helpless hopeless romantic

loving this show. omg i am going to die alone. i love 宋杰修
can i marry him??
champagne showers champagne showers.
hahahha. whatever...

kk, multiplication is coming. i am so worried and scared and sad.
prissy's going.
jasmine's going.
i'm alone. more fruit-bearers plz.
sadgurl93
had a nightmare. i am so affected.

help

:O

Sometimes church hoppers don't just swap church, they swap kingdom and end up so worldly. Jesus, his kingdom and his church belong together.

truth unchanging, love unfailing, i depend on You.

Faithful Father, Peace forever, i will trust in You.
Unshakable, my hope remains, Lord i, believe in You..


You are strength for those in need, You are defender of the weak.
You are everything we need, You are our God,
You are our God.

its so peculiar. I dint seek God this whole week.
went Zirca and Rebel..

But God is so real on Saturday. All the voices that i ignored and choose to do the wrong things. He did not give up on me. Wept like a baby during Emerge service this weekend.
He is real.

I did chorus board and felt His tangible Presence. i always cry so much.
but.. i am just a person who cries easily. esp after i experience His presence. Well, at least i cried only for Him. every time i feel so disappointed by the things on Earth, and i think of His love. i feel so recharged and BAM, immediate deliverance from Him!
Yesterday, the altar call came and i immediately rush down for His anointing. A female ZS prayed for me. wow. fell by the presence. hehe. selfish me wanna go and find Pst Kong again. but.. God says no. I must help to build up the spiritual atmosphere. Thank God for that. :)
God is way too awesome. Typing this, i wanna cry.
I am so emotional. haha.

*tadaa* my awesome cellgroup. :D

i love God so much that i can't bring to love others. haha. 

what nonsense. :p

Be my mirror, my sword, my shield

I got this LOL!!

feeling kinda down. :( needed retail therapy so badly. :(

wanna get platform sandals from OSF or some other placeeeeeeee.
my doc mart ? :(

i love it omgggg

 

You become my portion

 -- Beautiful

Love without condition

Heart that always listens

To a crying world

Lord of all creation

Humble as a servant

With You, all praise begin

Grace is all sufficient

You become my portion

More than life could bring

All my past forsaken

I lay my own ambition

Before my King of dreams

(pre chorus)

What can I give that's worthy

To You, my soul will sing

(chorus)

Beautiful One, Merciful Son

The Crown of all heavens

Reigning in my heart

Beautiful Love, Gift from above

Adore You forever

My Savior, Jesus

(Bridge)

More than enough, You're

More than enough, You're

More than enough for me

eternal consequences

at the end of the day, the church will be divided into 2.
one that will flow down accumulating dirt and mud and plunged into hell
another that will flow strongly and purified more than ever and flow to God who is sitted at the throne.

He that is unjust, let him be unjust still: and he which is filthy, let him be filthy still: and he that is righteous, let him be righteous still: and he that is holy, let him be holy still. (rev 22:11)


i am so blessed by the word. Indeed, no ears has heard, no eyes has seen, and what no human mind has conceived, the things that the Lord has prepared for those who love him (1 cor 2:9)

i am super on fire for God.. i wonder what can i do? i wanna rise up. the longing is getting stronger everyday.
i even doubt whether i am unable to enter into the Holys of Holys. that's a very faithless thinking.

=(

speak to me, come and meet me face-to-face..

spirit of violence and anger

i have no more love for the unchurched.
my friends, my family.
omg.. leave me alone.
i need so much PEACE right now.. feeling so sad. Lord you are our Jehovah Shalom, our Prince of Peace. speak to me, console me. i am so broken.. :'(

i was just Praising God bout how wonderful He is and how awesome is this week's saturday..
and all these shit happens. my brother is being his usual annoying self.
but my sister too?
hate the devil. freak.

i cursed. i lose it.

i am losing my mind. why can't my life be normal. why can't my day be peaceful. OMG. we do not put sufferings upon ourselves. they just happen. yes. truly understand this statement. SHIT HAPPENS.
i used to think that sad people bring it upon themselves. but no! the Satan is the asshole who put us through all this bullshit that we did not deserve. But through our sufferings, God can prevail in us. Then our God can be Glorified. turning our sufferings a testimony.

a revelation that happen in the midst of my deepest sorrow. :(

Open up open up, open up our hearts!

the

i've decided to wait for things to happen rather than wishing it will happen.
God has a season for everything.
Its not the right timing yet.
"Sometimes things come when you aren't expecting for it." sure it do.
i am gon stop eyecandying people, stalking people. i shall keep my hands together.
waiting.,
for the one.

anyway, i am stretched from head to toe, left to right. :D
am enjoying the stretched experience. Come on God, do a miracle.
enlarge my capacity, renewed my thinking.
let my fire burn forever.
I WANT TO RISE UP, RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.