Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Sleep

It's weird that when you have almost all the time for it, but you just ain't enjoying it.
But yet often, we want/need more of it.

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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Med for diff reason.

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I'm trying...

Not to let my emotions take over.

It's just the feeling of being needy and unable.
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Friday, February 24, 2012

A night of mixed feelings.

I feel ever this grown up.
This ever brave.
This ever hearty comfort.
It's everywhere.

Morn I'm getting the teeth out, followed by all the rest. Wish me well. I wish so.

Amen for the peace I have now, this moment.

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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

V.alentine's

reminiscing and chats about how we celebrated Vday.
the once exciting or sweet, extravagance or boring (lazy) ..
and we laughed at the ever funny scene of the row of couples sitting next to each other in the restaurant.

I remember enjoying Vday with excitement.
I admit i wished for flowers too.
but i think my fav Vday was when i whipped dinner and we had dessert, a short walk and swinging session by the park. (and ofcourse waking up to the scent of flowers as well).
but its really aside from everything and the real world that is.

to me, Vday is actually a day to remind everyone that Love do exist. i know its lotsa $ and lotsa over-rated actions, but on which day (besides anniversaries, birthdays or what not days) people actually are told to be reminded that love is around and whatever it is, if you love thee you show it. (your way of course)

i secretly wished for flowers and love showered on me.
i didn't know if i should expect so as well.
but instead i choose to look straight into life and be practical about it.
only the brave and faithful, the felts and joy of whats real and right.
not by flowers nor expresses of love.
but by the faith, felts and smiles that makes it all so real.
i think i named my fav Vday post "Valentine's for real. almost"
now i know why, because something was short.

as i await for the little faith and brave you.
as i await for me to seek thee the right way..
i embrace Valentine's Day with smiles and grace for i know there's so many types of love on this earthly place. and i will and have always believed in Love.

"Specky; for comfort and joy so real yet so short-lived, find your way through ya.

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

Ouch me.

I'm exhausted and annoyed. Disappointed and less believe.

I really don't know if i will ever find my way.

If this is God's plan and lesson for me. I think it's making me lose my trust in humans.

I should pray. But I don't know what to ask for.
Because I feel that I'm too dumb or deaf to hear myself or the world.

I suddenly feel that I don't know myself. Don't know the world.

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