patience

quite a tiring week. was looking for a job these few days. browsing through the classified, making calls and going for interview. all those managers then just replied that they will contact us in few days time, some worst, in a week's time. and all they gave was nothing but false hopes. making us anticipate for their calls everyday, hoping that we could get a place in the working society. why cant they just make up their mind and deicde on the spot to give us an answer. okay, so to take a break, we went to sentosa to have fun.

sentosa was just normal, play soccer awhile and went down to the water. while some of them didnt swim, i wonder why they go to sentosa for. then there was a peformance at 4 pm which i am not interested at all, so me eugene, mel and zy went to bk to have the ownage meal. DOUBLE TURKEY BACON. had this as lunch for 4 days! hahaha.

stayed overnight at hy house, went to the macdonal to have some supper at 2 am. hahah, the cards was quite entertaining, and the fact that we purposely cheat to make it looks like hy won. hmmm, fell asleep after watching for the first ten minutes cause i couldnt hear what they were talking. lol. springbloomed and went home.

oh well, went to 838 awhile cause i am just too broing at home today. gonna start searching for work again tomorrow and theres class outing tomorrow. they are eating marche. . . . . and im so broke for now. c'mon, why is it so hard to find a job with a reasonable pay.

AND THERES NO SHOW TODAY. awww, theres usually nice movie at 9 pm.

...

went jm house and springbloom. was quite okay, okay. nothing special. took a cab home with them. rich huh. gonna spend on dyeing hair tomorrow or the day after. they better make it nice man. still cant find my ideal job ~
jealousy fills me. i feel disturbed, so it shows that i still care, but.. i dont know.
and so God didnt appear in my dreams last night to tell me what to do. -shrugs.

life goes on

its 3 days after O level. been quite occupied these few days. town town town and more town. yesterday was graduation night and hy got the title of mr phs. haha, think he does deserve it. hmm, went home to sleep and went basketball today. so 4 years of secondary school life had ended. come to think of it, i didnt achieve anything in these 4 years seriously, not a single thing. nothing which can make me feel proud or whatsoever.

k. kinda spent lots of money these days buying clothes and eating. next thing is to dye hair and will start working when the manager calls. the pay's rather disappointing but its the working experience that interest me. shall continue to find other jobs. cannot be bai jia zi arh. only know how to eat slp play waste money.

oh well oh well, life after O is just as boring as before. awww. things shouldnt go like this, it shouldnt shouldnt. and now the negativity subsides, i really dont know what should i do now. argh, so if God really does exists, can you appear in my dream tonight to tell me the solutions to my problems. i appreciate that if you do. dude, its time to do something about your life!
aww, everyones' having class gathering/outing.....

hell

half way to freedom. its like getting stucked in between heaven and hell. anyway, the papers were quite okay, just that i was fucking careless in almost every paper. even english! sigh. the question asked for a emotion found in the paragraph while i came out with my own emotion. eight hundred thousand and i overlooked the million behind. 1 week passed! another 4 papers and i can kind of relax. zero confidence for a maths man.
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LIFE is..

hmmm just woke up half an hour ago. watched "killers" last night. rather nice, just that i think i have watched it before. it ended at 2 am. i ought to be tired but my mind still remained as energetic as before. therefore, i took out a chemistry tenyearsseries and started "doing". wasnt practically doing cause i was just looking at the question, spend a few minutes thinking and then refer to the answers. i know i know, you would tell me that, answers would not be provided during the exams! however, im running short of time and had to do the ultimate speed revision. okay, so yesterday was quite productive or rather this morning, compared to the other days of the week. bah, then quickly went through a few chapters and turned in.

the biggest exam of secondary school life is coming in a day's time! i dont feel nervous, just that regret didnt spend much time revising. come to think of it, in my entire secondary school life, there isnt a test/exam that i took with great confidence. so it shows what kind of attitude i had towards studying. well well well, other than worrying, there's nothing much i can do now. given the time constraint. just pray that the papers wont be too tough cause i wouldnt want another f9 in the certificate, thats unavoidable for literature. okay thats all.
going to enjoy life after os. no point regretting yea. cheers!

6teen!

cool, todays the 27th which is my lunar birthday? according to my dad. turned 6teen yesterday! hmmm start with monday! went to gym, yes gym after holy persuasion done by mr liew. haha, was quite ok, just that a guy kept using one of the equiment, which i wanted to use very much. but hes like 20 times my mass, so had to auto abit, haha! went to school for EA, hoping it would help much. but seems like go there is just a waste of time. the stupid tang just keep talking non-stop, wouldnt mind if her words were constructive. then, unfortunate hy phone rang. haha, it was zy who msged him. poor him. phone got confiscated. no mood to carry on studying, so went behind to had a hair cut, ate ice cream and went home. bad bad bad day for mr mike.
hmm, went out with suxxor on tuesday. went to eat swenson. had fish and chip! watched skeleton key. sucky movie! was falling asleep and the entire plot reallys lame. zzzz. hah, took bus home. the bus trip was damn nice, like noone alight or board until the bus stop near my house. didnt want to alight there cause i though it was too dark, abit scared huh, though i know theres nothing to be afraid of. hahah. bah! im just so timid, thats me. so tired upon reaching home. but wanted to stay on till midnight to reply greetings! haha. thanks anyway, though its my birthday but still i felt very guilty.

played a round of hero siege and went out with my bunch of close friends! haha, ate pizza hut in lucky plaza and its so full. spent my 14th birthday at pizza hut too, but its at causeway point. yea, after that went to watch flightplan. somewhat similar like redeye. really admire that woman. if someone took everything you live for... how far will you go to get it back? haha, quote from the movie. quite a nice movie! at least better than skeleton key. wanted to watch election one, but no timing. hmm, then garry and the 3 ahs came to meet us for movie too. haha. went to northpoint awhile cause town really got nothing else to do other than lan.

woke up at 8, so early cause had to go for tuition. last lesson! k la, he makes a good tutor, just that he got alot of stories to tell and definitely not forgetting his sacarsm. so tired till the extent that had to delay the time for jamming, cause had to take a short nap at home. hahah. yea, tmls audition. im not nervous, cause no one will tell whether the bass is being played correctly or not. hahah! k, my only entertainment of the week LOST showing in half an hour time.

THANK YOU GUYS! had a memorable birthday! (((((((((((:

speechless

sunday night! hmm, shall backtrack my life. yesterday was fun. went to kfc with the intention to study but obviously we didnt. so ate our lunch there and went on to jam at wee lee. the amplifier for bass really cant sucks more. its already so soft and the retarded uncle still come in turn the volume down. hell to him. nevermind, hes forgiven cause i guess he needs some attention due to his height. cant blame, charles just got a big heart. HAH. yeah, charles sounds more cool than charlie.

springbloom was quite ok, won almost every round. my air ball streak had slightly improved to touch board streak liao. so ya, just improve gradually! argh, i am still so slow. hmmm, bah! so be it. was having the thought of skipping dinner initially cause im just too lazy to go withdraw money and head over to the coffee shop to buy dinner. then on the way home, my father called and asked me to help him buy some supper. yes sir! so had to go all the way to the small bank there to take money cause the one near basketball court ran out of cash. guess some billionaire just visited it. went home, ate my dinner, wanted to watch the tv show on channel 8 but. 1 round of dota and off to sleep!

told myself to spend time more wisely cause TIME IS RUNNING SHORT. however, im like living life like a sec 1 kid. game game and more game. if not, then its bball. hmmmmmm, guess thats just me, failure for life!

lousy day

argh. what a lousy day. went out to study, then play basketball at huamin. lose all. out of 10 balls i shot, only 1 touch the ring. its really WTF. argh. shall online less. use the time on other things. ~_~

with arms wide open

Greetings! Last updated, 4th Oct. thats long. achieved nothing during these 12 days. haven't been touching books too. everyday is just like a slack day, dota tv dota tv. friday! was quite a nice day. cause went for bball at 609 with jm joey and yy. heh, im not that lousy afterall. then yesterday was a rotting day. woke up, dota, eat, slp, tv, eat and slp. slept at 8.30. thats the earliest i think, for this entire year. and woke up at 7 today. rot until now, 6 pm.

yea. and wednesday marks the end of my secondary school life. its like im so happy. cause i dont have to worry getting up late, worrying if the uniform is ironed, the school shoes are dry. been waiting for this day like, 4 years? haha. but, i feel rather sad too. it means that no more hanging out at fastfood restaurant with your shirt tucked out. playing with water. hahaha, all the good memories. but thats life, we have to adapt to changes whether we like it or not. move on! theres so much more in life that is waiting for us. anyway, got to take pictures with alot of people but i sure look ugly. aww, stupid pimples.

yeah, and i think im dead. its the the end of second week of october already and yet i haven't even finish revising one subject. been slacking since last saturday. sigh, good luck to myself.
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My Reply

Today's a sunny and bright day. feeling so warm in my room now even with the fan on. the faulty air con makes so much noise when its turned on, perhaps it needs some servicing.

watched shen hua yesterday! it's quite a nice movie overall but i disliked some parts like when they both hugged each other and revolved in the mid-air. i was like zzz, is this some ridiculous ancient show again. but the fighting scenes were cool, especially the part when jackie chan take on a whole troop of army but still died in the end.

school today is so boring. the physics paper given to us is rather OK and this boost my confidence slightly for science. anyway, i just hate people who try to act insane just to get attention from others. wz was being named as a "fool" today in english class. i mean look at yourself, from head to toe you don't even look abit like human. the sight of you just make me feel like puking yesterday's dinner out. sigh, go and get a life in the zoo please.

yes, and i finally got the song which i have been finding for quite some time. it's so nice. hmmmm. okay, shall go and bath and start studying. MOST IMPROVEMENT AWARD. thats mine. wasted enough time and yea, can't wait for thursday cause there's LOST.

restless

it's been more than a week since i last updated my blog. couldn't find much stuffs to comment about. yeah, and its a sunday morning! jesus said, the 7th day of a week is for us, humans to rest. however, this doesn't seem to be the case. yes, today will be a productive day. it WILL be and MUST be. O Level in a month's time and i'm still leading life like a Secondary 1 kid. Prelim's are rubbish. just to tell you all, it's all planned. i'd get lousy grades for prelims, and then get excel in the real exam and WAHAHA, the most improved award goes to me. okay, enough day dreaming. my left brain is bored you see, needs some entertaining.

hmmm, theres chow yuan fatt's movie later on at 2.30 ! the advertisement don't look nice to me. seems like those retarded, old and unrealistic show. so i shall start studying at 12, which is 10 minutes from now, stop at 2.30 and watch the show, be it nice or not. yea, then continue studying at 4.30 and stop at 7 for dinner.

awww, there's still school tomorrow. school now is so boring. why don't they just let us stay at home and revise ourselves. there's always free period in class and these free periods are usually sleeping time for us. it's understandable, considering how deprived of sleep we are. hahah.

shalln't blog about past few days stuffs, cause my life is B O R I N G. haha and yes, i think i have made the right choice of uninstalling warcraft. cause every now and then, i will have the urge to play DotA and i can't control myself. been feeling very restless these few days. lousy mood, often being agitated easily, even over trivial things. sigh.

finale

prelim is over, finally. stretched for like three weeks, including the holidays. and school after prelim is meaningless and boring. why cant they just let us study at home by ourselves =X hmmm, wonder why this time, im not at all happy after exams. sian. watched night watch yesterday. russia show with a confusing storyline. moreover its nc16. and yes. the time now is 12:34. life is so meaningless and boring. fuck life.

one eight seven

today's a maths paper 2 was rather okay. just that i used wrong method to do that 10 marks question and the whole question went wrong. still thinking if i could at least get hlaf of the 10 marks or so. and relative velocity! well, gave up on that chapter and hence didnt attempt that question. it's so much better than paper 1 but it doesn't help much too.

tomorrow's geography. hopefully it wouldnt be tough. agriculture and tourism! hah, shall start studying in 10 mins time, not much time left. and im feeling so sleepy now. deprived of sleep. and i just realise i'd a very foul temper. argh.

meaningful words ((:

in a dreamin a place
where the far reaches of this mind
i have seen a true nightmarewith the kiss of lovers lips
what a friendly offer
just a memoryit still hurts
when i think that once she was mine

because im lost for words
with one last breathfor me to take from you
now gasp for air
theres nothing left
for me to take from you

i guess its only right
to give someone what they need
even if its nothing they ever
wanted in the first place
ive seen with my own two eyes
the hurt and painthat love causes
thats why i wont let you
go down that road too emotional overdose

if i had her again
everything would be alright
but nothings alright
and nothings ok
when you live in a memory

just a breakdown of the heart
im lost for words that wont mean a thing
a tragic endinga farewell to
a friendship that meant
nothing at all
you let her in
you let her win
is there anything else
to break or mend a bond as strong as ours
that wallow all through love
all through life

nothings okay

okay lets start with friday! finally a break, from the prelim, but still not the end yet. anyway, had lit paper 1 that day and we only need to reach school at 2. haha, meet up with mike and jimmy to have a lunch at the market behind. and come to think of it, our school release time is seriously very late. it was around 12 plus when we were discussing whether to dota or the place to eat, then i suddenly saw my friend online, and its only 12! i was thinking if he had skipped school or something but actually, he just came back from school. zz. then while on the way to school, so many students were going home. awwww, sucky school time. heard that still have to attend like 2 more weeks of school after prelim. and then that will spoil my plan! im actually thinking to play throughout the last week of september, and then start working hard in oct. but if we were to attend school, i will lose the mood to study, awwwwwwwwwwww...

yesterday was fun but damn tiring. woke up in the morning, played the pusher tatic. its damn gay, finished the game in 30 mins. but still below our expectation. haha. after that went on to mr chua's tuition. hmmm, and he keeps telling us about the chinese woman. haha, funny guy also. he seems a little disappointed that we tell him our a maths cant make it. haha, i MUST make it for o level and i wiill. ^^ went plaza sing to have my simcard change. fortunately that woman allowed the phone call as authorisation. zz. now my numbers are all gone, so please pardon me if u contact me and i asked who are you. haha. kill time by walking around, then went to play an hour of cs. argh, got trashed. nvm, i dun believe it will be the same if we played dota. hahaha. hy came then joey. ate long john, the fries still rocks big time.

yishun park is damn fun, but rather quiet and ulu. and the lamp post was fun. one kick and it will go off. hahah, then while we were walking a stretch of road, see on lamp post kick one and the whole stretch became damn dark. lol, luckily theres no one behind us or they will cry man. hahaha. and the candles was fun! didnt knew can find so much joy in playing candle. but its not fun when the hot wax dripped onto your hand. hahaha. yeah, then played pool till 12 am. 2 : 2. hhaha its a draw. tudi shifu combo vs woodlands combo. hahaha, jm 100% victory sk still remains. got a little scolding when reach home, casue it was 1 am when i promised i will be home by 12. hahah.

woke up at 11 today! so so so so so t i r e d. .. . . . play one round of dota, then go out buy rice and lunch. sleep sleep sleep, woke up to eat and bath. and its 9 pm already. so fast. hate sundays, the feeling of sadness and happiness, like somethings missing. watch the "cops on misson" and sian, another repeated show. i have watched 3 repeated shows in these 2 weeks already. zzzz. tml's maths paper 2. wish me good luck please. zero confidence. ciao.

step down step down

awwww. what a lousy day. started off the day with a maths paper. was confident when i flip through the pages, cause all looks simple. like for example the plane area question. i thought just integrate and add the triangles. but sadly i dont even know how to do the first part find the coordinate of N. sigh. there goes a maths again~

then went behind eat and returned to school library to finish studying physics. physics paper was another sad case. the paper was easy, serious. but probably i didnt study much or what, then i couldnt answer almost the whole paper. finish the paper in like 20 to 30 mins, when we were given 1h15mins. haha. nvm, xi guan jiu hao. SIAN.

then went to eat longjohn. the fries rocks big time. so crispy and nice. but ate a little quick, cause we were rushing for bball at jm house. hmmm, the ring got net but no people, sorching sun and disgusting school uniform. arghhh.

went home to have dinner. then played dota. lost ALL except for the first round but i also got owned. #(*$&(@&$)#. ZZZZZZ. sian sian sian sian sian. another day. sigh.
loser quote:

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY ( X

why why?

maths paper 1 should be quite alright. except for a few sums. but today's chemistry is not. sian, dont even know if can get a pass grade. argh. was release at 9.30 am. yea rather early. wahahaha, even the macdonal is so empty. some strangers look at me as though i played truant, cause i had my shirt tucked out. anyway, the hashbrown rocks. then same routine, went to dota dota and more dota. trying to learn ownage morphling. haha. then played from 10 to 2. time flies. me yy and jm ^^

then went to take a nap, go out bought some fries as lunch and its already 5. sian, wasted like 7 hours doing unproductive things. argh, then only started studying at 6 and i havent touch physics yet. think leave it for tomorrow's break. sigh.

prelims!

sunday is boring day, super boring. tomorrows maths paper 1. hope it well be easy. e maths looks so alien to me. mr tan didnt touch e maths for the entire term. hmmm, good luck to me. whole day staring at the book, dont know if my mind got asborb anything. haha. boring life~

the world doesnt change no matter how bad you are feeling. so,
SMILE (:

i pick myself off the floor..

Science practical was crap, especially for physics. i keep getting 2 pair of the same result for y and there goes like 3/4 of the marks, including graph. sigh. then after that went to eat fake pizza with shah and junming. lol, junmings so quiet. maybe he dont know shah that well. the food there sucks, so little, so expensive and taste so not nice. bah.

yesterday went to watch movie. redeye is a nice movie. at first i though it was just all about talking and talking on the plane but luckily theres climax. hmmm but its seriously too short. short and sweet huh. haha. reach home played a round of dota and won! though my cm cant own. bah so tired. think im going to wear spectacles very soon. didnt study anything.

promised myself not to play today and to finish chemistry but.... haha, thats me. please please please, give me the motivation to study. god bless.

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
It's all... been bottled up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I can hear is the sound...
Always... always... always... always... always... always...

I just can't live without you...

should've been dead on a sunday morning

English and SS paper was gone case. sian, fuck man. now had to concentrate on other subjects. and tues is practical exam, and i dont even know how to go study for it. yesterday was a damn tiring day. after like 1 hour of balling, my leg will then start to have the want-cramp-dont-cramp feeling. and my shoes sucks. its so torn and tattered. ahhh, lousy shoes! then hy and joey went jm house stay. and we started playing dota at like 1 am, then end at 6. dota-siao liao. woke up at 1.30 pm, feeling so damn tired. so bored man. no mood to study, no mood to play, everything also no mood.

once more to killing spree.

middle of the night, and i cant get to sleep! argh, what happened to this body of mine. i get sick so easily nowadays and i seriously hate this. is it because i seldom exercise nowadays, unlike the past where i could play ball up till 5 days a week. but its all the past, where i can afford to spend so much time on it. argh wonder why i doze off so easily. i was sitting on my bed resting, waiting for my turn to use the computer. luckily i woke up at 11, where i can still go online. if its like 2 am, wonder what can i do. ahah. feeling so much better after taking panadol. wonder why they dont come up with kind of pimple cream, they sure do wonders. wow, suddenly thought of dewei. long time since i last went out with him. haha. we were so close those days, like machiam couple. haha! long time never contact him le, hope hes doing fine. haha.

ahhhh, channel 8 is so boring. same goes for channel u. wonder what are those directors doing. slacking after earning big bucks. AUTO abit leh. show some nicer show or movie lar. no wonder there are so many scv subscribers. too bad i dont have one ): sian, really damn bored. nothing to do but to rot in msn. hmmm, tomorrow shall be the day i start studying! ( hopefully ) haha. or rather today! cause its past 12. haha. my horoscope said and i finally got what i want. mr horoscope, please make this true for once, just for once please. bah, thought i dont really believe. haha. wasted another day. ahhhhh. gonna make today a meaningful one.

Happy Teachers' Day!

It's teachers' day celebration in school today! the students can wear their own clothes. it was suppose to be beach wear but no one seems to care about it. hmmm, anyway the best part of the day was that we get to perform! yeah, a live band, not a boy band. boy band sounds so gay? lol. the amplifier for the bass also power, completely different from yesterday's. the bad thing was that, the bass guitar was damn heavy. i carried it from my house to mrt station, and while sitting down, i was sweating too. hai, they say i have 0 showmanship. looks like a stick, moreover im wearing BROWN. dots. sportsmanship i have plenty. haha. anyway, it was AWESOME! WOOT! CALL ME CHARLIE!

argh, but later part of the day is very meaningless and boring. proceed on to cuppage to play 2 rounds of dota, then went to far east, it does live up to its name. was thinking if we could play pool. haha, but too bad there dont have. hmmm, its already the last year of secondary school and we didnt go back to primary school. how sad. wanna see how my classmates have changed in terms of appearance. feeling so nostalgia. why the damn school have to combine with kbps! though its still call AMKPS. but the royal blood of the students is no longer pure! and the location change, the building change, principal change, logo change, uniform also change. sad lar. go back also dont have the feeling anymore. where we always wake the same route to school with my buddy. then we will talk anything under the sun. and occassionally go to the community centre nearby to play lan or basketball. drink soya bean. )): sian, saw some nice shirt and pants at far east but but but.. ): .. NEVERMIND! shall go for a shopping spree or something when i have enough money. haha. damn bored and tired. took train home and the sun is so bloody hot. auto abit leh, so big liao. HAHA.

sian, when can i be the captain of this ship! ahhhhhhhhhhhh......... i dont want to be just another passenger. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... what is this man. grrrr...............

yawns, and here i am. sitting infront of the monitor blogging. so tired after such a long walk. so many things i want to buy! those jap style long pants, shirts and cap. and also shoe! my genuine airforce spoilt. wah lau, lousy leh! anyway the prelims come first. its time to really settle down and revise for the exams. hopefully i can. haha. work hard guys! strive for good grades, then we go have fun awhile and approach the Os with great confidence. gonna start everything right tonight. and gary just called to ask me go play ball at ahmajiatlorti. so far~ and 99.9% is i bring ball one. bah, gonna have a good nap. GOODNITES folks.
argh, the flu is so i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g. HAHA, this sure looks familiar. ( X

Qing Shen Si Hai - Zhao Chuan

sebamed sebamed, im relying on you so please do your job. by doing so, you can actually help someone to raise his self-esteem and confidence! so please please please, do wonders. haha. hmmm, time flies. it's like tomorrow will be thursday, where theres redang and lost, and no remedial! haha. love thursday the most.

been practising my bass recently. dirty little secret is tough for me, but those fill makes me looks more professional~ bah! so bored. everyone seems so sick. hope i will not get affected. immune system, please do your job.

today is hell. practical sessions are fun but, its so bloody hot. cant stop sweating. although the irritating junming keep playing with the dropper, but its quite fun too. sigh. hope everything turns out well, my "uninvited friends", relationships and studies. suddenly feel the urge to play basketball. haha.

things arent always what they appears to be.....

nan ren lei

the song "pu tong peng you" by david tao is so nice, like rather similar to suo yi, but the music like much more simplier. and also "nan ren lei" by yong pang. been repeating this song for 1 1/2 days leh, haha, bai ting bu yan.

yesterday was a very normal day, just that ate a SOHO pizza. like that eat arh, i think im gonna be broke liao. zz. lets hope that my mother havent gave me the ettiqutte clothes money, if not im really going broke, lol. then amb ys and ml went to study while i went home.

same thing! went to eat meepok gan. hmmm, then play awhile basketball with hw and js they all. lost all matches, lol. what a noob. and playing in uniform is damn digusting, esp when sweating that time, you can feel the shirt sticking to your skin ~_~ then dota, lost 1v1 to jm, in 25 mins. sad arh. he down my rax while i only down his very first tower. dots la! how noob can that be. lol. now then realise i got much more to learn, lol. everything also lose~

hope tomorrow will be a fun day, springbloom! look so forward to it, though its costly to go there. everytime take cab home, 4 bucks 4 bucks like that. haha. hai sian! prelims getting nearer and nearer, and i dont take it as a matter~ haha.

i prefer kaya to jam =X

just another day

same old boring day. wonder when's school life will be interesting, lol. woke up at 545, cause i got the motivation to wake up in the morning, haha. then left house around 6.30, which is the earliest day i went out of the year.

yesterday oral was screwed man. i was very calm while waiting for my turn. then who knows when i sit infront of the 2 examiners, then my palm starts to sweat. damn, then i dont even know im talking about. the pictures discussion,theres no sentence that i didnt start with "i think".. next time should start with, "from my professional opinion.." haha, sounds more confident? haha. then when i go to the bag area, they said my face was very pale, lol, most probably due to shock bah. then went to eat pizza with patrick.

sian, today is a damn boring day. thought going to the computer lab will be fun. who knows that the vp is sitting beside me, arghh.. the laptops all sucks, so many without internet zz. sian sian sian. then after that is chem lab. haha so fun. they pour alcohol all over the basin, then throw a burning paper into it, then woot, burning basin. LOL. even mrs andrew saw it, but she didnt scold us surprisingly, thought im not the one who did it. so bo liao~

then after that the whole of my row left for oral, leaving me behind. sian, i sat alone (sometimes with welsoo) until like 3.45. then ambrose and zy came back, thought they will leave first. haha. learn to enjoy loneliness is good too. then ate pizza, which doesnt taste so good, and meepok. then yongsen came to join us, always think that yongsen has a cheerful face, like ambrose. haha. and mr oxy, please do wonders~

sian, so many things that i want to change in life. but like wu neng wei li sia, think i go be zhang jing xuan. the only thing i am able to do, is only to sit and wait.. waiting for things to happen. bah..

Yong Pang - Zhen Ai Zhen Ai
- a damn damn damn nice album ( X

mundane everyday..

boring monday, started the day by going physics lab, SO BORINGGG.. the experiment.. anyway the crosshair so so style, haha. then liew keep playing with the tap, haha, so fun. yongsen then got so angry when the water sprayed on him and his paper. hahahah, cause he had finished already.

sian, then maths lit ss eng then went behind to eat. rush back to school for group study, but in the end also no teacher for the whole lesson. haha then so funny, ambrose and ys. anyway i think ys hair is style today. sian, dont know why today so tired.

woot, i ate so much today, ive gained some weight today! but what a lousy day. yawnssssssss..

everything seems so..

friday was rather a fun day. though we did nothing much. only went to 838 to play ball awhile. rather fun but tiring also. mighty 3v3, the battle of the year, me zy liew VS peh oh amb. haha, then catfish yongsen came to join us after he sent his ml home. he looks funny sia! dont know why also. ya, gotten a B3, oral PASS. didnt expect much too, i dont feel happy, but dont feel sad. just felt that sense of regret. sigh.

then sat morning just rot at home, afternoon went tuition, then went gsc, then went springbloom. and it was so tiring, so so tiring that the sunday morning i cant attend the tuition. haha, what a lousy body i have. almost cramped in the middle of the night. luckily springbloom was a rather nice place to play, unfortunately i forgot to cut my nails, and gave hy a scratch. i can still see the skin in my finger nail, lol, felt so guilty.

today also somehow rot at home in the morning, but im no butcher. then went to meet hy peh and liew at mac. we promised to study, but.. there got a birthday party, making so much noise. the radio like only can play the song "turn me on" in the end all went to my house.

must be a hard time for joey, but dont be afraid, theres always someone out there who has a worst situation than you, which is me. haha, i really hope that he can learn to let go. i thought last night i found enlightenment, i felt so happy and relieved. who knows this morning i woke up, the irritating sad mood came back again, grrrrr.. what another boring week. tomorrow will be another boring day, first few period is literature, sigh! must start to switch to study mode from tomorrow onwards, cant diao er lang dang liao. dont want to feel the same way i felt when i recieve my chinese result.

im a mood changer! and im so proud of it (X

rubbisH

lalalaal, just another boring day. went for jamming at LKS. the atmosphere is not so nice there, making me feel giddy. the result of not learning beforehand! then poor huangyong had to patiently teach me the notes. anyway, thanks for the advices guys, though i still dont know what to do, haha. luckily i passed my a maths, but too bad poor ambrose didnt, and he must be feeling very bad. we still continue to suan him, which is very bad of us. bah! thats all for the day. waitin for time to pass to watch LOST. and hope tomorrow i can get at least b3 for chinese. argh.

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill If this is what you

my chemical romance - thank you for the venom

National Day

what another boring day! went to bus stop at 645, so early~ lol. i finally found my motivation to wake up in the morning (: school celebration is so boooring, we have to sit in that cross leg position for hours. anyway, everything ended around 930 AM, so much earlier than expected. sian, then mr hy got class event again, in the end went to eat macdonal breakfast with ambrose. worst thing is that, i realise my keys are not with me when i reach home, ZZ sia, in the end need to go find my mother for keys.

then dota for the whole morning and slept. and zhengyang date me out, to marina square. not as fun as i supposed. the pool guy is so f-up. the whole group only im not sixteen, then i have to sit there watch them play. luckily they only play like for half an hour. then as usual, lan again.
get a life, mr ck. lan is just so meaningless, and liew's experience denial is holy, must learn more from him. damn boring, went to marina square for less than 2 hours lan gaming then went home.

tomorrow jamming, wonder my mother will make noise again. ARGH! then the day after also. anyway, the pen is so cute. hahaah. and chocolates rocks!

charlie channy

what a tiring day! went to play lan with patrick and hector. raiders seriously is much better than good speed. sian, play lan is such a meaningless activity. whats more is that we lost 2 match. the people is so f-ing noob and we still lose. wah kao. then went bedok, wah lau, its so tiring man, dun know why also. then going home de time took 969. actually its damn fast sia, much faster than what i expected. i doze off like, when it just exit the interchange. then the next moment i open my eyes, already reached the stop before khatib mrt. hehe, then went to buy chocolate and twistie.

its been a fun week! ahah. the dining thing was rather enjoying. took alot of pictures etc. and went to watch the charlie channy chunny kitty and the chocolate factory. oops, i mean just charlie. what a lame show, still what greatly anticipated. zz. i almost fell asleep half way.

Hell Song

Yes, finally the toturing common test period is over. And today's phyics and chemistry paper is so difficult, that i finish it within half an hour. knew i will fail this time round le. suxxxor. then the stupid andrew come in and act sick, i sound so bad but dont know why, just hate her. sick then dont come school and pass the germs please. wahahaha, the mr tan like sound so kind. he pat my shoulder, then say "check through your work, dont just sleep". hahah. but theres nothing for me to check, cause its all tikam answers.
then its PE, another boring thing. the school's ring is so small, that its like nicely fit a ball only. then me ambrose, zhengyang and yongsen went to play netball with the girls. haha, while liew sit there and rot. i dont know the A maths paper is tough or im lousy. lol. im was very confident but when i look at the first qns, i was like, "GOOD GAME" and same applies throughout the paper. hai, sian, fail again. lucky my lit test can pass, if not i can go and die liao la. then throughout the shcool keep seeing the suxxor. hahaha. and the junru, hahah, he may look decent but he in msn is a total different person.

hmmm, then went J8. G2000 is so lousy. only got one pants of size 30, then poor zhengyang got to sacrifice. sian, now left shoes, and tie and socks. wah lau, all my school socks got hole one, zzz. sian sian sian. hope i can do well for this common test, though i know that my science confirm flunk.finally i eat in school! but half way through eating, feel like want to vomit.

feeling, so, i also dont know how to explain. ~_~

AMK

just another boring day as usual, woke up early to study for geography but, study nothing in the end. the test was all about global warming and i didnt pay much attention to it. there goes my geography. then come recess, which i didnt eat, then mr tan's lesson. we got back the maths paper and it was 26/50. i was expecting a little bit higher, haha.. its a rather big blow for me, and twice somemore. too great a blow for a fragile boy like me, LOL.

oh i never eat recess, surprisingly. i thought i cant resist the temptation of redang. stupid game make me feel no interest in food already. the mutton soup i also eat less than half.

the best part of the day is, YONGSEN. haha. poor yongsen and bad bad zheng yang sia. lamer yongsen dont believe that there is a Va Dinci Cod, with a fish at the frontpage, hahaha. then we went to lame around in popular, exploring those books. i still cant find a book which defines WINNING. haha. then ambrose meant burdensome sia, and zabros meant glutton. hahahahaha. then we found a price tag. then wahahahahaha. we put into yongsen bag and we quickly went out of the bookshop and, BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. poor yongsen was like shocked sia, the "wtf" face. haha. then lamer ambrose need to go toilet again. sian, then i tio pangseh. zy and ambrose went to take taxi, while junming took other side of the mrt.

then reach home no keys, and now still cant find, god bless me.

funfair

oh, today is wednesday, the middle of the week. anyway, last saturday carnival was rather fun. however i think i just rot around in school from 8 to night 8 sia. the games and food all so boring one. zz. somemore i go dye hair, everyone see me will surely ask, "wah you lao liao arh!".. Lamer. hahaha. anyway, if was not a fruitful carnival i expected sia.

but i go insipred by the "A" boys playing. woot sia, i suddenly feel like brushing up my basketball skills. sian sian sian, so many things i wanna do~ but no time, sigh..

today paper was rather ok, i was finishing the vocabulary section and look up the wall clock and got shocked, left half an hour only. while wondering how am i going to rush through the summary, i then realise there is no summary. lol. then me and zhengyang look at each other and, "no summary arh?". haha. for no reason, i suddenly felt that mr tan chee wee is a good teacher. haha.
then idiot junming lag for almost the whole day. he lag i damn bored sia, during the chemistry lesson, only got ambrose for me to di siao. haha, but tt ambrose cc keep drawing some retard angel. it've got beautiful wings but no face. lol~ oh yeah, and zheng yang didnt wear his specs today and wore contact, anyway i think he looks nice either, just that we are not so used to his "non-specs" look.
just another boring day. then went to amk central to eat. oh the stupid "Herbal Mutton Soup" never open. suXx0r sia. i went there specially to eat his/her mutton soup one. end up eating "Yao Cai Huang Di Ji". funny auntie, she point at me, "ni ye shi huang di arh?" haha. yes mdm, im the emperor to be. boring~ after finishing the roti boy, im so full. recess cannot eat, thanks to aherm. boredoom kills. tomorrow still got geography test, sian lah!

im dying of boredoom. hmmm. zhang jing xuan - wu neng wei li rocks. though his sound is always like no strength one, haha. and zhang zhen yue - goodbye EP sucks. all like those retarded songs. and zhang xin zhe - qing ge jing xuan is damn nice man. its a very nice album which is worth for your money. ~_~.

hai, i feel so happy now. and feel so sad also. why am i so stupid in the past, feel like banging my head on the wall. chunkit is a loser la. sigh.

first blood

woke up in the morning, and its just another boring day. lessons also just as boring, except that after school, we went to lido to watch the "wars of the world". the movie is rather nice, but the ending should include how Ray went on life with his two childrens. hah, lousy Mr Alien, thanks to our Mr Bird. sian, then went to far east to eat. what's so special about clay pot yee mee ~_~ sian la, still got the agriculture worksheet to do or else mr lau will give me that shock face again. zz. oh my tongue is so numb.
lets hope the coming carnival will be a fun and fruitful one.
peace out.-act angmoh-