when i mean what i say:

It's going to be an eventful month.
With quite fair bit going on..
The thought of it makes me look forward yet I feel tired already!
I just added something to that month. And I wanna "laugh" thinking about it. I seriously can't believe I'm giving myself timeline for stuffs. Me and time management ~ hur!

I secretly cannot wait already! :)

I like things in order.
I prefer things keeping the norm.
I wished for consistency.
I hoped for stability.

Other times,
I just find changes challenging and fresh.

Signs of aging?
Signs of a tired soul.

; A man who've gone through Life's various phrase and seemed to start all over again. I saw his fearless anticipation, also I saw his clarity of thoughts.

; one whom you know, you sometimes fear, you sometimes feel over yourself.. You exchange and receive thoughts, take a deep breathe and feel all over again.


This humanely exchange of thoughts. Sometimes keeps me sane.

Hi early Friday~

one that gave me alot of encouragement; A Wonder Woman's Blog.

well, the blog is no longer active.

Molly has went home to be with the lord a while ago.

but, it continued to give me a lil push.

because, i find that as much so, Molly's story lives and her comfort has not stopped warming up others. I still see messages on the chatbox up till date.

:) - Molly and family, thank you.

Does all good stories, encouragements and people live forever?

online or offline. in heart or in mind.

quoting:

He says he is impossible to connect dots looking forward, instead they only make sense connecting backwards. - like where you are now and how to have came here, instead of where this will lead you. As you really wouldn't know just yet.

He talks about Death being a really big factor to push one from doing one's best.

He also mentioned about the importance of Loving what you do and not letting any factor drag you down, in areas of life/ living as well.

Also, things thats has somehow gave you a turning point be it negative or positive, we gotta take it moving forward not stopping.

I wouldn't say i adore or look upon him. but what he said did struck me thinking.

and it surely made me look at myself.

Life. Career. Living. Love.

yes, it is creating overwhelming thoughts in me.

right now.

this moment on.

Animal prints, sweeping dyed n made-up fringe, smiles with eyes observing....
Watched "devils wear pr*da"? That's almost it!

I'm suddenly intimidated and am unsure if I'm cut for it! Or is this what I dreamt of achieving?
Well, when opportunity strikes, there you start all over again.

You start asking yourself a million questions..
Plus, with this weird combi-brain like mine, you can't imagine the depth of questions!!!!

Faints!

Sometimes you hoped to be simpler, other times you just hope to strive.

it was a teeny bit like in school. Case studies and charts, complete with questions and some debates. Not forgetting notes..

Just that u realized ppl around you are kindof successful and it's no longer called a lecture, but a conference.

You realized, you've grown up Sooooooooo much! WTH.

"... you are not alone.."

Some talents and stories just impresses and falls right into your bank of emotions.
And you wonder what's out there for u.

On the side note;
I just realized i am totally halved or less of my self knowledge of thoughts.
Meaning; I under estimated every other matter or body around. And I thought I at least knew or kindof know, but the truth is; I may be the one with the least knowledge or realization.
Help.
I've grown backwards mentally.
I am truly the foolish one here!
Oh crap.
But if thats life, I hope someone will take me for the way I am and may forever be...

We all think we're going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. But sometimes our expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected's just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives

Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be; The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.

Change; we don't like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes change is everything.

The ties that binds us are sometimes impossible to explain. They connect us even after it seems like the ties should be broken. Some bonds defy distance and time and logic; Because some ties are simply... meant to be.

We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.

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as mundane and gloomy over the daily cycle,

there's always life's lil reminders to tell you to look far and beyond with a smile.

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received this photocard from Mel&Chris..

:) :) :) :)

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Mum was in her hair curls since 3pm today..

because she's going to a concert with dad later the night!

hahaha.

so funny. it's been awhile since they go for such!

Although my parents ain't the most romantic or loving couple,

but their kind of love is still something that warms me up.

i am blessed to still see and feel such.

:)

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good bye sunday.

and I gain 80 strands of white hair + 80000calories eating at weeeee hrs refusing to sleep.....

YAWNS.
; Spring Summer Fashion Month/ Week up next.
Oh April... Argh...
Where's June?