新年快乐

好久没有写东西了，新年忙这忙那也没什么时间。现在终于有了一点时间来跟大家拜拜年，祝大家新年快乐，心想事成，身体健康，万事如意。还有当然没忘了大年初一的情人节，情人节快乐。

以往的新年我都会带着很期待，很兴奋的心情去迎接，但是今年就有点不同，不知道是不是年纪大了，烦恼多了，东西也想多了所以今年开始觉得有点不一样。虽然同样穿着新衣，有着同样的气氛，但是心情怎样也兴奋不起来。可能是最近功课方面不是很顺利所以心情也受到影响了吧。朋友们应该不会相信我会遇到功课上的问题吧！其实也没什么，我担心的也是我的时间不够用，给我多一点点的时间，我想要办的东西一定会办得到！！

今年的新年还是一样，去亲戚朋友家拜年，赌赌博。虽然弟弟因为工作不能回家过年，但是大家还是会想起他的，每个人都会问起他。。突然间觉得他好可怜，但是我知道他为了他的梦想正在努力的铺路。。加油，还有新年快乐。。今年唯一不一样的就是家里来了一个特别的客人，陪我聊了聊天。。哈哈。。

昨天跟朋友去吃饭，突然他告诉我们他的家乡邻居突然去世了，无病无痛，在睡梦中与世长辞。。人的生命真的很儿戏，我们都应该好好的珍惜我们的生命。。今天不知明天事，希望大家都不会留下什么遗憾。。想做的事情就去做，只要不伤天害理都行。。

好夜了，我也应该去睡了。。晚安。。祝大家新年快乐。。。。

好复杂。。

好久没有写东西了，一直在忙着毕业论文。。每天都在做但是就是不能拿到我要的东西，倒这几天才有一些进展但是又担心时间不够用。新年要到了，但是东西也还没准备到，算了吧，什么也不想了。。

突然间觉得人与人的世界真的很复杂。明明就是朋友，为什么在背后还是那么多的怀疑，那么多的责怪，那么多的怨言，那么多的种种。。难道真的没有真正所谓的朋友？如果要说一个人的不对，为什么总是不能从他的立场想想看，然后用你了解的他来分析一下。。我也明白这个世界上没有所谓永远的朋友，但是能够相遇就是一种缘份不对吗？是不是应该珍惜那份缘呢？世界是那么的大，如果我们都能够遇见而相识为什么背后还要有着那些无所谓的是非呢？真的好不明白。。我明白朋友也是可以选的，但是要明白，你选人，人选你，到头来还是朋友都离你而去。。

我相信每个人都有他们自己做人的一套，我也应该好好反省我的一套到底是对还是不对，有谁能够告诉我？朋友有事，我也一定会尽我的能力去帮，但是到头来换来的又是什么?或许有些人会说我对朋友太随便，对女朋友太刻薄太严厉。但是我还是一样，朋友我能帮就帮，应为我能帮的能力不多，只能尽力。你每次问我，你跟别人有什么不一样？如果真的你发现不到有什么不一样，还要我来回答的话，那我只可以说我是很失败的男朋友，很失败的人。。

Trip 2010...

This is the first time i enjoy my trimester break so much... For the previous holidays, mostly i spent it with part time jobs... This time, i spare it for my FYP and of course some time for my friends before the graduation... Together with hometown buddies, we went to Bkt Tinggi, Genting and KL... I really enjoy a lot... Thanks... And not forget to congrate CH as he had gotten his camera... We ate a lot in the trips and I swear this is the trips which I spent most of the money on food... But I really enjoy it.... I wish there will be more to come...

Due to the connection problem i couldn't upload more photo at this time... Visit my FB for more... Hehe..

Future??? Seem blur..

Time flies.. Now I already left the last trimester in MMU.. Enjoy being the final year student because finally near to the end of the course.. The classes are less, subjects are less.. Yet the stress for being an undergraduate still overwhelming.. Worry for exams, tests, quizzes, assignments and so on... But soon it will soon go to the end..

This 4 years, no doubt i got to know a lot of friends, learnt a lot of things, gained a lot of experiences, gained knowledge and so on... But now i need to decide what direction to go in future... Yes i do agree that engineering student has got a wide range of way out to choose after complete the studies... But the more option you has got, the more things will appear in mind... Aiming too high... Wondering which direction to follow, wondering if the decision made is correct, wondering if the way i choose suit or not..................

Further studies??? Yes there are a lot of scholarship which i can apply.. But will i success?? If yes.. Will i go??? I wish to further study, but worry that it is out of my ability... Frankly speaking, really tired of studying... But at the same time i wish to see how far i can go.. How much i can gain ( I meant knowledge..)... Master degree??? Doctorate??? Curious...

One of my friend told me... Don't lock yourself for a few alternatives... The world is so big that contains a lot of chances and uncertainties.... Yes we are young, we can spend a few years just to find out the best direction for us... But i don't want to waste so much time... I wish i can decide on the correct path which will lead to the end of my life... Lecturer for sure after further my studies... Or engineer in the industry? Or some other else....

I wish someday i have a vision of future in my dream... and leads me to the answer... Hmm... I guess a lot of my friends out there are having the same problems as well... Hopefully all this will come to an end... Cheer today.... Hope for future....

Christmas is around the corner... Merry Christmas everyone... Hopefully everyone will have a joyful Christmas....

Relax...

Hmm... Yesterday already finish my final exam... The one and only one paper in this trimester... Working hard on it for a few days... Finally can get some rest....

Early in the morning wake her up and she fetched me to the bus station... Catch up the bus on time and back to hometown... After having lunch with family, depart to JB... Hang out at City Square and wait for my sister... While waiting, i snap some photos...

Ah En looking for her clothes

she is so cute...

Sometime i wonder is that every female having a very sensitive set of mind??? Instead of worrying all the time about what will happen next, why don't just spend all your time and enjoy the current moment?? Just simply life today to the max and whatever things will happen in the next day is out of our control... ( Chun Teck Theory..)

Enjoy the holiday everyone.... While for those who hasn't finish their exams... Best of luck...

Welcome

Thinking to start blogging long time ago but always busy with this and that... (excuse for my lazyness)... Now finally start my first personal blog in this super busy period for me...

Welcome all to my world...