sometimes i really wonder....

*ponders*

friends distance away from you..

why friendships fail..

is it because you stick with other friends..

or is it because under the influence of "good" people then you distance away from them?




influence?


what is so great about this word..


define good and bad influence..


this place.. this GROUP im in now.. i dun see any difference in this congregation and the one's in the outside world..

conflicts..

personal grudges..

hidden fears..

backstabbing..

legalism..

hypocrisy..

why do you wanna put all this here in this world..


it was so different when i first came and what it is becoming now..


i dun see a point in being so hypocritical now..


im in a breaking point.. if i say somethings that hurt people.. im sorry..

its the START of the O'levels!!!!!!!!!!!


wahhaa.. NAH.. just kidding.. just trying to scare the O'levellers again..


wahhaha.. hmmm.. O lvl ended dunnno how many donkey years Ago..

hais..


Darn.. i left 5bucks..

i have to buy PL bday present!
and additionally i have to top up farecard...
darn.. im so dead..

i dont even dare to ask my family for money cause i've been spending alittle too much..

darn.. all i got from my family and relatives for christmas was just 50 bucks and its total ok..and imagine my mum and dad did not give me any shit for christmas..

and all thats left of the $50 is 5 darn freaking dollars.


im so baked now..


die..

how i wish money would just drop from the sky..

darn.. or with a twist of fate.. i would find a wallet containing 100bucks -be selfish and mean and treat peiliang to a grand dinner... plus top up my farecard..

im so screwed with 5 dollars.. and my fare card left 70 cents


Darn.. you are really down when you are hard up for cash..


feel so hopeless..



i know.. maybe i shall wake up early tomorrow and hide my face and my pride and ask my MUm for some money despite of the scolding..

well no pain no gain ma? right?


hmm anyway.. even if i dont get the money.. i shall put PL bday present in mind first.. its not everyday its someone's birthday..

somemore its some crapper's


hmmm..
i shall consider the two options..if i dont get any money

1. zhao cab.. i shall be bad for one day and take cab without paying.. just run away.. hmm.. but its kinda mean.. especially if the taxi driver is those kind of Old ah pek trying to earn a living..but well.. whats wrong with giving a poor innocent cute looking teenager a lift to tampines mall?

2.try to feign sick and NOT turn up for the celebration and risk being chopped and hanged to death by thousands of friends..DIe.. LAnd in hospital

die.. Never mind tomorrow i shall try again..


SHe called! yippe.. haven't seen her for days...


BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

Asia Tsunami Disaster

Tsunami Kills 22,000 in asia..

i just watch the news report about the Tsunami disaster..


i was flabbergasted i tell you..


damn.. immediately i took out my bible and i read this verse from Isaiah

See the Lord has one who is powerful and strong
Like a hailstorm and a destructive wind
Like a driving Rain and a flooding downpour
he will throw it Forcefully on the ground..

Isaiah 28:2
Fugs.. damn scary sia..



For those who dont know what the heck im talking about


tsunami is this huge tidal wave which killed tons of people in Asia. specifically india..

I dont know what will happen If it hits singapore.. Imagine.. dead bodies everywhere..

Damn so many mosquitoes..

then one Dead body floats by.. Oh its the next door neighbour..


Yucks


SPOOKS.,,




No mood to blog.... damn mosquitoes.. FFUGs


yesterday when i was about to sleep... a grasshopper apparently jumped on me..

i gave a loud resounding yelps and swiped it off..

damn was i freaked out..


then i spotted it sticking on the wall... acting as if it did not sexually molested me...


i decided to punish it for its obscene and insolent act..


i took the laundry basket and practically tried to trap it..

in the process of trying... i think i broke one of its legs while it was trying to escape..

however.. i decided that the laundry basket was too big for the grasshopper to live in..


thus.. i conspired with my brother to use a tupperware to seize the sexually inmmoral hopper..


the Green filthy creature was finally caught thanks to my brother whu said must "slowly"

he was practically "Slowly".. "slowLy"..


We stone there for 5 minutes with him saying "slowly SLowly"


diao.. Anyways.. i returned to the room and went to admire my prize..

i spotted some yellowish green substance on the side of the tupperware
which i concluded that the insect pee-ed inside the tupperware..


guess he was just too scared now that he had to pay the price of Sexually disturbing me.. thus he urinated as i shrilled with evil laughter..


after a few minutes of admiring my catch..
i realized that one of its legs was lost.. i recounted the legs and affrimed that it has lost a leg..


i decided to find the broken leg and put it inside the tupperware for company..


painstakingly i went to search for the lost leg..


wahaha.. after 10 mins of groping in the dark i found it and squeezed it into the cell with the prisoner..

with a menacing laughter i shook the tupperware violently and watch the Grasshopper tossing and turing..

i was amused by my new baby rattle..

i left the 5-legged creature on the table.. and tonight when i came back.. it was reported that the grasshopper was Gone.. Brrr..


Gives me the creeps..

Even the broken leg was GOne.. damn the Grasshopper must be hungry..


or did he took his leg and went to the mender to mend it for him..


anyway he better purchase a walking stick...


still figuring out how the hell he escaped from the cleverly sealed tupperware.. DId he used his broken leg as a opener to Prance his way out..


Damn i think he is lurking around in the dark waiting for his next victim..

















Be afraid be very afraid..














his next target'













could be you...





























SHRIEKSSSS!!!

Im feeling Loved?

yes i am..


sometimes i do Give a thought for the friends around me


why arent they with the one they desire most?

does God withdraw desires away from you?

is he trying to make you realise something?

Or is the devil trying to play a trick on you?


i've learnt from Xiaoyun to take things to a different perspective..

She said "Why complain that Roses have thorns.. why not rejoice... that thorns have Roses?"


She also quoted from an "elder".. "what makes you think some visions are from God and not from the Devil"

Yeps.. sometimes what may seem right on the surface actually has some profound motive and meaning deep down inside..


hmm i guess i'm getting too cheem here.. hmm better be simple..


yeps..


fuggins


i got 10 mosquito bites because of 3 hours of computer usage..

Farks..

im at my mum's place now.. her com SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the key board is so freaking difficult to type

fugs..


anyways... its so darn early and its so darn boring.. yawns

nothing interesting happened today...


just that i got scolded for nothing..



i just asked "why nicole never come online??"


and i got blasted with a whole lot of crap..

~pissed..




went for christmas eve service.. sat alone.. freaking paiseh.. girl on left and front kept wishing me merry christmas like there will be no more christmas ever..

crowded like shit when we finally managed to squeeze out... and waited darn long for a damn cab


christmas eve was quite fun..
spent it with you..


at mabel house..played.. barbercue..eat hotdogs.. popiah...
sit swings.. blah blah blah
yada yada..

went to catch midnight movie..kungfu hustle..Damn lame.. but effects were darn good..(went with shiying yimin sushen peiliang and amy)

all of us got separated but it was quite ok though..

went to sun plaza park and hung around there with yimin's bro and friends.. bernard came.. yada yada..

peiliang and Ss came my hse slept for awhile..

then go home yada.. then kirk came in the evening..went for a swim.. kirk talked on the phone for damn freaking long.. and we slept till 2 plus.. darn stupid christmas.. every year seems to be the same..


wahha.. sorry abit boring.. this is just for me to remember my WONDERFUL Christmas..

wahahah...


its pEiliangs Bday soon.. darn.. must rack my brains organise again..

sdaklfjasd;lkajsdl;sdkajfa;lk wahahahahaha..


hmm.. kk i think i shall sttop here...







































holidays are such a bore..

somehow i feel nauseous and i dun feel like blogging..


SICk.. fugs.


hmm..


just wanna wish you guys a belated Merry christmas

wanna wish LETITIA a happy birthday..(sorry i couldnt celebrate with you)

wanna wish my Mum a Happy birthday too..(whaahha happy birthday)


sorry sick couldn't celebrate with anyone.. hmmm anyways..


damn i really have no mood to blog.. nausea.!!!!

Thanks for the fuggin posts with the fuggin fuggins inside..

many fuggins..

wahhahaha..

i've kept my attitude inside of me and i really really wish to let it all out..

fuggin..


since i have this kind of mindset.. why cant i just be oblivious of the surroundings and give a fuggin attitude..


damn im addicted to this fuggin word..




FUGGIN(all thanks to huifang)




My fuggin hair is fuggin long and it fuggin itches my eyes..


im fuggin stubborn cause i dont wanna fuggin have a hair cut..


damn fuggin internet connection.. i got fuggin disconnected..


fuggin world..


can i just fuggin be myself for one week?



thanks for those who tagged at my blog.. giving me encouragements


anyways.. i gotta go fuggin shit..(stomachache)


hmmm thanks bubu... your the cutest.

wahhahah


thanks huifang... lets fuggin fug together wahhaahahah



thanks joalin... i know you've been there.. =)


thanks xiaoyun.. YOur a really great friend...and helper..

thanks.. God..
i know im going to disappoint you again..


This song fully perpetuate what i feel


linkin park - "Numb"
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you thereI've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be



THERE... This song is Perfectly perfect..

Im darn moodless today..

Joalin showed me the blog the 4 of you guys made..

tats wonderful..

i know im HATED anyway...

since im so hated and outcasted.. im not gonna care about what others think of me.. im gonna dress as i deem fit .. im not gonna care about other people's views anymore..

im gonna be my REbellious me..

i dun see why i didnt do anything wrong and everyone is treating me that its my fault..

i should have known the signs..

i should have seen it coming..

i should have sensed it..

i should have known...

IM HATED...

well.. so be it..

if you guys want to hate me..

i shall hate the world too..

thats as far as i can go.. my limits.. my breakingpoint..




i thought you guys were the closest to me in the cell group.. the ones that share the same views.. same thinking..

i guess im wrong.. im just simply too HATED right? fine..

i DUN CArE.



Linkin park


"From The Inside"


I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)


[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You
I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

i love this song..

GOd. you there? hear this?

If Only i could turn back the time..

undo the things i was not supposed to do..

yep.. i really am very afraid now...

my mistake was repeated time and time again..

i really did not learn from my mistake and now.. i think im gonna bear it again..

whY?


Does the water feel extra cold when you are troubled?

Does the Food tastes extra bland when you are burdened?

Does your mind feel extra weak when you are depressed?

Does your mood turn sour when you feel extra afraid?

through my 15 years..

i've made countless of mistakes..

people talk about learning from mistakes...

however...


I CANT SEEM TO FREAKING LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES AND NOT DO IT AGAIN..


FREAK

i really hope.. you are the only right thing i did in my life...

although others may view it as a mistake..

i know.. deep inside me it isnt a mistake..

i really wish that no matter how many tantrums i throw..

how many mistakes im gonna do later in my life..

how many petty remarks im gonna make...


i just hope.. just really hope... that you will stand by me..

The sky's so blue..
tonight was wonderful.. cause i spent it with you..

yeps..

nothing really beats spending the night with the one you like..
holding her so tightly in your arms..
she seems to fit so snugly in your chest..


ahem*

getting abit too horny..


wahaahah...


awww... it was the greatest place to be.. although..

ahem** for the few irritating pesky residents who seemed to be snooping around interupting us, moreover the sky was not star-filled..


i was oblivious of the surroundings and the time..

damn does time flies when you are happy and carefree..

i shall not go into detail about what we did..

hmmm.. anyways.. the wind was chilly and i think it served a purpose.. =x


enough of all that..


hmmm i realized i haven't been posting any of the post in a "clarence" standard..

all not amusing enough..

my brain is getting all straightened out i think..

haha... anyways.. i shall still try to post sweet posts..

feeling real sweet right now..(Ekkk.. its a gay thing to say.. =x)


todays post must be abit hard for some of you to understand.. well it should really fit in to some of my close friends if they know me well enough. =)

im suffering from loneliness now..

im in this dark spooky dining room.. with my com..

blogging.. listening to Coldplay- The scientist

waiting for Slyvester's song to be uploaded to my com..

damn.. this 56k connection is so slow.. even the snail can slime faster then the transfer rate..


i shall end here due to the constant nagging from my guilty conscience to play playstation with my brother..



toodoos... cheerrios...

Waha.... i'm backkkkkkkkk


You know?

i used to think that finding someone so perfect for you to love is just like reaching out your hands for the stars..

my indication of perfect is not someone whu has a hot bod..
a nice sweet face..
is financially inclined..
has long black sweetsmelling hair..
has tanned skin..
academically inclined..

ahem* anyways..

finding someone you love so much.. and getting the opposite to shower you with more love is damn blardy hard!


well not anymore!


finding someone who loves you perfectly is just like having the stars placed back into the dark void night sky..

is like.. putting back all the fishes in the empty ocean..

have you ever looked into the lousy singapore night sky anticipating to see the stars but find none..is that feeling good?

finding someone you love so dearly is really much like looking up into the night sky and see little stars winking at you.. your happiness no words can describe..

i've found my pearl in the 10000th oyster i crank open..

i Love you..





wahahahaha.... back to serious stuff.. lesser emotional feelings =x


ahem.. sometimes there is really ntg to blog about..

Friends are just like Eggs..


You will nver know how bad the Egg is.. till you Crack it open

Certainly if you dont hold them tight... they will roll away..

To kirby:

I still remember vividly the day we first met...wahaha..Sometimes i Do quarrel with you.. make you unhappy.. sometimes. i do Hurt you...
But hey.. your the Golden Egg in my Life...
The Four Years.. have Been Kirby-filled and wacky all the same..
Many Chio bu watching times..
happy times..
wahahahah..
sad times.. worry times..
most of all O - Lvel times.. We have been together through it all!
SOmetimes people say we Look alike..Gay.. Blah blah.. watever they wanna say...
However sometimes i really agree that we Too Gay or rather Close wahahahah..


Still wanna say.. Your the Egg that will Nver be cracked Open..
Your The Golden Egg that is laid fRom the chicken iN jack and the beanstalk..

To Peiliang and Chyepeng:

i dare say.. we walked ORchard together For like The thousandth time liao..
Now.. all working ESp tat Chyepeng..Smelly la you work work work..

Peiliang.. all the Crap ideas always comes out from him..
wad go Cut botak.. everything.. all the Shit come out of his mouth one..
He nver fails to be intelligent but can be Overly intelligent..
From wad i can see he is DAmn Loyal..(to girl)
A good Brother..
if i turn gay.. Maybe i would AHem* fall for him*
Ahem* unfortunately i am not gay..

Chyepeng.. i Love to Bully you.. although times i feel bad.. YOu burger king freak.. stop working liao la.. Frankly speaking.. i miss those days that we go out together..always Bullying you..
Wan Girl number always say is you wan one.. wahhahaha..
Likes to Joke around..
I nver fail to be entertained when he is around..
Come back la chye peng..

To chee Hui:

I love you as a Gay partner..
too bad he is attached.. to *ahem*
One of the most crappest Shitter around..
With him around you can laugh till shit come out..
a good Brother..
SOmetimes.. i see you with *ahem* i really feel sad for you..
But well if you want to be in a relationship muz be sacrificial abit right..
hmmm.. if i were gay.. he will be the other one i jio ! whahahah.. grins*
remember the times we went out and look at chio bu's.. well that is a thing of the past too liao..
wahahaa.. i still remember the parkway thingy.. whahahahah


To zhen wei :

a good Brother.. you wanna hang around bedok.. you must call him..
he whole day zho bo one..
has a great passion for basketball..
still remember recently keep hanging around bedok Cc like some mad kid.. whaaha...
a really Loyal friend.. although sometimes can make you really pissed because of his tuaing skills..
wahahah..

To Tioyong :
one hell of a noise maker..
still remember he disturb the poor ah pek in mcdonalds..
wahhaa..
a very good and loyal brother.. i really thank God For having him in my life..
wahh.. you do things for him.. he is the only one who will say thankyou..
damn courteous.. not say not good la.. but really surprised.. wahhaah
Super Gay.. wahhaahah..
Macho too..
anyway.. i can see that he is a very caring friend.. the one you can share your troubles in life with..but till now i nver share yet..=x
i still haven understood why he says banana is very delicious.


Whahaha... Thats as far as i can go for today..
I gotta go Prepare liao. if not i will be late..
Maybe IM gonna get a Job today..

Anyway..

You guys add the Colours to my Life..

The stars in my universe..

The Fingers to my hands..

you are all the Golden eggs that i will never loosen my grip on..



Touching??!! Sobs** Cry Ba.. whahahahahaah

Hais...


If you are anywhere reading this...

i just want to tell you how much i miss you...


sometimes i feel so empty too..(just like fang says..)
sometimes i feel i need a pillar of support... (just like fang says)

Feeling so empty without you.. serious.. now.. alot of things going through my life..


i need someone to guide me.. you are not here..


ahem** ahem**


back to serious stuff...






this few days have been a real mess.. i have to choose between friends.. arGHHHHH



I HAVE THE DUN WAN TO BLOG ILLNESS AGAIN ------- SIANZ!

went to service on Satuday..


i shall blog about the events on saturday first..


went biking with Derrick, Hock, and his friends.. and.......



Met a MAd MaN...




muahahahahhaha Mad Mad mAd


the man was an ah pek.. (i guess he was in his mid 50's)

The first encounter.. (which i Did not personally witnessed..)


Ivan wanted to have a drink and then The ah pek also known as Gong Gong.. wanted to throw the bottle at him..


i hope it hit him on the head and he died.. haha grins* kIDDING!


Fortunately he did not throw the bottle and just passed it to ivan..
addititonally he wanted to order 2 more bottles and we skeltered off in fear.

zzz.. went combing around interchange and i think hock got a Job.

went back to singsong..
saw peijun and dunno wad is the Guy's name.. ( all yimin's friendS)


Peijun so cute.. lolx =x

she was like....

Peijun (in chinese) : See I bought a New Phonnnnnnnne.. ( She was skipping left and right holding her phone triumphantly like a little girl)



hmmm... then we saw the Man again.. this time he taunted the little kid.. which we thought was not funny.. the ah pek then offered the drinks again..


Hock sent me home on his bike.. (wah so romantic!)
Lol. kidding..


couldnt sleep when i was back home..


went out.. met someone and i Got a wand..


the wand was lying innocently on the Ground..
and i picked it up.. it then transported me to this place.. which was called Lilyland..
the land was full of lillies...


big ones...
small ones...
fat ones...
thin ones..
pretty ones..
ugly ones..
macho ones..


hahaha.. they were all dancing around the big lily which was called miss sissylilybottoms..

i asked a fat lily why where they dancing



the fat lily replied : todays Lilymas so we're all selebratin's the frestive ceson..

the tunes of "we wrish you a lilymas we wrish you a lilymas and a happy new ear"

lilymas HAH! the song is still ringing in my head




.acutally it was Huifang whu gave me the wand... She plucked it from tangs

Im gonna haolian the wand later..


we sat down and we talked awhile.. haha had fun.. but she was tired and then she went home..


well then i also cannot do anything.. went home sleep till now lor..



yawns..


i want to look for a job.. the problem is i have the lobang but..

1. its on week ends...(i got Cg on fridays and service on saturdays.)
2. the interview is on wednesday ( i got conference meeting)


the pay is Good and i get to work with my friends..!!!!!!!!!!

God !!!!!!!! please make the wOrking Hours Flexible can????????????

For you say.. seek your Kingdom First and all things shall be added unto you..

ask the SONy distributor be flexible lehx...


Sianz.. nvm.. if Rina doesnt mind.. i'll work with her.. =x


anyway.. im swankering my wand right now.. lol


if i have the chance i would turn my grandmother into a frog..


ribbit ribbit..

then i wont have to hear her Nonsensical blabberings anymore..

Ah ma : (in hokkien) ask you dun come home so late can or not..

Me: *waves wand*

Ah ma : You Better f;klfjasdlfakjsd;fksajflk .......... Ribbit Ribbit..


OH my GOsh.. She really turned into a FROG!!!!!!!!!!!!!





ribbit Ribbit..!






wahhahaahhahaha........
Muahahahahahahaha evil laughter....

i managed to get a photo of miss sissylilybottoms... yawns.. it was hard ok.. she didnt want her photo taken.. this was taken when she was sleeping..









































miss sissylilybottoms then woke up (because i dint turn off the flash) and pelted pollen grains all over me.. now i have to go and take a bath...


SISSY LILY BOTTOMS

you will nver know..




what if ONe day.......



someone stole your underpants...



you : Oh My... Who Stole My underpants..




what will you do??




You will nver know..



what if one day...




you Just woke up....



and you saw yourself naked on the beach with hundreds of people staring at you..



You : Oh My fflkdsjflksdjslsjweoir... Why am i here!!!!!!!



what will you do ??





what if one day..




You came to this pink blog..





and...read the posts and Dropped dead...




You : Piank *drops dead*








what will you do??








MUahahahhahahahaahahah

Since the end of the O levels..







there has been drastic changes in my life..




now so early... Yawns.... I dOnt get up so early usually..(kwangHock make me wake up la. THink He still snoring away lost in Dreamland)






so many things happened.. anyways.. i dun wanna talk about it.. lest it spoils my mood..




*Teng* (messanger rings...)


Sebastian-- TAUFIK <-- MuackZzZ !!! my all time Gay Partner is onLIne... wahahahah.. grins.. i shall crap around with him.. Sebastian-- TAUFIK <-- MuackZzZ !!! says: got dyehair

take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: got la

take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: hahaha

Sebastian-- TAUFIK <-- MuackZzZ !!! says: wat colour

take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: eh i tot got NP camp

Sebastian-- TAUFIK <-- MuackZzZ !!! says: i wanna dye brown
take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: dye la

take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: LIchin let you dye ar?

take me to the place.. *shakes Butt* where the spirit of God is.. *Knocks Knees* Holy GHost Empower Me.. says: =x

Oops.. it turns out he and her did not Go as i Thought it would go.. Well I dun wanna show the rest of my conversation.. he is a good brother of mine.. muahahahah hmm...


I just dun understand what is in the Cockanoodle head of Li chin..



100 things that makes Sebastian attractive..(not IN a Sexual way)



Sebastian is....

1. those cute and lovable type (as Mentioned By Joalin..)

2. he has high intellectuall abilities...(well.. although mine is much more superior =x)

3. He is RICH!! (kaching~$$)

4. He is Patient with girls.. Not to mention Boys too......

5. His Jokes are Lame.. and he always ends his jokes with a "wahhahahaha" laUgh

6. towering at 178 cm.. he is tall and Gives you a Secure Feeling when you Hug him..(although i have never Tried that before.. And I repeat i Dun have SExual Fantasies about him.. as you know.. im not a Gay!)

7. ....... Nothing to say about at the Moment..


Anyway.. he is the Prince charming you would see in the Movies which rescues the princess from the Evil witch/doctor/professor/wizard/dragon/demon/orge.... Blah blah yada..


thats why i just dont understand Li chin.. How can you Let go Of a Gold bar...


BAng your CockaNoodle Head...


Grins.. to show you how sexy Sebastian is.. I shall Post 2 Pics.....



lalala...


lalalla... Ten Dollars!



muahahaha.. someone say wanna have baby with me Wor.. LOL!!!!



Who ar??? hahaha SHhhhhhhHhHhhHhH



Laugh Hysterically!!!*


*grins* yawns.. Went blog Browsing.. None of the Blogs really interest me.. except for Huifang's blog.. lol.. go check out her all so short postss... =)

this is by jiawen......

i mus say. dearest viewers of my blog. PLS treasure everyone ard you. cuz you'll nvr noe when he/she is leaving. although nth happen ard me.. but im really sad now. cuz i've jus viewed a friendster acct and a blog made for my cousin's friend's bf.. who passed away not long ago. i can feel how sad are the ppl ard him.. treasure everyone. cuz it's too late to regret after he/she is gone. ~sadden. jia wen-ed

1:23:48 AM


creepy Huh??!! shudders... Im alone at home...




aRGh!!! i dunno why the Pictures cannot be uploaded..




Sooooo sadd.... you all cannot see sebastian.. Nvm.. haha.. you all wan to see him.. =) i introduce to you... LOl....