Saturday, October 08, 2011
My first on a blog application
Truth be told, it's kinda weird to be blogging on a mobile, the screen is slightly smaller, the keyboard's smaller as well, it feels like I'm blogging on a mini ipad. Lol. Here I am in the bus with bay on the way to Shawn's place. It's been so long since I went there. I'm anticipating the mahjong session though, haha, yes yes, I'm much of a gambler at times like this. The thought of sitting in a bus with bay is enjoyable, simple rides and quality time like these are the best. It's true when they say it's easy to fall in love but it's hard to maintain it. Okay, I shall not go in depth on all the sappy love advices now. I hope that XP will be better and back to working and leading a good life soon.
Now, it's the time of momentos. Enjoy these random pictures for now. P.S don't you dare laugh at my big head!
Love you diary, cheers!
By the way, have I told you that I love you today, bay? :)) I do!
Now, it's the time of momentos. Enjoy these random pictures for now. P.S don't you dare laugh at my big head!
Love you diary, cheers!
By the way, have I told you that I love you today, bay? :)) I do!
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Of late, I've been too pre-occupied with many stuffs, be it spending time with my friends, school, work or any self-improvement course like my hip hop I class.
I suppose the thought of turning 25 in nearly 2 month's time is giving me the jitters and edging me to push myself further, testing my own abilities and limits. Just a question, is this what a quarter life crisis is all about? Haha.
There has been problems in my relationship with my bay. Guess it's really a lack of communication, I've got to admit I'm not spending enough time with him and it's natural for him to feel this way. I will not deny that I'm not a good girlfriend anymore. As much as I would like to include him and do things with him, there are many a times that our interests and thoughts clash, which eventually leads to frustration and squabbles.
Tough to avoid them, but easy to ignite them. I just hope that no matter what, he knows I care. True, I get frustrated not being able to talk to him without any intention of quarrel or even getting him to understand.
As much as he thinks I don't care and bother, I feel the same way too. Getting through to him seems like a maze to me now, it isn't his fault, this I know.
It's my negligence that has lead to his inferiority of this relationship and the significance of his existence in my life. I want things to work out better for us and I hope we pull through this cause if all else fails, I'll be at wits end. I see us together in the future. I don't want fatigue to be the downfall of our relationship.
Finally got it off my chest, I feel better now. :)
Good night peeps! Till I blog again. <3
I suppose the thought of turning 25 in nearly 2 month's time is giving me the jitters and edging me to push myself further, testing my own abilities and limits. Just a question, is this what a quarter life crisis is all about? Haha.
There has been problems in my relationship with my bay. Guess it's really a lack of communication, I've got to admit I'm not spending enough time with him and it's natural for him to feel this way. I will not deny that I'm not a good girlfriend anymore. As much as I would like to include him and do things with him, there are many a times that our interests and thoughts clash, which eventually leads to frustration and squabbles.
Tough to avoid them, but easy to ignite them. I just hope that no matter what, he knows I care. True, I get frustrated not being able to talk to him without any intention of quarrel or even getting him to understand.
As much as he thinks I don't care and bother, I feel the same way too. Getting through to him seems like a maze to me now, it isn't his fault, this I know.
It's my negligence that has lead to his inferiority of this relationship and the significance of his existence in my life. I want things to work out better for us and I hope we pull through this cause if all else fails, I'll be at wits end. I see us together in the future. I don't want fatigue to be the downfall of our relationship.
Finally got it off my chest, I feel better now. :)
Good night peeps! Till I blog again. <3
Monday, January 10, 2011
07.01.11
TGIF! :) Start of class today and I'm so excited to see my group members once again.
It was such a long break after a horrendous and tedious assignment. It tired everyone out.
Our new lecturers for the class were a pretty cute pair. Ms Suefern had some great credentials,
holding a PHD, just like Mr Philip. It's amazing how people can progress all the way to getting
a PHD.
Everything seemed pretty alrite during the lecture, till Lisa, Faz and Sabrina decided to speak
in Malay behind my back. I don't know if it was a blessing in disguise, but one thing I'm sure,
they were talking about Jeremy and me. Thank goodness I was born a Peranakan. I understood
every single word that came out from their mouths and the intense discussion they were having,
without caring two hoots about us. It was upsetting to know that they didn't want to give Jer and I
a chance after that incident during the course of the group assignment. It wasn't my fault and I was
very adamant that I had done my part. The late nights, the constant editing and findings of information
just for our research proposal had drained me out, but I was not even complaining.
Jer, on the other hand didn't do much for the assignment, of which I can understand the impression
he gave to them. I was honestly pissed off with him as well. It affected me the most because he was
my friend and I knew how he's like for the past 7 years, nonchalant and pretty much lazy, not to mention
lack of initiation. What do I do in this instance? I'm clueless. The class ended on a bad note because our
members were beginning to poach people from other groups.
Thank goodness class ended early, therefore I could make my down to Chinatown to surprise Bay.
That's what I like to do, give surprises. It is as much as I love receiving them too. :) *hint hint* Haha.
Bay was shocked to see me when he came out of the office and the smile on his face was worth it.
Looking at Bay kind got things off my mind for awhile and that was a great aid.
We took a cab back to his place with Laura, his colleague. The conversations they had in the cab
were all about work and the pressures faced. Bay was having a hard time in the company, yet he
still chose to maintain that image of a carefree person so that I didn't have to worry. It seems he
really has my interest at heart.
Back at Bay's place and I was already feeling tired. The both of us decided to take a shower and
then hit the sack. That was the initial plan, but Bay had a call to attend to and I received a message from
Sab saying the the group decided to split up and find new members because of the setback from the last
assignment. I expected that but not in this way. I can understand that were all affected by the inefficiency
of a particular member, but we should at least have an open talk to trash things out, instead of an SMS.
Seriously, do you really think a simple SMS can solve everything? It doesn't, in fact it made it worse.
We were just being thrown aside after being given the life sentence. It seemed all too easy, to just let
us go like that and not caring about what will happen to us. If it was me, I could honestly say I would give
that person a second chance. Everyone deserves a second chance, don't you think so? At least that's what
I believe. It got me really upset, I couldn't think properly. Just felt like crying out loud. It was just too much
to take.
It was a bad closure for the night, but I still slept well because I had Bay beside me. :)
08.01.11
It dawned upon me that as we entered the new term, our group had sort of disbanded.
It was pretty weird when the three of us were sitting in front of our lecture hall and the other
three at the back. It became apparent that they did not want to have much to do with us.
Not like I was being paranoid and over-sensitive but I knew that something was going wrong.
In the past, we always sat at the same place no matter what. It was like an automatic reaction
to be looking out for each other and making sure we were all seated together. When Lisa messaged
me saying that she could not see us and that they were late, therefore they were seated at the back,
it was obvious that that was not the case, the three of them were just trying to avoid us.
The next I knew, Jeremy and I were ousted out of the group.They had completely abandoned us
and nicely formed their group without even letting us know they did not us in the group personally.
They chose the quiet treatment of not even uttering a word to us and that was too much to take.
I decided to just let things be the way they are because that is what they really want and it's fine
with me because my conscience is clear.
Instead of crying over spilled milk or pondering over this problem. I took things into my own hand.
I managed to find a group for Jeremy and I. Sad as it may sound, the 3 new members were also
left to fend for themselves. We exchanged our experiences and I could sense the helplessness within
them. I assured them that things will be fine and that as a new group, we would move forward together.
It didn't matter if I spoke to Faz or Sab anymore, all that mattered to me was the future assignments
ahead and the strength to move on. My constant motivation was the acknowledgement I had from Lisa
and Adelia, their constant true friendship surfaced because they were really disturbed by the decision.
Even when they were in a different group, they still took the effort to sit with us and talk to us whenever
they could. Thank you lovelies, it must have been hard on you girls. Don't worry about us, we'll be fine. :)
Rini, Fiona Jeremy and Shahidah, we can do it! Go. go. GO! :)
We ended class well at the end of that day.
Jeremy, Lisa and I decided to share a cab as Jeremy and I were rushing for our appointments.
I was so excited to meet the girls! I missed them so much. Carolyn, Zy and Amanda.
I headed down to Tampines Mall to meet up with the girlfriends and decided on having dinner
at the nearby coffeeshop. The curry fish head was good, tender and succulent. Yummy!
Great to be sitting down, having dinner and chatting the night away.
We wanted to drink KOI after dinner but they were closed by the time we reached there.
Just for your information, there is a KOI now at Tampines. It's near the interchange, just beside
Cash Converter. :)
We settled for Starbucks instead. As much as coffee makes me sleepy, I pulled through 2 and
a half hours of nonsense with the girls. We talked about our jobs, families, relationships and the
list goes on. Lucky for us, the four us stayed pretty near one another, all within the vicinity.
Tampines, Simei and Bedok. :)
It was a fruitful night, thank you ladies. We should do that again some time soon!
09.01.11
Good morning to a beautiful Sunday!
I woke up with the intention of attending mass with my parents and gramps, but it was soon called off
because I had to pay a visit to the doctor. I was coughing my lungs out so badly, it was hurting and my
left eye was swelling badly, so my mum advised me to go to the doctor instead of Mass. Health was
more important, she was always worried for me since I was young. It must be really hard on her to
raise two children with congenital heart diseases.
I heeded my mum's advice and went to the nearby clinic. HL Family Clinic and Surgery.
There were quite a couple of people there, young and old. Seems like the weather gets to you.
I was expecting the doctor to be a guy, but it was a lady instead. She was a very nice doctor.
She paid attention to what I was trying to tell her, although half the time I was coughing like mad.
My left eye is infected with a sty. :( Thank goodness it's nothing major. I was prescribed antibiotics,
cough syrup, lung tonic and a cream for my eye. I get to claim for my medical bill. Whee! :P
I packed 2 packets of chicken rice, an iced lemon tea and a sour plum drink for my sister and I.
Felt like a mum buying lunch for her daughter. So aunty! Haha. I'm not getting younger, I'll be in
my mid 20s this June. :( Got back home, surfed the net and took my medication.
Spoke to bay on the phone for awhile before I knocked out and slept till 7.30pm.
I woke up and I had dinner ready for me. Thank you mummy and daddy. :)
I ate my fishball noodles and watched Indiana Jones on channel 5 with my dad.
Bay's out with his friends. I hope he enjoyed himself. He's always home and waiting for me.
It's time he went out to have some fun with friends, probably dinner, movies or pool.
I'd have to end off my entry for today. I'm getting tired, must be the medication.
Feeling drowsy and my bed's calling me. :) On a random note, I want to go prawning soon.
Take good care of yourselves everyone.
Live life to the fullest and don't let life's setbacks bring you down.
What doesn't kill you makes you a stronger person.
With love,
Miss J :)
TGIF! :) Start of class today and I'm so excited to see my group members once again.
It was such a long break after a horrendous and tedious assignment. It tired everyone out.
Our new lecturers for the class were a pretty cute pair. Ms Suefern had some great credentials,
holding a PHD, just like Mr Philip. It's amazing how people can progress all the way to getting
a PHD.
Everything seemed pretty alrite during the lecture, till Lisa, Faz and Sabrina decided to speak
in Malay behind my back. I don't know if it was a blessing in disguise, but one thing I'm sure,
they were talking about Jeremy and me. Thank goodness I was born a Peranakan. I understood
every single word that came out from their mouths and the intense discussion they were having,
without caring two hoots about us. It was upsetting to know that they didn't want to give Jer and I
a chance after that incident during the course of the group assignment. It wasn't my fault and I was
very adamant that I had done my part. The late nights, the constant editing and findings of information
just for our research proposal had drained me out, but I was not even complaining.
Jer, on the other hand didn't do much for the assignment, of which I can understand the impression
he gave to them. I was honestly pissed off with him as well. It affected me the most because he was
my friend and I knew how he's like for the past 7 years, nonchalant and pretty much lazy, not to mention
lack of initiation. What do I do in this instance? I'm clueless. The class ended on a bad note because our
members were beginning to poach people from other groups.
Thank goodness class ended early, therefore I could make my down to Chinatown to surprise Bay.
That's what I like to do, give surprises. It is as much as I love receiving them too. :) *hint hint* Haha.
Bay was shocked to see me when he came out of the office and the smile on his face was worth it.
Looking at Bay kind got things off my mind for awhile and that was a great aid.
We took a cab back to his place with Laura, his colleague. The conversations they had in the cab
were all about work and the pressures faced. Bay was having a hard time in the company, yet he
still chose to maintain that image of a carefree person so that I didn't have to worry. It seems he
really has my interest at heart.
Back at Bay's place and I was already feeling tired. The both of us decided to take a shower and
then hit the sack. That was the initial plan, but Bay had a call to attend to and I received a message from
Sab saying the the group decided to split up and find new members because of the setback from the last
assignment. I expected that but not in this way. I can understand that were all affected by the inefficiency
of a particular member, but we should at least have an open talk to trash things out, instead of an SMS.
Seriously, do you really think a simple SMS can solve everything? It doesn't, in fact it made it worse.
We were just being thrown aside after being given the life sentence. It seemed all too easy, to just let
us go like that and not caring about what will happen to us. If it was me, I could honestly say I would give
that person a second chance. Everyone deserves a second chance, don't you think so? At least that's what
I believe. It got me really upset, I couldn't think properly. Just felt like crying out loud. It was just too much
to take.
It was a bad closure for the night, but I still slept well because I had Bay beside me. :)
08.01.11
It dawned upon me that as we entered the new term, our group had sort of disbanded.
It was pretty weird when the three of us were sitting in front of our lecture hall and the other
three at the back. It became apparent that they did not want to have much to do with us.
Not like I was being paranoid and over-sensitive but I knew that something was going wrong.
In the past, we always sat at the same place no matter what. It was like an automatic reaction
to be looking out for each other and making sure we were all seated together. When Lisa messaged
me saying that she could not see us and that they were late, therefore they were seated at the back,
it was obvious that that was not the case, the three of them were just trying to avoid us.
The next I knew, Jeremy and I were ousted out of the group.They had completely abandoned us
and nicely formed their group without even letting us know they did not us in the group personally.
They chose the quiet treatment of not even uttering a word to us and that was too much to take.
I decided to just let things be the way they are because that is what they really want and it's fine
with me because my conscience is clear.
Instead of crying over spilled milk or pondering over this problem. I took things into my own hand.
I managed to find a group for Jeremy and I. Sad as it may sound, the 3 new members were also
left to fend for themselves. We exchanged our experiences and I could sense the helplessness within
them. I assured them that things will be fine and that as a new group, we would move forward together.
It didn't matter if I spoke to Faz or Sab anymore, all that mattered to me was the future assignments
ahead and the strength to move on. My constant motivation was the acknowledgement I had from Lisa
and Adelia, their constant true friendship surfaced because they were really disturbed by the decision.
Even when they were in a different group, they still took the effort to sit with us and talk to us whenever
they could. Thank you lovelies, it must have been hard on you girls. Don't worry about us, we'll be fine. :)
Rini, Fiona Jeremy and Shahidah, we can do it! Go. go. GO! :)
We ended class well at the end of that day.
Jeremy, Lisa and I decided to share a cab as Jeremy and I were rushing for our appointments.
I was so excited to meet the girls! I missed them so much. Carolyn, Zy and Amanda.
I headed down to Tampines Mall to meet up with the girlfriends and decided on having dinner
at the nearby coffeeshop. The curry fish head was good, tender and succulent. Yummy!
Great to be sitting down, having dinner and chatting the night away.
We wanted to drink KOI after dinner but they were closed by the time we reached there.
Just for your information, there is a KOI now at Tampines. It's near the interchange, just beside
Cash Converter. :)
We settled for Starbucks instead. As much as coffee makes me sleepy, I pulled through 2 and
a half hours of nonsense with the girls. We talked about our jobs, families, relationships and the
list goes on. Lucky for us, the four us stayed pretty near one another, all within the vicinity.
Tampines, Simei and Bedok. :)
It was a fruitful night, thank you ladies. We should do that again some time soon!
09.01.11
Good morning to a beautiful Sunday!
I woke up with the intention of attending mass with my parents and gramps, but it was soon called off
because I had to pay a visit to the doctor. I was coughing my lungs out so badly, it was hurting and my
left eye was swelling badly, so my mum advised me to go to the doctor instead of Mass. Health was
more important, she was always worried for me since I was young. It must be really hard on her to
raise two children with congenital heart diseases.
I heeded my mum's advice and went to the nearby clinic. HL Family Clinic and Surgery.
There were quite a couple of people there, young and old. Seems like the weather gets to you.
I was expecting the doctor to be a guy, but it was a lady instead. She was a very nice doctor.
She paid attention to what I was trying to tell her, although half the time I was coughing like mad.
My left eye is infected with a sty. :( Thank goodness it's nothing major. I was prescribed antibiotics,
cough syrup, lung tonic and a cream for my eye. I get to claim for my medical bill. Whee! :P
I packed 2 packets of chicken rice, an iced lemon tea and a sour plum drink for my sister and I.
Felt like a mum buying lunch for her daughter. So aunty! Haha. I'm not getting younger, I'll be in
my mid 20s this June. :( Got back home, surfed the net and took my medication.
Spoke to bay on the phone for awhile before I knocked out and slept till 7.30pm.
I woke up and I had dinner ready for me. Thank you mummy and daddy. :)
I ate my fishball noodles and watched Indiana Jones on channel 5 with my dad.
Bay's out with his friends. I hope he enjoyed himself. He's always home and waiting for me.
It's time he went out to have some fun with friends, probably dinner, movies or pool.
I'd have to end off my entry for today. I'm getting tired, must be the medication.
Feeling drowsy and my bed's calling me. :) On a random note, I want to go prawning soon.
Take good care of yourselves everyone.
Live life to the fullest and don't let life's setbacks bring you down.
What doesn't kill you makes you a stronger person.
With love,
Miss J :)
Thursday, January 06, 2011
It's be great if everything worked out fine for everyone.
Always had the thought of hoping that every single individual in the world will be happy.
There's been too many deaths, murders, suicides and bombings, it's taking away the precious lives
of people. Everyone deserves to live well and grow old. No one has the right to take people's lives
or their own except God.
We were created to love and be loved, not hate and be hated.
Humans are selfish by nature and that's upsetting. If everyone were to be that self-centered,
I don't see a point for us to be living on earth. It's amazing how there are people in this world
who are saints, like guardian angels sent to protect us.
I believe in guardian angels.
I know this sounds silly, but I do have one and my guardian angel protects me all the time.
When I'm upset and feeling really down, I talk to my guardian angel (like literally) but I'm not
crazy alrite? I'm comforted knowing that I'm protected and sheltered. It's been awhile since
I've felt that way. I wish I could embrace that feeling once again.
I hope the guardian angels in the world will help their mortal beings.
Love your guardian angels :)
I have no idea why I'm blogging about this. Must be some random thought on my mind.
Probably because I still have not gotten over my grandmother's death.
I miss you Mama, I wished you never left.
You were the only one who knew me, who I truly was.
The smile on your face, the way you'd sing Christmas songs and
especially the way you kissed me on my cheeks after singing me a birthday song.
I miss you very much, I hope you're doing well up there.
Be happy. I will live my life to the fullest :)
You were the greatest grandma no matter how fierce you were.
I'll always love you.
Signing off,
Miss J
Always had the thought of hoping that every single individual in the world will be happy.
There's been too many deaths, murders, suicides and bombings, it's taking away the precious lives
of people. Everyone deserves to live well and grow old. No one has the right to take people's lives
or their own except God.
We were created to love and be loved, not hate and be hated.
Humans are selfish by nature and that's upsetting. If everyone were to be that self-centered,
I don't see a point for us to be living on earth. It's amazing how there are people in this world
who are saints, like guardian angels sent to protect us.
I believe in guardian angels.
I know this sounds silly, but I do have one and my guardian angel protects me all the time.
When I'm upset and feeling really down, I talk to my guardian angel (like literally) but I'm not
crazy alrite? I'm comforted knowing that I'm protected and sheltered. It's been awhile since
I've felt that way. I wish I could embrace that feeling once again.
I hope the guardian angels in the world will help their mortal beings.
Love your guardian angels :)
I have no idea why I'm blogging about this. Must be some random thought on my mind.
Probably because I still have not gotten over my grandmother's death.
I miss you Mama, I wished you never left.
You were the only one who knew me, who I truly was.
The smile on your face, the way you'd sing Christmas songs and
especially the way you kissed me on my cheeks after singing me a birthday song.
I miss you very much, I hope you're doing well up there.
Be happy. I will live my life to the fullest :)
You were the greatest grandma no matter how fierce you were.
I'll always love you.
Signing off,
Miss J
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
I forgot all about buying 4D. Haha. I know, but the tours that I've sold yesterday is going to gain me a couple more dollars for commission. :) Though it's nothing much, it helps me out a lot. I can get to save more!
I went to work feeling sick today, worse than yesterday. Feeling feverish and the incessant coughing makes my lungs hurt. :( Gee, I hope I can recover soon. Build up a proper immune system body! Go go go! :)
As usual, I've been busy today, but since the director and the manager isn't around, the working environment felt more relaxed and it was indeed more productive. I got many things done today and wasn't feeling too stressed out.
I left the office around 9ish and am feeling pretty exhausted. Think it'll be better for me to sleep early today.
I need to get my passport done soon and get out of the country for a holiday! Haha.
I've been screaming for a holiday but I never seem to be able to leave work aside. I'm just like any other workaholic. :/
Wouldn't it be great if you could be with the person who loves you and you love them as much?
There will be less misery and sorrow. The world would be a place of love. :)
Unfortunately, that isn't reality.
Good night people, with love.
Miss J
I went to work feeling sick today, worse than yesterday. Feeling feverish and the incessant coughing makes my lungs hurt. :( Gee, I hope I can recover soon. Build up a proper immune system body! Go go go! :)
As usual, I've been busy today, but since the director and the manager isn't around, the working environment felt more relaxed and it was indeed more productive. I got many things done today and wasn't feeling too stressed out.
I left the office around 9ish and am feeling pretty exhausted. Think it'll be better for me to sleep early today.
I need to get my passport done soon and get out of the country for a holiday! Haha.
I've been screaming for a holiday but I never seem to be able to leave work aside. I'm just like any other workaholic. :/
Wouldn't it be great if you could be with the person who loves you and you love them as much?
There will be less misery and sorrow. The world would be a place of love. :)
Unfortunately, that isn't reality.
Good night people, with love.
Miss J
04.01.11
I'm late in my blog entry. Need to start blogging on time and on that day itself.
Dear folks, I'm officially sick now. My throat hurts and my body aches.
It's terrible when I'm unwell, I don't get to enjoy the food I eat or taste the fine lime juice during lunch.
My colleague was filling me in on an article she read on the papers about working overtime.
According to studies, working overtime kills and affects the health. It'll become a habitual activity
and this will result in various illnesses, especially heart problems like heart attacks. She was really
concerned about me coz she knows how much hours I pump into getting things done everyday.
She advised me to stop working too much and learn to shorten my overtime hours. She's such a sweetie.
Knowing I have a heart condition, it's great to see how much one cares. :) I should take that into
consideration. I don't want to be dying at such a young age, I have so many other achievements yet to
be accomplished.
Had a pretty long day at work. Managed to leave at 5.30pm on the dot! For once, I could hear the birds
chirp and see the clear bright evening sky.
Over to SIM to make payment for my course. A late one. Haha.
I had dinner cum supper with bay, Maureen and Shirlyn at Turf City's Chong Pang, previously from Marina Bay. The 2 in 1 bbq and steamboat is pretty good and cheap too :)
Afterwhich, Maureen dropped me off at a bus-stop nearby and I took 14 home.
I love long bus rides, gives me plenty of time to just clear my thoughts and rest.
Reached home at 12.30am.
Tired out. Going to doze off now.
I'm late in my blog entry. Need to start blogging on time and on that day itself.
Dear folks, I'm officially sick now. My throat hurts and my body aches.
It's terrible when I'm unwell, I don't get to enjoy the food I eat or taste the fine lime juice during lunch.
My colleague was filling me in on an article she read on the papers about working overtime.
According to studies, working overtime kills and affects the health. It'll become a habitual activity
and this will result in various illnesses, especially heart problems like heart attacks. She was really
concerned about me coz she knows how much hours I pump into getting things done everyday.
She advised me to stop working too much and learn to shorten my overtime hours. She's such a sweetie.
Knowing I have a heart condition, it's great to see how much one cares. :) I should take that into
consideration. I don't want to be dying at such a young age, I have so many other achievements yet to
be accomplished.
Had a pretty long day at work. Managed to leave at 5.30pm on the dot! For once, I could hear the birds
chirp and see the clear bright evening sky.
Over to SIM to make payment for my course. A late one. Haha.
I had dinner cum supper with bay, Maureen and Shirlyn at Turf City's Chong Pang, previously from Marina Bay. The 2 in 1 bbq and steamboat is pretty good and cheap too :)
Afterwhich, Maureen dropped me off at a bus-stop nearby and I took 14 home.
I love long bus rides, gives me plenty of time to just clear my thoughts and rest.
Reached home at 12.30am.
Tired out. Going to doze off now.
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Thank goodness it's a brand new year with a fresh new start :)
It didn't felt like a new year was nearing.
Happy 2011 world! I'm sure all of us ushered in the new year with a couple of resolutions.
I'm no exception. Just that I have not clearly thought about it. This time, it has to be achievable.
I think it's kinda pointless to make resolutions and not keep up to it, defeats the purpose altogether.
I have so many things I want to accomplish, but I never really set my heart and soul into executing it.
Let's start with something simple like exercising? Haha, I have not TRULY exercised ever since I have
no idea when. It's a good start to perhaps kicking off with signing up for a gym membership? Good idea.
In order to remind myself constantly, I would have to come up with a board and write those resolutions
down neatly and in order.
1) To get a gym membership and dutifully exercise at least 3 times a week.
2) To get my driving license by the end of this year, latest 31 December 2011. (Duh?!)
3) Save more money, to try my very best to put aside at least $200 every month.
4) Go for a holiday. Pamper myself. :)
5) To thank God for my life and to love everyone around me more.
6) Concentrate on my studies and excel ( To progress to attain a Masters in the near future)
That's all for now I suppose. Keep it short and simple. Once it has been achieved, I will come up
with another set of resolutions to maintain my well-being. :)
01.01.11
The New Year's countdown was great with the Libidos.
Went to pamper my hair and gave it some long awaited spa at Chapter 2, PS. Haha.
Over to City Hall to meet up with the lovelies and off to Kenny Rogers for dinner,
it's been a while since I had that. Mac & Cheese with corn niblets just made my day!
Talked and laughed over dinner, the feeling was awesome.
Went over to Red one's place to continue the countdown for the new year.
At least, we were like a family celebrating together. Oh, how much I love them.
Back home after which at 6.30 in the morning, slept for awhile before heading out
to meet Bay for camping :)
Finally, the long awaited camping trip soon materialised.
Went to NTUC to get groceries and some necessary stuffs needed for the trip.
Met Bay at Car Park G of East Coast Park. Trust me, the place was pretty secluded
to the point that I felt we lost touch from civilisation.
Pitched the tent and had everything in place before enjoying some quality time.
Macs for dinner and it was so filling, got so bloated up, felt like I was pregnant. :p
02.01.11
In the middle of the night at around 3.30 in the morning, we decided to leave the place
due to the overwhelming mosquito bites that the both of us suffered. Frankly speaking,
the mosquitoes really preferred me, I could hardly count the numbers of bites I had.
We went to visit Ah Pui :)
She is just so adorable, a girl her age is just so innocent.
The innocence that kids have within them is so intriguing.
Makes me wonder why we all had to grow up. Life was simple as a kid,
there were no worries and we were all so carefree.
It's true when they say, the more you socialise yourself with kids, the better it is for you.
Kids show you the beauty of the world we have long forgotten.
I love her so very much, just makes me want to have my very own kids.
The problem is I have a heart condition and doctors say it is not advisable. :/
Not like that would stop me. Hah! :)
Back to Bay's place for dinner at the Gek Poh food court. We enjoy our favourtie fish ball noodles!
It was tough to quarrel and get into a heated argument. Felt like were drifting.
Tears were a form of expression, but who really cared?
03.01.11
Back to work once again :)
Felt good after a long break. As usual, busy like a bee.
I enjoy working though, keeps me occupied and disciplined.
Hope everything runs smoothly tomorrow. Need all the sleep I can get now to continue the battle with FC!
I pray Red One gets a job soon.
I pray that Triplet will have more confidence in herself and love herself for who she is.
I pray that Lesbie will be able to join us for festive celebrations and holidays abroad.
I pray that Darlz knows what he's doing and that he will be happy.
I pray that Bea will get as much blessing and live in bliss.
I pray for everyone who needs a prayer and who needs love, care and peace within themselves.
It's hard to face the world so cruel outside, but I believe we are never alone, we always have our
family, friends and loved ones. So persevere on people! You can do it! :) Believe in yourself.
I think I'm being too long-winded here. Ending off with a quote.
"We may not be who we were in the past, but that doesn't mean we have changed,
we just took off a different role in life. "
Love,
Miss J
It didn't felt like a new year was nearing.
Happy 2011 world! I'm sure all of us ushered in the new year with a couple of resolutions.
I'm no exception. Just that I have not clearly thought about it. This time, it has to be achievable.
I think it's kinda pointless to make resolutions and not keep up to it, defeats the purpose altogether.
I have so many things I want to accomplish, but I never really set my heart and soul into executing it.
Let's start with something simple like exercising? Haha, I have not TRULY exercised ever since I have
no idea when. It's a good start to perhaps kicking off with signing up for a gym membership? Good idea.
In order to remind myself constantly, I would have to come up with a board and write those resolutions
down neatly and in order.
1) To get a gym membership and dutifully exercise at least 3 times a week.
2) To get my driving license by the end of this year, latest 31 December 2011. (Duh?!)
3) Save more money, to try my very best to put aside at least $200 every month.
4) Go for a holiday. Pamper myself. :)
5) To thank God for my life and to love everyone around me more.
6) Concentrate on my studies and excel ( To progress to attain a Masters in the near future)
That's all for now I suppose. Keep it short and simple. Once it has been achieved, I will come up
with another set of resolutions to maintain my well-being. :)
01.01.11
The New Year's countdown was great with the Libidos.
Went to pamper my hair and gave it some long awaited spa at Chapter 2, PS. Haha.
Over to City Hall to meet up with the lovelies and off to Kenny Rogers for dinner,
it's been a while since I had that. Mac & Cheese with corn niblets just made my day!
Talked and laughed over dinner, the feeling was awesome.
Went over to Red one's place to continue the countdown for the new year.
At least, we were like a family celebrating together. Oh, how much I love them.
Back home after which at 6.30 in the morning, slept for awhile before heading out
to meet Bay for camping :)
Finally, the long awaited camping trip soon materialised.
Went to NTUC to get groceries and some necessary stuffs needed for the trip.
Met Bay at Car Park G of East Coast Park. Trust me, the place was pretty secluded
to the point that I felt we lost touch from civilisation.
Pitched the tent and had everything in place before enjoying some quality time.
Macs for dinner and it was so filling, got so bloated up, felt like I was pregnant. :p
02.01.11
In the middle of the night at around 3.30 in the morning, we decided to leave the place
due to the overwhelming mosquito bites that the both of us suffered. Frankly speaking,
the mosquitoes really preferred me, I could hardly count the numbers of bites I had.
We went to visit Ah Pui :)
She is just so adorable, a girl her age is just so innocent.
The innocence that kids have within them is so intriguing.
Makes me wonder why we all had to grow up. Life was simple as a kid,
there were no worries and we were all so carefree.
It's true when they say, the more you socialise yourself with kids, the better it is for you.
Kids show you the beauty of the world we have long forgotten.
I love her so very much, just makes me want to have my very own kids.
The problem is I have a heart condition and doctors say it is not advisable. :/
Not like that would stop me. Hah! :)
Back to Bay's place for dinner at the Gek Poh food court. We enjoy our favourtie fish ball noodles!
It was tough to quarrel and get into a heated argument. Felt like were drifting.
Tears were a form of expression, but who really cared?
03.01.11
Back to work once again :)
Felt good after a long break. As usual, busy like a bee.
I enjoy working though, keeps me occupied and disciplined.
Hope everything runs smoothly tomorrow. Need all the sleep I can get now to continue the battle with FC!
I pray Red One gets a job soon.
I pray that Triplet will have more confidence in herself and love herself for who she is.
I pray that Lesbie will be able to join us for festive celebrations and holidays abroad.
I pray that Darlz knows what he's doing and that he will be happy.
I pray that Bea will get as much blessing and live in bliss.
I pray for everyone who needs a prayer and who needs love, care and peace within themselves.
It's hard to face the world so cruel outside, but I believe we are never alone, we always have our
family, friends and loved ones. So persevere on people! You can do it! :) Believe in yourself.
I think I'm being too long-winded here. Ending off with a quote.
"We may not be who we were in the past, but that doesn't mean we have changed,
we just took off a different role in life. "
Love,
Miss J
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