“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”
I live for the moment, the here and now.
I hope to always capture those faultless, picture-perfect moments in
this space so that I won't forget how hard I smiled, how much I loved
and knowing that the memories would never fade away.
date/time Tuesday, April 20, 2010,1:00 PM
My dearest readers who I can count with my 5 fingers, or a lack thereof since the slow demise of this blog, I am saddened to say that I am no longer going to update anything here anymore. It's been a great journey from when I was still a curious teenager till what I've become today. I love writing, i really do. It's just for another avenue now. :) Till we meet again my friends. xx
ps: If you know my tumblr, that's where I usually heave all my uptight emotions on. With an abundance of romantic pictures and whatever tickled my fancy. See you there lovers!
date/time Tuesday, March 23, 2010,11:20 PM
i want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories.
i want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward,
looking at you, laughing. to huddle around a fire on the beach, salt water drying into my hair,
reading from that book you always carry. i want to sit next to you on a log and sleep next to you in a tent.
i want to wake up early and make pancakes over a fire, to wash the dishes in the river while we swim,
to build sandcastles and castles-in-the-air. i want to drive home with my bare feet on the dashboard,
the windows down, my hair whipped in every direction from the wind rushing through open windows.
i want to hear your voice shouting the lyrics to the songs on the radio that you don’t know the words to.
i want to be able to look at you and smile and not say a word..
To have adventures and passion and to truly live.. to truly love.
Bintan
5-7 March 2010
xx
date/time Monday, March 15, 2010,7:44 AM
My dearest mother, we miss you so much! Your husband is really a handful. For a start, he is hungry alllll the time and changes his HOME clothes 3 times a day and leaves them everywhere around the house. Not to forget, his medicines have to be given by hand even if I already prepared them and placed them on the kitchen table which he frequently pass by whenever in search for food. I am really amazed by the amount of housework that needs to be done every single day and now I understand why it can be considered a full time job. A job I really don't want to master....yet. Your children! Have been a great help so far, surprisingly so. Else I could have really gone mad from just taking care of this one man in the house. The milk I bought this morning is already half gone....no guesses to whose tummy it went to. So my dearest overworked mother, we really can't wait for your return, this friday!! For now, let me just master the art of cooking rice without it tasting like rocks.
date/time Monday, March 01, 2010,8:00 AM
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEKEND!! BINTAN BABY!!!
date/time Sunday, February 21, 2010,12:00 PM
Isn't it a beauty? They have cottage like resort with your own porch where you can dangle your legs, breeze in your hair with a good book and a fruit punch. They have peacocks, yes PEACOCKS waddling around in their splendor entertaining tourists of all sorts. They are also one of the most pristine, not to forget very private beaches I have seen in Malaysia. We were so amazed by it all when we first discovered this at 1am in the morning, you could say we were damn excited! I didn't even want to share it on Twitter in case it gets too much attention. Alas of course, there's a catch...
Reading reviews from those who went to an island/country that you are planning to go is like a precaution everyone must take before actually booking a room, it's like an insurance to yourself you know..to avoid disappointment. Which we sorely were after that. In a gist, there was a reason why the website didn't put up the room pictures and blinded us with the plethora of nice pictures instead. Out of maybe 50 reviews we read, 95% of them complained of the run-down, stained sheets, dirty toilets, no towels of a small room that they provide. They also have this rule to shut down all electricity from 9am-12pm to conserve energy. I don't know whats worst.
Therefore dearest Rawa Island, thank you for the fleeting memories. You are still beautiful on your own, but damn what a pity the little effort your country is doing for you!
date/time Sunday, February 14, 2010,5:22 AM
Now that the holidays are here, i have been doing practically nothing but wake up at 1pm, crawl to the kitchen to find something to eat, take a piss and find myself in bed again! It's amazing the sloth that I have become. My mum is going umrah in a week, I WILL DIE i tell you.. let's not think about the amount of housework i have to do. My house will eat maggi everyday that's for sure. Anyway the past two days have been a blur of activities, or a lack thereof. I can't even remember the last time i showered. BUT tomorrow will be better! Going to the beach with my chicas, the beach! Then tuesday with my cherries and our boys! I love planned days like this. :) Oklah I DID clear my wardrobe, started to clear my table, apply for new passport! that's quite a lot. And today i went cycling around my neighborhood with a bicycle that could kill me because everytime I pedal it will become looser and the brake doesn't work when I'm going DOWN a slope that is leading to a road. Wah in barely 30mins I went back home lah! So scary or what. Oh speaking of passport......might not be going Bintan leh! Hearing so much bad reviews about it! So....no plans...for now. Its oklah, we'll see.
Doesn't matter where the destination, as long as it's with you. ;)
date/time Saturday, February 06, 2010,3:52 AM
A few more hours before we are officially 6. Stealing a glance across the table from you, I know that you are the one I want to spend my every waking hours with. Cause nothing in this world can compare to the way I feel for you. The way I feel when I'm with you.
The knowing in my heart he will always be there, the promise that for me he cares. The warmth in my heart for him alone, and a future of happiness that we can't deny.
I love the way you irritate me to no end everyday, the little surprises you give me, the way you protect me just enough, the way you always have the right things to say, the way the curve of your bones fits when I need your shoulders to lean,cry and hug, the way your eyes light up when you have so much things to say, the way you tease me, the way you never laugh at my jokes but secretly i know you think they're funny, the things you do to cheer me up, the clever way you pick up hints after all these years(i never learn) your thoughtfulness, your never ending concern, our secret smile, our dreams..
I love you baby, to the moon and back more than you can ever imagine. Here's to us and much more! :)
