* The Star *

Fen / Jaz

~Simple ger with big starry dreams!~

* GliTTeRz *


* Starry Desires *

A Clavinova
Acoustic Guitar
Bags, shoes, clothes
A new wallet
Watch
Perfume
Accessories
A car
New hairstyle!..makeover!!.. =D
New wardrobe..
New set of furniture
I wanna go holiday!!
Earn more $$
I wanna lose weight!!
Good health..Happiness..No Worries!!
Spend more time with family and frens
Breakthrough!
Family & Friends' salvation
Make more new frens..
More of God! :)

* Starry Links *

E432
Weifen
Merlin
Lionel
Khar Loo
Sylvia
Shuzhen
Rena
Keong
Vivien
Huijun
Apple
Kelly
Clarence
Cedric
Swee Khee
Michelle Lee
Jonathan
Erica
Andy
Laoying
Shi Min
Michelle Chua
Howe
* Starry Shots *

LTB Project
Comex
Poly Group Mates
My 21st Bdae
SMU Sisters
E10
Family
S23
SMU Memories

* Credits *

Design | LyLe
Image | kasy
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* Wednesday, May 26, 2010 *

seems like this blog is collecting dust.. my passion to blog is dying.. haa..

reason why im here is becoz i got no mood to work today.. sick of writing papers and stuck with no idea what my boss is asking for.. :s anw.. my heart is at AC now!!.. my goodness how i was i was there at the 1st session! Can't wait to hear from Dr Cho!

haa.. now im juz waiting for lunch.. and then off to 1 of the partner's ofc for interview until 4pm.. and then expo here i come!! :D.. will be serving throughout for this AC.. so cool.. hope i wun mess things up.. :p

this coming june will be exciting!.. hee looking forward to the KL trip.. and of coz our photoshoot.. excited.. and really counting down to our big day.. :) still have lots of planning to be done.. and we're both busy w work.. but we'll work things out.. :)

couple of transitions this year.. hmm well i guess changes are the only constant in life.. sometimes we juz have to step out and make that change and move on.. rather than getting ourselves stuck in our comfort zone.. and there'll be no progression.. i hope these changes will really bring me higher.. and praying for a greater level of breakthrough.. :)

Many times.. we just need to Let go and let God.. Let God lead your way.. :)

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:59 AM

* Tuesday, March 23, 2010 *

still in the ofc.. waiting to go for opm..

no mood to work this week.. maybe coz there's juz too many things running across my mind.. distracted..

praying for May to come soon..

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 7:12 PM

* Wednesday, March 17, 2010 *

1 of the qns i posed to the candidates during the interviews was:

"If I were to ask your friends to describe you, what do you think they will say?"

i must say im quite amused by some of the ans actually.. and these sessions really allow me to see so many diff kind of individuals around.. its interesting to study human actually.. :)

have you ever asked yourself such a qns?? maybe we shld all do some self-evaluation sometimes..

1 main problem i discovered among people is the issue of self-centeredness... and seriously im quite irritated by that.. can't stand selfish ppl.. ppl who think they own the world and call the shot.. all they think about is "They, Them and Themselves".. this is seriously such a turn off..

its really a pity.. and such a shame.. to see smart ppl, ppl with loads of knowledge and influencial power being such a snob.. wat's the point of having IQ without any EQ??

some people juz talk without action.. talk is cheap.. don't juz talk the talk.. but walk the walk!.. so what if you know so much.. yet do nothing abt it? knowledge empowers us.. but if we do not take any action to activate that knowledge.. all we know means nothing!..

don't always wait to be served.. y not you serve??

yea im juz agitated by the things that i see happening.. and the actions of ppl ard me.. if these ppl were to ask me the qns i ask the candidates.. i would tell them.. "wake up your idea and stop thinking you are the king!"

some ppl question why they don't have many friends.. maybe if they can ans the above qns.. they will be able to know the ans to their own qns..

it takes willing people to change the society.. how many willing people do we have?

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 5:20 PM

* Sunday, March 14, 2010 *

hello world.. it's one of the rare sundays.. that i get to slack at home for the whole day..

finally had time to sleep.. and do some readings.. :)

so what's happening in my life right now?

work?.. it's the scholarship application period again.. so busy conducting interviews.. i always enjoy the interview process.. v interesting.. u get to see all kinds of ppl.. and haha cool to be sitting on the other side of the table.. evaluating.. :)

wedding prep? hmm so far so good.. we're on schedule i supposed.. 7 more months.. counting down :) haa but kinda stress...

ministry? hmmm... i need breakthrough!!!.. pray pray pray!

others?... hmm.. i guess i need a goood break...... from people especially.. :x

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 10:34 PM

* Friday, January 22, 2010 *

wow haven been blogging for 1 mth+.. been rather busy.. n yea.. now im back.. wonder if anybody still visit this page.. but nonetheless.. juz to give some quick updates before i hit the bed.. :)

1st.. yeap im engaged..he popped the qns on our 10th mth anniversary.. thx to the "crew" who helped out in the proposal.. hee it was quite a funny, cute & yet sweet & romantic proposal.. :) and yep.. we're getting married in Oct this year.. :) kinda excited yet stress.. lots of stuff to plan.. really believing in God for a miracle wedding :D

then we went Korea with the rest of the church ldrs.. it was a great trip and great experience! woke up every morning at 2am singapore time for the PM.. hee but it was really a great experience and im really inspired by YDFG.. and all the more i felt God's presence is really something i cannot live without..

the weather is freezing cold.. on average -15degrees to -20degrees.. and its snowing.. and apparently.. this year korea had the heaviest snowfall ever since the past 100 years.. and we're that fortunate to experience it :) the snow made the city really really pretty.. i miss the weather there.. can't wait to go back there again!

had appreciation cg when we came back.. thx God for the company bungalow.. it was a really nice place.. :) thx E432 for the many testimonies and messages and of coz the meaningful video.. thx for being a part of my life.. the video really brings back alot of memories.. and reminded me of the reason why I should keep on keeping on.. :) God.. You're all I desire..

then celebrated loo's 21st bday in advance.. it was the most tiring chalet ever.. haa.. all thx to loo.. haa.. but i think its all worthwhile when i see the frens and family members enjoying themselves during the stay.. :)

then back to work!.. work's crazy these few days.. been fighting fire every single day.. really feel mentally and physically tired.. but somehow i felt a sense of satisfaction... one of my new yr resolution is to work really hard this year.. really want to excel in my work.. :)

Jan is coming to an end.. time really flies.. CNY is coming.. hmm time for spring cleaning again.. also a time we do some spring cleaning to our own lives once again.. what needs to be thrown away.. let it go.. when needs to stay.. let it stay.. :)

let 2010 be a year of great miracles.. great breakthroughs.. and great blessings..

in order for things to change.. we ourselves got to change.. let's make a change.. and see our lives change for the better this 2010.. change beings with me :)

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 11:28 PM

* Tuesday, December 08, 2009 *

主每当我
软弱无力
你的恩典够我用
只要我能够相信
奇迹必会降临
不靠才能
不靠势力
依靠圣灵的能力
只要我全心呼求
奇迹必会降临

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 9:25 AM

* Monday, December 07, 2009 *

many things I don't understand.. but I choose to trust in His plans..

many times I feel like giving up.. but I choose to lean on His strength..

many times i feel like running away.. but I choose to run back to His hands..


life's full of ups and downs.. joy, excitement, anger, frustrations, disappointments, sadness.. whatever..

i've experienced all these within the past 1 month.. and it sure feels terrible.. but well.. i thx God.. for His strength and His love that never fails to bring back the assurance and the faith in everything..

today is day 1 of fasting and prayer.. believing God for breakthroughs!

Greater things have yet to come!.. Yap.. I'm excited for the things to come! :)

*//W|sHeD uPoN @ sTaR//* | 5:23 PM