it's been like 5 years since i received a christmas card haha
thank you sherene

what else,
dome club club dome club dome dome dome club
no wonder my money flowing away like water
dad gonna wake up, BYE.

HEHE, MST has ended.
cant you smell it, it's freedom baby
so paper was pretty alright, caught sex drive and its hilarious. finally a pretty decent movie after all the trash like burn after reading etc.
was prepared to go rounding at night but some imba hero casted a level 25 random-ness, no it wasnt yy,
hit us pretty hard and we got stunned for quite some time.
i think the best thing of the night was that i heard,
AMOR INFINITUS
wooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok here comes the vicious cycle of poverty again ;p

So, i managed to keep my words.
Friday was spent mahjong-ing at eugene house
obviously i was there to kill time because at the end of the three rounds we played, i had exactly the same capital that i first started with.
went to catch quarantine last night,
it is disturbing, im having a lil bit of motion sickness though i play counterstrike frequently and lastly, the ending sucks.

i got my previous job's pay but,
half of it is gone by paying debts. LOL.
so there goes my weekends, ending with work later.
MST in two days time, here comes the pain man.

black black heart, would you offer more
why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
i'm on fire, i'm rotting to the core,
i'm eating all your kings and queens, your sex and your diamonds

i drove an impreza just now!
happy 19th birthday Garry!
i'm not gonna motherfucking club tomorrow!

it's good to skip school once in awhile (:

Let's see what have i skipped so far,
BD - 2
Psych - 1
TMS - 1 Lec , 1 Tut
LIT Lecture - 1

oh my god, i feel like a saint compared to previous semesters. but a devil when it come to monday, you guys know why. LOL.

thanks to yong,
so first day of work isn't that bad, time passes much faster as compared to friven days. gotten my pay right after work ends, haha! no choice man, fucking broke la!

I AM NOT GOING TO CLUB THIS WEEK, READ THIS YONG. LOL.

gonna break this clubbing routine.
time to settle down for some mugging.
OM is horrendous, the individual project and lab test gonna kill me.

who put the weight of the world on my shoulders?

i need a goddamn subwoofer!

now jump up lets get krazy!

i dont know why but i felt extremely peaceful today.

four of us,
and its phuture again!
one bottle of martell, flaming lambos and tequila shots.
was flying whole night, weeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay gonna take a break now,
at least till MST is over (:

thanks to ryan, i am SICK.
darn, gave rounding a miss which i think gonna be damn fun
and im sure same goes for tomorrow :(

i give thanks to all whom encouraged and wished me luck all these while
even though this is the third attempt and there's nothing to be proud of
but still,
i got my Class 3 Licence (:

after that was zouk,
submarines, graveyard and lambos (:

things don't always turn out the way i want them to be,
whatever roads lie beyond
i'll recieve it with an open heart.

i was in my grandma house, interacting with everyone
the laughters, the joy and the warmth,
and the next thing i know, i'm at this hill with a sweep (those used to wipe away water on bball court) and climbing over this clusters of big steps and stones, heading towards a temple for a prayer.

birthday eve,
hennessy, stout, heinenken
push-ups, jumping jacks, buddha claps
midnight, brothers, fun.

birthday,
paid a visit to grandma and dinner with family (:

i didnt know so many girls in SB live at khatib :D
i reached school at 8.30 and i thought i was gonna be late but the teacher only came at 9. LOL. went through the tutorials for half an hour and we were released. went to the carpark and saw her driving a bmw convertible off. good lifeeee.
OM tutorial and it was crap also cause teacher didnt start lesson until more than an hour later because the computer couldnt work. addicting games was indeed addictive.
3 hours break, i went to the GYM !
i can feel it, the gym's feel is back again.
BD and hy didnt come cause hes at home...

GET WELL SOON MAN BROTHER !

caught couple of movies online due to recession
and forrest gump was one of the better ones. a very touching and though-provoking movie

Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what it will bring you next.

HOLY SHIT,
i can't believe it. was in the club and i saw this pair of girls dancing. then an ultra fugly guy hit on one of them and they started dancing together. awhile later they started kissing within my sight and we all went ewwwww. fuck, that was a turn off seriously. i swear my dinner was at the brink of my throat.
and guess what?
i saw the girls at foodcourt 6. OMG. what have the world turn into. poly girls, you dont have to do this man. i'm feeling sad instead of _____ (any other feelings).

nevermind,
today was a long day. had a bad news. friday's class stays put. DAMN. false hope-d.
3 hours break tomorrow followed by a revision lesson at BBDC, as much as i abhor.

feeling real nauseous right now,
might be the sight i recalled, or the overdose of nicotine just now.

there you go,
a week of perfect attendance and full concentration in class, or at least to the brink of my attention span. indeed good times don't last, my one and only friend in class is having thoughts of quitting school. bahhh
school today was pretty cool. lecturer is a interesting and sweet lady, i see ms chionh in her which makes me kinda miss the days back then.

so it's a friday night and it's wrong to be at home...

ZOUK is fun especially the music phuture played is awesomeee
but the only thing is,

i didnt get to meet bestie!

Guess what?
i logged on to BBDC and the earliest test date is 2 weeks later.
WTF !
but i have no money in account to book it. PLEASE dont disappear until i made a trip down and throw my HARD-EARNED cash into this fucking bottomless pit :(

woke up at 8.30 am when my lesson starts at 9,
thought my perfect attendance streak was gonna be broken today but
HELL NO AINT NO WAY, WHATS WRONG MAN YOU JUST STEPPED ON MY J's
i had my attendance.
3 hours break was spent at guild house bowling alley. theres whole lot of shit there. swimming pool, gym and even a pub. YES, 1 jug for $15. LOL. ok so i sucked for first game but for the second, i broke 100 points wooo. my forearm is aching now, serious.

went work after school and end of my day.
time to bathe and sleep,
good nights.

school's so far so good, wonder how long can this last...

this has got to stop,
my teeth, nails and fingers are turning yellow

and it's time to face reality again,
school and driving test

fuck this.

the most dreaded day arrived,

i'm so broke,
i think the amount of cash i spent on nightlife this month can buy me FEW pair of aprils alr
but its good to be broke, at least im staying healthy for the time being.

i like girls
they like me
they look so good..
in their seven jeans

pui, why my pay minus 30 bucks
pui, converse warehouse sales all no size
pui, timetable out liao

skipped work today.

thanks dewei for the bottle of martell last night,
thanks haowei for accompanying me during work today.

(:

time to be a good boy,
because i'm fucking broke.

work work here i come.

Power House !
virign trip there, was fun because there's alcohol. the bass is heavier than any other clubs i swear. music was pop from the past, present and future and theres even dancers on my table. if not for the abit-matured crowd, i think i'll make that my favourite club (:

been a long time since i met up with dewei.
time really flies man, i still remember vividly the last time you asked me to club and i'd to say 'wait me another 3 years'.
thanks for the bottle of chivas and buckets of heineken bottles.
i almost puked when i got down from the cab, LOL.

those are money man, and i just flunked it like that.

32 points,
give up.
think i'll take a break or something.

yes second try, but i'm scared
the same old fear,
someone save me please.

this is a 'make or break' week man,
tomorrow will determine whether i have to stay in school for another half more year
and the day after will determine whether i will waste another 300 bucks and 1 month's time

here i am,
sipping yakult and eating donut. very tiring day. standing ten hours straight for work sure is tiring, luckily red bull gives me wings. haha. and i swear i walked the goddamn 'orchard to somerset' route till the ground showed traces of my footprints. spent few hours deciding where to go and we ended up drinking a pint and cabbed home.

sounds DUMB right, but well it's the company that matters. at least i don't have to go home alone straight afterwork.

money money let me see you drop that money
(lolli lolli let me see you pop that body)

off day!
had three consecutive days of training at wheelock which is very tedious but at least i'm getting paid to learn something. so i learnt quite alot about apple, ipods and their macbook and now i feel like getting a mac for myself. money should just drop from the sky.

Mac really pwn PC or Windows hands down. have no doubts about that. Time Machine, iPhotos iMovie etc. drop by Friven & Co which is behind Forum, somewhere near Tangli Mall which i will be working at. its super quiet lah! even the manager says i can read a book or something while im at there.

yesterday was good, went spize or spice or whatever after work. the nasi goreng ayam was nice but not THAT nice. then headed to somewhere in changi to watch airplanes. like LOL, a group of guys watching planes taking off. chongpang bean curd was average but the eggtarts was awesome. see the benefit of a transport, how i wish i own a car ):

off days can be quite boring also, when none of your friends are free.

bah

hello folks,

life is good after exams. i'm out almost every night and only reaching home when the sun comes out. and what else can a nineteen years old kid do other than rounding and clubbing. we are like hitting the clubs twice a week and that seriously burnt a big hole in my pocket. i'm super broke now and have no idea how am i going to survive the next two weeks.

well, yesterday was fun though. eugene opened bottle of vsop at zouk as a 'celebration' before shaving his head and carrying a pistol around. thanks man. haven been drinking for a long time and i swear yesterday was hell man. luckily i met no one while in my metamorphosis mode. okay, sanity reinstated itself and supper at some yong tau hu shop ended the day.

went for revision lesson just now and i must say i prefer night classes than afternoon's. the weather is so cool, kind instructor, empty roads and circuits. it's like seeing the 'peaceful' side of bbdc. its okay, the first test was a learning experince. 18 sept shall be it.

5 weeks of holidays,
hopefully epicentre doesn't play me out and let me start work asap. im so broke and bored and rotting at home and waiting for someone to date me out.

it always feel nice to have someone believe in you

till then folks.

exams have more or less ended,
paid a visit to phuture after trillion years,
the so called 'ladies night' but the ratio of guys to girls is like 9:1
oh well, we are well behaved boys that day (:

ah so tired, i think i'm falling sick soon
my body always does that during exams, shrugs.

钱以后是可以赚回来的

fwah damn sian, totally no mood to study at all.
think i will just sleep my day away..

Strike Kerb - Immediate Failure
Demerit Points - 16

ive only hit the kerb ONCE in my entire life at bbdc, moreover its at junction, not whatever courses. fuck. i dont understand why, looks like nervousness had the upper hand. i would have pass if i missed the goddamn kerb.

ungraded modules, failing tp, i wonder whats next

life couldnt be any worse than this...

after two consecutive days of rounding, i woke up at 7 pm today. HOHO.
rounding is a good way to kill time and saves money, since im not the one paying the fuel. HAHA. okay, time to study. but the thought of getting ungraded for all my modules...

SIGH :(

omg, i almost faint of fatigue just now sitting down at 850. thanks to garry who jioed us ball from 3 pm to 10 pm. 7 hours of balling. okay, finally went to club after centuries and double o had certainly made me hates clubbing more.
my projects and presentations are all screwed up, graduating will be a tough thing i guess.
whats the point of trying when things doesnt change?

thursday - hand in ASCM project
friday - hand in GBE report
monday - BD presentation
tuesday - IAF test
thursday - GEMs presentation, ASCM test
adding salt, i received a call from tutor,

good luck.

can you celebrate?

tomorrow is gonna be a long day.
schools at 8-10 am,
auto car lesson at 12-2 pm,
driving simulator at 3-4 pm,
auto car lesson again at 4-6pm,
gotta head to amk for training after that, woooooo

Heaaded to the baar
You know I'm VIP
And since you rollin' with a star
You VIP with mee

hello, to those who still care :D

been busy with driving, ball and school recently. yes even though i dont attend school but i still does my projects. failed one paper by half a mark, kinda expected cause the teacher fucking hates me to the core and vice versa. lol.
TP in a month's time, hope everything can go smoothly.

damn, why have all my motivations for school graduated.

STRESS.

somehow chunkit managed to survive mst once again, like he always did for the past two years. the papers were a breeze anyway, at least thats what i thought.

so yesterday was my last paper, thought could have some fun at mos but to our horror, smoove is closed. half the crowd was what Bastard Boys and Bitcherinas. and then hy gave a smart suggestion to plush. smart because the age requirement is twenty eight. tried double o and were told that it closes at 2.45 am. WHAT THE FUCK.

i wanna learn mma, after watching never back down.

that that that dont kill me
it only makes me stronger

i see hope, i see hope,
i see hope not.

dying to win cause i'm born to lose

yeaahh, been long since i stayed over at yong's house. we did something so thrilling in the middle of the night that i think nothing else can beat that. hahaha. not bad, his house welfare improved. there's lemon squash, chocolate ice-cream, dvds and best of all, i dont need to sleep in the living room like the last time. LOL.
woke up and went town to watch a kid have his hair cut. really envy those who are born wit a silver spoon in their mouth.
competition at night and as usual, i sucked. but anyway, thanks to my friends who came down and watch. maybe it is time to quit.
ah, time to mug tomorrow.

everything seems so faraway, so unreachable. a bleak future awaits. i dare not imagine myself trying to survive in this damn society few years down the road.
sometimes i wished there was a time machine. i could have done things i ought to do, undo all my mistakes, taking up a different path in life. maybe things would be different, life would be better.

its too late man, too late.
just hate these lonely nights.

second week of holidays coming to an end. damnn, wish it can last longer. life is certainly better compared to school days. mid semester tests when school reopens. though all my notes are blanks, im gonna ace it :D
been long since i watch a movie. caught kungfu panda reluctantly and it was enjoyable la. most of the laughters are because of the stupidity and lameness. its good to watch some retarded shows once in awhile. THE PINKY FINGER. hahaha.
such a broke kid now. regretted taking up driving lessons. dont even have a car now, whats the point man.
first competition tomorrow, gonna give it a try. regardless of the outcome, immma gonna take it as a learning experience.

what a nice day because its the start of holidays
went to changi airport for some dumb school stuff
followed by balling at kembangan
the dog at felix house is fuckin cute omg
ended the day wit a sumptuous meal (:

last week of term one. things certainly aren't going very well. i'm still having a problem with attendance as usual. the school is certainly dumb, how am i suppose to attend the lecture with a 3 hours break before that and that's the last lesson of the day. nowonder they say the more you study, the stupider you become.

this gon be a sucky week with so many presentations and reports to hand in. the deadlines are all on thursday and i haven started any shit yet. god bless me, amen.

i wonder why am i suffering from insomnia these days. im so dead tired but i cant sleep.

All your life you are told the things you cannot do.
All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough;
they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this.
THEY WILL TELL YOU NO,
a thousand times no,
until all the no's become meaningless.
All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly.
AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES.

should i work?
should i go back training?
should i this or should i that?

ahhhh the ship will be straightened when it reaches the port,
if you get what i mean
i hate thursday, BYE!

havent been to school for an entire week. woooo
hello sherene :D

wow, its been long since i had such a bad bad fever. apologies to those whom i didnt reply or answer, couldn't even speak without hurting my throat. rah, i need money to continue my practical :(

first week of school isn't good, skipped like three and the half days out of five. lawl. anyway, will start attending school faithfully from now. ive borrowed PSP from my bro to occupy myself for tomorrows 3 hours break. YEAH.
practical lesson after school tomorrow, omg so excited.
decided. will stop basketball if i cant make it into team nss or amk. then maybe i can start my piercing life, LOL. just kidding.
gonna update less often. life is so boring, nothing interesting worth mentioning

and a very happy birthday to my dear brother :D

who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

omfg, attachment has come to an end in a blink of an eye, or not. yeaaa been hoping for this day for nine weeks. and now it's here, i'm not totally very happy. think i will miss work somehow. lol. indeed work is no life, the same old routine, same old cycle. sitting in the office staring at the clock hoping the hands of clock could go faster. reached there, punch card and go the canteen upstairs to buy packet of teh and curry puff. twelve thirty lunch time and punch card at six.

boss is nice, treated us pizzahut and kfc for lunch knowing today is my last day. man, learnt alot of things. some people are so fake. when they need a favour from you, they will talk to you so nicely. wit the use of magic words like please, can you help me wit something and shit like that. when they dont need you hoho, just get the fuck out of my sight. but of course, i made a couple of friends there. whats puzzling is i spent so much lesser time wit them compared to those whom i spent the whole day wit in the office. people whom i initially thought i wouldnt communicate much with become my closer friends intsead. haha. razmi fareez o'bernard, will miss you guys man. going out wit class 3/4 was no doubt awesome.

pieces of life seems to be more in place. time is much more precious than ever before. having dinner wit parents daily, which i seldom does. balling sessions wit a couple of good friends. simple things like this makes the day. meeting up wit friends was more of a privilege, hitting town and clubs were luxury. and i haven been to the theatre for more than two months.

alright, that's about all. sums up my feeling and thoughts for now.
another phase of my life has passed.
people come and people go, so sick and tired of changes.

when you got big dreams,
don't listen to nobody say and don't let nobody turn you away
when you got big dreams,
keep your eyes on the prize dont fall to the waste side
reach for the sky.

mahjong till morning, went down for mac breakfast, return home to wash up and off to bbdc. actual FTT test was so different from evaluation, was a breeze anyway. im never early for all my tests and evas. headed somerset to do some splurging. pedro's and sidewalk 10 are down. next to go are ben sherman and maybe converse. enjoyed ourselves by making fun of bapoks and small lians and bengs. hahaha. was so damn tired when i reached home that i slept at 9.
bball later, hope i doesnt suck.
last 5 days of attachment, c'monnnnn

once again, its GEMS. gonna solo it for the last time.
timetable is fucked up, 3 hours break everyday.
anyway, had MC today, finally a break from this hetic lifestyle
weeeee fridayyyy

salaammmm!
surprisingly work was fun today because, i need not stay in office! HAHA. got to go jalan jalan with class 4. class 4 is a super big truck if you don't know. sitting up there looking down, all the cars look so small. can't help but feel superior. LOL. time pass so much faster than sitting infront of the computer desk. razmi is a very nice guy. he let me off at vivocity and came pick me up again after hes done wit his delivery. after that made a last collection and home sweet home.
how i wish every working day could be like this.
and pardon me, i'm starting to talk like a mud under the influence of my colleagues (:

we thrashed the pinoys today,
satisfaction is the word
and i need to stop injuring my fingernails
they healed and turns out fucking ugly.

SUPz people, damn happening week. LOTS of pictures taken too, okay so here we go.
went DBL O after work on thursday wit clyde and friends. EUGENE, we are gonna enter DBL O together some day! drinks were indeed cheap. bak ku teh for supper after that. FREE FLOW of soup. lawl. rot and rot till six and took the first train home.







slept, woke up. paid a visit to jimmy at highlanders. the whisky ale is like trash. and our drinks were cleared before we even finish. entered mos for free, yeah. john, clyde, eugene and me. smooved and retro, retro is NICE. hahaha. eugene and me went to met up wit jimmy after he ended his work. off we went to cine hongkong cafe. i still think the food and service sucks big time. 3 of us played around in cineleisure till 7 am. omg, was dying in the train journey home.

















not gonna post all 99 pics, yeah NINTY NINE. uploading these few pics almost made me cry. slept and got woke up by a phone call, meet up wit bros at citylink. had KFC. omg, been thousand years since i ate fastfood. highlight of the day never fail to be awarded to patrick, for lying on someone ass. LOL.

aye work tomorrow,
bah.

GOOD DAY.
pizza hut at lucky plaza. nice suggestion by jm which caused all of us to be bloated. even big eaters like garry and eugene couldnt finish up the pizzas. HAHA eugene lost and ate the greenies. walked around town and got my cheap monday which aint so cheap. though i couldnt get my lacoste shoe but still, statisfied. balled at night and realised i still got a long way to go. that's about all.
four days week! weeeeee :D

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up,
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

open layups miss
open shots airball
fwah, sad life mann.

quit,
or train harder?

i remembered my dad telling me that he used to watch movie alone in the past
being young and naive, i thought how could that be possible

reciprocate, reciprocate.

yeaaahhhh it's the long awaited weekends.
friday was a pretty good day because its friday. on the journey to work, saw an eye candy which was like a very rare scence. traffice was smooth and i reached workplace fifteen minutes earlier. upon reaching, i was told that there was no work for me to do for the day. patrick kept me entertained before lunch time by complaining and whining, LOL. next half of the day was spent on msn deciding where to go at night. buses all arrived damn promptly i dont know why. usually i've gotta wait like 15 minutes. and what's more, its PAY DAY.

went home, bathed and stuff then headed down to town with jm hy and yy. yeah they are the only few who are free and willing to meet up which kinda proved some things. anyway, we spent the night walking around, laughing at the yy's candid shot taken by jm in the kfc and slapping ourselves on hy's retardness on the cheques issue.

there's more but too lazy to continue, yeahhhh time for some sleeeeeepp
till then (:

so many problems.
mp3, phone, work, studies
why can't i just live my life peacefully mann

yeahh yesterday was good. had SUBWAY for lunch in office instead of those mundane food in canteen cause ziqi had a car. liason officer came to pay me a visit after lunch break and all he said was, 'everything okay ah?', 'you got anything to tell me?' which he repeated for several times. lol. ziqi drove me home after work and the journey was like half an hour. omg, the luxury of driving mann.

bathed and dinner then headed down to chinatown to celebrate eileen's birthday. happy 20th birthday! and hoho, its martell again. different this time, one bottle shared among three of us which we couldnt finish because PATRICK keep taking sips like drinking air. LOL.

walked to mos. wasn't as fun and as usual, the crowd sucks with all the you know what :\
well-spent day minus the stay at mos.

lawl, 7 weeks more!

nudie jeans wit converse sneakers

this is sex mann.

monday blues taking it's leave. insomnia and fatigue are taking me to wonderland. my bloodshot eyes and blistered legs. gonna finish reading for one more day real soon. on a happier note, my mobile contract ends this wednesday (:

"i wondered if that was how forgiveness budded, not with the fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up, and slipping away unannounced"

i still can't purchase my goddamn bus concession. which implies my transport fees for next week gonna be a bomb. bus fares which costs six bucks a day, two hours journey to destination inclusive of waiting time for the transition of buses. change of identification card for security pass, fifteen minutes walk from office to canteen for lunch and that is the only place with food. bah, the thought of work killed me let alone work itself.

kite runner movie was a disappointment.

valentine's day today
someone sent flowers to shirley in office through DHL
everyone was like wahhhhh
and almost every school girls have stalks of flowers in their bag
so sweet man
i wanna be a girl too, a pretty one
hohoho

went down to bballed wit dawgs just now
so many ppl came down, miracle
rare guests like zy jm and yy
had fun tho i know everyone hates to spend vday at the court
LOL
okay, losing interest in bball already
bah.

ENDURE ENDURE
LAST day of the FIRST week
8 more weeks to go
hope to go out tomorrow
good nights.

work is fatal
the bus fares and the travelling time
and now i'd finish my book
'hi, can i have something to do?'
'that's the problem here, we dont even have much work for ourselves'

how am i going to survive for 2 months mannnn,
beats me.

ITP starts tomorrow
fucked up life begins

i miss the past
so much, so much
that i hate the future

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

this rat year is a bad year man
alot of xue guang zhi zai
injured my thumb during new year's eve during ball
and it bleed like shit
cut my finger just now and it bleed again
-.-

okay, eve was spent eating reunion dinner at home
no more big gatherings at grandparents house
kind of sad cause the atmosphere isn't there
think everyone has grown up or aged
people change and so have things

dawgs came over my house today
wit a whole lot of my relatives
kids are cute, but not when they mess up your room
lawl.
lao yu sheng at pat house wit his family
celebrated dewei's birthday at zouk after that
birthday boy opened a bottle of martell
thanks dude
and the crowd still sucks lah
mannnn

time to sleep now, it's 6 am
nights folks.

watched SWEENY TODD
it's abit retarded
unless you are a fan of musicals
went garry house to stay after that
played cards awhile and slept
can't sleep properly cause its so colddd
woke up, and the early birds went down for mac breakfast
while the lazy ones remained in the house to continue sleeping
went home to bathe and changed

headed to marina square again
nothing much
ate GELARE after so many tuesdays
i want jack purcell and cheap mondays or april 77
man, hope money can drop from sky
until then.

yeaaaah exams are finally over
greetings to freedom but it doesn't last long
attachment gonna start right after chinese new year
which means i've less than one week of holidays
man, that's sick

okay, caught Death Sentence yesterday
awesome movie but i don't know why some beg to differ
go catch it if you've the time
i think kite runner will be a nice movie
gotta faster finish the book!
stuck at it for years
and as usual, clubbing attempt FAILED
haha kinda expected it already
i guess our next club visit can only be a free entry

went marina square today
man, nice clothes are all so expensive
something funny happened
there's this girl helping her friend to ask for phone number from hy
got rejected, then she wants jm number
rejected again then she looks at whole group of us giving the
'can gimme anyone of yall number' face
LOL
and i saw YTH girl at river island
weeeeeeeeeeeee
-.-
went s11 for dinner and home
and fossil finally called to inform that my watch is ready
they took two months to replace a screw like wth

life still so mundane after exams
it kinda makes no difference
cause to me everyday is like holiday
okay hitting town tomorrow,
probably.

Tonight I lack the strength to even move,
when you walked, now watch me die.

snake bites are hottttt !

bah so tired, i wanna sleep but can't
ENDURE!
AND I FORGOT TO BUY PEN AGAIN
who's suppose to remind me?

retarded day
went s11 for lunch wit euji and waited patrick for TWO hours
tried to study at cafe but
i've discouraging friends you see, lol
my dad ordered kfc today for dinner
miracle.

and it rained today
LOL
someone gonna whack me.

training in the morning
went home bathed
studied at cafe for awhile
then continued balling at night
super shagg.
i'm having bruises all over
sunburnt
and muscle aches.

still gotta MUG tomorrow
so dead.

looking at the amount of notes i need to study makes me wanna cry

went swimming wit hy and euji this morning
supposed to meet at 8.30 am at yishun
and well, stupid yong was carrying this super heavy thing around
we had to take turns and help him carry
i still remember CHE. hahahaha.
okay then yy joined us at cafe to "study"
yea read two lines of the chapter
junming met up wit us at clement house and
MAHJONG.
went back khatib to ball
wit garry, js, hw and ty.

okay bottomline is
i think i met up wit all of my friends in one day
that's quite rare
lawl.

jogging with eugene
from khatib to yiochukang
can cry sia the journey
and all we brought were just keys and a $2 note
reached our destination and it started to rain heavily
walked back to my house in the rain
occasionally taking shelter under bustops cause the rain was too big to continue walking
bathed and went down to meet teo and bai
studied at buddy hoagies
they left earlier leaving me all alone
nonetheless, thanks for the accompany
i think i'm going to fall sick soon
please don't
test tomorrow and more exams coming up

lastly,
fuck the cellgroup which worship at the cafe
playing the guitar and singing
this is public, not your motherfucking church
geeeez.

setbacks, zero reassurance.
losing faith in everything i does.
quit?
yeaaa maybe.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
caught AMERICAN GANGSTER at cwp
it's just like english version of Protege but wit more storyline
went garry's house to watch teevee
home.

training tomorrow morning
hope i won't suck
good nights.

things aren't looking very good
received letter from school today
informing that i will only be given either a pass or fail grade for two modules
due to the lack of attendance
well, be glad that it isn't debarment
i seriously hate poly life
i dont hate studying
studies have never been a problem to me
it's the school, the people and the environment
the way it works
you can't blame me for skipping classes when i'm going and leaving school alone
eating lunch all by myself at times
staring at the wall listening to mp3 in library during long breaks
standing at the gate killing myself slowly but surely
ITP is out
i'm posted to some logistics company at changi
getting 440 per month
geeeeez
i just want my diploma and fuck off.

QA lab test was fucked up
i only know how to do like 10 marks out of 100
sure gone case
met up wit garry and went penisula to get his stuff
eugene and JUNAIDY joined us at 848
lime with chilli. hahahaha
can't forget that man
wonder if we really could go australia together
nvm, haowei jingsheng and taiyi joined us then
bballed at 850 till the lights went off
seriously, still got a long long way to go
and i'm so lazy to do my 10% gems assignment
think i'll just give up. lol
i just drank banana milk, ate a banana and banana biscuits

hoho. someone is not sleeping againnnn.

I AM LEGEND wit CYL yesterday (:

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JUNMING.
can refer to teo's blog about today
okay then dined at cafe cartel
indeed the st louis pork ribs were effing full
bus down to junwei's house
hes going army this friday
geeez
drank and we're really lousy man
few cups managed to make me seh and look sunburnt
gonna sleep soon
nights folks.

had training in the morning today

15 men team

think i can't make it but well ain't expecting to

garry came my house to pass time

and we went zy house to celebrate junming's 19th birthday

time really flies man

i just turned 18 few months ago and hes 19 already

baked a cake for him

yes, a bunch of guys trying to bake a cake but it wasn't as disastrous as i thought

i didn't do much tho, lol.

ordered pizzas which huangyong said was gosu imba nice

while everyone else thought it was normal

did some imba tickle on yiyong and raped patrick

slacked awhile and headed home

hope you enjoyed yourself today tho it's just a very simple celebration
knee please faster recover, i can't wear long pants :(

reached bukit batok at 8 am
went bishan accompany garry to mcys
then went back jurong east to repair his lappy
acer service centre really sucks big time
had to leave his lappy there for 2 - 4 weeks
home, took a nap and bballed
and im having stomache everytime during ball
think i spent most of my time waiting and travelling and waiting and travelling.

the same old feeling is back to haunt

what a day to begin the year
failed BTE again
yea again, mock at me by all means
intended to watch movie but our timing couldnt compromise
bballed and it was drizzling
something flew into my eye and had to spend 20 mins washing it
slipped and fell

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 !


spent the night at teo house
surprised that woodlands also have fireworks haha

okay my bro is wearing long pants to school finally
LOL.
and dreadful school starts tomorrow
here comes HELL.