Freakin - aid..i can't get to sleep..
geez..
guess wat?
our all so clumpsy..blur n stupid jaja LOST her HANDPHONE..
WOW~~
how amazing is that?

gosh..called tt person a zillion times..
din gif a damn about me..
not answering my calls..
like..what the hell???
shit man....
my parents dozen noe that i lost my fone..
if they knew..
i'll b like those roast ducks hanging..
waiting to be eaten..

oh no..wat m i suppose to do now?
man..this is takin up my life..

my precious 8310..
i love it so much....
all the msgs...
all the pic msgs..
the recordings...
DArn....
m i gonna get back my fone??
i hope so...
msged tt gal..told her said tt i'll meet her today in the aftanoon..
hope she returns me my fone...

i wannnnnn my fonnnnnneeeee back~~~~~~~- ja squeals-

but i still wanna thank han..for listenin to me..
n giving me ideas on how to go abt solving this thing..

to amanda also..thanx for hearing me out too...

for nutty n dear...
thanx a million..
dunno how i can eva repay both of u back..

especially dear...
dear went out all the way...
dear even went back to the place where i lost my fone n checked it out agn...
i'm really veri touched..
i dunno wat to say..
i'm speechless...
no one has eva done this before..
not even the one i use to love so much wld do that...

thank you so much dear..
i love you..i really do..
forgive all my stupidity..
for i am as blur as sotong n dumb as dumber...
i noe i get on ur nerves most of the time..
i'm sorry..
i'm truly apologetic..
i'll try to change dear...
i will...just for you..
coz u've done more than expected..

love you loads n always baby...- muackz-

peeps..pray that i get my hp back today yea?
thanx alot..
i'm counting on the prayers..

nitez..signing off..
wif a terrible ache in the heart...

been a long time since i've last update.
decided to do it now.
mind's just filled with stuffs i dun wanna think abt.
wished i could could dwn for christmas tomolo wif dear.
i mean..itz been such a long time already..
never haf i counted dwn to christmas wif anyone special.
now tt i've got my special sumone i cant even do that.
dad dozen allow me.
gosh..watz wrong..
just this time..itz only counting dwn for christmas.
not robbing a bank.


i just dunno wat to say or do.
feel so distressed n upset now.
i really wanna spend time wif dear.
i really wanan share this special moment wif dear.
y cant i just do tt?
i really wish i could.
dear's been so nice to me.
always so caring n loving.
i love dear alot.
n the least i cld do is spend this time wif dear..
i dun wan any christmas gifts or anything.
i just wan to haf this special moment wif my dear..

can i haf it?
will i get my wish?
is Santa listening to me?
Santa..if u're listening,please grant me my wish..
i really hope to do that..
thank you veri much..

- ja's wishing n hoping for the best -
- crosses finger -

i love u loads dear..
i hope ya noe..
all i want this christmas is you..and only you..
no matter what happens,
i'm gonna be by ur side..
to love you always..
sleep tite baby..missing you 24/7

nitez peeps..ciaoz world..tata universe..
miss ya all...

everything has changed..wat do i do?
i hurt you..
i'm sorry...
i noe i hurt u so bad...
but wat can i do now?
things r different now..
even the way we tok on the fone is different..
ur tone..
makes me feel like crying more...
i noe i deserve this..
but please...
i can take all obstacles..
all cold shoulders...
but i just hope that after bearing all these..
i still can haf u by my side...
i noe u still love me alot..ttz y u gave our r/s another chance..
i love you too...
i'm so madly,deeply in love with you..
i need you so much...
i creid so bad...
i only want you...
i dun care if i haf to go thru..
humiliaiton,insults,cold shoulders,attitude...
i dun care...
i just want you to be by my side..
i hope i'm not selfish..
but ir eally love you alot..
please dun leave me...
if you haf to...
i wun blame you..
coz everything started out bcoz of me..

- i'm buried in this emotional tumoil..with no more tears to shed.. -

- i'm dying inside...my heart's collapsing.. -

// my thoughts //


i yearn to understand the pain of love...

i yearn to understand the broken heart...

i yearn to understand the lost friendship...

i yearn to understand why things turn out this way..

i yearn to understand the past...

i wish i could go back to the past...

and change anything i can..

from sadness to joy..

from hurt to happiness..

and from hate to love....

but can i do that now?

no..everything's history..

time does not wait for anyone..

so if it doesn't..

why waste it?

do something meaningfull..

something worth looking back..

something you won't regret..

coz i noe i'll b regretting one thing..

the only thing i've ever regretted in life..

that is not being able to pass my maths..

horrible izn't it?

- gosh - - ja shrugs - that's the way it is..

- 91 - everything's over now..
life's changed..so have we..
i guess it's no use turning back time at all..
it's the past..it's history..
u do not need to apologise..
i've never blamed you for anything..
i admit i was hurt badly..
but i recovered from it..
it's just a wishful thinking on my part..
afta waiting for u for 4 years..
tot tt we could be together..
i guess we're just not meant to be..
you've always been a great friend to me..
i've always treated you as my special friend..
i waited for you..till the day i met my dear..
but u never came back..
i really don't know what to say to you now..
all i wanna say is that,i'm happy wif my dear now..
i love my dear alot..
and i'm sure you love yours too just as much..
we've gone our seperate ways..
it's sad..but that's the way life is..
i've learned one thing for sure..
that is..
'ni na de qi..fang de qi..'
i followed my heart all these years..
but i guess it's just a matter of time tt i learnt to let go..
it was hard coz i still held on tightly..
but now..everything seems to be in place..
coz i've got my dear with me..
i hope tt u'll be happy always..
n i'll never forget the days we had..
the moments we shared..
we'll be friends for life yea?
i do miss you..but only as a friend now..
take care..god bless you.. :p


hey peeps,apologies for not putting the comment box..
gosh..i dunno wat happen..
haha..technical problem..
i'll try to fix it as soon as possible..


love sec 5.2..you peep s r ock..~~//muacks...






+ girl..prelims r over..relax yea? take care..miss ya.. +

Die For LOve


I sit in the park where I dwell,
For this boy I love so well.
He took my heart away from me,
Now he wants to set me free.
I see a girl on his lap,
He says things to her he never said to me.
I ran home to cry on my bed,
Not a word to mother was said.
Father came home late that night,
He looked at me from left to right.
He saw me hanging from a rope,
He took his knife to cut me down.
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave, Dig it deep.
Dig my grave, From head to feet.
And on the top place a dove.
And remember this, I died for love...

i am now caught up in a world of Hope..
not knowing what to do..
missing you so much,
hoping you'll come back soon..
a day without u is like a lack of oxygen in my body..
how am i suppose to not miss you?
days have passed and the time constantly flows..
every single night,i'll look out of the window..
searching for the moon and the stars..
hoping that somewhere out there..
u'll be looking up at the same moon as me..
n the very first star tt i saw for the night,
i'll make a wish that u'll come back soon..

jamming jibbering jaja just jarred the juices.. lol..
lollipops leaping low..
crystal clear custard cake..

J L C

+ guess you've found someone that you've been looking for eh? happy for you..+

hey..i'm back agn peeps..
haha..i noe i've not been updating for like a decade or so..
heez..so here i am now..

loads of things haf been happenin in my life..
n the world's continuously revolvin..
therez just so many things in life tt i haf to learn n tt i've learned..

first..i wanna thank all my juniors for consistently
dropping comments in my comment box..
really appreciate it gals..
love u all loads..
thanx for all ur best wishes,i'll study hard yea?
take good care..-huggies- :p

secondly,i wanna say thanx to all my frenz..
hu haf been there for me..
especially,
- manda`27
- z.y`17
- liyi`12
- shan`03
- hong han`29
- sharifah `07
- ummi `92
- caroyln`31
and the whole of sec `5.2
u gals haf been such great people..
being there for me in times of trouble..
i just hope tt all of u would b happy too..
watever it is,if ya feelin down..
ya noe i'll b there for u gals always..
love ya all soo soo much... :P

Dear..
this is specially for you..
we've been together for 7mths already..
there has been a lot of changes..
influences in our lives..
but i hope no matter wat..
we'll still stay together n be happy..
i love u alot..n i still do..
my feelins for u still remains the same..
it has never faded..
miss you dear..- huggies-
to all the cyf peeps..
oh gosh..
i seriously miss ya guys to the tiniest bits..
itz been so long since i last saw all of you..
i hope things r fine for u all..
- marcus..i read ur blog..
i noe something's troubling u..
hope ya'll get over it soon..
life's lk tt..
we just haf to noe how to face it yea?
if therez anything i can help..
ya noe i'll b there for u always..

to all my cathechism classmates..
been ages since we last saw each other..
hope ya all r havin a good time..
study hard yea?
love n miss yall..:p

to all drama gals..
keep the drama spirit goin yea?
make sure drama stands out..
dun eva let drama fall..
i noe u all can do it..
cheers for all the juniors..-huggies- :p

- 91..i guess u're havin ur own probz too yea?
life's change afta u graduated..
n i tot..we'll remain best of drama pals forever..
hah..but i guess tt was just foolish of me to think tt way..
i really hope to be there for ya when ya need someone..as a fren..
but it seems tt u've got enuff frenz to care for u..
so i'll just step out of ur life now..but if eva one day..
u need someone to tok to,i'll always be here..
there are many things wich i wanna tell you..
but i guess i'll just keep it to myself,
may u b happy always...
coz i've already found my happiness...
haf to thank you though,for hurting me..
so tt i was able to step out of tt circle of love,
to love another agn..farewell..:p

+ may u be happy always..there are times when i think back..n start to miss ya..n all the times we had..+

a love to be loved..
wat m i suppose to do..
i haf this strange feelin..
sumthing's bad gonna happen to us..
mayb i'm thinkin too much..
but i hope things wld be fine for us..

i dun wanna lose you..
i need you..

to all cyf peeps..it been a long tym..
sinc ei saw all of ya..
take care yea?
miss ya all loads...

go 5.2..
we can make it..
love ya all..

i am disappointed...i am..
i dunno watz with the judges...
y can't they see the talent in us?
we've worked so hard for this..
we put in our whole heart and soul..
we did everything we could..

and yet all we got was a Silver....
how can that be?
why?
why?
why?

i'm so upset...
i'm sure everyone feels it too...

hey peeps..i noe it has been hard on u all..
i guess all of us just can't take the blow..
but i noe we've tried..
i believe we will go far sumday..yea?
cheer up peeps.. :p
dun be discouraged people...
we should be happy...
we did well peeps..
we really did well...

-ja gifs a round of applause and a standing avation-


Drama got a silver.....
drama got a silver.....
oh my gosh....


- ja's upset...-sobz- -

happy 6 month dear...
hehe..so happy..
itz been half a year..since we got together...
i loved the tyms we spend together...
i appreciate what u've done for me..
i love you dear..
and i always will..
u noe where ya stand in my heart... miss you loads..
hey mich..hope ya feelin better nw yea?
rest well..and take care of ur health..


love...
just wat is it?
many people seek it..
but thos who haf already found it..wanna lose it..
just how does love act on us human beings..

can u imagine wat love can do to us?
one minute ago..it brings us joy..
another luffter..
and another moment..grieve and sadness...
itz a tremendous turmoil..
to be goin thru this exclusive roller-coaster..
mixed emotions fill us with pressure...

but y is it..
tt we still wanna love..
when it hurts soo much...

the reasons cannot be found..
ther mayb none..
or mayb a few..
or mayb thousands..
but watever the reason is...
no one can really explain..
coz love is an act of self-giving...

love...that's what it is...
and i'm glad i've found my happiness...

have you?

+ miss ya girl.. +

to day is lik e eve r yday.
wit h lo tsa o fevent s happe ni n g.

nowa day sbeen r ea ll y bus y wit h school.
some t im e s, i f e el our class is bein g push ed too far.

ever y one's stress,
there's a la ck of mot i va tion.
peo pl get re st l es s.

wh a t ca n we al l do?

i ju s t hop e that sec 5. 2 ca n pu ll t hru th is..

i j u s t lo v e my cl a ss..

we r ock~

love a ll m y f rie n ds.

and i lov e y o uto o dea r...
Th a nx fo r th e rin g and the nec kla ce..

nite z wor ld..
ci a o z un i v erse...

are we drifting?
i really dunno...
dun ask me..
but i still love u all the same..
hope things turn out better for us..

been in quite a situation...
i dunno wat to do..
am lost...
wif frenship probz...
well..
izit my fault tt all these started?

i just dun get it..
y things r like tt?
i tot this kinda thing wun befall on me..
but guess i was wrong...
it did...
and hu noes..
the worst is yet to come...

life's so unpredictable..
one moment u're happy..
the next moment..
u're sad..
nowadays no matter how i try to put tt smile on my face..
it always ends in vain...

help me someone...
help me...
i feel like i'm goin to vanish frm the earth soon....

happy birthday farhanah..hehe..
a year older now eh?
may ya be blessed with all the wonders of life..
hope tt ya'll b happy always yes gal?

today's lessons were rather interesting..
except for the fact tt..
Sr joe was rather angry wif us..
coz we were late for her lessons n we were still tokin..
sorry sr joe..we din mean it..
hope ya'll accept our apologies.

afta sch...
met up wif dear..
heez..
we went TM..
- darling
- darling's dear.
- p/l
- nu-er
- cheesecake
- shan2
- Dear..

den we went to the food court n eat..
haha..
cool rite?
afta tt..
we shop shop..
acc darling to the OP shop..
she bought her bag..
haha..cute sia..blue colour..

afterwhich..
shan had to go home..
den left the seven of us..
we went to spotlight..
got bottles for miss teo..
we bought for her sweets...
she's so nice to us..
budden nowadays she seems so stress..
n i feel veri sad when i see her like tt..
miss teo is a super duper teacher..
she understands our class n is always at our side..

this is just a token of appreciation miss teo..
hope ya'll accept it..
eat a sweet everytym..
n think of us when ya're stressed yea?
-huggies-

ltr..they all went home..
left me..darling n her dear..n my dear..
we took 31 together..
n went home..
yepz..

dear..poor u..
so tired..
yet ya made the effort to acc me..
thanx so much for everything..
n i hope i wun feel the same way agn lk yst yea?
really appreciate it..
rest well yea?
miss ya..
love ya..


to eveyrone out ther whom i noe..
stay happy always..
miss ya peeps..
take care...
haf fun...

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..


+ wish we could be like last tym..havin the tym of our lives.. +

back again..haha..
today nothing much happened..
well..had lessons as usual..

afta sch..went to eat
'chou dou fu' wif moi frenz..
- cheesecake
- shan shan
- p/l
- tenbucks
- jie

went to geylang there..haha..took 26..
not so bad ar..
ate until quite shiok sia..
lol..budden the toufu like not smelly enuff..

ai sey..den wah...
i think we all were lucky..
there was this cute guy..
my gosh..oh my gosh..
shuai ge can? so cute...gosh...- gorgeous-
budden he can't stnad the smelly beancurd smell..
haha..so cute sia..the way he say..'woah' lol...

tenbucks and p/l also cannot stand the smell..lol..
ltr..we walked to get sum beancurd to eat..
pei jie go buy durians also..
wah sey...

den itz like tenbucks was our tour guide..
den she say the journey only was two bus-stops away..lol..
so we were like..alritey..we walk wor...
den we walk..
walk..
wlak..
walk...
den we were all so tired..
den we found out tt..
the journey was veri long...
we walk frm lorong 40 sumthing..
to lorong 9..
haha..so far...
but it was ok lar...
wasn't intentional..
not her fault..
but we were really exhausted..heez...

den tenbucks and shan acc jie go buy durians..
den me,cheescake and p/l waited for our beancurd order and other stuffs..
den we went to find jie,shan and tenbucks..
den ltr we all headed home..

just ifnsihed dinner..
now chatting wif gilbert and angel...
gosh..missed angel can..
so long nia tok to her liao..
n gilbert's funny..lol..

i miss you...
do u noe?
not even a single msg or call frm u..
u said u wld call..
until now i'm sitll waiting..
gosh..
baobei..i miss u can?
hehe..haf tym..
drop me a comment yea?
take care...

alritey..end off here..
gotta do sum revision..
haf fun peeps...
miss ya all...

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..

+ today was fun..coz i practically teased u all the way..miss ya..+

hey hey..i'm back peeps..lol..
bet all of ya miss me rite? lol...
it's been so long since i last updated..

life's been rather good..i cna say..
but therez loads of homework to do..
-gosh-

had lotsa activities goin on these few days..
did enjoy myself a lil..

today..went to Escape~ yeah...
met liyi at abt 2 sumthing..
den waited for Dear...

Dear afta awhile said had sumthing on..
den i was kinda disappointed and upset..
coz it seems as though my dear din wanna cum at all..

so..i decided not to spoil the mood of liyi and her dear..
therefore..i happily tried to play the games with them..
it was kinda cool..we crapped n stuffs like tt..
i felt kinda bad..
coz they were the ones to accompany me to wait for my dear..

at abt sumthing..
Dear called..said can make it..
den Dear came at 9 sharp.
so we played only a few games..
before Escape closes..
gosh...only two rides can..
i wanna faint liaoz..-pengz- lol...
but it was alrite..

Dear made the effort to come down..
n i'm really happy..
just as long as Dear was them with me..
nothing else mattered..

now back at home..
really tired..
woke up so early in the morning summore..yepz..

Dear..thanx so much for coming down..
i'm really happy to see ya..
even if it was for a while today..
i still appreciated it..
and cherished every moment of it..
love you dear..to the tiniest bits..
- muackzkzkz _ :p
liyi and her deardear..
thanx ya peeps..
for accompanying me..
i'll make it up to you peeps..
gif ya a treat sumtym yea?
- huggies -

hope everything's goin on fine for everyone out there..
take good care..
and before i forget..

- happy belated birthday to maggie~~ -
heez..yst din haf tym to blog..
so now i'm wishing you here magz..
haf a great year ahead..
one year older liao wor..
mature..mature liao eh? :p
tomato..stay happy always okz? -winkz-

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..

+ i hope you're doin fine..sumtyms i can't help but worry for you.. +

is it me..mum?
is it you..mum?
or is it just dad?

three-way communication breakdown just now.
don't find it fascinating.
i get blamed all the time.
i'm not complaining,
but i just feel that it's not my fault.

i knew that ever since young,
i gave ya trouble mum..
i apologise.
but i hope that you noe..
how it feels to be blamed,
for every single thing that happens.

i guess it's always me and me alone rite?
it's just me.....
it's just me....

There goes another scolding..
what is wrong with you mum??
sometimes i had enough of you..
i've HAD ENOUGH....
i'm thru with this kind of attitude..
u wanna noe watz in my bag..
watz in my wallet..
watz in my diary...
everything...

dun ya even noe wat is meant by privacy?
i guess u were never taught abt it rite?
just leave me alone......okie?
that's all i'm asking of you...

- |'m sick of having to go through this again... -

happy 5th month..
dearie..
hehe..so happy..
thanx alot for everything u've given me..
i really appreciate it..
hope we can make it thru all the obstacles..
and be happy for as long as we can..
love ya loads..
-muackz-

- hey baby..[[07]]
i noe itz been tough for you..
i dunno y..
but i can feel ur misery..
i noe..at this point of time..u're feeling numb..
but i just wan ya to be happy..
misery is a shortcoming..
it cld b never-ending..
but watever it is..u've got to pull urself together..
i can only be here to lend ya a listening ear..
the rest is up to you..
life is like tt..
it's never fair..
but just as long as u're willin to move on..
i can help u..
thru this painful journey of urz..
to seek ur own happiness..
the only happiness tt belongs to you..
stay happy always..
-huggies-

ciaoz peeps..
nitez world..
love ya all..
take care..hope to see all of ya soon..

// 71 loves 17..your presence is my existence //

// you are that beautiful..
you're my shining star..
you're the light of my life..
how can i ever do without you?
life has never been the same as before..
you've brought out the change in me..
you've taught me the facts of life..
and now i fully understand..
what itz like to b responsible..
what else can i say?
i'll never b able to do anything without you..
i've never felt that loved before..
i guess that's just it..
God send me an angel..like you..
to guide..protect and most importantly..
heal this wounded heart of mine..
piecing them back together..
with your amazing hands..
it's like a prayer answered..
never would i thought fate played a part in my life..
now i realise..
how much you mean to me..
you're my everything..
nothing else matters..
just as long as we're together..
i can feel the passion we have for each other..
the burning flame of love in my heart..
belongs to you and me only..
it'll never stop burning for you..
and whatever happens..
i'll be here by ur side always..
i can't promise you anything..
coz i neva wanna break any of them..
all i can say is..
i'm here for you..
and so are you..
this is enough..
i don't need anything....
just to noe that u're in my heart every minute of every day..
life goes on perfectly..
even at my darkest moments..
i noe i have you...//
::: | |ove you :::

today was a good day overall..
haha..
it's my birthday..
and i'm really happy..

the moment i came to sch diz morning..
i was greeted anxiously..
by p/l and nu-er...
heez..they so cute..
wish me happy birthday..
den when i went into class..
everyone started wishing me..
oh gosh..so happy can?
really am touched..
love ya gal loads and to the tiniest crumbs..lol..

den nu-er handed me a pressie..
itz frm hot cross bun,p/l and nu-er..
and guess wat they got for me??
heez...it's ELMO...lol..
so happy..
i like elmo alot..

afta sch..
went wif jie..
tried calling dear..
but to no avail..
gosh...
den went to the 'ke ai ji' there and makan..
afta tt..
went to my void deck there..
tok and tok and tok..lol.
until 7p.m..den jie took cab home..

finally dear called was so worried can...
haha..
den parents bought chilli crab..
yummy...
ate dinner den celebrate my birthday..

now just blogging..
and would like to say a few words to sum peeps..

- 03 cheer up yea gal?
saw ya crying today..
really feel the pain for ya..
hope ya doin fine now..
u're sick..
take ultra good care of urself yea?
i'm here wheneva ya need sumone alritey?
- miss ya- - huggies..

- timmy thanx for ya birthday wish..
itz been a long tym since i saw you..
or even tok to you.
but hope ya doin fine yea?
- smiles -

-p/l,nu-er,hotcross bun..
hehe
thanx for ya pressie..
really appreciate it n love it..
-muackzzz-

-10,29,91
hehe..thanx for ur wished..
really made my day..

- lao gong..hehe thankew..
haha
for the kiss..
and the wished..
n for bringin back my skirt..
lol...

- baby..sweetheart..
thanx too the both of ya..
my precious ones..
-huggies-

+ if life could be that simple.. +

it's just wat it is..isn't it?
i seem to be so dumb..
i keep everything to myself..
i dun tell ya...
i dunno y..
and mayb that's the bad side of me..
i juz dun tell peeps my probz..
coz i always believe tt ..
they haf more probz den me..
dear...
i hope ya understand..
i'm not hiding anything frm ya..
itz just tt..
i dun tend to share wat i feel wif peeps..
i dun wan ya to get worried..
i noe u're upset..
and i'm sorry..
take good care of urself alritey?
miss ya loads...
love ya to the tiniest crumbs..

afta sch..
jie acc me n my sis..
sis wanted to cut hair..
woahoo..
her hair is short now..
haha..
but kinda cute..
den lao gong joined us..
my lao po acc my lao gong to the salon..
afta tt she left..

ltr,we went to get bubble tea to drink..
den bought bowl noodles back home..
and sum tidbits..
to eat..
haha..
jia n lao gong suggested cooking..
lol...den i was like..cannot..mum dun allow..lol..
watched a ghost show vcd..
lol..brutal..
den lao gong went to play wif my comp..
let me listen to her song..
faints...lol..
den jie also came in n join us followed by my mei..
they left abt 7.10 lk tt...
haha

den did my chinese revision..
study sia..
cool..
den ltr tok to jie..
den shan..
den dear...

now am bloggin n ironin my uniform at the same tym..
alritey..
end here..

ciaoz world..
nitez universe..

+ at this moment..
i think i really need you.. +

i guess it's just human nature..
people over react..
people judge..
people condem..
people gossip..
every one does haf a weak point..
a strong point..
and everyone is good in their own way..
itz juz tt sumtyms we make mistakes..
we can afford that..
coz we noe..from experience..
we are able to learn..
no one is perfect..

it's either you're enemies or friends..
lovers or haters..
we dun haf much of a choice do we?
but there's one thing we can change..
and that's our attitude and consideration for people..
in life..nothing is impossible..
ya just haf to haf the confidence to do it..

to everyone out there..
i noe i'm not perfect..
i haf lotsa weaknesses..
but i hope u all would help me thru it..
i noe i've made a lot of mistakes..
budden dun judge me coz of that..
in my whole life..
all i eva wanted was to be a good fren..
so i hope ya people wun shun me..
and for those hu hate me..
i can't help it..
but i hope things would turn out for the better...

was suppose to study afta sch today..
budden no one stayed back..
so i went wif p/l and tumeifu..
to meet dear and jie..
haha..
just on tym..
den we were all crapping n luffin..
lame can? lol..

den p/l went of wif tumeifu..
send tumeifu home..
jie,dear and me went to haf lunch..
lol..makan..makan..
yummy...lamb chop..
followed by a movie..
'BrUce AlMigHty' haha..
the show was hilarious..
should catch it all of ya yea?

met sarah and missy also..
missed that gal man..
sarah..hope ya do fine yea?
good luck in ya future yea?
take care...

ltr..went home..haha..bfore that went to the playground for a while..
played..haha..
den went home..

thanx for today dear..
hope ya back is fine yea?
take lotsa care..
i miss ya laods n lots..-huggies--muackz-

thanx jie for acc-in me..
hehe
hope ya well too yea?
dun think too much..alritey?
take care...-huggies-

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..

+ u'll neva b forgotten..
u'll always remain in my heart..
my one and only special baby 4eva..
miss ya..+

happy Birthday NAt...
haha..u're a year older now..
may god bless ya always..
n may u b happy..yea?

-keke- so fast..
itz gonna b my bday soon also..
lol..- hintz-

today..had lessons as usual..
had sum tok in the hall by Mrs koh n mrs joseph..
den followd by lessons..
gosh..
i failed huManities..
man..i cant even believe it..
i've always scored well.
guess itz tym i bucked up..
den had chinese drill..
it was good today..
had the motivation to learn..

afta sch..
went to the hosp wif my sis..
had our usual check-ups..
m okz..thank goodness..
haha..everyone was wearin a mask..
funny..
n i was one of them too..
gosh..security was so tight..
gotta take temprature n stuffs like tt..
had dinner wif my mum n sis at the cafe..

went home afta tt..
got home..n now just bloggin away..
haf so many frenz to care abt out there now...

-17 jie..cheer up..
dun b dis-heartened or depress..
it realyl hurts me to see ya like tt..
i noe life can b unfair sumtyms..
but itz up to us to learn frm it..
juz rem tt i'll b there for u yea?
love ya..

-17 dear..dun worry..
wateva happens..ya haf me yea?
will love ya always..

-61 mei..i noe u're troubled..
but yea..cheer up..
i'm here..
life ain't tt easy..
but we've got to learn to accept it yea?

-03 shan..hope ya alrite yea?
come to sch soon..
miss ya loads..

-04 happy birthday nat..hehe..

-29 thanx angel..
for the support..
for being there..
when no one was online except you..
thanx a million..
i owe ya one..- huggies-

-07 baby..dun worry too much abt stuffs yea?
i'm here for ya..
frenship cases r always like tt..
just hope tt everything turns out well for ya yea?
miss ya..-huggies-

- 91 lao po..
hope ya r ok already..
if ya haf any probz..juz drop me a msg yea?
take care...

-12 darling..haf fun..take care..miss ya...

-31 nu-er..hope ya doin fine..
live life well..
n stay happy always~

-27 p/l..keke..
hope cha doin alritey..
haf fun..
cya 2mr..

to everyone out there..
if eva u need a listenin ear..
ya noe i'm here..
take care..-muackz-

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..

the last day of may..
n itz a saturday..

well..today woke up at 12.22p.m
haha..
den hurriedlu went to watch..
'ai qing da muo zhou'
featuring HEBE and Ella of S.H.E..

afta that..
ate my lunch..
den got on the comp,
chat wif ethelbert,joachim,juliana,dorcia n p/l..
heez..so long nia tok to Juliana..
she was really nice..
encouragin me n stuffs like that..
thanx alot juliana..really appreciate it..

afta that..
went for a bathe..
den got ready to go out wif mum..

we went to dhoby ghaut's[hope my spelling's rite] lol..
this fashion..
to get my birthday clothes..
haha..
so happy..
bought quite a num of clothes..
afta wich we proceeded to Bishan..
to meet my dad..

he went for a hair cut..
woohoo..
new look..
handsome guy he is..
haha
ate at the nearby coffeeshop..
the duck rice there is good..i tell ya..
gosh..itz heavenly..
should try it some time yea peeps?

den went to junction 8's bread talk..
got a few buns..n breads n cakes..
lol..
yepz..
ttz basically it..
n den went home..
my sis wasn't wif us..

haha..
she was havin a good time wif her frenz..
but anywayz..
i did njoy my day overall..
it was cool..

baobei..hehe..so long nia write msg for u liaoz..
anywayz..u take care yea?
miss ya loads n lots..
hope to see ya soon..
gosh..itz been a long tym since we last chat yea?
- huggies - -muackz -

mei..thanx for all the encouragement..
dun think too much abt stuffs yea?
take care..
miss ya..
[dorcia]

to everyone..
thanx for everything..
lover ya all..
may our frenships keep on blossoming..
anytym ya need me there..
i'll b here for ya all yea?
-muackz--huggiessss-

nitez world..
ciaoz universe...

i'm lost...
i feel so upset...
wat m i suppose to do?
wat am i gonna do without you?

watz happening?
ur words...
ur voice...
ur tone...
makes me wanna cry...

i dun wanna lose you..
i dun wanna forget you..
ya noe i need you..

i'm always here for ya..
whenever ya need me..
juz promise me..
u'll remain stable..

i love you i really do..
all the time i was too shy to say..
but now i think ihave to,
before itz too late..
i love you..
i love you..
i really do..
i miss you..
i wanna b there for u...
i wanna stay by ur side always..
we'll go thru this together..
we'll make it thru..

i noe u're feelin tired..
u're feeling's numb..
u juz dun feel like thinkin..
or even bothering abt stuffs..
but..u haf to pull urself together..
u haf to..
i will help u...

++ no matter wat happens..i'm gonna stay by ur side..++

- Ja feels so helpless..i just feel like crying out..-

look man..
now my blog's a whole load of mess..
gosh..
man..
watz wrong wif it?
or izit juz me? lol..

today's marking day..
oh gosh..
man..
i was practically at home the WHOLE day..
how does tt sound to u?
good?bad?ok? lol..
did nothing much..
back to sch tomorrow..
thank goodness...

[03] y nia go sch..missed ya can..
hope ya coming to sch tomorrow..
take good care of urself yea?
±huggies±

Darling..u also nia come to sch..
sick also wor..
hope ya take good care of urself..
miss ya loads..
come to sch tomorrow okz.

Juls..my only juls..
come to sch tomorrow..
miss ya...

darlene...come to sch tomorrow also yea?
miss ya..
tym to do sum catchin up wif ya yea?

to all the peeps out there hu noes me..
haf a great day tomorrow..
njoy ya sch days..
njoy ya work days..
n most imptly..
live life to the fullest..
n smile everyday..yea?
±huggies± smilies..

missed ya dear..
there's just sumthing abt ya..
tt i can feel..
i think i've fallen real deep..

+ hope tt ya'll b happy always..miss ya.. +

it's always the case izn't it?
everyone goes thru this phase..

life's not always smooth..
the road n the path...
the obstacles in the way..
is never-ending..
but wat's pleasing to noe is that..
at least..
ya haf someone to count on..
your frenz
your family
your god..

always remember..
that there isn't one thing tt god can't do for you..
it's just tt sumtyms..
we haf to go thru sum trials..
to learn the real hard facts of life..
n in this way..we grow..
to b matured..
n to think..

ppl make mistakes..
everyone does..
but itz up to us..
to accept tt..
not codemn them..
it mayb tiring..
but at the end of the day..
wat realli pays off is that..
u noe u did all u could for ya fren..
at least u tried..
no matter how tired u were..
this kind of feelin goes thru alot..
but once ya get the real taste of it..
itz worth just continuously,
comforting advising n even so being there for ur fren...

i'm not saying itz easy..
but we all must try..

so my frenz..if eva u need someone..
i'm here..
for all of u always..
coz i noe..
ttz the least i could do..
i neva wanna see all of ya sad...
cheer up peeps..
love ya all...

+ hope ya feelin betta..dun wanna see ya sad..it breaks my heart too.. +

yesterday =>

miss tan was mean yst..
got us out..
din allow us to do the experiment..
gosh..i haf no comments for her..

jie came to my hse afta tt..
waited for jiefu..
den we were like tokin n crappin..
afta tt i send her dwn..
came up n took a nap..slept for abt 2 and a half hours.

bathed..
changed..
went to toa payoh..
to see the cyf peeps..
been so long since i saw them..
met ethelbert..
saw judette..haha..my gal..
so long nia see her..missed her boy..

haha..den met her...
hehe..
she fetched me home..
haha..
so sweet of her..
juz love her to the ultimate bits..

- darling..hope ya feelin alrite..
cheer up yea gal?
of therez anything botherin ya..
u noe u can always gif me a call..
take care...

today =>
nothing much happened..
juz went ECP wif my parents n sis..
haha..
njoyed ourselves quite a lil..
hehe...
now am back..
gotta go take a lil shower..
feelin uncomfortable..
oooh...
n today the stars were so beautiful...
wished u were here wif me dear...

ciaoz peeps..
tata

had the last paper today
physics.guess wat?
i dun think i can make it.
darn..

had a lil prob today.
complications.
gosh..
man..
really was sad alritey..
n disappointed too..
juz hope things lk tt wun happen agn.
coz it really hurts.
anywayz,itz the past.
i've learned to let go n put it behind me already.
now i'm back on my feet agn.
-yay- cheers for ja.

afta the paper,
went to town.
with lotsa peeps,
-darling n her dear
-angel
-p/l
-lao gong
-nu-er
-cheesecake
-pretty lady
-tomato
-siew yong n carol
-jie
-dear...

shopped at far east den heeren.
njoyed..cool..-heez-
dear got me my boyfren pic..
-hideaki takizawa-
gosh..juz loveeeeee him...
so shuai.. - ja melts -
heez...

overall..things were good today..
took neo print n stuffs..
bought a bracelet cum anklet for myself.
got the same design n pattern as angel n p/l.
heez..so happy..
nu-er bought the heart shaped one.
we got the star-shaped ones.

cheescake..pretty lady..
nice eyebrows..
- heez -
like them..neatly done..
go gals..

reached home abt 7plus
tot i was gonna get it frm my dad.
but..nah..
he's nice..
hehe..dun get any scolding..
- jumps for joy -

± dear...
thanx for everything...
i guess we r really meant to be..
we're just so fated..
i believe love will take us thru..
love you dear..
§ muackz n hugz...§

+ sumtyms..i dunno y..
i feel so comfortable wif ya..
juz makes me think of last tym..
mayb i'm being too sensitive..
but this tym i'm positively sure..
that i m indeed..
beginning to miss ya alot..+

nitez world..
ciaoz universe...
miss ya all..take care peeps..
sec 5.2 rulesZZZ...
-yea-

maths paper 2 today..
haha..
dun ask..
din do most of the qns..
was like totally lost..
man..
itz was bad..
bad..
bad..
real..bad..
sure gonna flung maths agn..
- geez -

lasted for two n a half hrs..
oh gosh..
at the end of the paper..
was so stressed up..
n the right side of my butt hurt..
gosh..
think i sat too much on the right..
lol..

ltrz..acc angel,p/l,drama pal,ni-er n hot cross bun..
walk to the other side of bedok..
to eat prata..
buddne on the way..
we saw a playground..
n it had SWINGS..
lol..so we went to play it..
gosh..
so cool..
reminiscing childhood days..
man i miss mine...
den it was abt 11.30 already..
gotta meet dear..
so went off first..

met dear..
den we proceeded to the place where they werw..
njoyin their prata..
haha..i ate prata too..
ate two ko-song..
den they left for tm...

so me n my dear..walked back to the park there..
sat there..
toked..
chat..
the weather was like so hot can..lol...
den went to my hse..chat..haha toked..
went home to change..
met dear dwnstairs..
den learned n revised thru physics..
n we started crappin agn..
was luffin our hearts out..oh gosh..lol..
den went home liaoz..
coz was like 7 sumthing already..-hahs-

± thanx dear...
for today..
as usual..
u've always been so nice..
as to accompany me..
spend time wif me..
i really appreciate it..
love ya loads..
-muackz n hugz -

± peeps..good luck for the last paper tomorrow..
work hard..
study smart..
take care..
n slp early yea?
love ya all to the tiniest crumbs..
- ciaoz..tata.. -

+ i dunno y..
but i'm still missing you sumhow..
juz hope it dozen get deeper.. +
ciaoz world..
nitez universe..
i'm off..

papers today were bad
even worse den yst.
oh gosh..
help..
how can i eva make it??
maths..almost 20plus marks gone.
bio..worse..dunno wat i was writing..
jz hope it wun lead to a tragic fate of mine..

afta sch..
met dear..
shan came ova to my hse first..
den ltr dear and i fetched her back to her hse..
den ltr dear and i went to eat ke ai ji..
yummy..heez..

den went near shan's block the void deck,
studied maths..
abit only..
den dear n i started chatting..
just basically tokin abt things under the sun..lol..

den saw angel,sweetheart and baby..
called them..
den they came over..
left 2 curry puffs wif us..n den went off..
said they'll b back ltr..
haha..
den they came back..wif guava's n slurpees..
sweetheart was just tokin bout the guy at the counter..
baby was soo quiet..gosh..
haha..
angel was like..luffing all the way..
sweetheart luffed even worse..lol..
den jus basically toked n crapped..
n leuffed all our hearts out..
it was really fun..

mag tan came..
was round the area..
so they left..
n me n my dear went about tokin agn..
lol..so funny..
den we shifted place..toked till abt 7sumthing..
den went home..
afta tt dear left...

» thanx dear for today..
really njoyed the time wif u..
hopefully..
we haf more time together in the future..
love ya loads..
miss ya lots..»

» peeps of sec 5.2
work hard yea?
study peeps..
noe itz stressful..
but we can do it yea?
good luck for tomorrow..
love ya all..¦huggies¦

+ i dunno y..but i kinda miss ya too..wat m i suppose to do? -

exams today agn.
as usual.
watz new?

had geog paper,
it was relatively okz,i tot.
but for accounts.
oh gosh..
some one help me..
made loads n lotsa mistakes..
man..
hope i can pass though.

afta the papers,
a few of us decided to stay back
but we went to bedok inter first.
go and haf lunch.
at burger king.
yea..so long nia eat already kz..

peeps hu went >

-sweetheart
-baby
-wati
-pengsidoodles
-jie
-lao gong
-tomato
-siu ing
-cheesecake
-jo
-angel
-siew yong
-cuifen

on the wat back to sch..
sat 17..
had this stewpid..'briatch'
wateva lor..
like watz her prob man..
attitude sia..
say our sch les sch..
den wat abt her?
neva reflect..
gosh..
such a minah sial..
can't stand..
hope i dun see her next tym..
± freakin fool ±

came back to school n practised maths.
tomato cut her hair..hehe..cute sia..
but still the same style..faints..lol..
all the way till 7++ alrite..
so late..
miss chua was teaching the rest of them in the classroom..

baby and i stayed outside..
toked n crapped..
haha..baby's such a darling..lol..

den we all went home..
poor sweetheart..
tt pengsidoodles lar..
go n hit her stomach..
hope she's fine now..
poor sweetheart..sayang..

alritey..
good luck for ya papers peeps..
haf a good rest..
miss ya all..
will b praying for all of ya..
± huggies ±

dear...
i just haf this feelin tt we're gonna drift..
man..
i miss ya...

+ i miss her..sumtyms i wish.. i din leave her at all... +

confusion?
i'm all messed up now.
mood's changed..
how do i describe how i feel now?
can't even study properly,
my mind's just full of your images..

wat am i to do?
can you tell me?

i'm missing you terribly..
till now..
i'm just patiently waiting for your message..

+ how do i let go of what i'm feeling now? +

happy birthday jie~~~
hehe..u're a year older nw..
wish you all the best..
may you b happy always..

hey peeps..apologise for not joining u al today..
mum din allow..
she wanted me to spend tym wif her..
yepz..
hope ya gals njoyed urselves..
and revised ur a/c well..

Bao bei zash..haha..alemak..
so honoured ot b ur baobei sia..
hehe..
anywayz..u take care yea?
miss ya...xiang ni wor..
muz miss me kz? winkz..

dear...thanx so much for cumin dwn n pei me..
really wanted to see you..
love ya..
miss ya..
muackz~~

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..
love all 5/2 peeps..

had social studies exams today..
gosh...
it was alritey..not too bad..
but still..i din manage to complete it..
the last source-base qn..
and a lil of the section b's structured qn..
but overall..it was ok..

afta the exams..
went to bedok interchange..
MAc's...
ate wif lotsa peeps..
uncountable sia..
-nu-er
-hot cross bun
-jie
-drama pal
-p/l a.k.a tudi
-cuifen
-angel [ han ]
-zhi zhu
-cheesecake
-darling
-shan
-siew yong
-carol
so many peeps rite..
all of us were like grabbing coupons..
haha..funny..
juz to get the meals at a cheaper price..
chat..tok..luff our hearts out..
n juz basically crapping..lol..

afta which..shan..darling n jie came ova to my hse..
den..dear also came..
sang our lungs out...
ka-ra-oke..lol..
followed by..tomato..cuifen..cheesecake n carolyn hu came to my hse..
den my lao gong..
woah..like machiam gathering lk tt..
played the comp...
crapped agn..lol..

den slowly a few of them left...
until only me,darling,nu-er,lao gong,angel and dear left..
all of them stayed till lk 6.5p.m..
den they went off...
fetched them dwn...

+ hey peeps..
hope ya njoed yaself's today..
haf a good rest..
study for geog n a/c yea?
brainwash urself b4 ya do anything okz?
take care..miss ya peeps..
nitez...

+ dear...
thanx for takin the effort to cum all the way
dwn here agn..
i really appreciate it..
juz love you to the tiniest bits..
^muackz^ ^hugz^
cheer up yea dear.....
i'm always here for ya...

gonna revise a lil of geog..
followed by bed time..
ciaoz world..
nitez universe..
adIoS~

happy 4th month..
haha
happy..
love you dear..

the incident at ECP today..
was terrible..
horrible..
vergetable..
cucumber..
shall not elaborate..lol..

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..
good luck for Social studies paper tomorrow..
rest well peeps..

today,
had eng and chi paper 2..
it was alrite..
not too bad..
but it was definitely..
much harder to cope than paper one..
man...

afta exams today..
was supposed to go out with angel and p/l
budden angel say she forgot to bring her bus pass..
so in the end she went home..
so only me and my p/l..
went to orchard and gai..
after wich we met up with darling and aline..
haha..
den we shopped together..
had to brainstorm what to get for DEAr..
heez...
in the end..
got for dear..,
the two zhu zhu huggin each other..
so ke ai can..

ltr..darling and aline went off to far east...
den me and p/l..
went to taka's food court and makan...
we both went to meet dear and nutty afta we ate..
we went to take neoprint..
haha..me and p/l so blur..
in the end..only printed one copy of it..lol..
funny sia..

we fetched p/l to somerset mrt station..
den went to the singtel building..
coz nutty needed to settle sum stuffs..
den met nutty's stead..
we walk n tok at the same time..
funny can..
got to noe each other a lil betta..
den both of them went off 1st..
dear send me home..

on the way in the mrt..
played wif dear's hp..
the games were so cute..
kept playin n losing to dear...
haha..not a born genius in this kinda stuff..
lol..

yepz..toked to shan..
followed by nu-er on the fone..

now waitin for dear ...
to log on to irc...
yepz..
anywayz..end here..
ciaoz world..
nitez universe..
miss everyone i noe...(=

i dunno
i feel the need to break free..
i'm feelin the pressure...
mom and dad..
mayb u din noe..
mayb u neva knew..

the care and love ya gif me..
adds on to the pressures in my life..
i juz feel this way..

y can't ya juz let me go out?
juz this once..
i dun wanna say much..
i told ya i'll study..
means i will..
coz i dun wanna let ya all down..
my frenz..my dear..n everyone..

itz juz tt sumtyms it seems..
tt itz hard for me to handle..
did ya ever notice..
i neva told ya my probz b4..
coz i noe u wun understand at all...

i just wish..
tt this once..
u'll b able to apsre a thought for me..
thanx..


dear..
at this point of time..
i really need you..
i'm sorry..
i can't make it on the 15th..
i tried askin my dad..
he juz wun let me go..
i juz hope..
u'll b by my side..
to help me..and comfort me all the way..
i juz need ya presence..
coz ttz good enuff..

if only...........

- ja is caught in a daze -

afta school...
pei lao po go and find sweetheart,baby and wati..
den lao po was nice enuff to pei me back..
where zy,han,amanda,yvonne were waitin for me..

we went to pei zy go n pick love seeds..
jie so sweet..
*haha*
halfway pickin..
den it was pourin..
poor jie..juz wasn't her day..
we got caught in the rain..
so we quickly ran to the nearest coffeeshop..
for shelter..
*hehe* lucky tumiefu knew the way..
den we ended up at a prata coffeeshop..
wah..
den me,zy,amanda and han..
ate prate there..
*wooo* the prata was good..veri shiok..
recommendation...
next tym mux go there agnz..lol..
den called dear...
toked to her..
went to shop and save..
gai gai..explore..lol..
visited the pet's shop..
the fish shop..
jie bought small lil fishes back..
cute sia...

den we went back to pick love seeds agn..
we help her..
lol..

den we took cab back home...
jie fetched us back..den she went home..
angel and p/l cmae to my hse..
followed by darling and her dear and shan..
we sang Kar-oke...
heez...
den i was tokin to dear all the way...
missed dear alot can...
gosh...

hope i can go out on vesak day..
*prays earnestly*
gonna ask my mum tomorrow..

okok....
end off here..
nitez peeps..ciaoz world...
rock on universe..(=

happy mother's day~~~
heez..yay~~

mum..
thanx for all the love ya showered on me..
thanx for caring..
for being concern..
for loving me..
and..
taking good care of me..
for these past 17 years..
it must b really hard on you..
but yet..
this day neva passes..
w/o saying..
i love you mum..
- muackz -

went for mass..
ate at the coffeeshop.
went to fetch my dog from the vet's.

reached home.
slept for abt 3 hrs..
woke up..
played the comp,
ate dinner
did a/c hmwk..

now itz tym to sleep..
gtg
ciaoz world..
nitez universe~~~

dear..
wished we had more tym together..
miss ya real bad...

had exams today.
eng paper 1 and chinese paper one.
eng was kinda alrite..been able to cope with eng..
as for chinese,din really noe wat i was writing..
gosh..i hope i pass..

was suppose to study physics with Miss tan..
but the 1/1 room had to be locked up..
so no place for us to study..
therefore..
hwee sing went home..
carolyn,shan,liyi,zhengying and me went for a drink..
at the " ke ai ji " coffeeshop.
mum called yelled and screamed..
asked y i wasn't back..
kinda pissed off wif her..
but anywayz..
all was well..went i got back home..
fetched liyi to the 222 bus-stop..
den acc shan to her hse..
ltr..carolyn n zhegying went to my hse..
was suppose to study..but in the end..
we ended up chattin n luffin all the way..funny sia..

afta they went home..i took a bath..
got ready to fort canning wif mum,dad and sis..
but sis n i decided to treat mum to dinner..
so we went to marina square..
ate at kenny roger's..woah..
- yummy yummy -
proceeded to esplanade..
dad n mum say they neva been there..
so we went there...
explored..
interestin atmoshpere..
really packed..lol..
afraid of SARS?? nah...

dinnoe wat to buy for mum..
so my sis n i went to haf a look ..
at all those push cart shops..
n den i heard sum1 called..'jacinta==="
so i turned..n hu did i see?
lol..CYF peeps..
saw jolene..lai n two other peeps..forgot their names..gosh...
den my sis n i decided to just get a simple nice shawl for my mum..
it was purple in colour..nice alritey..good taste eh? lol..

den we headed back home..
was tired already..
moreova it was gettin late...

thanx han for ya msg..
ya sweet angel..lol..

liyi and jie..cheer up yea?
look on the bright side of life..
things will resolve soon..
dun wanna see ya peeps in this state..
gif me a call or msg..
if ya eva need sum1 to confide in..
- smile always -

amanda..a.k.a p/l...
misss ya wor..hehe..

dear..
hope ya njoyed ya day today..
thanx for takin the effort to msg me..
been waiting all day..
really appreciate ya msg..
been missin ya so bad the whole day...
+ muackz +

gosh..

dunno watz wrong..

man...
juz can't get along with my parents?

i told them i went to bedok inter to eat..

den when i came back..they scolded me..

i'm big enuff..i'm 17...hello..

okok..i came back late..

itz my fault...

i noe they care..they really do..

but sumtyms..they way they care..

really pressurises me..

i'm sorry mummy and daddy..

thanx 4 caring..but i hope things will b betta next tym..

i love ya all..

dear...
thanx so much 4 being there..
i really needed you..
you were my pillar of strength..
i love ya dear...
miss you lots...

good luck to everyone...
exams tomorrow..
study yea?
sleep early...
n be refreshed tommorow~

nitez world..
ciaoz universe..

today came to sch.
haha..
den we were all seated according to index nums.
so funny.
i was seated at the back.
could see everybody concentratin on lessons..
it's a good sign okz..
we the peeps of 5/2 r gonna prove everyone wrong.
ppl hu say we r hopeless..
ppl hu think we can make it.
we're a bunch of smart students..
those peeps juz haf to haf confidence in us..
that's all..

during p.e lesson today..
veri jia lat..
my frenz kept runnin sia..
non-stop..
see their faces afta p.e..
machiam like Fresh lobster and crab wor..
pity them..

afta sch..went for S.S tutorial..
den ltr..
went home for a while..
coz ummi needed to use my toilet..
lol..
went back home wif amanda and ummi for awhile..
den came back..saw ba-ba and sharifah,siung ing and hong han..
den we did our work..
started tokin..
really went far..
shan't elaborate..
+ heez +
ya wun wanna noe..

den the rest of the peeps joined us..
magz,mich lok,yiling,cuifen,weiye,christina..
den tok awhile..chat here and there..
den the whole grp left..
ltr xiao ping appeared..den disappeared agn..
+ faints +
abt 6 .11 p.m
me,ummi,sharifah,ba-ba,hong han and amanda left sch..

met up wif dear..
so happy canz...
+ heez +
it seemed so long since i last saw dear..
was really glad to see dear..
really missed dear lots..
we went for dinner..
haha..
ate bak kut teh..
yummy...
we chat for awhile..
n den we slowly stroll back to my hse..

so nw i'm here..
juz bloggin away..
did my maths transformation worksheet..
but sumhow..
still can't get it..
oh gosh..
i think i need help..
seriously..

oh well den..shall end off here..
nitez world..
ciaoz universe..
peace~~
live free and happy everyone..@ muackzzzz @

today was alrite.
seemd like any ordinary day.

magz asked me if i wanna go chalet afta chinese O's.
i said see how first.
dun even noe whether my mum allows.
always cannot..
sianz..
but i really wanna go..
hope i can go..

stayed back in sch to study..
haha..
did maths till i almost turn..
chao da mian bao
face so jia lat..
amanda n christina so worried..
heez..
it's nothing yea..
thanx for ya concern..
itz juz tt when i do maths..
i get abit..stressed..aiyo
pai seh..keke..

stayed back wif
carolyn,
hwee sing,
hong han,
wati,
basyirah,
christina,
ong ling,
siew yong..

stewpid sharifah..
tot she stayin back..
in the end neva...
she lar..say wanna continue to teach me a/c..
dne today afta sch..dunno where she run to already..
tt gal ar..
heez..lucky haf hong han n sr joe..

: man..
: dunno y i feel this way..
: missin ya so bad..
: bad enuff to keep me awake..
: i'm tried afta a hard day's study..
: but u continuously appear in my mind..
: been thinkin abt ya,,
: do ya feel the same way too?
: 71 [1] 17

i wish i may
i wish i might..

i wish to have you by my side..
itz not everyday..
people get to see this sight..

dear

come back fast..
i'm missing you so so much..

miss ya to the ultimate bits..

nitez world..
ciaoz universe~

- had lessons as usual..
but followin thurs tymtable..

- went to KFC to eat..
with..
weiye,
mich lok,
yiling,
hong han,
zhengying,
xiaoping..
kai lin was also arn..

-went back to sch..
did a/cs..
clarrified stuffs wif Sr joe..
*haha*
everyone was so hyper..
all so crappy n noisy..
hong han..carolyn.zhengying,
xiaoping,ummi,christina,
sharifah,wati and basyirah,
siu ing,cuifen,ong ling,maggie
weiye,yiling,mich lok
all of us studies a/cs..
haha..
see we so guai can?? lol..

it was really good..fosterin class cohesion..
i like seeing the class working together..
a really good feelin..

- Dear called~~~
from overseas..
oh gosh..*heeez*
so happy can..
miss my dear like crazy...
moi baobei dear..
now in malaysia..njoyin..wif frenz..
best liaoz..lol..
now i den here studyin hard..
*heez*
itz ok..i'm gonna work hard..
later at the end of the year..
den can enjoy yea?
+ always |ook on the bright sid eof life..+

- we talked for awhile only..
gosh...
wished i had more time..
mum was buggin me to eat fruits..
so had to hang up..

- dear..
- i really miss ya alot..
- wish you were back in singapore soon..
- wish i could see you..
- anywayz..u take care of urself..
- dun bring SARS back okz? lol..
- dear..juz wanna say..
- u mean alot to me..
- thanx 4 everything...
*muackz*

i miss you dear..
i really do..
miss ya loads..

back to school agn..
afta Labour's Day hols.
as usual..
lessons went on..
had an extra period of maths..
Mrs Loh came in our class,
toked to us bout our results.
told us wat 2 do,
encouraged us and gave us sum tips.
she's a really good principal i find..

has physics lesson till 2p.m
went home str afta tt..
met Dear at 3p.m
went to P.S
caught X-men 2..
*haha*
the show was cool..
juz e fact tt my mum kept calling me..
gosh..
by the tym i got out of the cinema..
i had 15 missed calls..
gosh..my mum really can call sia..
called her back..
tot sumthing urgent..
in the end..juz ask if i needed anything from pop..
lol..

afta the show..went walking all the way till Lido..
saw magz n christina..
lol..they both so cute can..
they juz finished studyin..
guai sia they all..

den we went there..
ate..
den took mrt home..
but the strange thing was tt..
haha..
et up wif christina n magz agn..
alemak..
my lao gong and tomato..
really haf fate wif them sia..
*heez*

reached hm abt 9.35p.m
now juz bloggin away..
njoyed my day..
but i'm relaly gonna miss dear..
for 6 mths..gotta make this sacrifice..
gotta study..
yea..
*jia you*

alritey..end off here..
ciaoz world..
nitez universe..
*starry starry nite.....* lol..

woke up reall early today
6.10 a.m
went to 7 - eleven iwth muah sis,
got youghurt,cheese and milk..
for biology.

went to school..
and it seemed as if..
itz the first time..
i got into the clazz early.
hahs

had lessons as usual.
got a decleration form from cher.
got ta get ma parents to sign.
gosh..
SARS..

afta school..
had bio practical.
hahs
i always can't finish my practical..
wat only..
think i got work faster next time.
yea..
i juz would..
followed by physics practical.
did it ourselves.
only about 14 of us.
funny can?
all of us were tokin so loud..
we're all so crappy..
hehs..
it's always nice to have friends in ya life..
they help ya pull thru ..
the sience lab attendant..
so impatient with us..
it's like..Hello!~
there was a packet of Ribena left on the table..
and she said it was one of us hu drank it n left it there..
oh..come on..
the packet was already there even before we came in..
gosh..
it seems like we're responsible for everything..
- shakes head -

later..
walked out of school with hong han..
met up with dear..
waited with han for the bus..
she was like crapping with dear..
hahs..
a cute and lovable friend..
han..u're juz so adorable..*muackz*
- bu yao xiang wai wai ok? -
went for dinner with dear..
dunno where we ate also..
it was kinda near bedok inter..
ans we walked there..
hehs..
not bad eh?
ate until so full..
could hardly walk..
- heez -
got kaya waffle ans bubble tea for sis..
see..i so nice can?
haha..
actually it was dear's idea to get for my sis the bubble tea..
i only take the initiative to get the waffle..
haha..
amazing eh?
anywayz..reached home abt 7p.m..
quite late eh?
now juz bloggin away..
tryin to find new templates..
dun seem to haf any though..

alritey..itz late..
ciaoz world..
nitez universe..
love all ya peeps out there..stay happy..
life live well!~
*hugz*

short update..
nothing much happened..
went to eat dinner with her
came back..
did my work..
now itz tym to sleep..
gosh..
itz tough..
cant blog tt much nw..
*ahemz*
precautions everyone..
ya noe wat i mean yea?

ciaoz world..
nitez universe
miss everyone..*muackz*

woke up at ten a.m
prepared to go for mass.
went ta church,
afta that..
went to the nearby coffeeshop n had lunch..
ltr..
went to the vet's and collected my dog back..
she juz got her bathe..
she smells good..*heez*

afta which we head for home,
got home..
did my homework..
studies for my chinese std test.
hah..
been concentrative these days.
i like the change in me..*smiles*

as usual..
sundays were all not so exciting..
family day eh?
did nothing except went for mass..
gosh..
wish i cld spend tym wif her.

was on the fone wif shan and liyi..
toked awhile..
den msged dorcia..
mu junior..
she's havin sum probz..

msged her..
was so happy..
missed her alot...

chat wif natalia..
aud shifu..
weiye..
hong han..
jeremy..
ethelbert..
siew yong and xiao ping..

got the news yesterday..
she mite be goin overseas..
gosh...
i'm sooooooo gonna missssss her...
can neva imagine a day without her..
she means sooo much to me...
i can neva imagine wat wld happen..
if she really left..
no matter wat..
i'll wait for her return...

dear..i miss ya so much...
wish u were here nw..
juz ta lay in ur arms..
n sleep..
ttz all i wanna do..
one whole full day with you..
juz wanna spend time with you..
Dear..i love you..
i miss you..

- sha gua misses dong gua sooo much... -

Damaged



I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time


(BRIDGE)
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'cause I don't want to lose you
If you really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you


(CHORUS)


My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged


I might look through your stuff, for what I don't wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine
I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through
Don't know what you got yourself into


And I really really really care (And I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I'm kinda scared (But I'm scared with every touch)
'cause I don't want to lose you ('cause I don't want to lose you)
If you really really really there (If you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (Then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you, you)


My heart's at a low (low)
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love (I'm falling in love)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged (I think you should know that)


My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage (I'm so much to manage)
I think you should know that (I think you should know that)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged)
I'm falling in love (I love you so)
There's one disadvantage (I love you so)
I think you should know that I've been damaged


And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'cause I don't want to lose you
If you really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you (It's nothing to you)


My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that (Ooh I think you should know I've been damaged)
I've been damaged (I've been damaged baby)
I'm falling in love (Falling in love with you baby, yeah)
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged


My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged

- dedicated to :.:. Dear >> 17 << .:.: -

i dunno y i feel this way..

can ya tell me y?

not a single msg frm ya..

to tell me how ya r...

do ya noe how i feel?

u'd prob wun noe..

itz not that i'm over-sensitive or wat..

itz juz tt i get worried..anxious..

i dunno watz happenin..

do ya noe how much i miss ya..

i guess ya'll neva noe..

i'm juz missing you so bad..

even i myself dunno watz goin on..

juz hope 2 at least receive a msg frm ya..

mayb...i realise..

i really can't live my life without you..

did ya noe...

your presence is my existence..

- Ja feels helpless -

- phone almost got confiscated..
- dad was angry ..
- bills were high..
- $ 85.99
- try to beat that..
- lol..

short entry for today..
gotta go study..
lol..
i guai eh?

miss ya loads dear..
we may haf msg each other less liao..
but ya noe..
tt u're always here in my heart..
love you dear..*muackz*

- dun be afraid to meet the future..
- get up on ya two feet..
- face the future with confidence and courage..
- nothing can put you down..
- if ya choose to believe that u can do it..
- wateva happens..dun gif up..
- if not..u'll b lettin yaself down..
- anytym ya need sum to help you..
- i'll be here..
- thru thick and thin with you..
- as a fren..as a comforter and a consoler..
- i'll try my utmost best to help you..
- i'm gonna accompany you thru this journey..
- even if ya keep fallin..
- even if ya say ya wanna gif up..
- i'm still gonna pick ya up..
- time and time agn..
- i refuse to gif up on you..
- coz i believe you can do it..
- Cheer up..


- specially dedicated to 07 -

to everyone out there..
dun gif up on urself..
we can do it...
we can face life with courage..
we're gonna conquer fear..
n we're gonna stand out..
we're gonna prove to people tt we can do it...
but until then..we muz work hard..

- specially dedicated to sec 5/2 -

haf a fun weekend peeps..
love n miss ya all..

ciaoz world...nitez universe..tata planets..

good friday to all..
haha..
itz the tym of the year agn..
when we all rem how jesus dies for us..
may we live each day more meaningfully..
to love our enemies..
n to continue to br a betta person..

i miss everyone man..
i miss 5/2 peeps..
i miss cyf peeps..
i miss my dear..

hope everyone is doin well..
haf a hppy day peeps..
always look on the bright side..

i'm always here when ya need me..yea?

take care peeps..
love and miss ya all..
*hugz* *muackz*

gotta go n watch crime nite on discovert channel now..
itz an interestin gshow..
*haha*
nitez universe..

ciaoz world...
- tomorrow will be a better day..-

had lessons as usual..

i realise tt i've been more concentrative nowadays..

dunno y..juz feel this way..

lotsa peeps neva come..

7..(ttz alot k..)

mish all of them..
- 17
- 29
- 03
- Darlene
- Attahyah
- Rochelle
- michelle lee

there was bio practical today..
ended at abt 3.40p.m lk tt..

went ta bedok inter with liyi,hwee sing & carolyn..
went to meet michelle..
was in the 17 bus wif the rest of moi classmates..
yiling,weiye,maggie,ong ling & cuifen

saw michelle at Famous Amos..
geok leng was there too..
she was working there..
wat a coincidence..
missed her though..
she used to be in our class..
*man*

went to the S27coffeeshop..
ate roasted duck rice with clams..
lol..
carolyn ate roasted prok rice..
liyi drank fish soup..* she ar*
wanna jian fei..*faints*
SARs season..no dieting eh..
* nah - ah -ah *
hwee sing only ate waffle..plain summore..
*yun*
mich did feel lk eatin coz she ate already..
halfway eatin..den saw OSY..
*haha* ahemz..wif carol..
den they sat lk so far away frm us can..
lk machiam we haf SARs lk tt..lol..
aiyo..nvm..i understand..they need their own space..lol..
ltr we left..said bye to OSY..

den i n carolyn took 17 home..
liyi took mrt..
hwee sing n mich took 18..
all went home..so guai rite? heez..

- 12
chill it babe..cheer up!~
tommorrow will b a betta day yea?
smile..!~
dun think too much abt stuffs..
let nature take itz course..
but i'm sure things will work out yea?
i'm here 4 ya always yea?

- 29
can ya cum back to sch fast?
missss ya alot ya noe..
ya my angel..
w/o..seem so quiet..
lk the place so strange lk tt..
get well soon..
be waiting 4 ya return..*winkz*

- 17
jie..
hope ya'll consider cumin back to school..
really miss ya alot..
neva seen ya for so long..
hope ya doin fine..
i really hope to see ya soon..
mayb sum day we'll meet up n catch up on old tyms yea?
*hugz*

- 03
shan..cum back fast yea?
miss ya..
recover at a super speed k?
take care..(=

- Darlene
hey gal..recover soon yea?
toked to ya on the fone juz nw..
ya sound real bad..
hope ya fine..
drink lotsa water n rez well yea?
*huggies*

- rochelle
hurry hurry back..
get well soon..
hope 2 see ya..+)

- attahyah
muz cum back 2 sch n study yea?
take care of urself yea?
O's r impt..
try 2 gif a lil space 4 studyin yea?
u can do it gal..(+

* happy 3rd month dear.. *
am so happy to spend it with you..
dear..
i love you..
u noe i do..
miss ya real badly now too..

today was such a hard day..
man..
had lessons until 4.40 lk tt..
gosh..
can ya imagine..
think everyone is so tired out..

hey peeps..
take good care of urselves yea?
nowz rhe danger period..
drink lotsa water..
n rest well..
dun wanna see ya all sick..
miss ya peeps..


dear..thankew so much..
for the wallet..
i like it veri much..
*heez*
itz so special to me..
1st tym..
i receive such an expensive pressie..
hope ya lk the bottle of barley seeds i gave ya..
(= haf a good nite dear..
*muackz*

yes!~
back to school agn..
ya neva noe how happy i was..
it so much beta den stayin home..
gotta get a life man..

sch seemed weird..
everything seems to change..
we had to go back to class..
no assembly in the festival court..
Mrs Lim toked to us abt the SARS thing..
for abt 2 hours..
*gosh* ttz long ya noe..
but yea..it was for our sake..
safety measures ya noe..
followed by a tok by Mrs Loh..
well..
not too bad..
den our recess was delayed half an hour ltr..
gosh..was so hungry can?
den we had geog frm 1.45 - 2.15p.m

went to bedok inter's burger king..
with liyi n her dear,hwee sing n carolyn..
went to do our work..
den my dear came..
*haha* so happy to see dear can?

den ltr went home by cab..
yepz..
so now here i m..
juz completed my work..
updating my blogger..

- tomorrow's a special day..
althou it comes once in mth..
i still treasure every min of it..
itz impt to me..
i hope ya noe how i feel towards it..
itz the duration of our relationship..
i jzu wanna cherish every moment with you..
Dear..i'm missing ya veri badly now..
do ya noe how i'm feeling?
*missing ya terribly* -

hey hey!~ back agn..

gosh..last day of our..

so called SARS holis..

really glad it ova..
cant stand another day at home..
tryin to finish my work..
cramping the brain..
no good ya noe..lol..

anywayz..today was kinda alrite..
had to rush thru my Ss and eng..
glad i finished my SS..
my eng tys not with me..
*freak*
so hard to do stuffs..
hope i cna xplain to miss Pilo tommorrow..
hope she understands..
yepz..
today's basically juz..
" finish ur undone work" day..

Palm sunday today..
also known as passion sunday..
one of the special days in my life..
makes me reflect how much jesus suffered 4 mankind..
n how much we actually sin..
i juz really hope i wun hurt jesus so much anymore..
i love him..

to all sec 5/2 peeps..
lookin forward 2 seein ya peeps 2mr!~
*happy*
gosh..miss ya all so much..
take care..
haf a good nite's rest..
*muackz**hugz*

to the cyf peeps out there..
apologise for not goin 4 most of the sessions..
been caught up wif lotsa stuffs..
i'll try 2 go 4 the sessions regularly yea?
miss ya all..
take good care..
love ya all...
god bless..

Dear..i'm missing ya alot now..
dunno how to say it..
juz gonna express it silently..
ya noe i'm always here 4 ya..
can't wait for Tuesday to see ya..
love ya loads..

- ja is excited bout tomorrow -

m feelin betta today...

things got resolved..

knew wat was exactly goin on..

man..sumtyms i wonder..
if destiny is really fighting wif us..
is it coz we did sumthing wrong?
we seem to haf lotsa obstacles..
but dear..dun worry..
i'm sure we'll pull thru every one of them yea?
i believe in us..

to everyone out there..
just rem..u''re neva forgotten..
every one of u r special in my heart..
juz as long as ya need sum1 2 tok 2..
wheneva..wherever..i'll always b there 4 ya all..

now i've come to realise the real importance of frenz..
the friendship that we all share..
can neva b broken..
coz we've already searched into our hearts..
and gave all we have..
i wanna treasure the frenship wif all of ya..
n if eva..i'm beginnin 2 change..
i hope all of ya wld tell me..
so i noe my mistakes..
to correct it..

completed =

- physics
- geog
- chinese
- a/c
- maths

haha..still haf Ss..eng and bio left..
jia lat sia..lol..
hope i can finish by tomorrow..

dear..i'm missing ya badly now..

-sianz...-

so many probz..
juz wassup?

did i change?
did i really change?
i dun wanna turn 4 the worse..
i wanna b back the same old person..

i wanna be cheerful ja..


n dear..wassup?
i dunno..

dun wanna think abt stuffs..

givin me a headache..

ciaoz world..

- happy birthday to you liyi..
hope ya njoyed ya day 2day..
haf a giid nite's rest yea? -

goin off now..

- ja has no mood 4 anything..-
- i'm so sick of everything... -

gosh..
have lotsa homework to do now..
man..m occupied so well now..
time's not wasted..
at least not bad..
have something to do..
oh well..wat a bother..

*haha* sneaked out today..
went Tm..
*happy sia*
itz lyk i've been cooped up at home for too long..
i can die can..
i need to take a breather man..
met up with lotsa sec 5/2 peeps..
all came back 2 take their books n bio hmwk..
lol..missed all of them sia..

Natalie
liyi
shan
ong ling
siu ing
siew yong
maggie
christina
jasmine
farhanah
zhengying
charlene
weiye
michelle lok
xiao ping
yiling
cuifen
hwee sing
*heez* i think that's all..yepz..

went to Tm's pizza hut 2 haf lunch wif sum peeps..
- yiling,xiao ping,weiye,mich lok,carolyn.hwee sing,hong han,cuifen
woah..ate until i was so full..*gosh*
den saw jolene n aline on the way dwn to the basement..
gave both of them a hug..
miss them 2..
both of them..gettin prettier sia..
lol..

den went home already..
couldn't stay long also..
Dear called..said wanna meet me..
happy sia..haha..
den when me n carolyn n hwee song walking back..
saw her..fate sia..
den they went to my hse 1st..
i toked to dear at the stairs at my hse..
for a very long tym..missed my dear so so much..
den hong han,liyi n shan came up by the lift..
*freak* gave me a shocked..lol..
den they were like teasing me n my dear..
pai seh..can..*shy*
den in the end..asked dear to come into my hse..

den we all toked n toked..
had fun..
listened 2 music..
hong han n liyi were singin wu ding..
*woah* veri cool..nices voices they haf can..
lol..we wanted to do homework..
but in the end..
itz lk we only did the 1st qn..
of the bio worksheet..
lol...cute sia..all lk machiam no mood..
wat 2 do?

den ltr send all of them dwn..
waited for the bus to come..
den dear went up..
waved goodbye 2 hong han n hwee sing at the opp bus-stop
ltr joined liyi n shan underneath my block..
we talked until my parents came..
had 2 go up wif them..
*shucks*

had dinner..
miss teo called..
freaked me out..
haf homework agn..
alemak..so many can?
stressed!~ i wanna faint liaoz..
sum1 juz help..
feel so tensed all of a sudden..
hope 2 finish the work by mon..
if not..gone case..lol..

alritey..end off here..
betta go off before i start crappin agn..
mind's not functionin properly though..
lol..
ciaoz~

- Ja misses Dear -

hahahaha...
today was fun..
had a lil gathering..
did a/c homework together..

Sharifah..
hong han..
amanda..
shafawati..
carolyn..
ummairah..
came ova 2 my hse..
we had a real good luff..lol..
so happy 2 see them can..
miss them loads..

toked to dear on the fone also..
*wahaha* happy sia..
yea..yea..
miss ya dear..loads n tons n bunch..
*muackz*

toked 2 hong han on the fone juz nw..
funny sia..
been a long tym since i toked 2 her can..
missed her cuteness sia..
toked 2 her abt 36 mins lk tt..lol..

tomoro is a long day..
so i'll juz end here..
gonna try 2 sneak out 2mr..
lol..if i can..
i can;t stand bein at home..
i'm gonna die soon..
help1~!~ lol..
boredom1~!~.. argh!~!~

to the sec 5/2 peeps out there..
i hope to see all of ya soon..
i miss sch..
i miss studying..
but most imptly..
i miss all of ya..
miss..miss..misss....
take care yea peeps..love ya all..
*hugz and kisses*

ciaoz~

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- have a look at this..just for laughs..hope ya peeps enjoy reading the story..lol.. -

- why?

- why?

- why?

- i juz cant seem 2 find
the clue that i need.
juz watz goin on?
watz wrong?

- am i hurting?
or am i juz crying?
watz happenin 2 us?
the complications..
i juz dun understand..

- u claim i'm the only gal in ur heart..
itz not tt i dun believe..
but afta all tt has happened..
things r different..
but it dozen change my love for you..
i'll love you..n only you..

- i'm afraid..
i'm afraid of losing you..
i'm afraid of watz gonna happen next..
i'm afriad 2 b aprt frm ya..
i'm afraid u mite not love me anymore..
cant ya see..i'm scared..
all i asking for is..
ya to really n truly love me whole-heartedly..
iz tt too much to ask?
i'm givin my best..
i hope you would too..