hey!!! cause of the injection on my hand.. i can't reali move my hands... went to mit dearie at his workplace..went to lor8 for supper and guess wad?? i was havin quite some time to eat the noodles...cause i hab to use my left hands to eat wid a fork...dear finish his noodles and feed mie~~ and tat's the sweetest ting ani guy hab ever done to mie!!! thanks dear!! ur the best!! =))

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9:58:00 pm

hmm.. i'm back from the hospital.. jus did the CT scan.. was shivering inside the room... the room was damm cold.. all the patients are either on wheel chair or on bed... look as if it's reali serious doing the scan tingy.. i nid to take 2 does of medicine before the scan and i nid to be injected wid the dye.. damm scary.. the needle was like so thick and my veins are so tiny!! during the scan was shivering... der's this werid feeling in my stomach.. make mie difficult to breathe... i can feel the dyin flowing thru my body!! my right hand still ache!! can't exerise my right hand... it'll ache.. feelin so weak... haha.. mus drink alot water these few days... photo will be up tonight~

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3:33:00 pm

us at the world's largest fountatin

hmm.. i went to suntec to catch vacancy wid e guys and bf yesterdae.. haha.. sick and boring show... main cast 7 people.. lOlx.. series of murder case... and they video tape it down!! damm grOss.. haha..i had cheng tng and dear had almond longan.. hee.. we went to look at the fountain.. took MRT ard.. rainin heavily whole day and it's dangerous to ride.. lucky dear din ride cause got alot TP.. haha... went to his house for cup noodles.. haha.. furnie~~ went back after tat.. had a reali short talk before slpin.. wake up at 10am.. watched tv til abt 2.30.. went back to sleep after a tiff wid him.. haha... came over to his place to slack til now.. going home todae.. tmr goin AH again.. daddy hab to sign the consent form.. yea... after tat i'll knw wad happen to mie!! haha..

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9:29:00 pm

my headache still on eh!! and i can't reali stand it!! hiias.. sch was great.. i scream at my teacher todae!! haha... i tried to stand him ler.. buden he can't help but to repeat himself over and over again.. tat's not e case.. he lOve to do theory while havin pratical lesson and love to do pratical durin theory lesson... make us blur lorz!! and the whole class is tokin, he only picks on me and amelia!! fark!!

here's the conversation:

"ur so irritating."

"i nid to repeat so u all will knw wad to do during the practical later"

"we dun practice, we duno... later practical den teach lar"

"later u all start askin questions again"

"we dun nid u to repeat"

yar.. after all these shit, i felt so so so happy!! haha... screamin at teacher makes mie feel so relieve... wahaha... went to tea break and had spaghetti.. werid spaghetti.. got green peas.. sucks!! =X.. after teabreak went up for practical lessons.. and we're suppose to do some IP address tings... and guess wad happen when we enter the class?? tat bloody bitch was sitting right in between michelle, sharon and kwok chun, guang xian.. mie and amelia hab to split because of her.. if she occupy-ing the com cause she wans to do her work, i'm totally fine wid it buden she jus sit down der and jus play games wid it!! u noe how much it piss mie off?!?!?! den she was wearin tis tight brown skirt.. haha.. "so tight duno give who see" lOlx.. dyed her hair black again... duno for wad... hate her!! she nid to do the lan tingy wid us and teacher ask her to do wid us, she dun wan.. gimmi those fark up face.. starin at mie like one kind... dun tok abt tat zha bor!! make mie more mad!! haha.. tok abt tat idoitic teacher... he write the new IP address on da board buden din announce tat we hab to change to tat address... still blame mie for not listening to him.. haha... i scream back again of course lar.. haha.. say he got brain tumor.. evil ah... he dun rmb wad he say.. anw went to kovan wid amelia.. had macs for lunch... haha... from 1pm we tok all e way to like 4.30?? haha.. non stop talkin.. entry too long alr.. and i'm too lazi to bitch abt wad happen ler.. haha.. gtg!! bb

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5:44:00 pm

sorry everyone.. was MIA for these few days.. i duno wad has got mie so messed up.. i wasn't reali 'me' the last few days.. i jus could take it animore.. i knw runnin wasn't the right way but tat's the only way out.. was havin bad migrane headaches all the way since sundae.. only went to sch... leave my fone aside and din ans anione's call.. i ran away from home.. i ran away from everyone.. somehow.. i'm more relieve now.. u may say i'm selfish.. but i've been workin my ass off tis job and they are not appreciating it.. i jus destroy my 'great future' wid my bare hands.. wad i used to want will all go down e drain.. it was fun workin der but i jus couldn't take the stress setting on mie.. sorry!! my scan wasn't sucessfully cause they nid one parent to go down.. when i call both my parents, they din wana take e time off work to see wad happened to mie.. =(( damm sad.. both said they were not free and ask mie not to do e scan.. for one moment, i tot i was an unwanted kid.. thye raise mie up for e sake of raising up.. no care and concern.. cried all e way to e bus stop and surprizingly, the minute i reach bus stop.. daddy called and told mie to book an appointment on mondae.. haha.. was jumpin ard at tat time!! lOlx..

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3:37:00 pm

"i'm thinking i really don't understand you anymore."

21-July-2007
21:59:45

tis sentence made mie started cryin frm the moment i see tis message all the way til i reach interchange.. felt reali down and seriously, for tat moment i hate the person who send mie the message..

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11:10:00 pm

while waiting for my bf to get home, i shall blog! lOlx.. i jus got back frm a movie wid dearie... lOlx.. was workin at p2c2 jus now.. straight away after sch went down.. after tat dearie came to fetch mie~ lOlx.. nice rite? hee.. watche disturbia! is it how it's spell?? haha.. i dunno.. but it's a nice show.. scared the hell out of mie! lOlx.. nice show.. i can't wait to show my bf wad i hab for him.. so i posted it on the previous post.. lOlx.. =)) i'm alr missing him!

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2:19:00 am

dearie, i lub u more than aniting,
ur my love, my veri besty fren,
and i jus wana say "i lOve u",

the past year hab been simply wonderful,
we become close and closer,
althou there r times when we drift apart,
but we were one of the world's greatest teams..

and it took us a while to become an item,
i guess it's six yrs, to be exact,
but all great tings in life are worth waiting for,
but great tings often come wid a great price..

but tat's not hw it is wid u,
becuz ur my all, my everyting,
i thx god everydae for sendin u to mie,
and one dae, i'll be honored to wear ur ring..

i'm the most lucky ger alive,
and guess the luckiest on the whole wide world,
becuz i knw ur true and honest value,
and yes i knw exactly wad ur love is worth

i owaz use to tink of u as an elder bro,
and i'm owaz the younger one,
and we used to share our problems,
and i believe we had enuff of those to tell..

actually, i use to get jealous when ur datin other gers,
becuz ur such a nice guy,
and i ask god to send mi some1 jus like u..
and he couldn't done better, even if he tried!

anione else hab been a poor imitation,
and nw i hab a peace of mind
becuz i trust u wid all my life..
and i knw in my hart, u'll nv do mi rong...

ur the type tat ani and everyone count on,
ur advice is veri often ask..
and i knw wad we hab is veri precious,
it's a rare treasure which can nv be sold or buy...

i'm happy to hab u in my life,
we nv quarrell and it's 'mi' tat u understand
i can owaz come to u wid ani problem,
and u'll be a sympathetic ear or a helpin hand

we owaz hab happy, nv sad moments,
it's becuz we can't find ani ting to disagree abt,
and i jus wana thx u for being u,
u've teach tis ger wad love is all abt..

i tink tat ur my real gift frm god,
becuz i lub u with all my hart and soul,
wid u in my life, i feel complete,
ur the one tat makes mie completely whole..

ur my knight in shining armor,
and i lub u more and more as every passing hr..
u've make tis princess's dream cum true,
u've rescue the girl frm her lonely tower..

and i promise tat i wun leave u,
tat was someting i promise at the veri start..
to let u knw u've save ur princess,
more den tat, u've capture the princess hart~

got inspiration frm duno where i forgot~ tis was wad i wana tell my dearest.. went to look out for the nice phases i wanted to write in.. check out those nice words.. hee.. =)) nv gonna leave u.. nv gonna let go of u.. deeply in love wid u!

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2:04:00 am

my dearest bf notice tat i was quite scared sitting on his bike.. every time he goes fast and suddenly hab to brake, my tears drop.. it's like i'm so worried something might happen.. weep maybe cause he jus escape from it? i duno.. hias..

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12:40:00 am

haha.. i'm now gOing to the hospital.. went der yesterdae but specialist clinic not open.. sad eh.. yesterdae was painful.. came over to dear's house after tat.. he's sending mie over todae... swit bf i hab... mummy can't come wid mie due to work.. yesterdae's pain was the worse!! =((.. so bad tat i hab to squat dOwn in da morning.. anw.. strangely, i start to lOve my hair.. lOlx.. i miss sch! i'm afraid i can't cope.. teacher teach theory damm farkin fast.. 1st lesson teach til chapter 3 ler~~ wad's worse was i haben buy my books.. dun even understand a shit.. bOught a new bag.. bf said it was quite cool.. haha.. fyi.. i lOve my bf every bit!! haha.. gOtta gO~~

*jus woke up*

hmm.. sO went der and the damm doctor still couldn't find out wad cause the pain.. buden he said it's nth serious... had to do some CT(Computered Tomography) scannin on the 26th jul.. and it cost 100 bucks!! kinda scared actually.. cause specialist still can't find out wad happened... anw, after tat went to alexander village food center for lunch.. had bak kut teh and sugar cane.. went to poly amk polyclinic.. dear had to take MC for his sch.. bOth of us were sO tired and head hOme tO sleep.. and tis is hOw my spend my 3rd mOnthsary.. kinda sad rite?? spending mOnthsart sleepin tOgether.. haha.. i duno wad happen to us but we keep shoutin at each other todae.. hiias.. it's not a good sign!! =((.. sad..

this is wad i had to go thru on 26/07/07

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8:01:00 am

i jus got back home... so i went for my council meetin todae.. alot activities coming up... haha.. i'm still tinkin if i should stop workin and concentrate on studies.. i got a pathetic GPA of 1.. from straight As drop to straight Ds.. sad~~ =((.. i can't reali cope wid sch and work alr~~ everyday reach home at almost 12am... and wake up at 6.45am daily~~ mus be veri discipline enough to wake up so early~! damm tired!! i'm not a robot~~ i nid rest.. i suddenly feel like joinin a cca in sch so it'll pull my GPA up!! haha... evil ah.. buden i dun hab time for tat~

overnight hike

Rock Climbing

Group Camp

night Cycling

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3:52:00 am

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh

Chorus

I can't imagine me without You

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8:25:00 pm

i cried alot

thx to my dearest...

i stopped the conversation!

we din quarrell n stuff..

i jus dun wan to tok abt aniting now~

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5:43:00 pm

hmm.. my actually wana surprise mie today.. buden his surprise was spoil by jasper!! haha... jasper saw him and told mie b4 he called mie... wahhaha... =))... went to adam corner to hab supper... guess wad dear told mie? haha... his fren said tat he changed alot after being wid mie... like not as flirt and pervert.. haha.. it's a good ting lah.. and serious, i'm quite distracted to blog.. haha.. dun wana blog alr la.. tummy achin again~~ =((

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1:25:00 am

if there is anything i can do to take the pain away, i would do. anything at all.

my girl's having a very bad case of tummyache and the doctors are refering her to the hospital because they have absofuckinglutely no idea what's wrong with my girl. but thn again, polyclinic doctors, what to expect? the appointment they gave is on monday. but if i'm free, i'm going to bring my girl down tomorrow afternoon. that's provided i'm able to get an mc to escape from eldc.

we'll go through this together. i promise i'll be right by your side whatever happens.
unless of course you don't want me :p

-this is what my boyfriend blogged today ((:

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11:10:00 pm

bad new!! i went to the poly clinic todae and guess wad?? doctor refer mie to hospital!! oh my god!! they duno wad happened but der's a lump..at 1st they tot i was pregnant.. furnie.. buden it's funie cause my doctor hab to ask another doctor, his supervisor to come in.. yea..spend quite long in the room... my boyfriend was so nice can.. he came down to fetch mie.. when to eat after tat.. went home to change and guess wad.. my damm sister ordered kfc delivery... and now every rider knw where i stay!! argh... aniwae... if the pain is still der, i nid to go to the hospital wid tat referal letter.. yar... the pain was on and off.. lucky my sweet bf was here wid mie~~ lOlx..

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10:52:00 pm

sweetie pie!

photowhorin in sch!!

at vivocity~

sometimes i wonder..

so here's the pictures!! haha... was so bored at sch that all of us start to do shit! lOlx.. watch porn.. laughin at how ppl have sex.. tokin all sorts of nonsense... haha.. i laugh til my jaws and stomach sore~ is it the word?? i duno.. buden who cares?? anw.. i went to work til 6pm... went to compass point to look for kor kor at sakae sushi.. had dinner at der.. went to arcade to company him play.. haha.. as u ppl noe i'm not a acrade girl.. i jus stand tat like an idoit lorz~~ =((.. my bf wanted to gib mie a surprise by reachin der so early.. but even when i told him i'm waitin for jasper to finish his game.. he din tell mie til he waited for an hour when i said i've decided not to go to his hse.. i was touched la.. haha.. buden at e same time sad... haha... if he tell mie earlier ar.. den i wun be so bored!!! hiias.. when to his hse after tat... talk abt wad happen in sch n stuff.. send mie hm after tat.. haha.. i had a heavy dinner so din hab supper todae.. tmr i'm going to the doctor.. nose bleedin in da morning and tis afternoon bad bad stomache..

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11:45:00 pm

hey ppl.. i'm back frm work... 1st day of sch wasn't really fun yea.. maybe cause of my ah tOot hair?? lOlx.. damm bored... reach sch at 9.20, my butt not even hot on the chair hab to go for tea break... lOlx.. had mango juice and some expired oreo cookies i guess... so only had a bite and throw e rest away.. went to class at 10am.. was brief by class advisor tat for tis sem, we're suppose to build a sensor motor car... like wtf!!! i tot i can leave solderin ler~~ buden still mus come back.. and it's a pair work tingy u noe... my 'sister' sure come wid mie one lorz... hiias... sad... tis sem got two theory paper... attendance mus be der.. if not can't take final theory.. was sms-in my bf all da way!! we're so bored.. and i keep stonin in sch~! lOlx.. amelia join us todae cause the other 2 girls wasn't in sch todae.. talked abt alot tings... and guess wad?? lOlx.. she wanted to see my bf pic so i show.. and she said my bf look like 23yrs old! wahhaa... ok lar.. after lunch we sit down infr0nt of a nice nice XP com, in a wireless lan lab without internet connection!! how sad.. sch actually end at 2pm.. so i bus-ed home to take a nap.. was damm tired!! haha... sleep for like 1hr wake up go work.. haha.. slack durin work.. 5.30 reach stall to have my meal.. 6pm start work at time handlin in-stocks and stuff.. do do do till 7pm.. den start to take order.. 9pm reach go in count stock.. haha.. 11pm sharp i finish n leave stall.. can't stay too late cause i got sch tmr and have to wake up at 6.45am!! and now i'm enjoyin my carrot cake wid red ruby!!! lOlx.. bloggin and talkin to bf in msn... multi taskin yea~~ and i miss my bf mani mani.. monday jus end and i can't wait til thur... we're meetin for lunch!! yea!! my sch only start at 1pm wad.. end bf's lunch brk aso end at 1.. duno lar~ i'm fallin sick ler~~ n0t only phycially sick.. i'm aso love sick!! sneeze like duno wad todae.. haha... =)) see ya guys... nid to slp ler!! nights...

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11:50:00 pm

so people.. there goes my holiday.. and now i'm blogging befor i go to sch cause i wake up too early.. lOlx.. and i seriously miss my bf alot.. hiias.. it's like a long time den we can mit again~~ =((.. wOndering how will sch be like... im kinda sleepy.. still tinkin of wad to wear to sch eh.. hee.. not veri excited abt sch actually... jus normal lorz.. i hope do better tis sem... hee.. 1st time i wake up earlier den my dearest bf eh... hee.. from now onwards, we'll be busy wid our own life... hiias!!! so too mani commitments...

to lub someone is 1 ting..
to be loved by someone is another ting..
but to be loved by the one you love is everthing..

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7:45:00 am

hmm... today will be the last day of my holiday(last day spendin whole day with my bf) and also the last day of my work break.. hiias... kinda sad actually.. mean no time to go out wid bf ler... =((.. we'll be both studyin and working.. and the only day we can get to go out together is on friday evening.. after my school have to go down mayflower for scouts.. and darling's sch end only at 5.30pm!! lucky scouts end ard the same time and it's at amk so can mit dear at amk der... =)) i'm not reali look forward to tmr as i know it will end damm quick! tink of it ar.. reali veri sad.. it's like a fairytale tat's not going the way it should be.. it's like my nice nice fairytale turns into nightmare.. i knw we'll pull thru but it's a mental torture to mie!! i nid to concentrate on my studies, work and scouts comin in soon.. seriously got no idea how the hell am i going to cope wid all these!! i jus knw i mus do well in all these area~~ and behind mie.. will be my lovely bf! lOlx... he's always so understandin... hee..

i'm addicted to drug...
fOrever is da word!

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2:12:00 am

hold mie tight and nv let go...

hmm... never blog last nite cause i went clubbin wid my bf and his frenz... went to dbl o.. had our fun der.. before meetin dear went to eat wid daddy.. for the 1st time i feel tis bondin wid him.. ever since pri5 we had cold war til now.. we nv reali sit down n talk alr.. tok alot.. frm takin bike license to havin bf.. haha.. yak for like 1hr before i physco him to send mie to bf's place.. haha.. bluff he say no jam.. buden end up jam like duno wad... hee.. evil uh? aniwae.. stay over at his house after tat.. haha.. drunken him did alot of stupid stuff which i shall not say... =).. tis afternoon went to buy my sister's hamster.. damm lorz.. e idoit still ask mie how old am i.. when i say i'm 19, he like.. well.. ok... wtf!!! haha.. can't blame him aso lar.. i'm wearin like a kid.. haha.. had dinner at old airport rd before coming back... hee... good nite ppl!! tmr gotta work~~

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12:24:00 am

God created the first drug on earth.

It is the most powerful of them all. The drug is highly addictive, and has the worst withdrawal symptom which will never go away. In fact every man and women has taste this drug, and it has the ability to make you happy beyond your wildest imagination, yet can destroy you totally, leaving scars that will never heal.
It is Love.

Have you experience it? When you see that person everytime you close your eyes, when your heart just rushes up your chest, when you touch, all your senses are becoming higher, and everything else just doesn't seem to matter.

And when that person is no longer, you want to forget cause it is too painful to remember, but you can't. Second guessing what went wrong, or if you could have done anything different. and how such a good thing you had could be destroy so easily.

The irony of it all.
This God-given drug.

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11:56:00 pm

hmm... mummy's not at home these few day.. went for some leadership course so we'll have to keep the house tidy ourselves.. mus wash our own clothings.. mus do everyting ourselves.. daddy jus called and ask mie to do everyting myself.. haha.. like i duno like tat.. i dun mind being nice to ppl help them wash lar.. buden ar.. mummy leave this whole bucket of laundry before leavin... and it's alot can!! haha... dun wash ar... later daddy come back kpkp cause i knw ppl wun wash.. so yar.. i tink i'll jus go and wash those clothes and mop the floor now before meeting my bf.. i'm like a maid can!!! i'm not hating tis kinda life but sian ah!!!

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2:28:00 pm

PARIS IN JAIL: The Music Video LYRICS

I don’t mind being confined
To LA State Prison
Cause I would drive with DUI's
I caused some collisions
They tell me now that my appeal has been denied
nd that this sentence is now bona-fide
How bout a jail that won't insult my civic pride
Like somewhere on the Upper West Side
with a water slide…...ohhh noooo

CHORUS:
Even though they say I’m shady
I’m really so refined
I need a cleaning lady
I can’t do time…..
Robert Blake and OJ SIMPSON
They both get off scott free
I drive without a license
They throw the book right at me
It sucks to the highest degree

VERSE:
I went ape, on a sex tape
The guys all went ga-ga
Now I, must make, my jail escape
I miss my Chihuahua
My friend Nicole drove down that freeway the wrong way
She’ll probably get parole and float away
Because she weighs, Zeroooooo

CHORUS:
Even though I got the glamour
Even though my clothes are fab
They throw me in the slammer
Britney gets re-hab!
They put me in the big house
Sounds like a movie pitch
eiress goes up the river
Ends up as somebody’s bitch
They can’t do this to me, I’m rich.
And now I am digging a ditch….
My roomate’s a woman named Mitch!

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1:10:00 pm

hmm.. i've been veri naughty todae... lOlx.. miss my boyfriend so so so much tat i bluff him to come down to mit mie~~ lOlx... evil uh mie?? had supper wid him.. he said actually he was veri veri tired.. and wanted to tell mie he dun wana come down.. but end up still come down... reason why? i dun wana tell u guys... wahhaha... val ask mie abt mie if i'll last wid my current bf... hmm.. good question.. so i told her.. 'i tink so... we knw each other too well... haha.. tail shake only we noe wad's e other party up to.. ' *smile* my darling is so nice can... lOlx.. he knw tmr nid to wake up early still company mie eat... sweet~~ hee... jennifer came over todae.. haha.. and say ar.. i'm not e type of ger she'll date if she's a guy... like.. why?? and guess wad she say... "bring u go high class restaurant u aso no table etiquette.. " haha... so i told her straight in e face.. "who say i duno!?!??! i can be veri si wen if i can de lorz..." was damn shocked todae.. the stock man was talkin abt mie wid jasper... when suddenly they shouted.. "aiya.. tis ger got bf liao lah.. bf rides a scrambler" i was like.. r u ppl stocker or wad?? how come u guys knw sia!! surprizingly they knw mie ar... lOlx.. anw.. good nite ppl~~ gotta go do my stuff alr... =))

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1:54:00 am

Why Ladies today are still single?

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?


"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes,and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

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3:17:00 am

Name 11 people you can think of right
OFF THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD. Don't read
the questions underneath until you
write the names of all 11 people. This
is a lot funnier if you actually
randomly list the names first.. No
cheatin'.......
1. kelvin
2. jerry
3. andrea
4. jasper
5. valerie
6. vivien
7. xanne
8. fidel
9. harris
10. kaiern
11. wenfang


DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP
THE TOP!!


HOW DID YOU MEET #4?
>> at work

DO YOU LIKE ANYONE IN HERE
>> nO~lOlx...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HADN'T MET #1
>> i wun be a 2star staff today

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND # 6 WERE GOING OUT?
>> i'll kill them =X

how old is #8
>> 20

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED THEY LOVE YOU ?
>> haha... i wun be surprised??

WHO'S #10'S BEST FRIEND?
>> kaiern?

HAVE YOU EVER EATEN AROUND #1 ?
>> yeapp

DO YOU MISS #2?
>> VERY!!

WHO'S #6 DATING?
>> nO one...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF # 11?
>> haha. i duno....

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF # 9?
>> haha... i do not wish to say...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #4 AND #7 WERE GOING OUT?
>> i'll lauff my teeth out

WHO DOES #2 LIKE ?
>> he doesn't like anione but he love mi!!

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN INSIDE #8'S HOUSE?
>> yar...

WOULD YOU MARRY #3?
>> haha... no~ #2 will kill her

DO YOU LOVE #10?
>> nO~~

EVER SLEPT IN THE SAME ROOM AS ANY OF THE NUMBERS?
>> yeapp.

DO YOU TRUST THEM?
>> not all lor...

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3:11:00 am

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
- nOpe

2.Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
- i tink tough.. haha.. i'm bf is tough~~

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
- dark hair

4. Are you currently single?
- nOpe..

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
- erm.. i dun tink so...

6. Do you have a best friend?
- i do.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- my husband beloved wife :)

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
- my bf!

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yes.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
- nO way~~~

11. Do you like your life?
- not really.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
- no.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a bf from you?
- nope~

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
- i tink sOo...

16. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- bOys...

17. How long have you blogged?
- erm... 3years plus...

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
- erm... yar.. i tink so..

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
- dunno?

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
- yes.

21. What is one of your biggest fears?
- not being lOVed

22. Have you ever skipped class?
- yes.

23. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
- erm... my grandpa??

24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- yes. last time...

25. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- i tink sO... haha

26. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
- nO... ppl do change u noe??

27. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
-yupp :D

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- never!! no privacy

29. Do u ever wish u were a man? »
- yes. sometimes...haha

30. Do you think any men will open this just because it's labeled "The Ultimate
Female Survey"?
- ya!! gays will do...

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3:04:00 am

optical illusion I

wad do u see in the picture?!

hmm.. todae at work was bored.. i'm tryin to take back my values.. hopefully can get promoted by sept.. it'll be my best b'dae gift... haha.. i have to wait till thurs before i can see my bf.. hiias... sad sad.. and only todae then i realise next wk i'm going back to sch!! hOw sad it is... =((.. i'm still tinkin how can i mit my bf at tat time..it's like we wun be free everytime~~ aniwae... hilmi's transferin to potong pasir next month.. i'm still considering if i should go full time after i finish sch.. der's pro n con lar.. i'm kinda lazi.. haha.. slpin early tonight~~

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12:56:00 am

hmm.. changed my blog song to an itailian lOve song.. veri old song.. but veri nice and meaningful.. bet u guys dun even knw a shit wad they're singing.. i'll type e english version out later... haha.. male singer is blind..and how i know about tis song.. is because i've learn how to sing it~~ lOlx.. way way back like 5yrs ago during 2002?? lOlx.. when i was still a small ger in choir... haha.. of course not so pro like her can hit those high notes lah... surprizingly i still can rmb e lyrics... hee.. aniwae... bf jus wan mie to post so he got sth to read in sch.. yar.. had my long holiday... din reali had fun.. before i knw it.. i hab to go back to work soon.. haha... and sch is going to start again.. hiias.. hate going to sch... my life will be 8-5pm at sch... 6-10pm workin.. no time for bf.. no time for every other stupid ting~~ hiias... sad sad sad!!!

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1:03:00 pm

when i'm alone
i dream of the horizon
and words fail me
There is no light
in a room where there is no sun
and there is no sun if you're not here
With me, with me
From every window
unfurl my heart
The heart that you have won
Into me you've poured the light
The light that you found by the side of the road

Time to say goodbye
Places that I've never seen or
experience with you
now I shall
I'll sail with you
upon the ships across the seas
It's time to say goodbye

When you're far away
I dream of the horizon
and words fail me
and of course I know that
you're with me,
with me
you, my moon, you are with me
my sun, you're here with me
with me, with me, with me

Time to say goodbye
Places that I've never seen or
experience with you
now I shall
I'll sail with you
upon the ships across the seas
seas that exsist no more
I'll revive them with you

I'll go with you
upon ships across the seas
I'll revive them with you
I'll go with you
I'll go with you

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1:00:00 pm

1. The female always makes the rules.
2. The rules are subject to change without prior notice.
3. No male can possibly know all the rules.
4. If the female suspects the male knows all the rules, she must immediately change some of the rules.
5. The female is never wrong.
6. If it appears the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding caused by something the male did or said wrong.
7. If Rule #6 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.
8. The female can change her mind at any time.
9. The male must never change his mind without the express written consent of the female.
10. The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
11. The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether she wants him to be angry or upset.
13. The male is expected to read the mind of the female at all times.
14. At all times, what is important is what the female meant, not what she said.
15. If the male doesn't abide by the rules, it is because he can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a wimp.
16. If the Female has PMS, all the rules are null and void and the male must cater to her every whim.
17. If the male, at any time, believes he is right, he must refer to Rule #5.

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2:21:00 am

us in marybrown

2 set of 2pc chk

i'm back from malaysia.. damn shag.. haha.. had lunch at dear's place before we take 855 to yishun.. mrt-ed to kranji and change 170 to woodlands.. dun nid to wait for all e transport.. haha.. good.. walk ard.. got shift and a key chain for my sister.. had marybrown for dinner.. nothing much todae...

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11:31:00 pm

hmm... i'm awake now waitin for boyfriend to finish his driving lessons.. haha.. went off we go to malaysia.. gonna do shoppin again... haha..we're jus crazie couple.. gonna bus in todae.. no waitin que in singapore alr.. the que will be much faster den e bikes one.. hee~~ aniwae..tOdae is my sister's birthdae!! lOlx.. happi birthdae xinwei!! .. haha.. short entry now.. when i come back den post more~~ off to play~~

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12:08:00 pm

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