Sleep.
It's either I'm getting old or I need more comfort during my sleep.
I hardly can pass 10am!
But again, I enjoy the sleeping back time but well, I can never pass 2hrs!
Apparently, this post is a "I am talking to myself" thingy..
Ridiculously, un-understood!
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I was told..
"cindy.. Do you know that I believe in fairytales?"
".. Love do exist ... "
And he said that fate is in one's hands.
; can't wait to hear of your happy ending :)
eventhou it seems alil absurd, i still feel "touched" and upset each time i watch it.
just like my pretty picture;
even thou i know the truth and understand the fact, my picture remains pretty.
some felts never changes.
some lil dreams will remain.
but at least i know that i can still dream right?
or at least know that i have a heart that "feels" :)
nights.
My.Sweets.
this reminds me of my grandaunt...
When I was little, each time I go by her place on weekends, we lil ones would ask if the pomegranate from her lil planted tree/plant could be eaten! Those were mini plants and their fruits are really tiny! But we just enjoy tasting the lil juices off the fruit/seed. On rare occasions we had and shared big fat ones! -from the fridge... (now thinking back, they are definitely not from that tiny plant!)
I really miss those growing up days and my grand aunt :) lately the mentioned of her name has been frequent and I know mummy misses her very much. It's the first year of cny without her, and the 5or6 years of cny without her laughter after she fell ill. But fond memories of her never left us.
Its been a tiring Monday for me. But this slice of fruit handed to me by my mummy really warms me up. A rare fruit found at home. An extra sweetness filled my heart.
I told mummy this fruit reminds me of my grand aunt.. Mummy just smiled.
Goodnight.
Cartoon"
My mum ask if she could use the cordless phone at home to call 'home' to locate the other cordless phone (sharing the same line) .....
I laughed and said that's really "cartoon"
My sis said that's why my daddy 喜欢。(never knew my dad had a thing for cartoons.. -_-")
Cease that thought.
Are you aware that mr mind and mr heart are best friends? Same goes to mr selfish and mr selfless. There's a really thin line.
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My girl friends expresses the heartiest unkept self...
From food wastage and frank talks...
To OLD unglamorous singing secrets! :)
Did I not mention the LS episode?
Hmph, my comfort and sane friendship.
corrupted messy grumps.
I completed "commitment" by Elizabeth Gilbert (she wrote Eat, Pray, Love) and yup her Husband in this book seemed to be the Brazilian guy mentioned in the movie :)
The book kindof soothe my not-understood and grumpy mood. Because hearing another woman rant and yak nonstop on her running mind just makes this mind stop! Perfect! What more it ended tastefully.
I seriously would love to yak my grumps and throw pillows for a good 20mins, but I need a real human to listen and hand me some ice-cream or give me a hug after. I swear it will end there.
Unfortunately, it did not happen. Instead i un-timely spoke (in some way or another) to 4 individual men (boys) this cloudy day. I chat, I humored, I kept my poise, I coax, I played ms petty. Yucks it is. Kill me and strangle me for being a b**ch.
This world just won't stop testing my impression on ugly human differences and yes, the human bias self behavior.
Exclusive ness.
Where can I find you?
:(
Hiragana = 1/2 mab
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
An sms adv recieved this day says...
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. ~Albert Einstein
Happy Valentine's Day
Just completed a drama serial - 情越雙白線.A simple yet enjoyable show.
the thing about HK drama's are the great storyline that revolves around, Family, Morals, Life and Love.
close to our daily lives, easy to relate and mostly catches our interest! Most importantly, i love that it always (mostly) have Happy endings. or at least, a message or lesson to take away with! :)
today's lil good ending was the beauty of Happiness;
Seeing others' happy, we should be happy too.
sometimes, you do not need to own Love,
seeing Love in happiness may bring you much love too.
till Happiness finds each of us.
Thou there seemed to be not a best reason for me to celebrate this day,
it is a day where Lovers reminded each other that they have a special someone.
:) for all the love in this world ...
Happy Valentine's Day.
Saturday.
Picture of a happy fella!
心情好好,表情多多的大叔！
After a day filled w stuffs and smiles and just merry... I rec a msg from England of a new born baby! My cousie have given birth to a baby girl!
My life's emotions and felts seemed to be such an excitement!
I lay on my bed falling asleep w a biiru filled stomach and a mindful of breezy thoughts, now In addition a tinge of joy!
Saturday, don't go....
perfect for a FRIDAy~
红日 by Hacken Lee红日 by my ex polymates.Totally CRACK me up in all smiles falling asleep!!
Applaud! :)
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Whatever the grumps, whatever the bitches life gives you..
find sweets in all things we should~
FRIDAY!!!!!
Cycle unwanted.
Is it mental or is it truly the way it is?.
The felts of dreadfulness returns in forms I dislike.
The fight to overcome is next.
X
"Affection, like melancholy, magnifies trifles; but the magnifying of the one is like looking through a telescope at heavenly objects; that of the other, like enlarging monsters with a microscope."
-Pope Paul VI
My attempt to do homework...
Aren't my pen from my snr witch too cute to resist? HAHA.
I'm so never a Gd student to be v_v
I made it!
Day01 of CNY with a puffed up nose (red) and a manly voice! But how can I miss out the polkadots?! :P
Cashing soon!
Day02 is often more exciting!
(cross fingers... It's not Christmas, there's no need for red nose!)
Mood "un"-dwelling.
Today I felt that it's spoken.
And amazingly, i do not feel upset but yet rather fine with it (w a tinge of anger thou).
Realization often comes when u least expect it!
And I think it's time I stop living on denials and wake up alil more!! Deep breathes!
Pickup.pickup.pickup.pickup! Meee-self!
Because you are answerable to no1 but yourself.
Hope to sleep away the woes!
Nights!
