temporary freedom.hooray.
dreadful. taunting. tiring.
back home after awesome night out with 사랑하는 미친 친구들 (some were missing, though). short but awesome, though. as usual (:
as i was in the car, cruising on the highway, listening to soothing music, gazing at the night lights
lots of thoughts just ran through my mind
n a wave of nostalgia just hit me when we drove by that familiar road
the road which we used to pass by every Tues and Thurs
the road back home from SKS
well, i'll still be passing by every Tues and Thurs since I'm still continuing class
well.it's just the four of us now - me, Carol, Lesley and Ziling
somehow, i really miss those crazy times which we would laugh n do all kinds of crazy things in class
laughing at silly jokes and saying random things
going for late night supper tgt
rushing for the shuttle bus after school
going to toms toms to chill
just those times tgt
i know nothing lasts forever
i know we'll still hang out
but we won't be able to do so as often as before now that all of us have branched out in different directions in life
it's moments like this when i really comprehend the phrase 'the reason why people hold on to memories is cos' they're the only things that won't change'
i hope our friendship doesn't too
because it's something that i really hold dear to me
for it's not easy to find smth genuine like that
i rmb how i didn't seem to fit in at first, cos i was probably the latest person who joined in the clique since i was from another class
but somehow, as time passed, i slowly opened up and found a place where i could belong
friends whom i can laugh, rant, get crazy and crap about anything with
friends who make me smile after dreadful days at work just by seeing their faces
friends whom i can just be myself with
ha sorry but i get exceptionally emotional at night
well, truth is, i don't really have a lot of people around me whom i can really call friends
i'm not one who opens up easily
so i really cherish every single friend i have, though few
i really hope we would be able to have more of such gatherings in future, as Lesley mentioned
(:
for now, I'm still in the midst of figuring out my life
ha if only life was like the movies
okay the good parts, I mean
dream big, they say
it takes courage to dream, and even more courage to put your words into action
dreams
i believe everyone has them
but who are the ones who dare to pursue them?
not many, i believe
i definitely don't wanna look back someday down the road
and regret for not having even tried
that'll really suck, big time
life's short
so live it to the fullest
cliche
but true
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
2:47 AM
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
back from 21st bday celebration with Mich n Lyn
well, we had dinner had Tonkichi. awesome chicken!! but serving too big la huh. haha
n goshhh
the both of them surprised me with:
1) a balloon
2) sunflower
3) Mango bday cake
haha! omg first time receiving flowers can. *touched*
and not to mention e part where i had to walk around town carrying erm..this balloon with the words "Happy Birthday" and the flower. hahaha super ps but fun! lol
and thanks to Gf for accompanying me on e phone until i got home. you're the best ok! you know that. and thanks for always being the first and last one to wish me every year!! <3
and of cos thanks to Mich and Lyn, for taking time off busy schedules to celebrate my bday with me despite it being a Monday!! <3
too bad entire C5 couldn't be present...
I'm waiting for my Jaejoong to be shipped over...hahaha!
my room's like a flower wonderland now
with roses and sunflower
hahaha roses from my stepmum!
yep got home n discovered this bouquet of roses (with rochers!!*drools*) lying on my tabletop, with angpao, a soft toy, and another gift from bro
haha how come i had a feeling she would give me roses. my fav flowers!
anw, kick started my bday celebration with my family members ytd.
awesome dinner at Chang Korean Restaurant. haha new exp dining Korean food with them, since it was mostly my stepmum and me most of the time. Ah Gong didn't seem to like e food that much, though. hmmm.
anw, even though I may not express it well, but I really appreciate and love my family members, who're always there for me no matter what. And I'm really touched that they took time off to celebrate my bday with me <3
woohoo to my chocolate ice cream cake that's still lingering in the fridge (I hope)
and muahhaha. I love ang paos. yes i'm that money-faced. lol
not everyone can be as fortunate I guess
so it's always better to count ur blessings.. (:
and I thank God above for blessing me, for bestowing me with so many blessings in life
even though I believe majority of ppl would choose to hold a big bday bash or whatsoever during their 21st, I made it a simple affair (I hate big parties yo)
just simple dinner with loved ones
even though it may seem nth much to you, or nth diff from other bdays, but somehow, it really meant a lot to me
I really feel loved, and blessed, and thankful (:
In fact, I teared upon receiving e 2nd sms from Nora ytd. don't know why.
here's to many many many more years of our friendship!!! ^^
Once again, THANK YOU to all who have remembered. I LOVE YOU GUYS (:
well, as for those 2 which didn't bother to rmb, you know what, I can't be bothered either
not gonna let it affect me
like GF said, think positive, why should I let you affect my emotions when perhaps, u didn't even care in e first place.
you know what, I'll move on.
and learn to better appreciate the ppl who truly love and care for me than for ppl like you, who obviously aren't worth my time.
argh. I'm touched, guys.
Forever 21!!
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
2:31 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2010
been depressed for no reason these few days
too many things goin thru my mind
money. relationships. future.
and the list goes on
the year's drawing to an end.
and i'm dreading the moment when you do reflections on this past 1 year
what have i done?
nothing fruitful i guess
seems like my life's pretty much fucked up now
with no stable job
and overspending like no one's business
guess i have no one to blame but myself
stupid decisions
stupid mistakes
2 more days to 21st bday
and i've pretty much accomplished nothing
and still pretty much alone
as days pass
i'm beginning to wonder whether the phrase 'there's someone out there for everyone' makes any sense at all
maybe it's just bullshit
or it functions as a way of consoling the lonely self
no plans for this year
perhaps it'll be somewhat a disaster like 2 years ago
i don't even wanna think abt it
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
1:52 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Being able to
wait is a sign of true love & patience. Anyone can say he/she loves
you but not everyone can wait to prove how much they do.
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH
...
영원히 사랑해
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
12:46 AM
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
萧亚轩 Elva – 错的人
明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲
太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
2:15 AM
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
이런 사랑...
너무 아파
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
1:08 AM
