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A Sudden Emo
After The Song
A True Friendship
That I Treasure
In My Heart
FOREVER
No Matter
Where Am I,
How Long It Is
I'll Remember You

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Thank You for the Love~s

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the MORE the MERRIER!!!

The more the merrier, in term of having fun, yea it is good! But i am referring to the piles of assignments, tonnes of assignments or mountain of assignments that i need to do! Well, i thought final semester in uni, taking less subject than the previous semester would be easier and more relaxing... I was WRONG!!!! It is more stressful than ever before!

It's 3.30 in the morning now. I never sleep late when i'm back at home... Normally, 12am or 1am the latest... Never been as busy as today before... Woke up in the morning, fetch sis to tuition, started to drive around Seremban town area see if there is any shop renting out dancing costumes. Went to a few places, but failed to get anything! It was frustrating. Never thought coco subject could be so troublesome and stressful. Learning the dance steps from youtube! 1 more weeks to our final performance. Out of 5 type of dances, we've only learn 1! I really don't know whether we can make it or not... Due to puasa, we gotta arrange our practice at 10pm at night everyday. But 2 of our groupmates couldn't make it as they are traveling daily from home to campus. The only solution is we will teach them during day time again. Anyhow, practices makes perfect. So it's okay lah~ I don't mind....

Other subjects like strategy, technology management, corporate accounting 2, it was okay during the first half semester. When goes to assignment part, it is totally a nightmare! Sometimes, i felt so disappointed and angry when i saw my idea been amended or turn down.. But not to the person who make amendment. Even though sometimes, the idea might bring out the same meaning, but they could describe in a better way. I'm just angry and disappointed to myself. Why they could come out with such a perfect n brilliant idea, and i cant! I know i'm not an outstanding student, but i really don't mind to work until late night to get something done..

Fine~ It's 4 in the morning! And i still can't sleep! Thx to the 2 cups of coffee i drank today! I thought want to finish all my part of assignment for strategy, ca2 and btm (which all due tmr) by tonight as tmr i will have dance practice at AGAIN... But i'm stuck... well well well~~

~Dozed off by force~NIGHT WORLD!!

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Okay! I'm bored enough in Cyber... In a small hostel room.... So I've decided to do this.... Just for you, you, you and youuuuuu!
While reorganized all my photos collection according to beta, gamma, delta n epsilon year, then had a sudden urge to blog, so here it goes~I realized that i seldom join u all during my first year... All started with.........

KH n me being the working committee for CAC prom

Gamma Year: Here's where the stories begin.... More photos coming up~!

Our very First group photo (OMG! look at the innocent faces)

First Pool (Sushi n CP's pant n legs)

This is the 2nd Pool

Then, our Penang Trip where the UBAT GIGI joke of CP exist

While we having class (I bet KH does't remember this)

KFC dinner (Our favourite pose of all)

Sing K

E-Commerce Class & Presentation (Where we started to wear black)

Cameron + Ipoh + Teluk Intan
-KH has a special power! He can sleep within 1 min!-
-We watch "Don't Laugh" in the room, laughed so loud until the exhausted sushi oso wake up n watch with us-

Gold Coast Sepang
(According to KH, this is the place where a ROMANTIC story begins)

CAC Redang Trip
-Celebrated KH's bday and the cake still well protected until the last day-

Last day of Gamma Year
-Last meal of BKT at sushi's hz-
-Last class-

~to be continued~
as many photos are missing for 3rd year... As soon as i gather all, i will continue

Soooooo In Loveeeeeeeeee

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I'm so in love with my new blog's background

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gosh... Somebody could u please stop my likeyyy...

New New New!!!!

Change everything!!!
Everything is new!!!
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New IC
New driving licence
New ATM card
New purse
New bag
New hair colour
New bloggie's background
New New New New Newwwwwwwwwwwwwww~~!!!
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Bb said everything can be new
But not NEW bb
Thx for accompanying me the whole week~
Thx for treating my friends like ur friends too...
Love yea!
<3

~a sign of hope for tomorrow~

Over the rainbow
~a sign of hope for tomorrow~

I CURSE THEM!!!!!!!

*I'm slowly getting back myself... Don't worry bout me... Had a long chat with mom.. Finally i can sleep well without alcohol.. My aunt mixed some alcoholic juice for me last 2 days... Thx aunt adeline.. "That incident" did not came out as frequent as last 2 days... I trying to think of something else... Music really can heal a soul... Just that, heart is abit weak for any other thing, like this morning, i tried to call bb few times, he did not answer my call, i was so scared and worried, all the bad thing started to appear, almost burst out again.. Nevermind.. at least i can feel myself again!*

Yesterday was reading a friend's blog, (but the blog is in chinese) she was blogging about black magic in china.. in chinese we called it 蛊 or 下降头(canto: lok gong tau).. While i was reading, i really hope that i know this kind of black magic.. With this black magic, i can curse "THEM" so badly!!!! I can even take their life away!! Whoaaaa.!!! Cool!!! I never thought of learning black magic is a good thing... But yesterday i really have this thought... "I WANT TO FIND WAYS TO CURSE THEM!" "I really want them to DIEEEEEE!!!" I know this is a bit cruel! But i really dun care!!! I dun curse them cz they took our money, i curse them bcz they ruined my day!!! They gave me bad experience! They made me live in fear for days!!!

For a moment, i really hope my curse is that powerful! I had even thought of so many ways to let them die! I want them to die like Final Destination 1, 2, , 3 and 4!! I wish i have the book which can curse ppl to death like the one in Death Note!!
They will burn themselve;
involve in a terrible car accident;
drown in pool;
organs kena suck out;
they will lost their hand or leg or eye;
die of sudden explosion;
walking in street, suddenly a big heavy metal box fall on them;
bitten by the most poisonous snake or unknown creatures!!
falling from building
strike by thunder and lightning even it is not raining!!!
trapped in a place without oxygen, but full of carbon monoxide!!
I wish they will haunted by ghost everyday from now!!

I sincerely hope they will not have any chance to celebrate their 30th's birthday onward!!!
I REALLY HOPE THIS CURSE WILL WORK!!!!
Bad luck will follow them for the rest of their life!!
I will curse their family too!!!!
Wife and daughter will be raped
Son will become drug addict, alwiz ask money from them, and in the end kill them ALL!!!!

GO TO HELL!!!

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!

I CURSE THEM!!!

I will be so happy if my curse really work!
I will go to their funeral and laugh!!!
They deserve it!! They deserve the death!!!!! Hell yea!!!
I will pray hard for them to die faster!!!!!!!

I need to be strong

This incident really had cast a shadow to my life!
Still in a state of shock
I can't sleep well
Woke up in fear the next morning
Cried again
I don't want to think about it
but "that process" keep flashing back automatically

No appetide to eat at all
Felt nauseous the whole day especially when eating
My heart is so weak, it's like something squeezing my heart inside
I can feel my hand still shaking
I felt so breathless

Really suffering.....
How to stop the flashing back of "that process"!!!!

I can only wait until wednesday to settle everything: my IC, licence, bank card and everything
Bb will on leave that day
I don't dare to drive alone
I don't dare to go out alone

I feel great to have my family around...
The moment my sis hug me
The moment my bro n mom talked to me on the phone
The moment uncle desmond giving me support
The moment aunt adeline hug me and purposely make a medicated-drink to calm me down
The moment my grandma came to hug and hold my hand so tightly
The moment bb's mother help me to apply medi-ointment on my hand (i had bruise on my hand)
Thank you so much! I LOVE U ALL!

I'M NOT OK THIS TIME!!

Normally, i won't admit even when i have any trouble or bad feeling
I won't even tell anyone how i felt
But not this time...!!
Seriously not this time!!

I even msg my sis to tell her
i think i'm going to break down soon
normally i won't msg n tell my sis about this
but i really need someone

I dunno why am i so weak
I hate myself for being so weak
I wanted to be as strong as them
I tried to joke with them after tat "incident"
But this time, smiling is something really torturing me!!
I tried to smile, i really had tried........

I dunno how many times i had cried
I dunno how long did i cried
I only know i really can't take this feeling anymore!!
It haunted me sooooo badly
to the extend that i really can't sleep,
i know i'm so exhausted,
but the image of tat fellow snatching our bags and how KH n i tried to fight back,
keep on floating out everytime when i tried to close my eyes
I'm so afraid of standing at the public now
I even feeling phobia to stand at roadside
So phobia to human now!!

This morning when i walked out to Cyberia bus stop with CS
i felt so unsecure when i dun see her beside me!!!
I need someone i trusted to stay around me
I'm so scare when someone just walk passed me...
I'm so scare when i'm alone in the car, even CS just left me for a few min..
I still trembling badly until now

Seriously i really not ok this time!!
Please please please....
Somebody please help me!
I really need help this time!
somebody just get me out from this
I really can't take this feeling
I can't stand it anymore!


*p.s: 4 of u, really sorry i had frightened u all... i knew u all noticed i cried badly when i was talking on the phone... i just can't control myself...

Thank you so much to those we called yesterday midnight! sorry for disturbing ur sleep...
Thx bb n his sister came all the way from seremban
Thx jon for the help
Thx wan na for the key
Thx everyone who helped us find out the banks, digi, celcom hotline number
Really a BIG thank you to all of u...

a lesson i will learn real hard

16052010 (0100-0115)

A day, 5 of us will remember forever!!
Definitely will be haunting us for years!
The moment i'm typing this post
My hands n my whole body are still shaking...
Heart still pumping as if i gonna have heart attack anytime
couldn't catch my breath
Even when i exhale, i can feel my whole body is trembling terribly
It was like a dream
I hope it was just a dream
Everything happened just so quickly

We were taking photos infront of the MMU Sign at the bus stop
A malay guy came to us
I thought he's going to ask for direction or something
Suddenly he walked to the bench where we 3 put our bags
smile to me n even waive his hand
suddenly he just snatch our bags and run
I was standing so near to him
It's human reflex response to grab it back
So i did!
KH able to block his way
We were trying to pull our bags back all the way down to his car
The moment he sat inside the car, we knew our bags are hopeless
His partner started to speed up while KH n me still pulling him from outside
I saw there is still a few guys at the back seat of the car
The car start moving
We got no choice but to let go
It was awful
A real terrible experience i had
Indeed, it more than terrifying and awful
I couldn't find a word to describe that situation and my feeling at that moment!

Went police station to report
Not able to track the car even they have CCTV at 1 of the traffic light few kilometer before MMU
The procedure to report took us so long
We request to do photofit on the spot
but they dun have the facilities there
We need to go Sepang Balai Polis to do this
and they told us they only can do on the next day morning!
So now i know why Malaysia Criminal rate is increasing!
I just mean when u do on the spot, u still can remember the criminal's face
But delay to the next morning, i really doubt anyone can remember so clearly
I was the one standing so near to him and saw his face
but at this time, his face was so blur to me already
How am i going to do photofit later!

However, we knew it's our fault too
Our awareness are so low
No place is safe even in campus
I swear i will never ever leave my bag anymore
even it's only few meters away from me

They are so lucky as we just withdraw our money from bank (We going Langkawi on Monday)
It's alot.. imagine 5 of our wallet/purse is inside 3 bags along with my camera, cp +sy's phones, bank cards, cash!!
Now what we can do without our IC!

A real bad day for us!!!

Girls, a sincere advice from me!
Please take along ur bag wherever u go!!
Dun leave it even just for a while or only a few meters from u!!