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Thursday, April 24, 2008
last note
Somewhere between now and the last post, I had decided to stop writing in this place. I closed my first online journal to commemorate the accumulated years of fond memories... let's see... since 2003? Sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet, but still everything looked like an attached freedom.
Several months later, came this one. I feel it was a turbulent one. In times of insecurity and doubt, words were written, things were said and actions were performed. Somehow, I couldn't relate to it yet.
The eyes were certainly different in seeing things. They were different since the first journal. It also changed in this journal. Perhaps even now. But the mind doesn't forget. Many people may not forget.
The current issues concerning Tibet and China drew many attention from around the world. Their cause for this issue differs among each other. Dalai Lama plays a big role in-between the struggles. Nontheless, he carries a heavy responsibility around him. I wish Dalai Lama doesn't forget too.
Something like this rang in my head, "Make peace with yourself, then make peace with others."
There's much damage from me already. Jen said, "I bet the sun on the top would cry if it could cry."
Ah, right. All apologies.
Peace,
Ccc.
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1:55 AM
Friday, October 05, 2007
face value
a face worthy of his works
the works worthy of his face
simultaneously, progressively changing the face and works, his destiny.
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10:03 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
daydream with eva
Sittin' in front of Eva, she thought...
Well it's a lot reasonable this way. Certainly I don't want to get too attached. I've been there, done that. And I felt it's not the right time for me to indulge in this. Honestly, I didn't want to experience that again after it stopped gradually. The other term for it would be called 'hardcore'. I'll just end up ignoring everythin'. When reality finally slaps me awake, I'll be countin' the days wasted.She sips her lemonade.
"Hey Eva, try this. It tasted funny."
Eva overturn the straw and sips it.
"Doesn't it taste this way? Is it just you?"
"Oh well, doesn't matter", she drinks it anyway.
Recent events made me thought a lot and it needed scientifically proven results to assure me, but I cannot afford it. The injury is still bothering me. It has gotten better few days ago, but I've been feelin' the same since few days ago. It looks more worrisome when it's hangin' just like that. A bowl of blood, or blood-colored substance, *shivers*. It's the drippin' liquid which scared me. Moreover, it felt uncomfortable. Is there something broken in there? I need scien..."Hey, snap out of it!", cries Eva. "Let's go somewhere else."
Eva lock arms with her and pulls her to move.
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3:29 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
indirect... ush!
Take 1"Esok I takde, you jangan rindu I tau?""Ok, I tak rindu.""Ish, you ni...""La... you kata tak nak rindu."Take 2"Esok I takde, you jangan rindu I tau?""Ok, I jangan rindu.""Eee... jahat betul~"(frownin')"Habih tu, aku patut kata ape?""Cakap 'kalau I miss you, I call you', ok?""Orh."Take 3"Esok I takde, you jangan rindu I tau?""I takkan... kalau I rindu, I mesej you okay?"(senyum~~)"Eee..."
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11:08 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
for you
not necessarily a good guy
but a good guy to you.
not really a bad guy
but a bad guy to you.
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11:38 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Hitotsubashi Yurie
He asked for name and number. There was a pause.
(How should I give him? More specifically, how is he going to receive it?)
He asked for name and number, so he can input it directly.
She understood.
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Those tremblin' hands distinct for a second there, and observation of moments can last forever.
Beautiful sight of youth.
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12:07 AM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
head and heart
just 'cuz I like you,words that can be simpleI will.statement that requires commitment and responsibility
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11:16 AM
