I'll let you wait double the time you made me wait.

i'm so irritated.
wtheck. i don't understand why guys cannot be good friends.
why they are so insensitive and why they are so bias.
so guys only likes to talk to us when we're happy. cuz then, we would be useful enough to take in your stories.
what about our stories?
"guys: save for your sisters!"
well then, we don't need any bros anymore. cuz we don't see a need to repeat our stories.

GUYS PLEASE BE MORE CARING.
SINCERELY YOUR GOOD FRIEND OR THE GIRL YOU ARE CURRENTLY TARGETING AT.

ignoring is the worst rejection and i'm pretty damn good at that.
don't try me.

Forgiveness, affections, mindfulness, integrity, loyalty, yieldedness

F.A.M.I.L.Y
just watched the sermon online!!
aye.. i skipped service. so sian :( shouldn't had skipped it, the sermon's so awesome!
okay.. gon' apply them..
God, please enlarged my capacity.
because, usually we are more transparent to our family, we flare up easily at just little things.
and right now, gon' go spring cleaning. throw throw throw!

zzzz the house is so noisy..

On a happier note... On a happier note... On a happier note... On a happier note,

I've finally sign up for my debit card ^v^ but my ibanking is still in a mess. hai
I've contacts for 6months. no need to worry bout being velma, tho i lazy leh
I've no longer living in lack, tho i need to save money for bf.. :(
I've since long ago had been really independent.. no sipsips
I've had awesome friends but neeed more.. :)
I've been for God more than the partying days, recently ^^..
I'm sick of partying :p
I'm getting a smartphone sooon.... soooon... :)
I've finally bought a brown oxford.. more to comeee
I've decided to martens during march or april!! *musthave* maybee
I've also decided to invest in an MP3. winks winks, can buy for me heartshearts. LOL
I'm pretty close with my family <3
I'm also on good terms with my classmates :D omega today, damn funnny..
I'm hopefully catching up with my lost friends.. :((
I'm glad that so many friends love me and really dote on me. I feel like a princess sometimes.. My church friends loves me, my classmates love me. (HAHAHA oops) Why all sho nice, sho kewt and sho loving.
always buy foood for me <3 loves.
hope my work friends loves me tooo. Y NO LURB ME, EWERYBADY LURBS ME.

RDD-SHINee 30mil views. was 12/18mil when i last saw in 2011/2010 random hehehe <3
loving doojooon, a lil ki kwang. hee #idolmaid

I'm heart sick, heal me, be crazy.

loving kpop again, because of Secret garden <3 #hyunbinloves
hahahhaha.. thus liking B2ST nowwwwwww! go listen B2ST - Fiction, Bad girl, mystery, rainy days. <33
Lovey dovey - Tara shuffling babey hahahaha. crycry also nice... Mblaq - Monalisa, its war. cry (once, my favourite!)

anyway.. feeling pretty down again.. whyyyy :(
had been so sensitive this week. Too over the board already, i should say..
hmm... feeling emoish. menses first week leh..
my strength is being sensitive, it is also my weakness. TOO SENSITIVE.
i notice everything, but i just don't say anything..
"Haters gon' hate"

i don't like to know that people don't like me. You can hate me, but just don't let me know. Even if you are a hypocrite, i won't hate/dislike you when i don't know shit bout it. i can't please everyone, and i'm true to my feelings, my thoughts, my first impressions. i'm probably too transparent.. which can be a pretty bad thing as i may come across as "DAO" "unfriendly" "snobbish" but at least, i'm never a hypocrite, which i'm damn proud of. If i don't like you, i guess your spirit feels it, because, i don't take initiatives to talk to you, will not include you in conversations and topics.

The thing is that people who are disliked by me, would have a hard time changing my impression.. i ignore people whom i do not take a liking on. Seriously, you choose not to like me, but just keep it to yourself. Don't let me hear it from other people's mouths. I feel so awkward already, because, usually the feeling is mutual.

I seriously want to be hater-free. but too bad. my character is too hard-on, too Gen Y. I need a change of environment but ever afraid to leave my comfort zone. Hate it when people cross into my boundary, territory, path. Can't we be the 2 parallel lines that never meets?

DESPERATELY NEEDS A GETAWAY. PEOPLE IS STUFFING ME OUT.
Loving God everyday, Loving people only on Saturday.. :O

Jesus says: Let tomorrow worry about itself! ^^

hihi!! 原來幸福可以那麽簡單

i'm so happy.. when you are happy, your happiness will spread to others. 

hope everyone is feeling happy because of me? (somehow or another)

i think my breakthru is during last night when i slack with guowei. we chilled until 4am ykno. OMG. shaggg. hahaha, but it was a very fruitful fellowship.. i know more about him and i know more about God. Goosebumps all over my body when he told me about all the encounters! 

God really love him alot, but he doesn't do anything about it.. hai.. God, please go and help him.. hahaha!

anyway, prayed last night 25mins, been so so so so so long. Presence was so Strong. 

His promises never fail, although my iphone did not come to pass (most probably :( ) but He did provided so many other things for me. so.. it doesn't hurt to give iphone a miss right? next apple product then. 

i don't even need to worry about anything, from tuesday onwards, not in debt, but full of abundance. Most importantly, don't owe God money. better pay up my tithes and bf. hahhahaha <3 

OMG!! HYUN BIN IN SECRET GARDEN

love his sleepy eyes <3


hahaha, i only like his short hair. hahahahaa <3

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.

 

 

WE WORE THE SAME! =.=

hihi, old MBS pic in priss's iphone.. 

sidetrack studying for MA again. :( 

Poly openhouse tmr, everybody's was like trending #rp #rpsoh feeling guilty cuz i spamed around 30-40 tweets.. i think i might reach 50, better stop.. feeling like the malays are scolding us in malay. LOL.. obviously right...

just wanna reflect on my life. 

because of the lack of self-control, i am reaping whatever i sowed last last weekend. damn it ykno. i hate getting into a conflict and argument with another. :( seriously.. i've always known, fighting leads to misunderstanding and people taking sides. can't help but feel so insecure about myself. But, i never even blew up, i just state my stand. Cuz it is unfair to be hurled at when you are entirely not at fault. :( whatever already, what had happened, had unfortunately happened. Can't you let just let bygones be bygones? Hate the fact that females are naturally much more matured than the boys at our age. zzz i have no motivation to stay on at this job already. :( 

nonetheless, feel so loved when i look back at my fb timeline posts in 2008-2010. i really love my 2010 life. everybody's loving me, liking me, praising me, saying i'm gorgeous, cute, pretty, have nice hair, very cheery, giving me so many attention that i did not deserve and the most important factor is because i was a new friend at that time. Now, I'm no longer a baby christian, aint feeding on milk anymore... i'll always pray that 2012 be awesome, pinning my hope on that prayer.