What will you use to fill up the emptiness in your life?

"Some people will party to fill up that emptiness.
Some will use materials items such as clothes, labels.
Some abuse alcohol..
Some turn to music..
Some became workaholic just to direct that emptiness away or to leave no space and time to ponder...
Some people perhaps will be on the verge of giving up as they tried numerous methods to get it filled but still didn't managed to fill that emptiness away...
  
Quoted from FB! hahahaha.. 


my life is mundane again, partly because i am not doing anything to spice up my life.. just chionging work for my april trip! ahhahaha. haven finish paying BF yet want to travel. lol... 
aiya. sian la.. hahahahhaha. i love to travel travel. Its like running away from this sick and fallen world. 


i like the feeling of staying far far away from the real world. i like to spend quiet time just admiring the beautiful places that i don't usually see in this island. i like to just chill out and embrace the sun at a beautiful quiet beach on a random sunny or windy day sipping cocktails. (preferably with a book.) i like to go shopping for cheap stuff and buying reduandant things that i doesn't use at all just because they are beautiful. i like to listen to beautiful stories about life. Finally, one day i would try reading a book in a cafe with my all time favourite hot chocolate, frappucinos and pastries.


Sometimes, i wished i was born rich, then i wouldn't have to worry about always being in lack. 


*EDITTED POST*
i'm feeling down.. i really want to maintain the peace i have in my life right now. Please do not take away what was originally mine, do not disrupt my peace & comfort. Loving my life, thought mundane yet peaceful. I don't need lectures, i mean who enjoys being told off on a daily basis?  :(( i just like to take things slower. hehe. 


Currently, building a stronger love relationship with my Abba Father.. :)


Simplicity is the sex. ;) 

Out of comfort zone, into the dark tunnel.

went for camp resilience 2 days ago. (forced decision)
it was really a test of endurance and perseverance on my part.
Out of my comfort friends, comfort food, comfort sleep. (cook our own food, sleep in tent) fuuuuu
i only enjoyed one part. which is the tunnel maze. Awesome max. ^^ i lead the way, cuz being the last was scary :(
missed one of the high elements which is the 5 tiers. Disappointed like hell :((((((
anyway.... swear it will be my last time going to a camp without any besties. Seriously, i don't like to see people faces! i don't want to keep worrying over lil' things and to hear sarcasm words. wtshit.

went for cellgroup meeting right after that dumb camp and received major deliverance, i was dead tired manxz.

1. Focus on the positives
2. Be forgiving
3. Make room for the but God moments in your life. 

During unpleasant situations or challenges in our life, we have to.. 

• Don't curse it!
• Don't nurse it!
• Disperse it.
• Let God reverse it!

I love all my friends. i really do. :*

#BeautifulShowSG

B2ST Beautiful Show EXPO 3mar 2010 
skipped service for this okay. hahaahha.

of course got go Sunday svc la. =,=




blur but naise



best photo from my camo


my fav doojoonie! xoxo



awesome seats 2nd portion 2nd row @ $50 (black market) hae
love beasttttt!

pictures onlineeeee

super alot of fan service. haishhhhhh! hahaha take polaroids and accepts fan gifts. <3

cutieeeee Gikwang

 nice falsetto oppa LOL!

looking so normal. but i love it!

 i love V.I.U, V.I.U,V.I.U beautiful my V.I.U!!

 end with this from tumblr :)

8 letters, 3 words and i am yours. "I GOT FOOD."

an urge to blog.....

if you asked me is there such thing as a platonic friendship? i would say... Yes
but right now, i would say no! Maybe because i got confused with the drama "In time with you" as it speaks of a friendship between a guy and girl and the guy had been in love with the girl since forever.
So now.. i cannot determine whether it is friendship or one sided love on someone's part during a friendship.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. so kamfused. :( my good friend is upselling himself, while my best friend is being mean and nice all the time. i am so kamfused now. but i don't want to be left on the shelf...... One of my good friend always says this "剩下的茶扎" hahhahah... apparently all my "friends" which i had quoted over here are all guys. :(
Am i fated to be a BRO? i don't want. :(

I don't want to be a broooooooo.

With the usuals at J8 for dinner :) todayyy


donated blood on 25 feb 2012 




newton circus for dinner :))



Saleha's wedding on 26 feb 2012


Laoban for dinner w the usuals :)

Random Saturdayyyy for soccer match at Suntec :)



jas so pwetty!

Prince of Peace

feeling.... ?? :( think it is because of menses.. feeling worn out.. hasn't been myself lately.. Maybe because i can't seem to find someone to talk to.. I am not sure of the content too. Haha..
Can't find another me to share...

Have you ever feel isolated even when you are with a group of people? i feel like i grew up suddenly.. actually, i find myself getting used to this kinda of feeling.. it gives me a space for me to breathe, a peace that i kinda enjoy..

Maybe, that's what growing up is all about.. You start to get sick of all those glamour and limelight and prefer to be kept alone.. i became so reserved and quiet, actually enjoying listening to other..
However, deep down i yearn dorm something to happen in my life so that i can feel excited just by thinking bout it! Not used to mundane life.. haeee

Korean songs gives me a very peaceful feeling more than hillsongs in fact...

Maybe because of the fact that i can think bout so many things, have different feelings bout life, simply because i do not understand the lyrics at all those :p
Let me feel young again..

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