wow i started this blog since 2005, and now it's the last day of 2010. lol. what can i say...

5 months 14 days ;P

7 more months.

Wallaby.

hello, been long since i did a proper post.
NDP is finally coming to an end, although that doesnt signify my free weekends. i need to reach padang at 2 am later. whatthefuck man. anyway, here's a lil article for those who doesnt know what we do.

http://kementah.blogspot.com/2010/08/behind-scenes-ndp-2010-mobile-column.html

salute to all the skw (saikangwarriors) and backstage crews (:

had astons yesterday, was good. dude double up's insane, with 2 potatoes side. but we queued for an hour just for that 30 mins meal. lol. i seriously need a new hobby. everyweek like that, from cheap thrills to no more thrill, the low-grade alochol also not much effect on my body already.
airbender can suck balls seriously, looking forward to salt later.

i'm finishing my book already! a million little pieces. time for a new book.
and since when did i become a label whore.

did it again. stop splurging pls.

i feel alot of shit coming.
guide vehicle to accident, lost control items, politics etc etc etc.
ndp rehearsals, AQUIS, wallaby, the only platoon that stays back for 2 phases, 6 weeks, duties and duties and duties.

all i want to is survive this 1 year and ord peacefully, is it that hard..

One more year.

bos, cos, guard duties and ndp rehearsal.
all weekend burnt, ALL.
fuck unit life.

BACK.
berlin was insane, but didnt have time to do much. wished i could stay there longer, this city here is some boring shitz man. but still, a good experience. -5 degrees in the middle of night doing sentry duties was hell, not forgetting the torturing 14 hrs flight. chics there are fucken pretty, an average waitress easily owns sg-whoever-model hands down.

the lifestyle and the culture there, men wit suits riding bicycles. alright, feel like a toad in a well. till then ;P

GERMANY.

14 days of hell, 1.5 days of berlin. only looking forward to rnr la. hope i dont die of frostbite over there. seeya ppl.

friday was kinda wasted. caught green zone and half the time i'm fighting to stay awake. shopped around yesterday and hy jitao-ed, yes jitao. haha. went for our usal routine of chivas. alcohol feels so goooood. phutured and it was weird, but not bad la :P
i'm so dead, so many things not bought and packed yet.
the feeling kinda sucks, when everyone got their parents fetching them to and fro from places to places, when everyone has traveled while ive never took a plane before. rahhhhh.

PLC was heaven. No law, good buddies.

3SG, 1 year 3 months.

back to gedong tomorrow, field camp on tues. FML.

i walked the whole town tryin to find some new clothes. seriously there's nothing nice for me to buy. those that caught my eyes are too exp though. this new year is sian man, haven clean my room yet and no new clothes to wear.

last week field camp was hell sia, thanks to the fever. why the fuck fever comes whenever theres field camp. worst's that theres field camp again tomorrow arghhhh

and i dont know why pretty girls love ugly guys :\

week 9..
while some of them are towards the end of their course, i'm not even halfway through yet. wtf.
anyway slack times ended, say hello to hell. crew phase, 2x field camp before cny, field camp again after cny. soc on weds, let me make it please. fucking sick of it alr.
hopefully i come back in one piece, or probably won't even make it back.
kan pua sian, someone just kill me please.

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of fate
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years finds
And shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

2009 sucks big time,
because i flunked my dip, 1.8 gpa can suck balls.
enlisting, i think ns is really the worst shit of a guy's life.
knew a whore whom created all the nonsense, thanks to you la hy LOL.

hope 2010 will be better,
but i doubt so, with everyone drifting away.
i just want to ord la.