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Gema Puisi Artistik 05
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Event of the day: GPA 2005 Peringkat Saringan
Time start: 1pm
Location: NYJC LT4
woke up 1/2hr later than planned...which was lucky since it lead to the coincidental meeting wif Najib S. at the platform of Boon Lay MRT station..heh
so nice of him to accompany poor lil me to Bishan MRT...where i'll be mtg Mai.
seems like mai was behind us by a train...
went to take 53 to reach NYJC...missed our stop..haha lucky Najib was wif us..or who noes where we wld haf ended up...
made our way to NYJC...wif a small detour to the coffeeshop...
upon arrival...met up with the stars of the day...helped out abit here & there (tho i muz admit i dint feel like i did much...)
time: 1pm
the weather is freaking hot...waited for the doors to the LT to open...were the first ones in...thus managed to get the front seats..
Center 3rd Row from the Front...with the Westspring Sec supporters (wearing red) sitted rite behind us...
the performances by the participating schools were okae...with my favourites being...
SP (obviously)
VJC
WestSpring
Ahmad Ibrahim
TPJC
MI
NP
and SRJC
Dint manage to fully absorb the wonderful feeling of watching SP's performance tho...was too bz trying to take as many nice pics as possible...lol..am so gonna watch the video over and over again...haha
hmm...i tynk somewhere around the last 5 schs...was oreadi falling asleep...penat seh
Saint Andrews' performance was......err...quite a gd effort..esp considering its their first time participating...
time: 5? 6? cant remember actuallie...
results...man.. nerve-wrecking...
hosts: (not wat they actuallie said..but somewhere alg tt line)
"sekolah kelapan...bukan maktab rendah, bukan sekolah menengah..."
"institut eh?"
"tapi Institut Millenia da layak pe.."
*imagined drumroll*
"Politeknik....SINGAPURA"
~~
wooHo0!!! hard to put into words the relief & joy felt...
Syabas u guys (& gals hehe)...
time:ard 7
dismissed ourselves frm NY's compound...heh
time: 11+ pm
reached home to a major scolding frm ma dad & a minor but equally effective scolding frm ma mum...gotta start pleasing them again...haiz..haha
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List of pple i met at GPA('long lost frenz') :
@>-;-- aLya --;-<@
the nite before...
Friday, February 25, 2005
dadupdadupdadup...org lain yang performing...org lain lak yg nervous...heh
To all those involved in GPA,Hope all your hard work pays off tmr. Wateva it is..juz do ur best and feel the satisfaction of ur performance. Have a gd rest tonite... semoga semua berjalan lancar esok. Insyaallah.
spiralling out of control...
Monday, February 21, 2005
To speak of morals in art is to speak of legislature in sex. Art is the sex of the imagination.
-George Jean Nathan
my head's feeling cramped. it's too big a step to be taken.
or perhaps i'm just too overwhelmed..
i need sleep.
i need my notepad ( conveniently left in sch -_-; )
had an enlightening conversation with ct kat todae...i'll keep in mind ur situation alrite..
can we pull it off with the state of thgs now?
it's an achievement i wish to fulfill.
hopefully we will.
i wish he was here. i wish i could juz measure up to his strength.
my world's gone topsy-turvy.
need to redefine my focal point,
before i lose track of what's really important.
hope its not too late.
nitez.
Dinodi : Cinta Tragika
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Sesingkat waktu itu aku masih dahagakan sesuatu darimu
Sekilau cinta ragu engkau masih menidakkan perasaan rindumu
Jikalau pelangi enggan bermain wewarnanya
Jikalau mentari enggan berkongsi berbahangnya
* Barulah aku mengaku cinta kita telah musnah
Barulah aku mengaku cinta kita kekal pada
Ditelan kerakusan kenyataan kehidupan
Dipukul kegagahan kepahitannya harapan
Engkaulah lambang cinta karam tragika
Akulah dibahtera cinta tragika
Repeat*
Seteguh lagu merdu aku masih menantikan kenangan yang baru
Sekilau cinta ragu engkau masih menidakkan perasaan Rindumu
Jikalau pelangi enggan bermain wewarnanya
Jikalau mentari enggan berkongsi berbahangnya
Repeat * till the end
congrats!
t0 KHAIRUL f0r clinching both DUET and SOLO titles!
t0 AZNY & band for winning in the BAND category!
Rock 0n peepz!
@>-;-- alya --;-<@
Taufik Autograph Sessions
Thursday, February 17, 2005
19th Feb (Sat) - Junction 8 Open Plaza Level 3 @ 6 p.m.
20th Feb (Sun) - Plaza Singapore Front Plaza Level 1 @ 5 p.m.
27th Feb (Sun) - IMM Level 3 @ 4 p.m.
specially copied this down for ddad in case he dint notice this from other places. heh.
and for other taufik fans too of coz. (",)
on love...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Valentine's Day came and went...and like all those before, i spent it as one of the singleton. Sure, its not such a big thing...why make such a fuss over juz an ordinary day? True love is in the air every second, every day, 24/7. Its there in our every breath that we take.Love.. 4 ordinary letters formed together to have an immense meaning.
love:1) A deep, tender, ineffable
feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2) A feeling of
intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3)
a) Sexual passion.
b) Sexual intercourse.
c) A love affair.
4) An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5) A person who is the
object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6) An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
7)
a) A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b) The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
8) Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
9) often Love Christianity. Charity.
10) Sports. A zero score in tennis.
in romantic aspects, experienced points 1, 2, 3a & 5 .point 2 was during the time i worked at
JPLJS.
point 3a during my fling wif a guy i juz met and got 'attached' to on tt day itself. looking back, i'm glad it dint last. eventho it was a stab at my pride when he went out wif another gal on valentine's day.
point 5 was during the 7-mth
online affair...
point 1 was during the 3-mth crush.....and at the moment..for the
4-mth 15 days (and counting) crush.
im crazy. yes i know.
Sidetracking a bit: An article on
Valentine's Day word origins .
"Falling in love endlessly is normal. but is the other end falling as well?" -womad-
the real question would be: is the other end falling for
you as well?
it's so common to be in a situation where the one that you desire.. desires someone else..
and you can't bring yourself to like the one who desires you.
I guess that's what happen when you go searching for love...or when it enters your life without warning.
"regardless of which, Hez the one in my heart ryte now..." -shanurda-how true that is...my insane sista marvelled at how quickly i could get over my past crushes...sometimes she still tease me with In...no, i dun contact him anymore..if there are any contact between us..it wld be his move. I want to forget whatever happened between us.Mum also commented on my 'ability' to fall in and out of love fast. To others, it seemed like there's always someone to occupy my fantasies..one after another. That may be well & gd for the moment...but i'm longing for somethg stable...i miss the sense of security that comes with being in a relationship.but Love is about sacrifices isnt it. I'm willing to sacrifice anythg juz to see my crush happy. Somethg which I should try to reign in...especially in terms of expenditure...still cant believe i got talked into buying bobo a Hot Wheels set (for his cousin) for his gg away present.... -_-;Now though...i'll juz try to let him go...my love for him should be satisfied as long as he is happy in life with whoever he choose to be with...even if that someone isn't me.Though i wish my crush this time would lead to somethg more substancial...i'll still be perfectly fine if it doesnt. afterall, the ending of this crush can either mean i have him as a bf..or someone else will take his place in this heart of mine.I'm still a virgin in relationships...coz all those 'flings' i had dint count. In my context anyway... ;)@>-;-- alya --;-<@
Monday, February 14, 2005
dear you,
kash aap hamare hote...
love,
me
*grr*
Friday, February 11, 2005
ah dammit! lost what i wrote...argghh... :/
blue is my mood...
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
my mum told me somethg, related to a certain event, that disturbed me greatly.
i cant believe she would do such a thg and shatter other pple's hopes...
im so sorry abg one...
for being an unwilling participant in shattering ur hope..
its all my fault...
@>-;-- alya --;-<@
Pesta Pantun 2005:
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Juz reached home...after an hr & a half worth of
travel time.
too lazy to update properly....
- morn: janji 8.30 reach at 9
- went BK
- shared a meal wif ddad
- went to zaf's hse
- reached at 11
- continue preparation
- left at ard 2pm
- reached bdk lib at ard 2.30/ 2.45 gitu
- previous session started late..
- thus ours also late
- our team did our best
- but lost to JJC...drawed with PJC
- RP,MI, AJC,JJC,YJC, Madrasah Wak Tanjong made it to the semis
- took some pics with our opponents & supporters
- singgah zaf's hse b4 leaving for simpang
bedok
- went home with zaf
(walked home) , najib k., nadz, nurizz & ddad..
(nurizz & ddad took the bus from across the rd)
Note: For pictures refer to Nurhayat's Blog...If the pic u want isnt there...email me bout it and i'll send u...
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Sekian lama ku menunggu
Mengharapkan kasih darimu
Namun dikau kerap berlari
Jauh dari cintaku ini
Masa cepat berlalu
Kini giliranmu pula berasa pilu
Kerna hati ini telah mencintai
Seorang teman yang sangat dihargai...
copyright @ rogue
pouring out my frustrations...
damn it man. if u dont wanna support me in this den juz keep quiet already. there's no need to criticize and demoralize wen i need all the courage i can muster. i went to you for help and support but all i get is negativity. even if you dont have faith in me..all i ask is for some show of support...that's all i need..
you always say "we'll support you in wateva u wanna do.."
but now when i need that, u back out and say i'll make a fool of myself, of you.
do you think i wish for that to happen?? the least i want is to embarass myself or you. but i want & need the experience, exposure too...i've got so many dreams...of which you know nothing of or never did support...
Last year's theatre auditions...u dint support that too...but did i embarass you? of coz not, i played my role to the best of my capability...but there were others who were better.
you expect me to participate in thgs im strong at..but how can i strengthen the other aspects if you dont give me a chance to get enough exposure?? tennis...im not that gd at that either..but u still wanted me to take part in the tournaments....why muz this prove any different? why?
i knew you would react this way...it's so typical of you that im getting sick of it. i onlie told you bcoz i needed ur help...for what little it did...
ahh...wateva la...ive got too much on my mind now to continue arguing with you...juz leave me alone.
@>-;-- alya --;-<@
