Hey i just met you, and this is crazy

hehehe. in love with TVD. THE VAMPY DIARIES LOL! i very lagg i know. as always rightxzxz.
I've decided to be happy for life manxz. Why would i want to dwell in misery? I mean why would anyone rightt?

Tryna' make the best out of every little thing in my life. Like, say... Work? Having eyecandies to get me thru the day hehehe. Say.. School? Party all night, dance all day. LOL!! Ignore all the politics, Act blur live longer, You only live once #YOLO hahahha. Say.. Church? Continue to serve in my new ministry, Children Church. Helped out in the CG as much as possible. :D Most of all, be faithful in the little things and God would be faithful in His ways. ^^


spent a bomb on this girl hahaah huili <3


RUNNING MANXZXZ



my last sem classmates were so lovely to plan bday surprise for me! Janexoxo :*





Celebrated Jas's bday :*


with yang mehmehhh


finally met awesomepororo hahahaa

THIS


more pictures in my phoneeee xoxo

Letting go.

It took me one sorrowful bday for me realized what to do..

Let go.

Yea.. This is what i had to do to find relief for my soul and heart. I feel so utterly broken because of all the past hurts and disappointments.. And finally.. God ask me to let go. I keep hurting the ones around me. Making them try so hard to love me..ykno what. I'm letting go. I shouldn't had placed my hope on them. People disappoints, but God doesn't. Now.. I am no longer going to demand and expect anything.. I'm tired of holding on.. Its their turn.

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thanks.

happy bday to myself.
been crying everyday and feeling very sad about everything.
this is not emo, this is stress. so cut the crap that i am emo.
fuck you all seriously.
no money to celebrate with me, okay i accept.
strictly pancakes for dinner, okay sounds cool i like it.
meeting earlier. no i don't like it, i dun want it either.

today its my bday, i thought i do get a say?
thanks for the presents, i appreciated them and i loved them *insert smiley face*
but if you really want me to have a enjoyable bday(or just a happy one), then dun fucking show me attitude, fucking listen to what i want.

i really just want to spend time with my love ones and just grabbing a nice cheap dinner and singing some bday songs and eating just one slice of normal cake.

sincerely, thats what i want, no crabs are fine, no beer are fine, no partying i'm fine..
just company.

is that too much to ask for?

okay i know its mother day. fuck. can u leave e night to me? :'(
fuck everyone, i feel like backsliding. lol.

i dun think i wanna celebrate next years'.
i frigging miss Jeremy, "Jeremy, mine sucks too."  :(