Downright Selfish

Dun try to awe the world with yr outstanding flowery language.
it is just n only ENGLISH.
if u have noticed.
n yea.
i kinda look up to u. in many ways.
u're succesful, attractive n smart.
wat else cud any gal ask for?

but dun u think u're just a tad bit too self-centered?
n not to mention arrogant n downright selfish.
hmm.
maybe we have seriously diverging opinions on basic rules of r'ships.
shoot.
i dunno y u influence me tat much.
but u're really getting me pissed off.
in the middle of the night.
grrrrrrr.

Off to Penang

wud be off to penang in the early morning.
looking forward to my favourite "toy".
little timmy.
*evil laugh*

yippee.
looking forward actually.
hope i dun lose control n stuff myself with too much ever-tasty food of penang.
have to limit myself.
hehez.

lil cousin britney is not goin.
she's oni eight yet she's tough like hell.
wanted to take a flight to penang instead of our car!!
n when her mother did not give in,
she refused to go.
no tantrum shown.
no tears or sadness.
mere toughness n stubborness.
she rather stay at home than give in to her mum.
cudn't imagine.
n i think its really scary tat she's acting this way.
i min,
she's oni eight!!

*sigh*

Hateful Copy Cats

it's annoying.
to have someone using yr pics illegally.
mayb i was wrong to ignore in the 1st place.
but wat cud i have done anyway?
it wud have been idiotic to go thrashing someone on9.
getting cooked up for the stupidest reasons.
n yea.
its just plain stupid.
seriously.

i tot twas quite weird tat u wud have impersonated me in d 1st place.
whoever u r.
weird.
but i have the feeling tat it is someone i know.
geez.
seriously have to migrate from friendster to facebook.

i ignored.
n i tot tat was really generous of me.
but no.
u wanted my full attention.
having the cheek to send me a hate mail.
accusing me of misusing YOUR pictures.
my goodness!
wat's wrong with u ?!

走了

我找不到，
失去了。
得不到平衡，
摔得很痛。
疼了，
累了，
我们都不走了。
路没了，
梦碎了，
我们放弃了。

魔鬼不在，
她崩溃了。
旧病复发，
无法控制。

失去的全部，
一点都不想再记起。
选择忘记，
逃避。



宁愿从来都没有你。



救命。

My Hols So Far

no updates.
i've been reallly lazy.
still swirling in the happiness of my hk trip.
twas awesome.
n it really benefited us.
*wink*
not to mention unforgettable.
it leaves me dreaming of another holiday.
another far-off (a lil impossible) vacation.
japan perhaps?
hahaz.
all things are possible u know.

unlike many others,
i tak sanggup bawa my pathetic ass to work.
so yea,
i'm wat u wud cal a "leong dei gun" (in canton).
but unsurprisingly,
24 hrs is still not enuf.
hey,
i'm an emotional person u know.
n lying around the hse all day doesn't min i'm lazy,
it just merely relects my desire to experience every lil corner of my wonderful hse of 18 yrs,
to give in to "nostalgia" once in a while,
n to reaffirm memories of where i grew up.^^

hmm..
things come and go..
n sadly..
memories do fade..
throughtout the process of packing up my old stuff,
i was flooded with all kinds of emotions.
small things tat brought back vague memories.
other things tat reminded me of the good old times.
time flies,
it really does.