to have some crap seminar on Singapore-Malaysia issues tml at NUS. kinda wasting time but i think i'll jus turn up to see how it is anyways. haiz. whole day gone liddat, 830 - 530...woohh. i'd probably do better revising or doing my mountains of HW. haiz. hate it when there's still work and i cant start revising.

Gtg do PW now. ARGH!!!

haha. jus blogging for fun, since i signed in to correct something. Went to CHS today to get mdm ng to sign the CIP book for st john flag day but also ended up tutoring yin hai for chem for 5 hours. OMG intensive.

Am doing analysis 2 now. kinda fed up with sketching graphs but then again, anything beats the tedious bits of basic mastery questions. so not complaining anymore. gonna do more dy/dx.

Went to watch 13 going on 30 yesterday. BK was late AGAIN, this time by the hours. strange thing is he was the one who told sixun to meet at 1030h at somerset MRT so we no have to rush. haiyo Bb arh, dont liddat arh. in the end we had to wait at lido for him to come at 1210h. even the showtime he provided was wrong, 1025h, not 1045h. i think it was changed without prior notice too haha.

SO in the end Bb treated us to the movies while we went to marche for lunch since the show would only start at 1535h and we have abt 3 h to kill. The food was nice la. had rosti again while the crepes ppl complained that here was too much ham good wad, i wont complain ;) then went to swenson's for earthquake. it was good, but too sinful. realised that rum and raisin is not exactly me type, cant really stand the alcohol. so in the past it was cookies and cream that tastes good and not rum and raisin. used to mix it up....

Then after movie went to meet up the SIerra peeps. they wanted to perform something for our passing out ceremony and we decided on At the Beginning but so pathetic only 4 of us turned up leh. aiya nvm la then went to bitch abt some stuff at long john's with gina and jeremy haha. kinda fun.

Today kinda sucked. early in the morning meet with the teachers and didnt have lotsa prep. In the end the delivery went so very wrong, so wrong that i kinda felt sad for the teachers. I mean they are after all teachers la, at least show some respect and not go all out to, like shawn would have said, "excoriate and denigrate them" rite? haiz and alot of stuff la. turned out quite diff from our discussions but hope everyone learnt from this exp.

Then went to mentor at AMK central KFC. Dunno why SO many ppl there today. saw sh and kc, then some CHS ppl and shawn loh and friends. haha. kinda avoiding KFC food but still couldnt avoid fast food when i went to woodlands LJS and had their fish wrap. it's not bad, that's wad i think cos it had loads of tomato and i put ketchup haha. liying and brenda had to have BK so early la and then end up hungry towards the night. haha. and err, i didnt noe AMK didnt have the down escalator at the khatib side? haha sorry so now i noe. hehe. Kinda desperate at physics already. dont noe how to do the oscillations tutorials at ALL. OMG, that and waves have always been my most HATED chapters. Now i see y and the implications of hating it. ARGH!!! why cant i jus like everything???

went to clean up council room and student lounge today. kinda disappointed with the turnout; all exco and cia supposed to go but.....u noe... and wad was supposed to be 0930h to 1300h stretched all the way till 1800+++. haha but some parts were quite fun, esp beating rugs for 2 hours on end and those heart shape doormats. nvr wanna come into close contact with those again. yucks, cant imagine the filth inside unless u see it for yourself.

die another day not utilised for studies. feel reallylaggin cos all the tutorials since term closed i have not done. haiz. but tml still going to watch a movie, so long not done so liao. hope can use tml more effectively. haizzzz

had this observation yesterday morning. Spposed to reach sch at 0745 abd when i realised that i was still at the bus stop at 0705, i thought i was going to be late. However, the 852 miraculously pulled into the bus stop outside TCHS at 0735! I was jus cursing at all the spoilt-brats-on-the-roads every morning who make my daily bus trip extend to a most insufferable 50 minutes. BRrrr.

That aside, the meeting with mr koh went quite well. he was very nice or rather it was because he didnt want to make too many comments. still, it wasnt as bad as i thought and cheng flew off alr so didnt get to see her haha.

Went to pastamania at J8 after that cos the rest were jus too slow. You kai and i left when we saw the shuttlecock flew across the lounge room. apparently they went to seoul garden. oh wellz...

Need to start revising real soon. it's only barely 3 wks left and i have not touched a single thing. i am feeling it alr. ARGH!!!!!!!!! and it's so much la. stupid bio alone has this test when sch reopens. haiz lose le.

The day started real bad. woke up at 0620h and was supposed to be in school by 0645. So i took a cab and we went by this super long way, via eng neo ave and tada, $13 gone. Ripped off jus like that. and the best part is that i learnt that we were supposed to report early jus in case it rains. URGH!!!!!

Other than that i thought teachers' day went very well, probably the best we have all planned for so far. Kudos to the council production; for the first time many people have come up to me to tell me that something we did was good, and today some people said that the whole event was good, + the council production rocked, cos it's hiLARiouS. haha that's a feat. and i felt more happy and satisfied after 1030 than relieved compared to other events. hehe. so today mus really be good ya? cheers.

Oh and went to watch the SRT Young Co.'s play, "dracula". people were late, omg and that's so annoying especially when it comes to show times. anyways, the play itself was good, kinda abstract, but a pity that i didnt like it. it's as if every single bit was coherent and made sense but when put together it became real blur. i jus didnt feel for it, like most times when i watch a play. perhaps i was too tired, i dunno. of course there were the good points, like the cynical old nurses and the main characters. They all acted well. and brandon was not bad too in his role as a male orderly, drinkwater. haha. strive on brandy.

Sian. long day today. all the way from 0800 to 1830. then had council but kinda not feeling well so left early. Went to shuang lin temple yesterday, at toa payoh kim keat there. The thing abt temples is like it's so cool, with ornate furniture and big courtyards. THen the monks have like yellow flowing robes and the halls had signages that read "止步" haha so cool. like got some secret passages liddat la then the monks like isolated literally from everyone else. Detached arh. Then supposed to have dinner after the temple but i was kinda pissed that my parents and aunt they all wanted to go lye wah, which is all the way at bendemeer. Kinda far so i jus took of for home. haiz dinner not satisfying. i tried to tell my father that i didnt want to go but he like didnt care. ok wadever. im not going. hmph.

dot...mus be the physics test and yesterday's late night. Had flag day today and went to novena then toa payoh. Novena had no business la, then went with heng qing to toa payoh to meet with with wx, matthew and tong hai. supposed to be on flag day la but was so hungry that i had lunch first before continuing. then...

omg la, SO embarrassing. all cos of stupid weixuan cos his schupid ice kachang dropped onto the table then dripped onto yrs sincerely. then i had to go toilet wash off the stickiness.i jus followed this person in and i didnt realised she was a girl...it wasnt till i was washing my pants halfway that an AUNTIE stared at me and said "小弟阿　，这是女厕。‘(boy ah, this is the female toilet)" -_-```so malu i ran out and i turned back to see the little girl (whom i followed unknowingly) laugh at me?! haiyo

no lor, i really thot that the toilet had a section that was for urinals.....white colour ones stuck to the wall rite? and the worse part is, the 小妹妹 (little girl) literally laughed at me......her brother (small kid too) came out of the guys' toilet and she told him!! mwwahhh...gosh....TOH WX！！！

Ok， back to flag day， well saw many types of people today。 some ppl jus knifed u in the face and i really wanted to shout “BITCH！” in their face had it not been for the tin i was carrying and the tshirt i was wearing。 Some jus came up to drop in the coins while others had to be asked。The old, young, generous, stingy, all kinds of ppl la. but i realised that the elderly were more willing to buy the flags. What was most memorable was that this old lady who was well over her 80s or even 90s i think. She was jus moving SO SlowlY that i helped her stand in front of the auto door and let it open for her to come in. Then after she came into the interchange, she jus stood there for a good 5 minutes, fumbling with her plastic bags and rummaged for coins! i was SO touched haha. she totteredup to me and placed the 2 50-cent coins on the tin la. I jus feel strongly for such people....they have this kinda piercing eyes and firm voice beneath their frail facades of wrinkled skins and bent bodies. they exude strength la. jus that time has weathered their outsides away.

Then, finally had to give back the tin lor. This STUPID lim han yong, some idiot yr 1, sec 2. he was told to return the tin by 1700h! and by then he was still lounging about at home. so we all had to wait for him to come and by then it was 1820h! wad's worse, was that he didnt know how to walk to HQ and took a bus. a wrong bus, which took him all the way to parco bugis!!! that idiot la. wanted to wrang his neck and sit on him and u noe, the works. haiz so became a super long day lor...stupid...

WOw. Been so many days since i last came online properly. Lag alot with reading blogs and such and not updated. Been busy lately, haha procrastinating treasury reports day after day and recently busy with teachers' day. hehe.

Helped sell hotdog buns today for seniors' farewell fund-raising. Kinda fun, but hope they didnt see where they prepared the stuff..shhhhh.it's a secret. certainly adds fLAvour to it. and teachers' day was busy tooo. They put up deco and silin was busy tying up the souvenirs. Kinda slacked cos i wasnt at deco even though i was spposed to be there. ended up at the hotdog place. haha weak me cannot resist temptation.

Dread long days like today cos lessons end at 5 and there's like 4 hours straight of tutorials? they can kill u noe, but finally am abreast with physics and math. chem and bio need lotsa catching up though haha, hate the sheer content.

read ngiam's blog. kinda poignant. mus be too troubled alr. contrast ur laughing face and stressed face, u make good photographic specimen. jus enhanced ur entry.

didnt feel like going for stjohn today, but forced myself to go cos mus hand in the walkathon card. dont want to hold on to the money anymore. need more time for myself. this week has been all work no play. bleah, how disgusting. even my free period was taken for physics make-up. Next week got physics topical quiz again. so sian rite, clash with flag day. and flag day till 5 pm oh no. hope next week will be better and gd luck to TDC comm. Hope the vetting went well today. sorry couldnt make it for the vetting cos i had st john. shall suppt at the tech run next wk. :) Oh ya still got zone meeting next wed also. oh well..

Too busy to blog lately but almost uneventful other than the usual rants and grouses that i have. Been spending almost all of my waking hours in school and only 1/4 of the day is spent sleeping. THe moment u wake up, u have to rush to sch, by 7! felt so sick on monday already that i had a headache till tues morning and almost didnt go to sch. I dont mind if all the hours are productive but some jus arent. like draggy tutorials, change of venues, time-wasting, inefficient dissemination of info. Worst thing is disgusting PW...shant say more.

Jus had library duty today. Spent most of the time doing maths, revising for tml's lecture test. But only done trigo so far, mus do coord. geo. and f(x) later. bad day today la, forgot to bring both lecture notes for Bio and Physics, so spent the lessons doing what i not supposed to do. At least i got to finish my inheritance TYS structured. Still have phy. make up tml, but cant be bothered to try the tutorials liao. still have PW to settle, then exco meeting, then feedback on monday, and their collar pins and council funds to settle. Stupid council fund la. have been collecting since july dunno when but now less than half have paid up. dunno wad to say also.

Speaking of funds, the house side seems to be very messed up. at least council fund's jus experiencing slow collection (i dun take econs, wonder if there's a proper term for it). The whole affair's jus sordid and messed up now la. Mus discuss with richard...

Finally approaching end of the week. kinda feeling better, cept for the lect. test. hope can get more time to spend during the weekends. don keep calling me back, plllllllllllls

Went to marina south for steamboat on sunday, even though i have not done any of my physics or math or PW or any HW. haha. Was stuck on the PS for the whole part of the day till i left to join the 2-7 '01 people. quite alot went, more than 10 i think. haha. it was nice to jus sit there and be among ppl u noe. mr lim tw and leeCH came along too, leeCH with his wife. The food wasnt THAT great though, not much variety and kinda limited. The best part was probably the fireworks at 8 pm. Simply beautiful. cant describe the marvelous feeling of seeing colours erupt into the night sky. reached home at abt 2230h+(really hecked sch on mon) and managed to see susilo vs lin dan for olympics badminton. Kinda got sucked into the game so slept at like 1am? didnt get to finish though. dozed off at 8-10, 2nd match, susilo leading.

Think i spent too many late nights alr, since last fri. Had a headache yesterday, maebe too tired le. Slept like a log when i reached home on mon and felt feverish this morning. Didnt feel like going to school but forced myself to cos had exco meeting and mus meet mr low ks. Haiz in the end kena cheated cos aft no exco meeting and then it was kinda short, the day. But experienced a new chem lecturer on org. chem (alkanes). wad an airhead. kinda bitchy too. haiz. Reached home kinda early today after mentoring. First time in so many days. lost sense of time alr. haiz tml's another short day but have to endure 2 h of ong's boring lecture on skill A first. HAAAAAiizz.

The day's just great! haha. rather uneventful in the morning: went for SJAB, got disappointed AGAIN at how they sucked at drill and flopped at FA. then had a boring visit to Jurong Fire station. Nothing really interesting there....it's boring wad do u expect? went home to try to slack/sleep/do work but ended up playing PS2 haha. Kinda tired too....managed to snooze in between the game haha.

Then the time came to go catch the revenge of the dim sum dollies. haha so exciting. had been anticipating it since wednesday. The show was fantastic! It had enough humour to kill haha. Revenge it was and so went the play...more of a musical rather. Had the audience breaking out in stitches. From inquisitive giggling school girls (can imagine Beatrice, Emmiline and Silin doing that) to reknown figures such as Princess maseko, megawati who goes solo and mother theresa who goes over every mountain. Of course the more memorable ones were the Opposition Tai-Tais and the maids of singapore and the Parking Pontianak. OMG couldnt STOP laughing. Ok there were some parts where i couldnt catch nothing or thought was boring but without its flaws it would have not been human! haha like wendy says, " everything that can go wrong will go wrong.", saw some glitches today but didnt really affect the show. Kudos to the 6 beefcakes too, from doing chippendale acts to being spritely angels haha. they're cool. Felt like "今天不回家" and jus wished that the show could continue forever la. make me laugh haha. But it's like it had to end and it was the last night already. Very impressive for the 9 of them (Selena Tan, Pam Oei and Emma Yong and the 6 male dancers)to maintain such high levels of performance for so many nights already! Thinking of all the hard work put into the production, the lengthy applause at the end of the show jus somehow didnt really justify all that. perhaps they would have better outcomes from their impending tour? haha who said local productions can never be good? 1 counter example proves u wrong! and ive not even started on the split second costume changes haha. fitted seamlessly. and it was amaxing at how they got the audience enthralled in that 2hours of performance. simply fabulous. ok im beginning to go hyperbolic but nvm la. The production really deserves it. and the set was nice too. simple and effective. way to go, crew. haha

Am so high today! haha. will be watching young co. 2004's production on 31 august. hope it doesnt fare any less than today's. Theatre is MAGIC!

Today is FRIDAY! yay. was feeling high towards the end of the day cos it's the end of the week. and i barged into chemo class. haha and went to ylang's place. My GOSH it was so huge la. 3 stories and the first level toilet was DRY! haha i like dry toilets. Feels sanitary. And her cat's very qute too. haha think it's called schmu or something.

Am feeling kinda screwed now. thinking of wad the pretentious old harpy hag (this is actually moderated, haha) said this morning abt the inability to sing and the sch song. rite in front of richard too. poor thing. mean harlot. how many ppl would actually open their mouths and be HEARD in front of the whole school? not everyone's blessed with the gift of singing u noe?SO Much for leadership with sensitivity... and i burnt my rank while ironing it. now i have to get the white strip replaced. urgh. waste money. haiz and alot of work not done la. feeling extrememly frustrated.

Well at least there's a show to look forward to tml. Hope can see and hear clearly. haha. The magic of theatre empowers! yea.

Dear BLog,

I was very irritable today. I dont know why, perhaps it's cos of the lack of sleep from the day before. And i had to run 2.4 too. was slower by 10 s but is ok for me. NAPFA's not that important now...

Settled lots of administrative hassle. Met up with mr yeo, a.k.a math man to settle many accounting stuff. brr... and i owe the invest ppl $$(will try to reimburse by next week..he 4got to draw money). NDC too but they have to wait till next month, huh? haha at least i found out that i can lump some stuff under NDC. So NDC does serve a purpose after all.(Dont blame me for not being patriotic haha). Left school at ard 640 and ended up at popular yishun cos the bus was so crowded i was jus lazy to get off, so went to interchange. haha everyone gets off. And ms sim, i do yr tutorials wad, y u see me say until liddat? wad "council lor, council la." haiz.

Haiz it sucks to noe that u owe ppl so much money. and ya, pls pay up council fund. we cannot be stuck there forever and not progress~

My uncle's in hospital now. suspected case of dengue. how surprising. i dont see him often but when we hear news about our relatives, it's jus not good nowadays. The last time my grandma's house got burnt down. haha. am sketching graphs now. HATE graph-sketching. jus dun like the shape of the curves i produce.

Didnt stay home to do stuff today. went out mostly, spent most of the time at seoul garden stuffing myself with ice cream. been a long time since i gorged haha. nvm. and i still have yet to do my PW survey collations. Going to get hell from the rest of the group tml. Hope to finish during the break tml. 2H 40 min....feels like taking a test paper. Slept till 2115h, feeling kinda lethargic now and school's jus a few more hours away. Luckily it's a short day. haha. easily satisfied

Have not blogged for DAYS! haha. am enjoying the long weekend, almost enslaved by the PS2...today's the last day, time to get back to work already. realised that i left all my surveys in the school so cant really do anything about it. too lazy to go back and get it also, haiz. and tml's PW....hate the thing really. still got OP workshop somemore, wad a waste of time.

kinda slacked away these few days, didnt even come online. and didnt turn up at DC's...haha. Enjoying life without school. yay.
Supposed to meet tekko and co later to go seoul garden...hmm dunno who's going but better than being stuck at home whole day. lalala.

haf=d a half day today, but was so totally disappointed. Where have all the people gone? had i known i would have stayed in CR to pack socks. :( this is the kind of things which causes me to sulk all day and have weird thoughts. haiz dunno wad to do. So much for a half day. In the end after settling all the administrative hassle at cat high i jus went home to sleep. Not that i dont need any, i didnt have enough yesterday, staying up late to watch TV like so bo liao. SUpposed to study for chem spa la, but still, didnt manage to haha.

Tml would be another short day, but thx to NDC and RHD AAR, it would not end till like 7?8? maebe 9....hmmm and PH Spa's on wed. oh well will see wad happpens then haha. BLAH!

Temasek sem was held yesterday. dun wanna say anything else other than that the food was generally good and the videos were interesting and ya met mmany other cat high who are not in NJ. THe talks were erm, rather boring and the open forum was absolutely disgusting. people were asking questions for the sake of asking and wad vegetarianism?!! so out of place. SAFTI MI tour was rather boring la, jus walked and walked and walked. At least our guides were friendly. (Those ppl marching from place to place was quite cool.) They were ex-NJcians and are OCS trainees. :) So much for indoctrination...

Then went back to school for NDOP rehearsals, but helped put up banners before that. Poor junxian got scolded by Mr Wong for putting up the banners haphazardly but mr wong also abit fastidious la. haiz. and the rehearsal took so long, CIA couldnt go for the movie in time. if it had ended earlier and we boarded the bus earlier we would have got to watch mean girls at 1950h. haiz soory...

Today i didnt go help in NDC preparations nor for the NDOP rehearsal. Went for SJAB Zone 10 soccer competition at HaiSing CatholicSschool. Didnt practise for it so didnt expect to win. Drawed 2 rounds initially and thought we were out but we thrashed KSS 3-0 and ousted HSCS from the finals. Hehe, i didnt play la. so slack dunno how to play and wasnt even clear of the rules somemore. Jus left it to the cadets lor. Got SSG alr should be ok la. me only transmitted info from the authorities. hehe. But still, was very happy that we could make it and emerged 1st runner-up. Should have put more effort into the cheering contingent la. quite lousy :S But couldnt win Maris team 1 la they were so good but at least they put in their all and that's good enough for me. at least not thrased also, jus 1-0. that's that but other things like BFA, public duties and donation drives.....haizzzz

YAY! get to hold college flag for NDOP. Quite slack actually, no need fold flag or anything liddat. basically is like walking and handing flag over only haha. Today was very boring cos i nvr do all my tutorials then i could only fake, esp bio. Even Joel toh got faked i think i have been faking PD well for this term. Kinda numbed to it alr, how? will do v badly for bio... yesterday was National Track and Field meet. not much to talk abt, jus that it was BADLY coordinated. but nvm la better than expected already. Pity that we are no longer champion.

Today was rather hum-drum. Getting to the end of the week so pace slowing down le. Stupid wx and hq change so long, made us wait. But shu hui came to ask for help to paint some seniors' farewell stuff. felt kinda bad but i couldnt go. haiz. she almost cried until she called nat and she agreed to come down. haiz poor things. I wish that there's more communication in the 37th. kinda disappointing. Ya hang in there kz? and kai ru as well, dont let things bog u down.

Tml temasek seminar, going to see all those VJ ppl again and get to skip school and not go support canoeing competition. haha. no need do tutorials already. slacker! but aiya really feel like letting go alr. whoosh!

Totally sianified. dunno wad to say...

House session on Monday. Didnt go as well as planned, but supposing it came from NJ students, u really cant expect too much. At least AO2 saved us lots, so thank ya ppl. Too many things v impromptu le and the feedback session was jus out of place. And jus 1 person should have chaired instead of many. and shld not have been out of place la. haiz too many things le, but it's jus our first time...and according to other houses we are not the worse le. I think aerius suffered blackout and such while the rest also had those AP ppl.

Then had super LONG day dunno how come it became soooo relatively long. THen slept during physics O, so malu la. but really didnt noe wad the lecturer was talking abt, the shll theorem with all the chimology pythagoras theorem and trig ratios. hate all that most le. im not trained to think in those terms sorry.

Then had to help clean SL. Was mostly done by the time i arrived, and most of the time i was packing socks and thinking of looking for ppl to help the taiwanese next week, as well the the collar pins! urgh, took long enough. Wanted to have dinner leh but dunno why in the end all the northerners never go le. mus be brenda nvr bring wallet, so forgetful la. oh well, there'll be more times to come, like National Track and Field Meet. till then...

Dear blog,

enjoyed my day today with some of the OTC '04 Sierra peeps. Namely kai en, jeremy, kah hui, gina and jie yee. The rest couldnt make it but too bad lor haha. Met at TM Food Court and talked crap for 2 hours (with gina and Jeremy ard that's wholly possible.) wanted to celebrate jy's bdae...she was totally unaware until they sprung on her in tampines. Was waiting for Kai En as well, and was feeling quite ill...like flu la. Well the gummies were v nice, all the sour sour stuff and this blackcurrent gummy bear. They are such crappy and fun ppl, and kah hui spilled the beans on Gina's secret activities during Camp. tsktsk. sponging siaz.

So when kai en came, we decided to go watch a movie, albeit the higher cost on a sunday. But nvm la, was supposed to celebrate jie yee's bdae. wanted to watch mean girls. gina too but too late le. so ended up watching house of flying daggers (ella enchanted was considered too) even though it had started. Didnt regret it la. Nice use of colours: green, red, white, yellow, blue, each meaning something if im not being oversensitive to colours. and the story focussed on small characters instead of the imperial bigshots and rebels' ideals etc. refreshing perspective i would say. and the fight scenes were most charateristic of Zhang Yimou, like that you would find in "Hero". But it was a tad predictable haha, and some parts were jus fabulously amazing, like the one in the bamboo forest. Pity that there was a part that was censored; felt like something was missing. weird. and some parts were just abstract, but the storyline was developed quite well la. and the usual elaborate set and costumes of chinese periods. The ending was rather erm, silly, but i suppose they are experimenting ya? Jus go watch yrselves la, but it's not as great as hero, i would say. But it's still better than taegukgi, which was more one-sided than i could say and jus horrid la. haha maebe im biased against war films but so sorry cant resist slamming it.

After that we went on our secret mission to buy cake for Jie yee. Decided on Royal CHocolate from polar puffs and cakes and went to LJS at Century Sq to wait while kai en brought the rest there. Kinda embarrassing waiting for them while i set up the candles and lit them. By the time they were there they had almost finished burning! lol. The best part was the smearing of the rich chocolate over faces. Of course the bdae girl had to get it, but when all 3 of the girls went to the toilet to wash up and came back, we did it again, this time targeting all of them. Apparently everyone else in LJS was watching but none of us bothered. Even the BK patrons stared when we ran past, according to gina but aiya not wearing anything school related, so i guess it's ok to have some fun. Jeremy said the next time would be at Gina's 18th bdae bash. hehe shall see bout that. esp kah hui's 4 days earlier than gina, but 1 year older. haiz shall wait for J to plan then. First time did something so wild. Everytime we met for course, all had to be prim and proper. didnt like it la but wad to do? mus conform wad. haiz. But really had fun today, compared to yesterday, when it was so miserable to go airport alone. shall be looking forward to POC when we all have to wear full U again. haizzzzzz. no choice this time rd, again! but since when did we really have a lot of choices? Jus take wad we have lor. :D

Ok haven done ANY HW and tml still got house session and mus do some real lame stuff. but it's all in the name of fun so yup shall see tml. and ya pls give support k? if not will look real dumb -_-'''.

Was  feeling rATher miserable today when i had to go down to EMI to collect the sample collar pins. The day jus didnt seem rite to start with PH pract. yucks. hate skill D. Luckily Ong went thru it before so i didnt really have to squeeze my brains out. And the parade was very draggy and we had not enough ranks to give out. how distasteful. hmmm...Since i was at aljunied (to collect the collar pin samples, which u can see on monday, and xiaomin's nametag), i had the sudden urge to go airport for popeye's. missed the cajun ashed potatoes...BUT IT WAS CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS!! ARGH!!! and ppl were referred to this rip-off food court which charged $6.50 for chicken rice! and around were restaurants like sakae sushi and crystal jade restaurant. Naturally, being located at the airport, prices were more exorbitant than usual and throw in the GST and service charges i would have gone pok. haha. Even swenson's ice cream was appealing but i jus gave up and went for BK chicken whopper meal ($3.90 since it's on offer to celebrate our 39th birthday...) and stoned there. Looked at this guy eating and he chowed with his mouth open! how rude la, doesnt he know im looking? haha and how rude to look as well. oh nvm. and i nvr knew they offered barley at BK. i always thought it was jus the usual gassy drinks... and since brandon and andy couldnt make it and sAMuel yeo didnt want to come, i had to be alone. sux....wanted to jus sit there and pretend to be inconspicuous. was in those kinda pensive, depressed moods again. mus have been a lack of sleep. wanted to go catch "mean girls" since i could only make do with TaeGukGi yesterday but decided against a $8.50 Ticket. but maebe going tml with the OTC 2004 Sierra ppl so it's a prudent decision yup. haha saved $8.50 today for tml. And decided to skip the taka food fair as well. wanted to go there. but oh well......trained home and was falling asleep while standing. how absolutely mortifying haha. but felt much better after sleeping till 8+ from 4. real tired.

ppl are at CO concert now. me not attending. how weird. usually i would go but dunno y this time ive decided to give it a miss.....

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 Had to reach at 7 in the morning but was late becos stupid clock was 1/2 h behind time. so i thot i woke up at 0530h and took my time to do everything. haiz, in the end wasted $8 on taxi, and $2 was on U-turn! grrrrr... Had a seemingly long day today, mus be cos of the tutorials. at least PE was fun, we did hockey and didnt exactly play professionally but still it was enjoyable. movie after that was kinda disappointing though. Not enough ticx for meangirls for all of us to seat together, so we settled for brotherhood. maebe it's jus me but wad's so nice abt war films inciting mindless violence and showing massacres scene after scene. It did have some redeeming parts but the overall feel i got from the show was jus.....disturbing. haiz maebe im not used to it.  Tml got PH make up prac. Haiz so sian, at 8 so mus wake up early early. Then promotion parade's at 1030, which means i mus rush down after prac and mae even be late after all. Then after all that i mus go down to EMI at aljunied AGAIN to pick up xiaomin's nametag, collar pin samples and make a new nametag for ferleen. Anyone who's name had any errors on their nametags, pls tell me so i can tRY to arrange for a change. Thx.

BLAH!!! they are jus stingy. why cant they admit it? breaking so many national records and getting a whole volley of accolades is not enough to earn a half day? why mus u recognise canoeing only? as if the culmination of college day food fair CO, chess and bridge, art, swimming, shooting, etc is not enough to warrant a half day. we jus dont get ur point. try explaining and not jus give a NO! pretentious harpy hAgs! hARlots! blah! and the air con is not cold enough. wad have u been instructing the OM? to leave us with 20 mins of coolER air for a lecture? or remove all the printers from the library leaving only one with a depleted toner? and they cant even provide paper? it's no longer a matter of independence. it's our WELFARE! u cant even provide us with the necessary facilities and resources, and u make such demanding expectations. how ABSURD! and the toilets dont look like they can drain away 2 thin pieces of toilet paper, with the DISMAL flushing system. are u really taking in feedback? u cant even respond to a poor student's cry for help. u wont listen to us but remember that we are first and foremost STUDENTS!

And it didnt help that i was feeling down and jinxed. Perhaps i would lose myself on friday, but according to fugly gurl, that would be hard. Lost my water bottle on mon, 2 pieces of paper for treasury report JUST before GM and today my pencil case. Really jinxed....
 
...i give up.

Jus came back frm sch. Poor bea and davina had to stay in library for duty and face some deranged, senile adn definitely bitchy librarian. poor all of us who are going to be on duty. doesnt the school have enough librarians already? what are they doing?!!
 
And im plagued with so much useless stuff from project work. Weixuan was right. They should have incorporated it into topics we study for A levels so it becomes more interesting! Now we have like lots of surveys and stuff to do on lame and artsy-fartsy crap which is driving everyone nuts but still have to pretend to like it or at the very least present it in a very delectable manner. CRAP! 

At last RHD was over. Much different from the rehearsals cos of the pri. sch kids. my team, 13C, comprised only IJ Katong pri girls and they were very disppointed when they couldnt finish the last port cos of some channel i interview. They were mostly of mixed-blood(for lack of a better word) and i guess that was why they were selected to go for the disgusting programme.poor things, but anyways their misery of steeping on muddy grass was shortlived while our torture of waiting for nothing was.....err. nvm.
 
After RHD, stjohn took up like the whole of the afternoon. cant imagine the discussion with mdm ng to take sooooooo long. haiz nvm la at least we settled upon some stuff. then went to meet samuel and brandon at AMK station to go chomp chomp. Brandon was doing his PW survey and we kinda bumped into everyone else going there at AMK station. Then saw yi xian on the bus and found his class ppl there as well. Place was SO crowded dont noe how S16 got their seats in the first place la mus have camped long long. we had to wait like 1 h for the seats. blah! but the sharing of food was errrr..gd and bad la. We waited for so long for the stuff to come then blardy hell it disappeared in less than 5 minutes. like they had not eaten in 20000 yrs la! :( haiz dun want to comment further. but at least it tasted good so fine then. jus that we couldnt take our time to enjoy the food.    And bumped into prasee while leaving the place. haha so qiao. last saw her during RHD that morning. brrr..
 
Then went to somerset to play pool. i didnt play la, didnt feel like it then groused to minzheng abt horrors of JC life. seems that it prevails in most of our JCs. Didnt like it too when ppl were slothy in their movements. Jus like when we were about to leave chomp chomp and leaving the pool place? jus bitching abt obstucting the flow of traffic wasnt exactly a very gd idea of chilling out, risking public wrath.  Haiz, should have jus went home, cos i was jus fermenting there for the hour and had been out for almost 18 hours alr. tireddd..
 
Am stuck at home today typing minutes for yesterday's meeting and also one for PW, dated 12/5/2004!!!! argh! maebe go to amk later see shows. have been wearing the pair now for er....2 months? haha dunno but feeling real dirrrrrty alr.

did not blogged yesterday. This has been a much better week, even though we were more busier with CIA meetings, open day, ndc and such. Enjoyed myself most of the time, cept for the times when we had to produce tutorials. got to know lotsa stuff (feel like a ba-po) and pretty much slacked alot. Went ard toa payoh with Mavis and Yuman yesterday, to bring Mavis to try what she cannot in hong kong and the best was, in my opinion, the nonya kuehs. Went to support NJ swimming before that but only won like 1st once and others couldnt remember la. but at least we won something and ah...they finished the race and not stopped halfway, so it's gd la ya?. Nvr been to swimming meet before, didnt know it could be so...erm....exciting? haha. Got many different events and this cheesy rockband formed by national swimmers. wadever, still enjoyed myself there at least..1 way or another. Going to be end of week soon, and promos shld be less than 9 wks away. not gotten over CTs yet. aiya heck la. mus relax more first. still got many other things to settle anyways. (: