With all i am

Monday, March 31, 2008

hey this is to you.

your classic smile
your raven hair
your pearly white teeth
so straight and beautiful

that slender body
those slim legs
that seductive smile
that cool accent

its so 'you'
just like how this is all for you

maybe you might stumble upon this
maybe i might show it to you sometime
maybe you might realize I'm actually referring to you
maybe i might read it out to you

maybe this is to nobody
maybe this is purely fictional
maybe maybe

but you&I know.

baby, just you wait___
it's our fate.

5:13 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

hey this is it.
no more.
yeah its over.
no point dreading over it, life goes on.

but i would say, if only that wouldn't have been stuck
if only certain pads would have been less problematic
if only that pitch had sounded just a notch higher
if only certain timing had been more stringently followed
if only our morale had been higher
if only comments weren't so subtly hurtful
if only stares weren't so piercing
if only discipline had been better

if only if only if only

this is still it.
that ineffable chord with that resonant ring that echoed
it was now or never.

,so i guess it was never now
or
it could be in that near future

but for now it is goodbye to that place that emits culture
that hall that made the audience look small
that stage that was ours
; while it lasted
that audience that watched intently
;while we performed
the music that flowed through the veins for some
;while we felt

well thanks.
this is it,

Goodbye

2:19 AM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I smile , you laugh, I look away

I sigh, you ask me why, I say,

Its ok and I am just feeling down

Your hand on mine I hear the words...

If only love had found us first, our lives they would be different

1:56 PM